Back to Antonio~ Because this chapter is insane...
Chapter 20: Anger management...
I love Lovino to death. I love him, I love the things he does.
And yes, I love the little growing baby inside of him.
But that baby could be a little nice about controling mi amor's mood. It's worse than any other time. At least I can predict his normal mood swings from loving to cold. Pregnancy mood swings are nothing like Lovi mood swings.
Just a warning to anyone. A man, who is ten/eleven (I lost count...) weeks pregnant, has normal mood swings anyway, and a slight anger problem. Is not fun to deal with.
"Lovino just calm down!" I yelled. Which probably wasn't the best idea.
"Calm down?!" He nearly screamed. "I don't think I can..."
I should explain. It all started when Francis and Gilbert stopped by to say hello...
About an hour ago...
"Toni open up!" A German accented voice called form the front door, after a loud knock. Lovi immediately looked at me, glaring. It was like he was daring me to move from my position as his pillow at the moment. I almost didn't because he looked so comfy, and five seconds ago he was laughing with me. Now he's not.
"Come on! Just open the door! We won't do anything." It was French now, which meant both Franny and Gil were outside, calling for me to answer the door and amuse them somehow.
I moved my arm a little bit underneath Lovi. "I should answer that." Before I could move any farther he grabbed it and held it in place.
"Don't." He mumbled and buried his face.
"I'm just going to get rid of them." I assured him. He released his grip on my arm.
I walked over to the door and open it. Sure enough, both Francis and Gilbert were standing there with huge smile.
"How's it goin' Vatti?" Gil asked, laughing loudly. I sent a slightly nervous glance at Lovi, who had a headache earlier. I wondered if he still had one, because this was going to make it worse.
"It's okay, I guess." I whispered, stepping outside and closing the door. I hoped that would help keep him in a pretty good mood if he didn't hear anything.
"Okay? Is Mamam giving you a hard time?" Francis asked softly.
"No, no. It's just taking time to get used to everything. Just trying to keep him calm is nearly impossible." I explained, leaning against the door. I was trying to listen for any movement that went on inside the house.
"We've known this Toni. He's been like that since he was small remember?" Gil said, smirking a little. "You couldn't keep him under control then, and even now."
"Oui, it's like you care more about him than anything else. You're not yourself anymore, Antoine."
I looked at them both. I couldn't tell if I was more shocked or angry. Why would they say any of that?
"Tell me Francis. Have you ever been in this situation?" I asked, letting my voice lower a little bit. "And Gil, how would you act if Canada was suddenly pregnant? And you had to pause everything because it was so risky to his health."
They looked at each other and then back at me.
"You're abandoning us for him?" Gil asked, crossing his arms.
"Just until everything calms back down around here! I need to be home in case he needs me."
"We understand." Francis said, laying a hand on my shoulder. He smiled and looked over at Gil. "It's love and commitment, Gil. We could both learn something from him."
Gil crossed his arms, he obviously wasn't buying it. Something must have happened to really make him made lately. Something crazy that could have hurt him. Either that or he was just mad at me for turning down an invitation to go out again. "Then it looks like it's gonna be the Bad Touch Duo." He mumbled.
"Gil just listen-"
"I don't want to listen!" He snapped. "You were so cool when you weren't with him! You were happy when you got together with him, in fact that was the best I had ever seen you. I get that you want to be with him alot more! But I don't think it's fair that the moody Italian asshole gets to boss you around and keep you from doing anything fun! And-"
"Get out of here." I heard a voice from behind me. Sometime in the moment I had moved from the door, and it opened. Now standing behind me was a very angry Lovi. His eyes were narrowed to a point that I only see when we fight.
"What?" Gil asked, surprised as I was to see him.
"I said go." He said angrily. "If you want to offend me, you can take it somewhere else. I'm in no mood to deal with your loud mouth."
I swallowed, Francis got the message and started to walk away. Gil, however, just stood there. I put my arm around Lovi but he moved away, walking back inside and slamming the door. I opened the door and looked inside. With no sign of him in the living room I turned to Gil who had already walked away.
Great, I'll just call them later. I noted and walked back inside.
"Lovi?"
I heard something fall in the hallway. It took me a second to react when is occurred to me that it could have been Lovi that fell. I ran down the fall to find nothing but a vase laying on the floor next to the bathroom.
I sighed in relief and picked it up, setting it back on the table and waiting outside the door for him to come out. Lovino walked out after a moment and wiped his face before glaring at me.
Which brings us back here...
"Lovi please..." I sighed. "Think of the baby."
"The baby? That seems to be the problem here! Everything is going on because of the baby!" He said, trying to slow his breathing.
"Please, calm down." I whispered, hugging him rubbing his back lightly. It takes alot to calm him down. He sighed a little and relaxed. I could tell he was okay when he pushed me away.
"Idiot." He mumbled before taking a step away, towards the bedroom. I laughed a little, because I could tell he was blushing.
Or so I thought. I didn't laugh anymore when I watched my Lovi fall face forward.
*RUNS AWAY*
