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Chapter Fifty-Eight
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Arizona's POV
"Mhmmm I wish you didn't have to go into work today." Callie says kissing the inside of my neck and tracing a hand over the swell of my stomach.
"You have to go to work too you know."
"Yeah, but not until later. We could spend all morning in bed together." She says continuing her light, feathery kisses.
"But what about Sofia?"
"She could join us, but not right now. Right now would be a very bad time."
"And why is that Calliope?" I ask knowingly, reveling in the feel of her hand and mouth on my skin.
"Because right now," She says leaning up on her forearm to glance down at me. "I'm touching you here." My wife says moving her hand from my stomach to slipping it under my night shorts and underwear to cup my mound. "And now I'm going to kiss you, like really kiss you because you're so sexy and I love you." Leaning down to kiss me, I instantly wrap my arms around her neck and let her take control of the kiss. When mouths open I willingly thrust my tongue into her mouth and she hungrily accepts her. The movement of her fingers along my silt make me increasingly wet and her sucking on my tongue is leaving me almost breathless, yet it all feels sooo good.
"I can literally feel you getting wetter and wetter, babe." Callie whispers in my ear after releasing her lips from my mouth. I know in a matter of minutes my alarm is going to go off singling for me to get up and get ready for work, but I really don't want this to end. At least not like this.
"Get naked." I say hastily.
"Hmm?" Callie mumbles in the crook of my neck.
"Get naked and lay on your back." I say with a little more force and a light push of her shoulder. Once she rolls over I make quick work of my clothing and toss them over the side of the bed, and Callie does the same. Moving to straddle her left thigh, I put my hands firmly on sides of Callie's head and begin rocking myself along her naked thigh.
"Oh God…yes this feels so good." I say thankfully, happy to get some type of relief. Callie's places a hand on each side of my hips and helps spur me along. With my back slightly hunched over and my hair falling along my face, I press down harder on Callie's thigh moving my body aggressively back and forth.
"How good does it feel, baby?" My wife asks seductively.
"So fucking good, Callie. I love fucking myself all over you. Shit, you make me so fucking wet, baby."
"Damn Ari…" Opening my eyes just enough, I can see she is enjoying this as much as I am. Her steady hands move from my hips to take my heavy, swaying breasts in her hands. "I can feel you all over me, babe. Keep going I know you're almost there." Her soft hands palm each breast, and squeeze them giving me just the right amount of pleasure. She leans up just enough to trace her warm, wet tongue around each nipple before kneading them again in her hands.
"It's all for you…all of this is yours baby."
"Fuck I can hear you Ari…sounds so good baby." She says alluding to the wet sounds of me thrusting myself against her leg. Pushing my drenched center on her even more, I know I'm seconds away from a glorious release. "I love it when your like this…especially when my face is between your legs and you come all over my face while I continue to eat your pussy likes there's not tomorrow." Shit, there it is. The growing sensation in my body finally releases and my arms give out and I fall against Callie's body. Somehow I maneuver myself off her and we both lay side by side trying to catch our breath. After a minute of so I feel her place a hand over our unborn child and draw light circles on my belly. Seconds later my morning alarm goes off and I fumble around on my phone to turn it off. Once I gain enough strength I roll onto my side and Callie mimics my movement.
"You, my love, have a very dirty mouth." When a flash of guilt and embarrassment creeps on her face I quickly follow up, "That I love very much." I say caressing her cheek. "I'm pretty sure your words helped me to the finish line." I finish with a thankful grin.
"You were pretty much in control, I just thought I do what I could to help."
"I think if you tried hard enough you could make me come by just talking to me."
"Is that a challenge?" She asks excitedly with a smirk. "Cause I'm pretty sure I could make that happen."
"Oh I'm positive you could…do I even want to know where you learned to talk like that?"
"No, no you don't. Let's just say it's a special skill of mine."
"One of these days you'll have to teach me your ways." My snooze alarms goes off and now I have to get up, but there is one thing I want to ask my wife but I'm pretty sure this isn't the time. Ahh, to hell with it. I roll over to silence the alarm and then sit up in the bed, pulling the sheets up with me. "So I want to ask you a question but I know it's going to kill the mood."
