Today is Saturday. Which means my mom isn´t working today. Normally i would be really happy about that but the text is still playing twister with my feelings and with my mind. Which sucks! So i am actually not in the mood for a mother-daughter day but i also don´t want to hurt my mom´s feelings because i love my mom. She is a really great mom. Talking about my mom now makes me think about the fact that she is hiding something i am hiding something from her too but that is another story. I am a teenager and i am allowed to keep secrets. At least in my mind it is like that. I am pretty sure my mom doesn´t think that way.
„Ems? I am going to the mall with Ginny and Lana!" My mom says from the kitchen. Well well…this is weird. She never missed out on a mother-daughter day.
„Alright mom! Have fun!" I yell back." And stay safe!" I add.
„I will. Love you!" She answers and i hear her walking out the front door.
Ten minutes later I walk into the bathroom to shower and to get dressed in my The 1975 hoodie and some jeans. After that i walk into the kitchen and make myself some pancakes with Bacon. Then i start to eat and play candy crush on my phone. I get a call from Jared. I answer the phone.
„Good morning Jared." I say and smile softly to myself.
„Hello Ems. How are you doing?"He asks and sounds pretty happy.
„I am doing pretty cute. I am enjoying some pancakes and bacon." I tell him.
„I am so jealous. I only ate some fuit loops!" he says. I chuckle softly.
„Well you need to learn how to cook!" I say softly.
„You could teach me Ems." Jared answers and i laugh softly.
„I am a good teacher Jared but i don´t have any magic!" I laugh loudly and so does he.
„You are so mean Ems!" He answers and chuckles.
„Yeah i know, it is a gift!" We talk for like two hours. I end the call and walk into the living room and decide to watch Orange is the New Black on Netflix. I love Orange is The New Black and i rewatch the series for the fifth time now. I do have a little crush on Alex Vause and i bet that i am not the only one. Of course i am not. I am mean she is hot and she is a bad girl.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door. So i pause the episode and walk over to the door to open it. It was Lauren from Fifth Harmony.
„Oh hey Lauren." I say and look down, but then i realise who i just saw.
„I missed you Emi." Lauren says softly. I stare at her and bite my bottom lip. Lauren is my ex, i tell you that just in case you haven´t figured that out yet.
„Are you kidding me? You left me Lauren. You left and now you just come back without a warning?! You left me over a year ago." I say and start to tear up. I thought i was over her but now that she stands right in front of me i realise that it still bothers me that she left an that i still have feelings for her.
„I know and i am sorry." Lauren answers.
„Sorry doesn´t cover it, Lauren!" i tell her. She stares at me before she pulls me in for a kiss. I kiss back and hold her close. We pull away after a while and i stare into her green eyes.
„I forgive you…do you want to come inside? We could watch a movie." I ask her and she smiles at me.
„I would love that Emi!" She says and she walks inside. I take her hand and walk to the couch with her and she cuddles up to me. I smile softly and hold her close.
„Lauren?" I ask gently.
„Yeah?" She looks at me.
„Promise me that you won´t leave again?" I say and look at her.
„I promise."She says softly. I smile at her but then my phone starts ringing. It was Jared…Oh no!I totally forgot about him. Should i pick up?