Jared walks into my moms trailer and gently shakes me awake.
„Em?" He asks softly. I slowly wake up and stare at him.
„Jared!" I look really nervous but he doesn´t notice.
„Your mom wanted me to check on you. She said i need to make sure you don´t skip lunch." Jared explained and hands me my favorite lunch. A fruit salad with some green tea for me to drink.
„Well thanks for checking on me." I smile softly at him and take a sip of my tea.
„No problem Em." Jared says with a soft smile and sits down next to me.
„Wanna share the fruit salad with me?" I ask Jared.
„Yes i would love that Emerson." He answers softly and grabs a fork. Then we both start to eat.
„So how is school going for you?" Jared asks. I sigh softly.
„Well i wanna be home schooled because i have panic attacks and well you know about my epilepsy." I explain to him and he nods.
„Well we could hang out more…so that is cool with me." He says ?!Blushing?!Oh my god! What if he really has feelings for me too?! That would be so freaking great. I think i am going to scream, well i want to but that would be super embarrassing.
„Um yeah that would be fun i guess!" I tell him. I guess?! Oh my lord…that was such a stupid answer i think i am turning feelings make me look stupid in front of him. Jared laughs softly.
„So maybe we can go to the movies next week…only if you want to!" Jared tells me and smiles softly. I am not sure if he wants us to go as friends or if it´s a date. And i am not sure if i should ask him.
„Sure sounds like a lot of fun." I answer with a soft smile.
„Cool. You can pick the movie Ems!" Jared offers.
„ is really nice of you!" i say and nod my head.
„Oh and we have to ask our parents if they are okay with us going tot he movies after i finish up on set." He says.
„Yes I agree. My mom is worrying about me a lot at the moment!" I tell him.
„I know,she talked to Ginny about it." Jared tells me. I sigh softly.
„It always gets bad when one mom talks to another mom. Because moms always worry about their kids." I say softly and he agrees with me.
„That is true!"
Two hours later Jared is back filming a since and my mom walks into her trailer and walks over to me.
„Do you feel any better baby?" She asks me with worry in her eyes.
„Yes I feel a little better mom. And i really wanna be home schooled mom!" I tell her.
„That is good baby girl!Are you sure that you wanna be home schooled." She wants to know. I nod my head.
„Yes i am 100% sure about it! I wanna spend more time with you on set and with the others!" I quickly add because i don´t want her to think that she needs to baby me. Cause that is one thing that i really don´t want that to happen.
„Okay sweetie, i will make an appointment with your principal and talk to her about it so you can get home schooled as soon as possible." My mom tells me. I smile softly.
„Thanks mom. That sounds like a very good idea."i answer and kiss her cheek. She smiles and cuddles me close.
„Honey? Did you eat your fruit salad?"she wants to know and looks at me. I yawn softly.
„Yes i did. Mom i am really tired. Is it okay if i sleep a little?" i ask.
„Of course it is okay baby girl!" My mom says and gently strokes my cheek. I close my eyes and drift of into a peaceful sleep.
[By the way, someone said i shouldn t wirte about epilepsy unless i have to clear that up.I get medical Treatment for it but the doctors are not 100% sure just yet but they do think i have it because i got hurt and couldn t remember feel free to ask about it.]