„Lauren?" I ask gently.
„Yeah?" She looks at me.
„Promise me that you won´t leave again?" I say and look at her.
„I promise."She says softly. I smile at her but then my phone starts ringing. It was Jared…Oh no!I totally forgot about him. Should i pick up?
Lauren sees the panic in my eyes and looks at my phone.
„Who is this Jared guy? Is he hurting you?" She assk and looks really really mad.
„No…umm…we kissed. He plays Henry on Once Upon a Time." I explain.
„Do you like him?" She asks and looks hurt. I look at her and bite my bottom lip.
„I honestly don´t know…well i think so…Scratch that. I was pretty sure that i had a crush on him but now that you are back I am not so sure." I answer.
„Oh…" She just says softly.
„I never stopped loving you Lauren, but i have a crush on Jared. Or had!" I tell her and kiss her with all the love i have in my body and she kisses back.
„Let´s run away together." Lauren says and i say :
„Yes!" without even thinking about it for a second. I run to my room and grab a bag and pack it with clothes and other stuff i need. Then i grab Lauren´s hand and we walk to her car together. Yes i am acutally running away with her. Like i said i have a lot of dumb ideas and when i am with Lauren it gets worse because she makes me crazy and i am no thinking straight anymore.
An hour later Lauren and i were on our way to New York. Which is a really long drive from Vancouver.
„What about the band Lauren?" I ask her because i suddenly remember that she is a part of Fifth Harmony.
„I will figure this out." Lauren says.
„So the other girls don´t know about you leaving the band?" I want to know from her.
„Well i didn´t know about it. I just saw you and had the idea to run away with you. You said yes and now we are here." Lauren answers.
„My mom will be really mad." I tell her.
„You should call her or text her then!" Lauren says. I sigh softly.
„And what should i say?" I wanted to know.
„I don´t know." She tells me.
„That´s what i thought." I say and rub my neck.
„She will be really really mad if i tell her what´s going on and she will be really worried if i don´t text or call her." I sigh softly. „I can´t win in this situation!" I add.
„You should at least let her know that you are okay Ems!" She tells me and i look at her.
„I guess so." I answer and text her : „Hey Mom, just wanted to tell you that i am hanging out with an old friend for a little while." After i hit send i turn my phone off.
„Done…what now? I mean what are we going to do when we are in New York Lauren? Everyone knows who you are." I say and sigh softly cause suddenly i realise what a stupid idea it was to leave without having a real plan.
„I don´t know. We will figure it out." She says and i just look out of the window thinking about how stupid i am for doing that. I love Lauren but i also have a crush on Jared and we kissed. What if he hates me now. What will my mom think about all of that?
An hour later the two of us sit in a hotel room, cuddling with eachother and watching TV.
„Lolo?" I ask softly.
„Yeah babe?" She says.
„I love you!" I tell her and close my eyes, falling asleep.
*Jennifer´s POV*
I open the door to my apartment, Ginny and Lana follow me inside. I run to Emersons room and see that some of her stuff is gone.
„She really left!" I say with panic in my voice.
„We should call the police, she turned her phone off and this worries me." Ginny says. Lana just got off the phone with Jared.
„Jared talked to her on the phone this morning end everything was fine but then he called her again and she didn´t pick up the phone. She also ignored his text messages!" Lana tells us.
„What if she is hurt?!" I say and freak out.