Haha, Sebastian is such a meanie! Sorry if it's a bit OOC but that makes it fun right?

Dear Diary,

I'm sorry you were defiled by that demon's filthy hands. His hands are occupied at the moment. He's making me chocolate cake. Mmm, I can't wait. He should be back soon though. Then I'll have to hide you. I can't have him thinking I actually like writing in you. That would be embarrassing.

No! Wait! Don't get the wrong idea. It's not like I enjoy writing in you. I'm simply bored. And who knows? You may come in handy when I finally hit puberty. Who knows when that'll happen though. Not that I'm anxious or nervous about it. Nope. Not me.

I mean, can you believe he actually thinks he has the right to talk to me about that kind of stuff? It's so embarrassing and gross. Like, how far do you think he was going to go? I shudder at the thought.

But while we're on the topic I might as well say this. Now don't get me wrong, I've no interest in this stuff, but, I'm beginning to wonder about certain things. For example, how are babies-

Oh! I think I hear Sebastian coming. I smell cake. Gotta go.

I love cake,

Ciel Phantomhive

Ciel barely had enough time to drop the notebook back into its spot in his desk drawer, when Sebastian came into his study with… wait for it… CAKE.

"Young master, I've brought you your requested cake."

"T-Thank you, Sebastian."

Sebastian raised an eyebrow, confused as to Ciel was stuttering.

"Are you alright, my lord? Did something happen?"

"Nothing happened, Sebastian." Ciel blushed and turned away, if Sebastian knew he had been-

"Have you been writing again, young master?" Sebastian could hardly keep the amusement out of his voice, "It's nothing to be embarrassed about, I told you."

The small boy flushed a bright pink as Sebastian placed the cake on his desk in front of him. Sebastian watched as Ciel took small bite, eyes closed.

His eyes flew open when the confection hit his tongue.

Sebastian smirked, "I added a little something extra. Is it to your liking, my lord?"

Ciel's eyes closed again and he whispered, barely audible, "Yes."

Sebastian smiled, not his signature smirk but a genuine smile at the small boy. Actually, he accidently knocked over the vanilla into the mix and didn't have time to start over. He figured it would be alright so he made a couple minor adjustments to the final recipe and it turned out better than he expected.

He watched as Ciel ate, who had forgotten his butler was still there. Sebastian debated about slipping out of the room but decided to stay by Ciel. It was getting late after all.

"Young master? Are you ready to retire now?"

"Hm. Yes, I suppose so, Sebastian." Ciel wasn't paying attention again, so when he rose to follow Sebastian to his room, he stumbled and tripped over an open drawer, the one he put his journal in. Sebastian was there in a flash, and caught Ciel, not letting him touch the floor. Ciel felt his butler's strong arms wrap around him, inches from the floor.

"Young master? Are you alright? You must be more careful."

Ciel felt his face flush bright red. Sebastian's face was so close to his. If he moved just a tiny bit closer then-

"My lord?"

Ciel hardly noticed the words coming from Sebastian's soft lips. What he did notice was the way Sebastian's raven-black hair fell around his face shadowing parts of it in the already fairly dark room. He noticed the way his hard eyes, softened into dazzling pools of red. He noticed the way his forehead crinkled slightly in worry. He noticed heat emanating from Sebastian's body, which wasn't helping his blushing problem.

"-ter. Young master. Can you hear me?"

Ciel mentally shook himself, embarrassed at what he was thinking. At least Sebastian couldn't read his mind. Right?

"Young master, if you can hear me, I need you to respond. My lord, I'm worried about you."

"S-Sebastian, sorry. I um… blanked for a moment."

Sebastian looked relieved and straightened, still holding Ciel in his arms. He placed the back of his hand against the small boy's forehead, feeling for a fever.

Sebastian sighed with relief and smiled, "Young master, are you sure you're all right? You still seem rather flushed."

"I- I- I'm alright Sebastian. Thank you."

"I'm so glad, my lord. Now let's get you to bed."

Ciel had a sudden urge to nuzzle into Sebastian's chest, into his warmth. But he knew he couldn't, "Can you put me down? I can walk on my own, you know."

Sebastian responded by pulling Ciel in closer. He smirked down at him, "We don't need you tripping again. It could result in you injuring yourself."

What he didn't say was he wanted to hold Ciel close to him. To feel his bright, blue eye watching his face intently. To feel his silken hair against his clothed arm. To feel his warmth through the fabric of their clothes. To feel the longing he had never felt before for anyone.

"Sebastian?"

Sebastian mentally shook himself, embarrassed at what he was thinking. At least Ciel couldn't read his mind. Right?

"Sebastian? Where'd you go?"

"I apologize, young master. I was… preoccupied with other thoughts."

Sebastian walked to the door and opened it, still holding Ciel close. He walked through the silent hallways; the only sound being his footsteps. Ciel settled down in Sebastian's arms unconsciously, slipping into sleep. Everything seemed to be moving slowly. Ciel noticed they were inside his room and thought about getting up, but Sebastian's body was warm and comfortable.

He slipped into unconsciousness while Sebastian slipped on this nightshirt. He slumped forward onto Sebastian's broad shoulders.

Sebastian smiled, half wishing Ciel was awake, but half wishing they could stay like this forever. He sighed softly and scooped up the boy's slender figure in his arms again. Ciel was so cute, like a baby. Sebastian rocked him back and forth, as he slipped further into dreamland. Careful not to wake him, Sebastian slipped Ciel into his bed, under his blankets.

"Good-night, my lord."

Okay that was really fun. I figured something out. I absolutely LOVE Sebastian and Ciel together but keeping them apart is just really, really fun to write. Because it just is. And I have to say, I'm a little obsessed over it. Anyways, moving on.

I really, really love and appreciate every single review I get; it's like, just absolutely amazing. I really love knowing people enjoy what I write. I hope you guys liked this chapter! It took a little while but it was SO worth it. But I have a question for you guys. Should I bring in Grell? Because I think that'd be fun. Review or PM me and tell me what you think! XD Bye guys!