Chapter 20

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"I do believe you've gotten the hang of it." My mother says placing a hand to my shoulder.

I can't stop the grin on my face. Esme places a finger along my daughter's hand and she smiles as the finger clamps around it.

"Had you and Bella discussed names yet?"

"No and I'm waiting for Bella on that one."

Alice enters the room with a ton of shopping bags.

"Alice what is all that?"

"Well they got to have clothes…." She dashes in and out of the room with more and more crap.

"Jesus Alice does Bella get a say in any of this?"

"She'll love it all." Alice says with a sure smile.

"Well do I get a say then? Sure is a lot of pink you're aware there is a boy too right?"

"Yes that is what the blues and yellows are for."
She makes her way over holding some sort of yellow outfit.

"You're not putting my son in a dress!"

"It's not a dress."

"Sure as hell looks like one…"

"Wow fatherhood has made you…"
"Made me what?"

"Crabby."

I shake my head laughing.

"Let me take over you go hunt now."

"Um ok."

Alice and Esme take over but just before I head out I turn to Alice.

"Have you seen anything else?"

"Not yet…"

"Even Rose?"

She shakes her head.

I sigh.

"Of course."

"I'm sorry Em. I'm trying."

"I know you are Alice."

On my way out though I can't resist the urge to see Bella, I enter the room and look upon her.

"It's almost over baby. I know you're going through a great deal of pain right now. But just remember I'm right here waiting for you. All three of us are waiting for you to wake actually. I love you Bells. Keep fighting. That and well you owe me an arm wrestling match so we can break the split in our little bet." I peck her on the lips and exit the room.

Though a small part of me worries about her not waking but I mustn't believe that. I can't. I nod to myself in thought and take off through the woods.

Once I've returned I roll my eyes on how my mother and sister have the baby's dressed.

"Really?"

They both laugh.

"They look cute Em! Don't me such a man!"

"You are both aware that they are babies and not miniature toy poodles?"

I look to my son and pick him up.

"No this isn't going to work." I take off the silly ass yellow thing they have on him and reach for a gray and blue baseball looking jumper.

I gently place it on and look up to see both women looking to me in amazement.

"Wow that was like flawless and quick Em!" Alice said.

"Seems to be a natural." Esme winks at me.

"What?"

They both laugh.

"You're doing wonderful Emmett." My mother says as they once again leave the room.

"Don't worry son I plan to burn that outfit personally I'm sure your mother would agree."

I feed them both once more but can't help but notice both their appetites have increased as I look to the empty bottles. Manage to get them both to sleep and head out to clean the bottles and refill them. I return to the room and see Carlisle checking them over. He smiles with a nod as he listens to their heartbeat.

"Everything sounds good. Your son's lungs sound perfect no longer raspy. You're doing a great job. Honestly Emmett I was afraid both would be in a lot worse shape but they seem to be progressing quite well."

Carlisle finishes up and leaves the room I look around in thought. I wished I'd had a chance to fix up the cabin and surprise Bella with the baby's room. I lean back in against the wall looking to the babies but think of Bella. Her smile, laughter the way she calls me Em Bear, the way she bites her lower lip something I'd always thought was sexy as hell, the way she feels in my arms. I realize I'm missing her already and though I'm happy to have this time with our children I wish she was here experiencing all this with me. I knew she'd hate missing out. I begin to look to the babies and start thinking of names not about to set anything in stone without Bella but for mere entertaining purposes.

"Hmmm I look to our daughter first Katie?" I shake my head. "Katie McCarty? Bella would kill me that sounds to Dr. Suess like. Josephine?" I laugh shaking my head again. I then look to our son. "Bruce?" I shake my head yet again. "Clark? Tony? THOR!" I say and flex my arms about.

"Really? Do you know any names that aren't Marvel or DC universe related?"

"Mickey?" I shrug.

I laugh as Jasper leans into the doorway.

"Just having fun with it."

Jasper keeps his distance but looks over to the babies.

"Did a good job Em."
"Thanks bro."

He double takes to our son then smiles.

"Personally I like Connor… Might want to stay away from comic book characters…" He says and walks away.

"Connor McCarty?" I nod.

"Not too shabby. Hmmm, Jason, Billy, Tommy?"

"Power Rangers? Now honestly EM!"

I look to Alice confused as she enters the room.

"Wait how'd you know that?"

She laughs softly and glances over the babies.

"Seriously how did you know that? That series was years ago."

"All I know is you better hold off or Bella will end you if you give her babies a stupid name."

"You think my names are stupid?"

"Well… Yes!"

"Ouch."

"Hand me a bottle Em." Alice says cradling one of them.

I hand her a bottle and sure enough the other one starts to cry so I pick him up and begin to feed him.

"Hey Alice…"

"Yes?"

"Have you seen Edward any?"

"You mean vision wise?"

I nod.