"Ummm, should I be nervous?" She asks mirroring my siting position.
"No, just be honest."
"I'll try my best."
"Do you…hmmm, how should I put this? Okay, so I know what we have is great and wonderful – it's pretty freakin' awesome if I may say so myself, but do you…"
"Do I?"
"Doyoumisshavingsexwithguys?" I spit out before changing my mind.
"One more time…slower please."
"Do you miss have sex with guys or I guess men?" I ask nervously and now I'm second-guessing my decision to have this conversation right now.
"Totally not what I was expecting." Callie says furrowing her eyebrows in contemplation.
"I mean I know you're bisexual and you've slept with guys, case and point Sofia, but do you miss them in that way? I'm not judging you or anything, I'm just curious. I totally respect how you lived your life before me."
"Do you miss sleeping with any of you exes?"
"What?! No way."
"And I don't miss sleeping with any of mine." She says plainly.
"But you didn't answer my question."
"Essentially I did. I don't see what the difference is."
"Uh the difference is that some of you past relations include males. None of mine do. I'm just curious because I'm sure there's a difference."
"There might be a difference physically so to speak, but not on how someone can make me feel, especially when it comes to my emotions."
"So do you miss hav—"
"No, Arizona. I do not miss having sex with men." My wife says taking my hands in hers and staring straight into my eyes. "Regardless man or woman, I've never made love with anyone except you."
"Not even…"
"No, not even her. I thought I loved her, and maybe a little bit I did, but I never made love to her. Only you. Every time I'm with you physically I'm making love to you. Sure sometimes it's fast and not romantic and slow, but each time I'm pouring all of my emotions and feelings into you and what we're doing." Her big brown eyes leave no doubt in my mind about everything she just said.
"I'm usually not this insecure, blame it on the hormones." Trying to deflect my brief anxiety.
"Whatever the deal may be I will tell you over and over whatever you need to hear."
"God that would get annoying." I say letting out a chuckle. "But you know…if you ever wanted to use a toy or something in the bedroom I wouldn't be completely opposed to it." I mumble out bashfully.
"Are we seriously talking about making love and sex toys at seven thirty in the morning?"
"I'm just saying."
"I know you are, babe." She says kissing my forehead. "It's considerate of you, but you don't have to do anything on my account. If we ever decide to bring something into the bedroom it's for both of us. That being said, your tongue and fingers do a wonderful job as is." My wife says making me blush.
"Have you ever used sex toys?"
"Arizona…a conversation for another time." She says reaching over the side of the bed for her discarded pajamas.
"Fine." I say getting up and heading into the bathroom. "But just so you know, I have before."
"Waitttt, what?"
"Don't act all surprised, Calliope. Experimenting is healthy."
"Yeah I agree, but…"
"But what?"
"Okay, well now I definitely need details."
"A conversation for another time, Calliope…" Echoing her earlier statement. With a quick turn, I leave my shocked and intrigued wife in the bedroom and proceed into the bathroom to start my shower.
My phone vibrating on the desk alerts me of an incoming text. Seeing that it's from my wife I unlock my phone and read her message.
So what kind of toys are we talking here?
I guess she really can't let it go. It's fun having an upper hand over Calliope. It's nice to know we can still surprise each other with some things.
Wouldn't you like to know… I type in response.
Yeah, I really would. I've been thinking about it all morning now. Not gonna lie babe, slightly turned on by the thought.
Stop thinking about me and sex toys, go save lives!
Arizona, just a hint – besides I'm on a break. Hmmm, maybe I should have some fun with this. I look up from my phone and see my students still in the process of taking their final exam. Thank God this is the last day of classes. Being eight months pregnant and teaching is not ideal, but I made my way through it.
Well for starters my vagina was involved…
Okay I figured that, but continue…
And I was extremely wet, I'm talking even wetter then this morning.
So not possible.
