Luka lowered to take Yuki's lips again, causing heat to flood into his cheeks. Confusion was swiftly replacing the reckless abandon that had overtaken him only moments before, especially when his face wasn't the only thing that had blood rushing to it. He was throbbing so hard between his legs that he was sure Luka could feel it pulsating against his thigh. Yuki gasped into Luka's mouth when Luka's leg shifted. With all of his strength Yuki shoved against him, shocked by the sensation that had shot through his body.
Although Yuki's force did nothing to Luka, he got the hint and immediately backed off. A hand rested on his own face, shame evident. "I'm sorry, Yuki. I shouldn't have gone so far."
"No, no!" Yuki exclaimed, waving his hands. "That's not it!"
Wait, it's not?!
Luka was staring at him levelly now, showing no evidence on his part of what had just happened.
Did I want that? What just happened? I'm a guy! He's a guy! His face and fingers twitched as he stupidly gaped up at him.
"Then what's wrong?"
Luka's earlier words echoed through his mind. Yuki, why don't you want to remember?
A new determination flowed into him suddenly. "Please, Luka! You have to tell me about my previous lives! I think things would make more sense if I knew!"
"I believe it was your wish to forget."
Yuki clung to Luka's sleeves, pleading. "Well it's not my wish now! Tell me!"
Gentle hands reached up, prying Yuki's fingers from the cloth. Silently he re-entered the bedroom, waiting for Yuki to follow him. Once they were both inside he closed the door.
"Yuki. . . As you know, you were a woman in your previous lives."
Yuki nodded. As his head moved he caught a glimpse of the dress that he was still wearing. He knew he should feel foolish, gallivanting around in a dress, but it felt so natural to be wearing it that he didn't mind nearly as much as he probably should.
"You and the zwelts have fought the battle against Reiga for centuries. It was only until a few decades ago that we met."
Yuki's heart raced. He knew he was on the verge of finding out something important. Everything is about to become clear to me.
"The moment I met you I realized that you would be the one to pull me out of the darkness." Luka paused. "I fell in love with you immediately."
Head swimming, Yuki struggled to remain steady. He held his gaze, refusing to look away.
"We were lovers, Yuki. In every life that you have had since we met up until now."
His knees buckled, and Yuki felt himself drop. Luka went inhumanly fast to catch him. Eyes wide, Yuki clung again to Luka's shirt as this news sank in.
I can't believe it. That's why he's always been there for me. It makes sense now. But I-I can't believe it.
But somewhere inside him this news wasn't such a shock. Actually, knowing this made his past thoughts and feelings towards Luka much less confusing. He could now label what his inner desires and emotions were. The strange nostalgia he had been feeling around Luka since the day he first saved him could now be identified for what it was.
Yuki squeezed his eyes tightly shut, allowing Luka to keep holding him. Luka's heart pounded strongly against the hand Yuki had pressed to his chest. It didn't surprise him in the slightest that it had the exact rhythm as his own heart.
"Are you all right?"
An arm wrapped protectively around his back while a hand swept through his orange hair. The touch stirred Yuki, pulling him out of his reverie.
"But is that me whom you love?"
"It will always be you. No matter your form, you will always be Yuki."
Yuki opened his eyes. "Do you love me now?"
"I will never stop."
His voice cracked. "Then kiss me. Please."
Luka's eyes softened as he pulled the boy close and planted a sweet kiss on his lips. This entire situation baffled Yuki. While he felt strange kissing a man, at the same time it felt like the most natural of experiences. He got so lost in the kiss that he forgot if he was a man or woman, or even what life he was living. All that mattered to him was Luka. The rest was just a drabble of trivialities.
Suddenly Luka drew back, looking him deep in the eyes. "I know it is selfish of me, Yuki, but I'd like to take you tonight.
"T-Take? You mean-?" The infamous blush invaded his cheeks once again. "But I'm a man now. You don't mind that?"
"I don't care what form you are in. As I said, you will always be Yuki."
Blazing red, he gave a simple nod of consent. "Ok."
Luka drew him into his arms bridal style and stood easily. Taking a handful of steps, he set Yuki on the foot of the bed. He knelt, taking one of Yuki's ankles in his hand. Drawing it to his lips, he brushed his lips against the sensitive skin on the top of Yuki's foot. Yuki merely watched, the feather-like lips leaving a trail of heat and goose bumps as they traveled up his shin to his knee, pushing the hem of the dress farther up as he went.
