Castiel placed his hands on both sides of Sam's face, they were trembling. He was almost afraid this would vanish and be a dream. "Are you sure Sam….you want to be with me? "

Sam looked up at Castiel , he slid his hands down the angel's back, clasped his bottom and began massaging. "You worry too much, don't over think this, just let it happen," Sam frowned, a look of realization on his face , "You have no idea how handsome you are do you, how desirable." Sam spoke softly to Castiel, he seemed so wounded inside to Sam, the internal struggles with himself, the doubts written on his face. "Your body is beautiful, I've watched you Castiel, dreamed of what you looked liked." Sam kissed along the angel's shoulder then up his neck slowly, "Your eyes are simply an intoxicant, I could look in them forever and never tire of it. Shades of ice all the way to ocean but when they are at their richest is when they are the most beautiful, the color of lapis, but the most beautiful thing about you is how loving, devoted and kind you are, so strong and powerful."

Sam smiled wickedly. "Power and strength are a huge turn on for me Cas. Why do you think Dean gets so many passes from me when he comes back drunk smelling like back ally fuck? Because he is so strong and powerful, because I like it when he makes me do what he wants…..all the filth….the pain …oh god, he me makes me feel like his dirty whore….I want to feel how strong you are, show me angel." Sam was gone, hazel vanished replaced by black glassy eyes like he was on the most dangerous drug trip, lost in his own mind.

Castiel rolled off Sam and sat up, back against the headboard and grabbed Sam by the the waist lifting him like a doll. The angel made Sam straddle him, both upright, face to face and they kissed with a feeling that made the world melt away. Castiel pulled back from the kiss, looking conflicted, "I want you badly Sam but…."

"Hey your over thinking again, " Sam reached down and stroked the angels cock against his and Castiel took in a sharp breath from the instant pleasure, "Try thinking with this instead, I'm giving you a free pass here to do whatever you want. As for Dean, if he finds out about this….I know my brother, his big regret is not taping it so he jerk off to it later."

Castiels voice was no longer soft and pleading, a darkness washed over his face and his voice was hard, "I hope you know what you are giving me Sam, I don't think I can stop now." There was the sound of wind and the room became dark with the shadow of the angels wings.

Castiel looked at Sam with eyes the color of ink, a faint glow growing inside. Grabbing Sam's ass he lifted his body and slid Sam unceremoniously down on his hard cock. Sam cried out at the surprise intrusion, the angel was so thick and long , Sam tried desperately to adjust to the pain and pressure. Castiel took his tongue and licked the tears coming down Sam's face.

"They taste of pain but also pleasure," Castiel grabbed Sam again and began thrusting hard into him like he weighed nothing to the angel.

Sam collapsed with his arms hung loosely around Castiel's neck. Castiel felt the boys body relax and let go. Castiel growled in Sam's ear "Be careful what you ask an angel for Sam, once I'm given the word to have free reign I take it in earnest, you gave yourself of your own free will and I want this."

Sam made small sounds when the angel pounded inside him again and again. Sam was in his own world , head rolling from side to side. His long hair was soaked with sweat, clinging to his face and neck, mouth hanging open and eyes closed.

Castiel worked his fingers in the boys open mouth, then began rapidly stroking Sam's cock with his wet fingers. "Is this what you wanted?" Castiel slapped his face and Sam opened his eyes and rested his forehead on the angels. "Yes, this is what I want…please more." Sam groaned, his voice childlike, crying out he ejaculated across the angel's chest and face.

Castiel wiped his face and licked Sam off his fingers then wiped his chest and forced his fingers in Sam's mouth. Castiel was breaking his pace as he approached the edge. The angel yelled out "Sam…so tight…. beautiful." He let go and Sam could feel his cock spasm and shoot inside him.

They sat in that position both trying to catch a breath then the angel rolled Sam off. "Are you ok Sam? I've never done that before, did I hurt you? I couldn't stop myself."

Sam rolled over and faced Castiel, "I'm not gonna lie, it hurts, you were a lot more than I thought." Castiel stroked his lovers bottom gently and took the pain away. Sam looked disappointed, "It was a good pain Cas, next time just let me feel it a little longer afterward." Grabbing the angel he pulled him over and held Castiel.

"Sam?"

"Yah?"

"So this will work? I care deeply for you, I love you, its different from how I feel about your brother but it is still a form of love."

Yah Cas, like I said I think this will work out, I have feelings for you and that kind of love grows with time." Castiel kissed him on the cheek, "I have all the time in the world Sam."

….

"I'm not going to choose so you might as well just bring me back. You fucking angels, thinking you have all the answers don't you? Man, you are all nothing like the story books are you?" Dean laughed bitterly at Sophia. She slapped his face so hard he felt dizzy and blood started from his lip. "Let me tell you something about the Seraphim Dean Winchester ," She reached out for a tree branch and it burst into flames, "We are the burning ones, warriors for God , we protect the throne of our Father. We watch over you only on orders because we would not do it willingly but Father thinks you are all worth the effort." She whispered in Dean's ear, "I should just crush you right here, right now and be done with this. You enjoy having Castiel at your beck and call, he is an embarrassment crying over the unnatural relationship you have with your brother, remember Dean…..we….see….all."

There was a burst of light , Castiel was standing behind Sophia, he touched her shoulder, "Stop this sister, he pulled his knife and turned her around, "This will only go one way, let Dean go or you will cease to be." Sophia looked at Castiel with disbelief, "After everything I did for you, helped you heal, protected you from that one's brother and come here to make him choose or pay for hurting you and this is what you do to one of your own?"

Castiel had anger in his eyes, "I told you, I will not explain myself to you or the others. This is who I am, goodbye sister." She started to plead but Castiel touched her face, "I said…goodbye" Sophia vanished.

Castiel ran his thumb over Dean's lip and healed him. "Cas, where did you go, I called for you."Dean grabbed him, "Hey never mind you are here now that's what matters ok?" Dean slid his ring off Castiel and put it back stacked on the silver ring. "I guess we have things to work out, with Sammy now." Dean wiped his face and looked up at the sky, "Christ..I am nothing but trouble all around.

TBC