„Emerson Jayde Morrison!" My mom yells out. I pull away from Jared´s lips and blush.
„Sorry mom!" I say softly.
„Listen to me Emerson! I want you and Jared to take it slow. Very slow!" My mom tells me and she suddenly doesn´t look as happy as she did before. I think she is worried that i will end up pregnant.
„Okay mom. I am very sorry." I tell her again and nod my head softly. Jared bites his bottom lip.
„I am sorry too Jen!" Jared answers and looks at my mom. My mom just nods her head softly. Everyone else just watches the three of us.
After my mom is done filming, we drive to our little apartment.
„Emerson i really want you to listen to me right ?" My mom says. I nod my head and look at her.
„Okay mom!" I tell her.
„I want you to take it slow with sex is a huge step. So please wait till you are ready." My mom says. I look at her. I am not going to tell her that i lost my virginity about a year ago and just let her think that i am still her sweet little innocent girl.
„Alright mom." I answer.
„ and you need to take the pill!" She adds.
„Yeah sure mom!" i sigh softly.
„You are acting strange Emerson. You are using the word mom a lot." My mom tells me and raises her eyebrow at me.
„I just don´t want to talk to you about sex mom!" I say and look really embarrassed.
„Well then you better wait with having sex!" My mom tells me with a serious look on her face.
„Alright i got it mom!"I say and roll my eyes at her.
„Never roll your eyes at me again young lady!" My mom growls at me.
„Why are you acting Like that mom?That´s so not cool!" i tell her.
„I am you i can act like that!" She says softly.
„But you are freaking out and get mad over nothing,mom!" I say softly and sigh a little.
„You are my only child. I wanna make everything right with you!" She tells me and i suddenly feel bad for rolling my eyes at her.
„I am sorry for giving you a though time."I answer and gave her my puppy dog eyes.
„It is okay Emerson."She says softy and i think she looks sad. She is hiding something. I can tell it from the way she looks and because she usually calls me Emi or Ems. Well most oft he time at least.
„Mom are you alright?" I want to know and look at her. Her eyes are fixed on the road and i know by the look she has on her face that she is not going to tell me anything. So i sigh softly and look out oft he window.
At home i walk into my room right away. I lay down on my bed with my sneakers still on my feet. I look at my phone because i hear my message tone. Which was „Better Together" BY Fifth Harmony. Don´t worry, you will find out why this song is so important to me really soon. It was a text from my ex girlfriend. Yes you heard that right. I had a girlfriend. A girlfriend my mom didn´t know about. Because i am not sure what she would think about the fact that her daughter is gay or well bi i guess because i am dating Jared now. Gosh! The situation even is confusing to me. Imagine how my mom and the others would feel. I am pretty sure that my life will turn into a nightmare pretty soon after reading the text. The text isn´t a bad text… It is just playing with my feelings. I actually want to use the f-Word right now to describe my feelings to you guys, but i think that this wouldn´t be such a good idea. But then again, i always have pretty bad ideas. And when i say bad i mean really really bad ideas. I bet you all want to know what the text is all about but i am not ready to tell you just yet. Maybe next time.