"Paradise Lost" by Hollywood Undead

Stiles wiped at the tears falling down his face giving Derek a weak smile as the Alpha wolf stood before him. Stiles taking Derek's hands in his and holding tight to them. Derek couldn't resist leaning forward and kissing the other. Wishing that the other was alive. For a moment he could still hear Stiles heartbeat, smell his scent. "I love you." Derek whispered softly against Stiles lips.

Stiles smiled "I love you too." he whispered back before his eyes shot wide as a burning shot through him before he just disappeared.

"Hospital..now." Jessica ordered getting in Derek's face startling the Alpha wolf

So watch my chest heave
As this last breath leaves me
I am trying to be
What you're dying to see

"What?" Derek said confused and angry that Stiles had vanished.

"Derek don't argue with her! Just get to the hospital now!" Peter hissed showing his nephew towards the door. "Or everything she just did will be for nothing."

Derek started to protest but his chest ached and something started pulling him. He ran to his car and the sped out of the parking lot heading for the hospital.

I feel like "Fuck man,
Can't take this anymore.
This heart breaks
This is life that's so thankless,
How could he just forsake us?

"What's going on?" Chris demanded

"We're about to get our Alpha's mate back if he makes it in time." Peter replied

"But..that's not.." Melissa said confused.

"You think I'm the only one who can come back from the dead?" Peter said as Jessica started to laugh a bit hysterically. "Jess.."

"Don't...I just..I..I'm not done am I?" She said her voice breaking as she knew Micheal was still in the room. She could feel him but she couldn't see him.

"You haven't forgiven yourself." Peter said softly.

"And I never will." Jessica said before vanishing ignoring Peter's shouts to come back.

Breaks us he makes us
Hate us he gave us
Nothing but no trust
And I am so fucked up
So let this gun bond us
Let's hide by this lust
And once we are just dust
He'll know that he loved us

Derek knew he was breaking the speed laws and he saw the Sheriff's car but knew the other wasn't going to follow. He barely managed to pull into the parking lot before he realized their was a cop waiting there.

"Parrish?" he said seeing the deputy.

"Derek! Great somebody! I've been trying to get a hold of the Sheriff but he's not answering his phone." Jordan said

"What's wrong?" Derek asked.

"Stiles alive..well barely..they said his pulse seemed to start on it's own!" Jordan said a weak smile on his face.

"WHAT?! Where is he?" Derek shouted feeling the pull even stronger.

"Room 13, four floor. Go." Jordan said something in his eyes seeming to spark something in Derek but he didn't have the time. He had to get to his mate.

Let it all burn
I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?

Just let me burn,
It's what I deserve.
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?

So take me and make me
Weaken and save me
This hate that you gave me
Keeps saying the same thing

To sing when you hurt and
To sing when you cry
To sing when you live and
To sing when you die

Stiles felt on fire his body singing with pain as he opened his eyes..wait he opened his eyes. He gasp for breath trying to get it back into his lungs. He tried to push his self up the machines he was attached to singing as his heart rate tried to climb and slowly failing. He was half alive..but..where was..

The blackness started to consume his eyes as the sounds of the beeping rose and than started to slow. He was going to die again this time alone. He fell back against the pillow just as heard someone call his name.

And here at the end
At the end of the hurt
All the pain ain't the same
When it's your turn to burn
We're the hearts for the heartless,
The thoughts for the thoughtless,
The lies for the honest,
We're the gods of the godless!

Let it all burn
I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?

Just let me burn
It's what I deserve
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?

"No Stiles come back, don't leave again." Derek begged the moment he saw the other fall back against the bed hearing the heart rate dropping. He wrapped his arms tight around his mate and hauled him up against him.

He felt his eyes burn as tears threatened to fall. "I won't lose you again." he said before he sunk his teeth into the others throat. Not noticing the symbols on the others arms that he had craved into his own flesh had started to burn and glow bright red.

So cry three tears for me,
When it's all gone,
Sing me this song

So cry three tears for me,
When it's all gone,
When it's all gone

I can not stand
Who I am. I'm this man
With this blood on my hands.
In this blood I am damned
So watch my wings burn
As they burn in the fire
Don't scatter the ashes
No need for the choir

Stiles felt the burn flair up more and he opened his eyes wide but he wasn't seeing Derek, he wasn't seeing the hospital. He saw through someone elses eyes. Heard laughter and smiles the calls of his name. His sister's voice singing out as he heard Micheal tackle her out in the woods. Heard their vows of love and life..the vow she broke when she finally fell apart.

"With this blood on my hands..in this blood I am damned." he heard her whisper in his ear. "Don't cry for me..don't cry. I've tried..Oh gods I've tried but I was always lost in his eyes."

Let it all burn,
I will burn first
God I've tried, am I lost in your eyes?

Just let me burn
It's what I deserve,
God I've lied, am I lost in your eyes?

This hate that you gave me keeps saying
Just let me burn,
Just let me burn

Derek heard something else and yet the same. He heard his family their voices talking to him. Heard Laura's teasing telling him to take good care of his mate and his pack. That she loved him and didn't blame him.

Suddenly he felt Micheal..he couldn't see him but he knew.

"Don't let the hate consume..don't let it burn you from the inside..make it work."

This hate that you gave me keeps saying
Just let me burn,
Just let me burn

Burn
Now
Burn
Stiles couldn't focus. He could here still hear someone calling his name speaking to him, breath against his ear. Who was calling his name..it wasn't his mother..or his dad..or his sister..than?

"Stiles..come back to me please."

Derek? Derek!

His eyes shot open again the blurriness starting to fade as he was met with a pair of worried eyes and he managed to smile

"Stiles." Derek said tears falling down his cheeks.
Just let me burn
Now
Burn

Burn!

"Hi sourwolf."