Chapter 10

(Don't own squat :p) R & R PLEASE SEND LOVE

OMG FORGIVE ME I SOO MESSED UP I POSTED CHAPTER 7 TWICE SO NOW TO GET THIS ONE ACTUALLY OUT I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR CHAPTER 10 and 11 Until the word gets out. :( this is the second post for this chapter because I messed up I'm very sorry! COULD SOMEONE MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME IF THIS WORKS I'd GREATLY APPRECIATE KNOWING IF MY CHAPTERS ARE ALL UP CORRECTLY NOW I FEEL SO HORRIBLE

"Emmett!"

"What I'm just saying this is perfect." He holds up the string bikini to me.

I look around embarrassed.

"Hot!" He winks.

"And it's white."
"You perv…"

He shrugs.

"Like that's anything new."

He looks around

"OK then how about that one?"

He points to a black and silver bikini.

"What is it with you and bikini's?"

"Actually you should be asking me what is it with me and wanting desperately to see you in one." He wiggles his brows.

I laugh at this and throw the white set at him.

"Really?" He says like a boy in a candy store.

"I didn't say I was wearing it."

"But we're buying it?" He says confused.

I shrug.

"Ah you're killing me Bells."

"Good."

"Pure evil… I'm telling you evil, evil."

"Suffer…"

I smile his way.

"Damn… Keep that up and I'll yank you in one of these dressing rooms."

He pulls me into a corner of the store and kisses me whilst running his hands along my rear.

"Easy now…" I laugh as he pulls back.

"Hmmm."

We pay for our items then head to the airport.

"You're certain we got everything?" I ask Emmett on the way.

"Yep don't worry Bells besides if we did forget anything we can always buy it later."

"I don't want you to use your money on this trip Em."

"Well tough cause I'm going to. I'm not freeloading and I want to show you a good time."

I fold my arms and lean back against the seat. He laughs.

"Big baby, look just try to relax and have fun could we not worry about such things?"

"Fine!"

He elbows me lightly and turns into the airport.

"You're not really mad."

"How do you know?"

"Because you're smiling."

"I am not!" Then I break into a smile as I say this.

"Really?" He cocks a brow.

I bite my bottom lip trying to hide it.

"Too late I already saw it."

He grabs our bags and we head inside. Eventually the time comes and it's time for us to board.

"You ready?" He says and I look back to the airport gates.

"Yep, let's get the hell out of here."

"Couldn't have said it better myself."

Once the plane lifts off he looks to me then puts his arm around me. Its a few more hours into the flight when Emmett leans over and whispers.

"So… ever joined the mile high club?"

"Emmett…" I laugh.

"You honestly want to take down the whole plane don't you?"

"Nope just you." He hints with a wink.

"Meet me in 5…" He says and begins to raise from his chair.

I grab his wrist and try to shove him back down.

"You can't be serious."

He shrugs and starts walking off. My eyes widen and I look around.

"Em.." I whimper.

I blush and start that way with plans to talk him out of it. Trust me it wasn't that I didn't want to have sex. I mean come on its freaking Emmett but I seriously feared the outcome. I knew how our sex life got. That was why we could never have sex at my house he knew we'd destroy my room and the rest of Charlie's house.

I step into the bathroom. He immediately shuts the door behind me and starts kissing me. I put a hand to his chest.

"Em Bear we can't do this…"
"The hell we can't." He moans against me.

"You know what happens."

"Ymm Hmm." He mutters and continues kissing me.

He twirls me around and bends me over the sink. Emmett raises my skirt and I feel him pull my panties to the side.

"Now that is hot." He says looking in the mirror at me.

My entire face turns red at this.

"Em…"

"No I'm serious. Damn Bella."

He reaches around and unbuttons my blouse. He continues to watch me in the mirror. Even through my shyness on this. I myself find this strongly aroused watching Emmett work his hands along me and kissing each part of me. I gasp out at one point and he softly laughs against my neck.

"See… I think we need a bedroom made of nothing but mirrors."