"The last one I had he was staying with Denali Clan."

"Really? That's certainly interesting."

Alice nods.

"From what little I can make out he and Tanya have something going on. But couldn't quite tell what the relationship truly was…"

I laugh at this.

"Oh really? Even after all that history?"

At least he's over Bella or seems to be anyway. Still though Tanya? I always thought she was a bit too forward. But maybe at the moment that's what Edward needs. But part of me honestly knew he'd never quite get over Bella. Hell, who could? If it were I… But then again I'd have never been in that situation to begin with because I'd never turn my back on someone I love.

The Wait…

"Easy son... You're going to leave a permanent trail over there."

I don't even answer I just keep looking to the room where Bella is and then to the time.

"Esme and Alice have taken the babies to another room on the other side of the house as Jasper watches over Charlie and Carlisle and I wait for Bella to wake.

Time goes by and my anxiety level feels like it's through the roof. I look to the time and see that in one more hour will make day four rather than three.

"Is it supposed to take this long?"

My father looks to the clock. He presses his lips together and I follow him into the room where Bella is. He looks her over shaking his head.

"Wait what does that mean?"

"Nothing son…"

Sure enough the sun comes up and I look to Carlisle terrified out of my mind.

"What the hell just happened!" I say in a panic.

"I'm not sure…"

"I spread the venom I…" He puts a hand to my shoulder.

"I'll be right back." He says leaving the room pissing me off more.

I look back to Bella.

"NO damn it! You're not fucking leaving me!"

I walk over to her and wrap my arms around her.

"No Bells come on baby. Please!" I rock her back and forth.

"WATCH OUT!" My father yells as he enters the door and suddenly I'm thrown through the wall of the room.

I rise and see Carlisle holding Bella back.

Her jaw drops as she looks to me then to Carlisle.

"Oh my God Em!"

She rushes over as Carlisle drops his hold. She helps me up then wraps her arms around me.

"Um easy Bells…" I say as it now feels like she's squeezing the life out of me.

"Yeah little bit of pain…"

Carlisle laughs as Bella drops her hands. She backs away covering her mouth.

"Hey it's ok now look I'm fine."

"Maybe I should leave you two alone. Just keep in mind son she's a newborn don't leave her alone for a second and I'd take her hunting asap."

I nod and he exits the room.

I shake my head looking to Bella she's scared out of her wits.

"Hey now…" I slowly make my way over feeling weakened with each step; I can't take my eyes off her.

Bella was beautiful as hell as a human but as a vampire… she's like a freaking goddess. I can't believe she's mine is all I keep thinking as I stare upon her. There's never been a more gorgeous vampire in all existence except for the frightened one that stands before me. I take her hand and look her in the eyes. She grabs at her temples looking around.

"Everything will be ultra-sensitive until you get used to it."

"It's so loud she says…"

I smile.

"You'll get used to it."

Suddenly she looks down as it's all truly starting to hit. She reaches to her stomach.

"They're fine."

"I want to see them!"

She tries to take off and I slam her back.

"NO! I'm sorry but you can't do that right now. They are half human and you are full vampire now, a newborn at that. Do you understand?"

"I can't see our babies?"

"You will Bells I promise but first we have to get you to hunt and test you around human blood first. We can't risk any accidents."

"You think I'd harm our own children?"

"Bells you aren't in control when you first start out… I know it hurts and you're upset but we have to take precautions."

She nods sadly.

"Have you seen them?"

I smile.

"Yes Bella."

"Have you held them?"

I nod and she reaches to her throat but then looks to me a certain way. Slowly her hand raises and she runs a single finger along my cheek.

"Em bear…" She says so innocent like it paralyzes me.

I stay still as she continues to run her finger down my neck and chest. She then covers her mouth.

"Yeah we don't cry anymore Bells." I pull her into my chest.

"No crying…"
"Yep you don't ever have to cry again."

"But I still feel it."

"Yes that old knot will still form from time to time."
She pulls back and gives me a more playful look.

"Arm wrestling huh?"

"Holy shit you heard that?"

She smiles.

"I heard everything and I love you too."

My own emotions sweep me away and I crash into her lips not even caring if she does hurt me.

Her tongue greets mine and her legs wrap around me. I felt as though I was going to bust through my jeans. It didn't help that through everything that was going on I was severely backed up and all I could think about at the moment was throwing her down and making love to her.

She pulls back grabbing at her throat yet again. I laugh.

"Ok, ok let's hunt."

She nods and takes my hand as I lead her out.

"You're not cold anymore." She says.

"Yep same temp now babe."

She laughs a little weakening me yet again. I knew I was going to spend the rest of my entire existence worshipping this woman.

"Now listen. You stay close you don't leave my side not even a little understood?" I hated sounding so demanding but I knew when it came to this I couldn't play around I had to be serious and get my point across. She nods.

