Chapter 6
(Don't own anything just wish I did) R&R please thank you (Slight lem)
"Isabella Marie Swan."
I look to Emmett wide eyed as he hoot and hollers out real loud.
"Stop." I mouth blushing as I grab my diploma.
It doesn't help that my dad is practically tripping over everyone trying to get pictures. I look out in the crowd though and do wish my mother was here. She would have loved to see me prom night as well. I swallow back the pain and miss her so much. Emmett waves at me as he's sitting with all the ABC names he'd already got his. I wondered how many high school diplomas this made for him now. I shake my head in thought ugh.
The rest of the class gets called up and takes their diploma's. I see the nervousness in Jessica's eyes as she's about to rise and give the valedictorian speech. I pat her on the shoulder.
"You'll do fine."
She nods nervously. Angela and I smile to one another as we watch Jessica walk up to the stage. I was actually quite impressed by her speech in fact everyone was. It wasn't nowhere near long and drawn out like I assumed it would be. Once it's over Emmett makes his way over and picks me up twirling me around.
"Congrats Bells."
"You too." He laughs and winks.
"Yep hope I never have to do that again." He hints with a tease.
"Hey girlie."
I turn and see Jake next to Charlie.
"Jake!" I reach over and give him a hug.
"Oh yeah Jake Emmett, Emmett Jake."
"So is he…" Jake says lifting a brow.
"Yes."
"Ah."
Emmett respectfully holds out his hand for Jake to shake. Jake accepts and pats me on the back. I had to see proof you made it out of high school he teases.
"Well here it is." I tease right back waving the diploma around.
"Well congrats and you look good Bella, hadn't seen you in sometime try not to be too much of a stranger. The guys ask about you all the time."
I nod as Billy waves me over and hands me a card.
"Just a little something from the boy and I."
"Aw well thank you both of you."
"Ok all of you. You've hogged her enough." My dad says and puts his arm around me.
"Congrats kiddo I'm proud of you."
"Thanks dad."
He also hands me an envelope.
"Dad you know how I feel about these things."
"I know but this is something that your mother and I had planned together as a present."
I nod and feel that pang of emptiness again that she isn't here.
"Thanks dad."
He clears his throat.
"Well I'll let you two go I'm sure you got some sort of party to go to now or something."
"We'll catch you later Bella."
"Nice meeting you Jake." Emmett calls as they walk away.
Jake turns and nods.
"Well aren't you the perfect gentlemen?"
"Yes mam." Emmett says and takes my hand.
"So what would you like to do?"
I shrug and look around.
"Ya'll could come to my place. We're having a party…" Mike offers.
Emmett smiles.
"That could be fun…"
"I don't know Emmett…" I think about the fact that there could be underage drinking and the fact that my father is a cop.
"Relax Bella no drinking you honestly think I'd invite the cop's daughter if there was going to be?"
Emmett laughs.
"Fine I guess we could make an appearance."
"Cool. See ya'll there."
We mingle a bit longer with teachers and other students before we head to Emmett's jeep.
I take off my robe and toss it inside.
"HOLY HELL!" Emmett says making me jump at first.
"What?"
"I don't know if I can let you go out in that dress."
"Oh well maybe I should just take it off." I taunt.
"Mercy…" He says and leans against the jeep as if for support.
"So when'd you get that dress?"
"The day I got the prom dress. I'd enough left to get this one."
Emmettpov
I can't help but to run my filthy hands all over her as I stare upon her in the white little skin tight number. This dress makes me think about very bad things I want to do to her.
"Em you ok?"
"Yep. Perfect." I say but literally dying.
I close my eyes and swallow it all back and force my hands away. I honestly don't know how I'm going to make it through this party with her looking like that. At least not in a way that doesn't make Charlie want to hunt me down and put every bullet he owns into me. Worth it I think as I continue to look upon her off and on, on the drive there. She leans into me and I wrap my arm around her.
"Em…?"
I turn to her and she has a nervous look about her.
"What is it Bells?"
She bites her bottom lip and her hand begins to shake a little bit.
"What if I said I didn't want to go to the party?"
"Then we wouldn't go Bells hun no biggie."
"What if I wanted to go somewhere else?"
"Where would you like to go?"
"Your cabin."
I swallow on this and nearly slam on the brakes.
"Oh really and um what would we do?" I ask feeling stupid for even asking.
She shrugs and her entire face becomes flushed.
Meanwhile a million things are coming and going like a factory in my head. I park outside Mike's house. And grip the wheel in thought.