He slides into me and cups my breast in his hands. He continues to kiss along my neck as he thrust about. Watching him and his reactions is like the hottest thing ever and I find myself drenched.

"Fuck." He says looking upon me.

"I can feel how aroused you are and smell it." He half growls going faster.

His hands go down upon the sink as he gets off but not before he breaks the faucet on the sink. It starts spraying water all over the both of us. I look to Emmett wide eyed.

He rubs the back of his neck with one hand.

"Well we almost made it through without destruction."

I laugh and try desperately to stop the water. We're both laughing now as we're getting drenched and so is the floor.

"We're so busted Em!" But I'm still laughing as I rush to get dressed now.

He sighs and opens the sink cabinet underneath and cuts off the water supply.

"See easy fix."

"Why didn't you do that before?!" I snap as I look to us both and we're soaked beyond belief.

"Maybe I wanted to see you all wet?" He shrugs.

"Em!"

"Ok, ok honestly I didn't think about it until then."

We look around for a way to clean this and know there really isn't anything. I blush in thought.

"I'm going first then you Em. You better not give us away!"

He grins ear to ear.

"Who me?"

"I'm serious!"

I look to the sink and see the faucet laying in it the water everywhere and the both of us clearly drenched.
"We're not walking away from this one are we?"

He laughs.

"Go on Bells I got it. Just go sit down." He pecks me on the cheek.

I exhale and open the bathroom door. I look no one in the eyes. I don't think I've ever walked faster in my life. I rushed to my seat and buried my face into one of Emmett's car magazines. The bathroom door opens and I see Emmett still wet himself coming out. And I want to die as everyone watches him walk to his seat. I know this means I was getting the same stares. I roll up his magazine and pop him with it. He laughs and leans over kissing me.

"I won't forgive you for this…" I mutter under my breath.

"Yes you will." He kisses me again.

I sink further into my seat.

"Damn it."

"Wakey, Wakey," I feel him slightly shaking me.

"We're here."

I blink awake and stretch out looking around. Emmett helps me out of my seat and grabs our bags from the cubby. Emmett calls us a cab and we head on to a hotel. Hotel Ambasciatori is where Emmett tells the driver to go. I lean back into his arm still exhausted and jetlagged.

"Em…" I say as we walk inside the hotel.

"This looks very expensive."

"Not really." He shrugs.

"Let's just hurry and check in so you can get to bed."

I want to argue on this hotel and all but my eyes are failing me as he seats me down and goes to the desk. He comes back and walks me to the room.

Emmettpov

I take off her shoes, skirt and blouse and tuck her into the sheets. She doesn't even stir as I watch her sleep. I know I need to hunt and try to think of where to go. I leave a note and kiss her cheek before I leave. I was anxious for this time together with Bella but I tried my best not to think of the one reason I hated Italy. That reason alone is why I felt on edge when she first told me. But I wasn't about to concern her with that. Besides we will be spending most our time here in Florence I plan to avoid Volterra at all cost or anywhere too close.

I'll just have to keep a more watchful eye out was all. But surely we'd nothing to worry about. Thankfully I find a place that isn't too far well for a vampire anyway. I knew I could feed from here and be back in less than an hour.

Once I return I have breakfast sent up seeing as how she's still asleep. Sure enough the food rises her. I smile as I've the tray in hand and sit next to her on the bed.

"Smells good."

I place a green grape in her mouth.

"That's really good."

"So what've you planned today?"

She grabs a piece of bacon of the tray and shrugs.

"Haven't really thought about it."
"Hmm how about we go to the Galleria degli Uiffiz?"

"Sounds good to me."

"I figured you'd be up for something like that."
"But are you?"

"Certainly we just can't go out until dusk naturally. Not in Forks anymore…"

"Ok Cool."

She looks to me.
"Wait you've already done all this haven't you?"

"Eh, somewhat… I haven't visited too many places around here but I have been to some parts of Italy yes."

"I seem to forget your millions of years old."