"First off close your eyes and get your senses intact. Right now they are bouncing around and you need to focus on one at a time for now then learn to multi task rather."

I watch as she closes her eyes. I get behind her and wrap my arms around her waist.

"What do you hear?"

"Rustling of leaves, the bubbling of water nearby, and…" she turns to the sound as I hear it too.

"Your first kill. Go for it babe."

Bella takes off and I keep pace as she chases the deer.

"Wait babe…" I grab her flinging her back as another smell hits.

"I got something much better."

"Em… please it hurts." She reaches for her throat.

"Then trust me you'd rather have this…" I wink and hop into a tree and have her look over.

"You want me to take on a bear?"

"Not Bella Swan but future Bella McCarty. Make me proud babe."

She grins shaking her head. I lean back against the tree curiously as she jumps down after it. I find myself even more impressed than I thought. I was sure she'd go straight for it guns loaded type of way but no. She took her time and hid and went after it stealth mode. The bear growls out as she leaps on its back taking it completely off-guard.

"You're shitten' me." Jasper says as he appears up in the tree with me watching.

"I shit you not… That's my woman and her first prey."

Jasper laughs.

"A bit of a risk don't you think?"

"You don't know Bella like I do."

"Apparently not…" He grimaces as she snaps the bear's neck and begins to drink.

"Damn brother you got you a handful."

"Are you kidding that's freaking awesome!"

"And I think that's my cue before you pop wood." Jasper teases.

"I just might." I fire back.

I hear him laughing as he takes off.

I make my way towards Bella and watch her feed. Strangely enough I rather do find myself aroused. She continues to feed but her eyes dart over towards me.

"Great job Bells!"

She drains the bear and looks down upon herself.

"Ick…"

I laugh and take off my shirt.

"Yeah it's rather messy when you first start out." I wipe her face and neck down.

"You've no idea how cool that was and how proud I am."

"I still can't believe you had me take on a bear!"

"I knew you could do it."

"And what if I couldn't?"

"Was never an issue, you're stronger than you think even when you were human Bells."

"Still stings a bit but I feel sloshy like ugh."

"It will until you get used to it. We don't feed from humans so it's a bit different but before long you won't even really think about it."

I look down to see she's running her hand along my bare chest.

"Are you even listening to me babe?"

"Nope…"

I laugh and she grins.

"I'm not fragile anymore…" She hints and that's all she has to say.

Before either of us can really think we're tearing each other's clothes to shreds.

"Are you ready to feel what I really have pent up?" I warn.

"Are you?" She challenges back and I grin.

I pin her against a tree and waste no time slipping myself inside her.

"Damn!" I moan out and begin to go at it like a literal animal.

"We might be here for a few hours…" I warn behind a growl and instantly feel her become drenched. I run my hands along her breast.

She softly laughs but I quickly find myself on the ground with her over me.

"Oh you wanna play?" I say and had never been so turned on as she pens my hands to the ground rocking over me.

My hands go over each part of her as I watch her. This feels like a dream. She's too perfect. I roll her back over knowing I'm about to cum and hard. I kiss along her neck and lock lips with hers as release a load that feels like it's never stopping.

I roll over and pull her onto my chest.

"And just think about it Bells we never sleep…" I hint.

I feel her laughing against my chest.

She runs her hands along me but raises up looking to me as I caress her breast with a single hand. I can't help but to admire each part of her I find myself wishing I had more hands two just didn't seem like enough.

"What are they like?"

"Nice, full and perky." I wink.

She rolls her eyes but smiles but then smacks my hand away. I stick out my lower lip and pout.

"Our babies Em what are they like?!"

I sit up and look her in the eyes.

"They're the most amazing beings in this world… I mean… Bella, honestly there aren't any real words to describe them."

She nods with a smile but I still see that pang of sadness within her.

"Come on I want to try something but first we got to manage to sneak back into the house and get dressed before anyone sees us."

I succeed in getting us inside and dressed I take her hand and look for Carlisle. But I pause for a moment remembering that feeling when I thought she wasn't going to wake. I look to her taking both her hands.

"I thought I almost lost you Bells."

"I know… I'm sorry I heard you and I was trying to wake. But I kept feeling that tug back."

I look to her confused.

"Tug?"

"Yeah it was weird I was pulling but it was like something pulling me back. I think it had to do with the never ending nightmares."

"Nightmares?"

"Yeah mostly involving Rose and Aro."

"Well we don't have to worry about Aro anymore and Rose well you and I will take care of that. Thank you for coming back to me. I don't know what I'd have done if…"

"Don't Em, I wasn't going anywhere. We promised each other together and that's exactly what we're doing every step of the way." She says with her palm to my cheek. I turn and kiss it.

I place my arms around her once more hugging her close.

"You're right. Together… Now it's time to talk to Carlisle so those babies can finally meet their captivating mother."