I clear my throat and start the jeep back up and pull back out and head to the cabin. We sit out in the jeep for a bit staring at the cabin. The both of us nervous as hell… Finally I man up and open the door than walk around and open hers. I lead her inside and shut and lock the door behind us. I lean against the kitchen counter looking upon her, the both of us smiling off and on and in total silence.
Bellapov
I've never been so nervous in my life yet I've never been so sure of anything either.
"Bella you should know that I don't really know how this works. I'm going to be 100 percent honest with you and I want you to be with me. If I hurt you at any given time you tell me."
I nod as my knees tremble and my heart races.
"Shit Bells… I'm sorry… I don't mean I don't want to do this believe me I do so damn much but…"
I walk up to him and run a hand along him.
"You won't hurt me Em. I know that."
"Bella…"
I kiss his lips and run my hands along his chest.
"Mmmm." He leans into me then picks me up as I wrap my legs around him.
I can feel his excitement and it only eggs me on as I move my hips about along him.
"God I've never wanted something so damn much." He mutters as if out of breath.
I swallow my nerves jumping everywhere. He looks upon me in such a way and I know I'm already soaked from that look alone. Emmett lays me down on his bed. Which I thought was funny since he never sleeps. Slowly, he undoes my dress and slides it off me. He takes off his shirt and throws it to the floor. This automatically makes me want to hump the freaking air practically as he stands before me shirtless, instantly looking as though a beautiful god.
Emmett uses one hand to unclasp my bra and the other to take off his pants. He braces himself on the bedpost looking to my breast. He takes one hand and gently runs it over them.
"Beautiful." He says and I close my eyes in surrender as I feel his tongue about them.
He continues this as I feel him pulling my panties down.
"Em…" I say feeling out of control and like everything in me was screaming.
He looks up to me smiling.
"You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen Bella. Look at you."
He runs his hands along each part of my body.
"How does someone like me deserve someone like you?" He says.
"It's the other way around Em…"
"Never…" He hisses and his lips crash into mine.
I feel his chest about me and my breast pressed against him. I want him so badly.
"Remember what I said please…"
I nod.
He starts off running his hands along me taunting me with each playful stroke.
"Damn… very wet." He smiles and raises his brows.
Emmett positions himself over me and looks upon me.
"You ready?"
I nod and bite my lower lip. I feel him enter gently and slowly. He glides back and forth slightly going deeper with each return. I brace myself as I feel it coming and I know he feels it to as he puts his hands to the bedpost and does one simple thrust and waits. I wince at first and take it all in.
"You ok?"
I smile and he kisses me as he starts to move around again. The pain is still there momentarily but before long becomes pleasurable. He checks on me back and forth moving steadily.
"It's ok…" I say and wrap my arms around him letting him know he can go faster now.
"You feel so good." He moans out as the pace gets faster.
Something animalistic comes over me as I lick and kiss along his neck. The bedpost snaps at that point and he looks to me nervously pausing.
I softly giggle.
"Keep going."
"Thank God." He says shaking his head and returns with a kiss that sends us both over edge.
Emmett moans out in a thrusting finish and my legs quiver as he slowly pulls out. He checks me over as if making sure I'm still in one peace. I smile at this and run my hands along him.
"So you're ok?"
"Perfect."
"Good because everything on this side of the cabin is now destroyed."
He says as we look around and laugh. He rolls over and places me over his chest.
"For once I think I'm speechless Bells."
I laugh into his chest.
"Same here."
I awake in my bed and turn I see the pink rose on my nightstand and letter.
Bells,
Didn't want to wake you… Brought you home before Charlie sent out the dogs… Thank you for a perfect night and for letting me be in your life. See you tomorrow
Love,
Your Em
I jump awake yet again only I turn and see that the letter Em wrote me is now crumpled up and the rose is destroyed. I start to shake all over. I remember my dad is working overnight. My heart races and I cover my mouth in a panic. I hurry and grab a robe. I run outside and head towards Emmett's cabin fast as I can. Now I know for certain it's not merely my imagination.
I trip naturally and feel a thorn slide into my palm.
"Fuck!" I yell.
"BELLS?" I turn and see Emmett hoping down from a tree.
"Emmett! Someone's been in the house! Someone!"
His eyes widen and he looks back.
"Stay close." He says as I hold on to his arm and we cautiously make our way there.
"Is your father home?"
"No he's at work."
"Good."
Emmett puts his arm around me as we enter the house.
"They were in my room."
He sighs shaking his head.
"Did you see them?"
"No but Emmett the letter and rose they were crumbled up and the window was open again!"
We make our way upstairs and as soon as he opens my door he turns to me.
"You've got to be kidding."
"What? What is it?!"
"I know that scent."
"Damn it Emmett who is it?"
"Your dreaded ex."
I look to him confused.
"My brother."