I laugh at this.

"Crypt keeper huh?" I shake my head on this and lean back against the bed as she eats.

"Got to admit though you're pretty hot for such an old man." She says stuffing some pancakes in her mouth.

"I must be got it if I got you. So how are you going to stand being stuck with me 14 days straight?"

"I'll deal. I'm not going to lie though it's going to be appalling."

"Yep figured this much you know with me being a vampire and all and you the innocent victim."

"Innocent huh?"

I nod.

"Who's to say I'm not the one seducing and tricking you? You could very well be the victim in all this."

"Oh hell yeah. Mistress please."

She laughs.

"I want to be your victim. PUNISH ME!"

She laughs again and throws a grape at me. I frown.

"That's not the punishment I wanted."

"Well you don't get to decide the punishment when you're the slave."

"WOW I've gone from victim to slave! Could we just stay here then?" I tease and go start her a bath.

She finishes her food and gets undressed.

"Hmm." I moan out as I watch her then help her into the tub.

"Won't you join me?" She says seductively.

"Thought you'd never ask."

I undress and slide in behind her. She leans back against my chest and I start sponging her down. I loved seeing Bella soaking wet it was one of the sexiest things I've ever seen. It was as if her body was made to be permanently soaked. She turns around facing me and kisses me and washes my shoulders and chest. My eyes nearly cross as she starts teasing me below. I lean back in ecstasy as she straddles me and starts swaying about. I run my hands along her as she rides against me. She bites her lower lip the sexy way she does then I changed my mind. Ok this is the sexiest thing I've ever seen. I think as I watch her breast move about and she continues to move about. But then I also think back to the airplane and the mirror and decide that I can't make up my mind that everything about her is just fucking hot as hell.

Bellapov

I slip a black dress with white trim on deciding since we're in Italy I might as well dress for it. Emmett comes up behind me and zips me up. But then places something shiny around my neck. I narrow my eyes and look down.

"What is this?"

"Just a little present is all."

"Emmett!"
He sighs and kisses my neck.

"Open it up silly before you rip into me."

"Open?"

"It's a locket."

I place my fingers around the white gold heart and look inside. I look inside and see a picture of my mother.

"Em…" I gasp.

"That way she'll always be with you. Of course she always is anyway but I know how you visit her every day and figured it might be hard on you to be gone for so long and…"

I turn and kiss his lips.
"Thank you Em this is so sweet. I love it."

He smiles.

"Good. I'm glad you do and you're very welcome."

A week later…

"Did you enjoy the food."

"Yes actually and the wine was very good as you can tell."

Emmett laughs.

"Yeah this isn't the U.S anymore you can drink legally here."

Bella I could tell was a light weight to say the least and a giggly drunk which was fine with me. One of my favorite things was seeing Bella laugh and smile.

"Hmmm." She moans into me as we dance.

Ok and a horny drunk. I'll have to remember that one.

"Do we need to get you back to the hotel Bells?"

She nods biting her lip. I get us a cab and on the way to the hotel she climbs into my lap kissing me and rubbing herself against me tormenting me.

"Damn." I whisper wanting to take her right here.

She giggles and once the cab stops I feel like we're not getting to the room fast enough. I pick her up and walk faster. Still she continues to kiss along my neck and running her hands all along me.

"So what was the name of that wine again?"

She laughs and backs up wiggling her index finger my way. I drop layers of clothing onto the floor with each step towards her. Once I make my way to her she pushes me on the bed and begins to pleasure me orally.

Human, fragile, very, very fragile I repeat to myself as she goes.
"Bella.." I raise up and gently push her off hating the idea of stopping this but knew I had to.

"Did I do something wrong?" She panics.

"Hell no it's just I'm afraid I was getting too into it and…"

She covers her mouth and blushes.

"I'd never felt that before…" I explain.

"You mean.."

"Yep totally new."

She looks to me surprised.

"Really?"