Soon his lips skimmed along Yuki's inner thigh, causing Yuki's erection to jerk nervously between his legs. Embarrassed, his hands bolted down to cover it through his dress.
"Don't be afraid." Luka whispered, looking up at him with deep eyes.
Yuki loved Luka, this was true, but he was anxious from the possibility of a demonic and overpowering appetite. But Luka's eyes didn't hold a crazed lust but a gentle adoration, which calmed Yuki's nerves considerably.
Luka's hands sensuously clenched Yuki's thighs, the hem of his dress just barely covering his briefs. Relaxing, Yuki fell back to lie on the bed while Luka proceeded. Fingers hooked themselves into the waistband of his underwear, slowly tugging down until they fell to the floor under Yuki's dangling feet. Now the only thing concealing his manhood was the soft material from his dress. The light friction against his member was heightened to an unbearable level by his excitement and adrenaline.
The fabric was lifted from his erection, exposing it to the air and to Luka's gaze. Yuki twitched to cover himself, but forced himself to grasp the blanket beneath him instead.
Luka has suffered in solitude for so long. I cannot deny him this.
"I will not betray you." The words were soon followed by hot breath passing along his length and then it being engulfed in wet warmth. Yuki immediately cried out, his mouth and eyes snapping open in sudden ecstasy. Involuntarily his hips thrust upwards, and Luka did nothing to restrain him from doing so. Over and over his hips moved up into Luka's mouth. Yuki had never felt anything like this before, Luka's massaging tongue and sucking quickly driving him over the edge.
"Luka! I'm going to-! Ah!" His orgasm left him breathless and unable to finish his warning.
His body gradually relaxed and melted into the bed. Luka rose to his feet, lifted Yuki off the bed, and set him back down again further up the mattress.
"Luka." Yuki couldn't find words, settling on simply touching his cheek and saying his name.
"I want you to have me, Yuki."
Yuki suddenly felt much more alert. "Me have you? I thought-"
"I can wait. I want you to own me completely first."
He blushed, looking away. "But, I- I don't know how. I don't know if I can."
"Trust me."
"O-ok."
Luka backed slowly from the bed. He stripped his black garb from his body until his pale skin replaced the usually dark figure. Yuki couldn't help but be entranced. Luka was truly as beautiful as everyone claimed for him to be.
The smaller man lowered his feet to the floor and stood to face him. Without a word Luka moved to assist him in removing the dress. As he undid each button in the back Yuki could feel the garment loosen more and more until it swished to his feet in a heap.
Heart beating erratically, he took in the naked vulnerability of their two bodies in such close proximity. He was no longer afraid. His hand reached out to touch Luka's bared chest as he raised his eyes to his. Luka drew him in for another kiss, their bodies (and particularly their manhoods) brushing against each other. Instinctively, Yuki pressed his member harder onto Luka's. The gasp that he heard had Yuki's head spinning. It was the most beautiful sound he had ever heard, and he wanted so badly to hear it again.
They somehow climbed onto the bed without breaking their kiss. Yuki splayed out underneath his new (old?) lover as Luka kissed and licked along his neck. Luka's hand slid down Yuki's body until it found his erection. His fingers ghosted along the skin, teasing him and enjoying Yuki's involuntary twitching.
Luka shifted to straddle Yuki's hips. Without taking the time to prepare himself, Luka took hold of the other's stiffened length and angled it to his entrance. The soft tip pressed into the ring of muscle, sending a delicious shock up Yuki's spine.
"Oh, God!" Yuki gasped.
Luka lowered himself the rest of the way, feeling Yuki's erection throbbing inside of him.
"L-Luka! You're so tight!"
"I have been waiting for you, Yuki." With that, Luka rose on his knees and back down smoothly, using his body to pump Yuki's hard-on. Delirious, Yuki's inexperienced body struggled and failed to fit the rhythm of Luka's movements.
Leaning down to kiss him, Luka said, "Let me take care of it tonight."
Yuki nodded his consent as he was kissed. Because he didn't have to concentrate but simply enjoy, Luka brought him to orgasm all too soon. With just a few more thrusts Yuki climaxed without much warning, spurting over and over inside of the man on top of him.
Luka dismounted and held Yuki in his arms. "Thank you, my love."
"But what about you?" asked Yuki tiredly, indicating Luka's pulsating length.
"I am satisfied, so don't worry. Now sleep. I will be here."
"Don't leave me." Yuki yawned, snuggling into his chest.
"Never."
And that's it! Yay uke Luka!
