8: The Other Side
Christmas Party:
Sam was sitting alone in the dimly lit bedroom, staring at the note he had just finished writing. Tears were practically flowing from his eyes, some landing onto the note in his hands. He couldn't believe this was happening…
Ryan is gonna hate me…He's the love of my life. I can't believe I have to do this to him. But this is for the best. He'll get over it and find someone else that can be with him and give him what he deserves… Unlike me. Blaine, Sugar and Puck… they're all gonna hate me too. I don't blame them… But this will make it easier for them in the future too… I hope I'm doing the right thing. It doesn't feel like it. Shouldn't doing the right thing make you feel good…? But I don't feel good. I feel like I'm never gonna be happy again… Focus Sam! This isn't about you. This is to help Ryan… Stop being selfish!
Sam placed the note on the bed and stood up, before sitting back down, grabbing the pen and starting to write again.
I Love you so much.
He stared at the words for a moment before scribbling it out and ripping that section of the note off. He began weeping hysterically again before throwing the note on the bed and running out the door, down the stairs and out of the house.
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