I laugh on this. That right there was never Rose's thing which only further proved my theory on Bella Swan being a naughty little vixen. I was totally right and in awe but her wellbeing meant more to me then sexual pleasure no matter how good it felt.

"Just because I've been around longer doesn't mean I've experienced everything Bells. Trust me that felt good as hell but as new as it was to me I didn't want to risk hurting you if we got too carried away."

I pull her into my lap.

"Sorry Bells I just got startled I'd never forgive myself if I forgot how fragile you are and you got hurt."

I lay her down and put my arm around her.

"Did I hurt your feelings?"

"No I understand."
"You sure?"

"Of course not Em.. I know how you feel about me and I know it was for my own safety."

"Say you know we've never discussed certain issues yet."

"Issues?"

She smiles.

I clear my throat trying to think on how to word this.

"Well you know like how do you feel still about being a vampire?"

Bella rises and grows serious looking. Ah crap I was afraid of this and knew sex now was certainly out of the question ugh.

"What do you mean by being a vampire exactly?"

"Well you know if well…" I shake my head on this.

"I guess I should really be asking is what do you see or want for our future?"

"Jesus Em…" She jumps off the bed and starts getting dressed.

"UM what?" I say honestly confused by her reaction.

"Nothing."

"Um no that's not nothing what did I do wrong Bells?"

She sighs and lowers her head.

"You didn't do anything wrong."
"Then what is this Bells baby?"

Her hands shake and she walks out onto the patio tying her robe. I walk up behind her and put a hand to her shoulder gently.

"Please tell me what I did wrong."

"Em Bear you didn't do anything wrong."

But I see the tears coming from her eyes that she's failing to hide.

"I just don't want to talk about that not right now."

I feel crushed and step back.

"Why?"

I feel myself actually getting angry with her for the first time ever.

"Why wouldn't you want to talk about our future Bells?"

"I said I didn't want to right now! I didn't mean ever! Don't ruin this."

"Ruin this? Ruin what?" I snap confused by her reaction to all this and honestly I feel heartbroken this was killing me to see her act this way about the mere question.

She doesn't answer.

"You know what I got to hunt anyway it's clear you don't want me around right now." I say and take off.

That was our first fight I think as I take down a couple deer. I'd never been mad at Bella Swan before but I was very hurt. Why wouldn't she just talk to me? I just wanted to know what she saw for us and damn… I close my eyes in thought. Does she not see me that way? Am I wrong on what I think her true feelings are?

I for one knew what I wanted. I wanted to marry Bella, to turn her and spend my eternity with her. But it was clear to me now that she obviously wasn't feeling the same. She couldn't even name one thing about what she saw for us. I'm so mad I continue to hunt not wanting to go back and take my anger out on her.

Bellapov

"Em.." I whisper and fall to my knees as he leaves.

The tears don't stop and I feel terrible. I'd never seen him mad at me before. Hell he even looked hurt. I hurt him what the fuck is wrong with me?! The tears continue. Why did I truly react that way? I knew what I wanted and saw but a certain fear came about me. It was an old and stupid fear and I hated myself at moment for letting it shine through with Emmett he's not him. He didn't deserve that Bella you idiot. STUPID GIRL! I realize this had nothing to do with him really well that wasn't exactly true. It did but that was just it. It wasn't because of something he did or said. It was because the last time I discussed my future with a vampire. One I loved. They left me. I spilled out my heart and he left. I close my eyes.

"You stupid cow you want to make Emmett pay for "his" mistake." I say to myself. I knew the fear was that if I told Emmett the truth about what I wanted and how I felt. I was afraid he wouldn't want the same. That I'd scare him off and I'd awake in this bed alone or he'd wait until we returned to Forks and make his escape there. But He's not HIM! Emmett wouldn't do that I tell myself over and over and deep down I knew it was true. Emmett wasn't a quitter he didn't just give up on those he loved. No matter what I told him he would stay and stick it out and fight. I begin to cry harder on this thought. I hurt my Em Bear how could I do that? He's the one thing that's always been there for me…

I lay in the bed and cry into the pillow. I wait for him to return dying to apologize and tell him how stupid I was and what my mistake was. I know this was my fault. He did nothing wrong.

I begin to worry and panic as hours pass and he still hasn't returned. I pace the hotel fearing the worst things imaginable.

Finally he comes in and stumbles around.

"Em?" I rush to his side.

"Bells…" He mutters and sways about.

What the hell? I ask myself he's acting like he's fucking drunk. But vampires don't get drunk? Right? Emmett runs into the ottoman in the hotel and almost falls.

"Em baby what's wrong with you!"

He shrugs and I put my arm around him and help him to the bed.

"Emmett please you're scaring me!"

"Don't want to scare…" He says and rolls over on the bed.

"OMG!" I yell as he's actually losing consciousness.

"Em baby please!" I shake him.

He opens his eyes momentarily.

"I love you Bells." He says with a smile and passes out cold.

I pace about having no clue what to do and have never seen this. Vampires don't sleep or get drunk! What the hell did I do to him!

A few hours pass still I pace the room. He finally stirs awake and I run to him.

"EMMETT!" I start bawling.

He looks confused.
"Bells?" He says as I wrap my arms around his neck.

"Don't you ever scare me again like that!"

"Huh?" He says wrapping his arms around me.

"What happened to you last night you were gone for hours then you come in and are acting as if you're fucking drunk Em!"

His eyes widen and he flings back on the bed.

"Ah shit…"
"Ah shit what? What was that?"

"Bella hun I'm so sorry I can't believe I did that."

"DID WHAT?"

He shakes his head.

"Vampires can get drunk Bella but not off alcohol like a human does."

"Say what?"

He laughs a nervous laugh.

"I drank too much animal blood."

"Say what?"

"Bells I didn't mean to worry you or alarm you. Damn I'm so sorry."

"I'm confused…" I say.

"We vampires can get drunk but it's off human blood or animal blood. But it takes massive amounts." He looks to me wide eyed on that.

"SHIT!" He says raising up.

"I must have cleared half the damn forest!"

"So what do you mean there's going to be a slew of animal carcasses?"

Emmett half laughs and covers his face.

"I'm so sorry."

"So why did you fall asleep?"

"I was that bad?"

"YES!"

"Damn…" He laughs.

"It's not funny Em! If we're going to have a future together knowing these things is a must!"

Emmett shakes his head bitterly.
"Future huh? Yeah now it all comes back."

I lower my head.

"I'm sorry Emmett. I was wrong and I know I was. I do want to discuss our future and I'd like to do that now."

"Are you sure? Yesterday you looked as if you were about to jump ship on me."

"I'd never do that Em…"
"Didn't feel that way to me. You really hurt me Bells."

"I know and I'm sorry. I feel like a total ass."

"Well you are." He says with a smile.

"Yes I am."

He shakes his head laughing and sighs.

"No you aren't Bella."

"Yes I am don't even try to sugar coat this I don't deserve it. Em I'm the worst person!"

"Hush now that's far from the truth."
"Yes I am Em… You know what last night was about? Why I acted the way I did?"

He shrugs.

"Because I was back in the past! I was so fearful on telling you my true feelings because I was afraid you'd run out on me as well."

Emmett closes his eyes.

"But you're not him. You didn't deserve that you don't deserve to pay for what he did. You're the best thing in my life. The first thing I think about when I wake is you the last thing I think about before I fall asleep is you. Everything in my life revolves around you. I wouldn't want it any other way. When I think about the future… I see me by your side. I see marriage and…"

"And?" He questions curiously.

"That's the part I grew so frightened over Em… All I kept thinking last night is the moment I say I'd want you to turn me you'd be out the door."

"Quite the opposite Bella nothing would make me happier."

I nod with a smile.

"Come here." He says softly and pulls me into his lap.

"Seems we both made fools of ourselves last night."

I nod at this teary eyed yet again.

"Let's just stay in today. You need to get some sleep anyway. Let me just hold you right now that's all I want."