On the contrary
Crap, now I'm picturing your vagina all wet and you know how much I love that sight. I think I need some new underwear. Shit, now I'm shifting in my seat thinking about her thinking about me. Is it wrong of me to want to drive over there right now and fuck you on your desk? No students in the room or anything, but I'm sure they would hear you saying my name over and over. Especially when I do that thing with my tongue that I know I like ;) Getting shivers just thinking about it. It's crazy how much she knows my body. Calliope and that damn mouth. A blessing and a curse. What happened next?
Well the girl I was with (don't worry, you're way hotter) slid this vibrating thing into my—
"Mrs. Robbins!" Shannon, one of my students, says startling me. I drop my phone mid text on my desk and look up to see her standing across from me. "Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you but I'm done with my test." She says passing me her paper.
"No you're fine. Um, thank you. Have a seat until everyone is done and then you guys will be dismissed."
"Okay, thanks. Also I just want to say that you're one of my favorite teachers and I'm pretty sure your letter of recommendation got me into college alone. I'm going to miss you, Mrs. Robbins." It's for reasons like that I love to teach. The simple things in life. Getting a sincere compliment from a student is like hitting the jackpot.
"Thank you, Shannon. You're more then welcome. I'm sure you'll do fine in college."
"I hope so. Do you mind me asking what you're having?" She says pointing to my stomach.
"I'm having a boy."
"He's going to be so cute! Good luck with everything." After giving a warm smile, she returns to her seat and takes out a book to read. Putting her test away in a folder for me to grade later, I pick up my phone and read the messages Callie sent to me.
Arizona…
You're seriously leaving me hanging?
Paged to surgery, we will continue this later ;) love you.
Oh and have a great last day! You're amazing.
Deciding to leave it at that, I wait for the other students to complete their exams and soon the final bell rings and the school year is done. A few hugs and grateful goodbyes later, Teddy comes into my room with a happy smile on her face.
"Can you taste summer?"
"Yea, and it taste like diapers and spit up to me."
"Cheer up, Robbins you're having a kid!"
"I know. I'm just so tired of this belly already. He needs to come out."
"Don't rush it. Once he's here, he's here for good." My best friend says taking a seat at a desk. "Speaking of, the shower is next week correct?"
"Yep! Should be a grand ole time." I say sarcastically.
"As perky as you are, I never pegged you for a baby shower type of gal."
"You would be correct, not really my style but I guess I should experience it at least once. Let me ask you something."
"Shoot."
"Do you and Henry ever…sext?"
"Hell yeah we do!" She says without missing a beat. "He's on the road a lot, gotta keep it a little spicy. Between you and me, we've had sex over FaceTime once."
"How does that even work?"
"It's not that difficult, just—"
"Wait! I don't actually want to know."
"Your loss, sexting isn't just for kids these days. Do you and Callie?"
"Sometimes a picture here and there. If anything it's usually words. Today we were, you know…and I had a mini heart attack when one of my students came up to me in the middle of a message."
"Sexting in class, Robbins. Risqué." Teddy says with a grin. "I hear SnapChat is all the rage these days. Something about pictures and them disappearing after a few seconds."
"They're never really gone though. That type of stuff lives on forever. I mean I know my photos are probably in the freakin' cloud somewhere, but at least my pictures are for my wife."
"All I say is just keep your face out of them. Then no one can really tell. Or just don't do it all together."
"Life was easier when all we had were flip phones and bad phone cameras."
"And no bills to pay…I miss being young." Teddy says reflecting.
"None of that nonsense! We're still young! I may be knocked up and you're engaged, but we're still young! And hot and cool!"
"Cool?"
"You know what I mean, Altman."
"Cool enough to get a celebratory end of the year drink at the bar?" She asks hopefully.
"I was thinking more along the lines of television and smoothies at my house. My feet are killing me. This little bugger is driving me nuts." I say patting my stomach.
"I feel ya, meet you at your house in an hour?"
"Deal!"
"So what do you want for dinner tonight?" I ask my wife as she prepares to leave for work. Since the school year is officially over I've taken up the role of housewife once again. The house is completely spotless and all the laundry is done and folded. I even finished up our son's room. We settled on a name and I ordered the letters for the wall. Once they were in place it made the room feel very much official. All that's left is bringing our son home from the hospital so he can enjoy it. My parents are coming in town today to prepare for the baby shower tomorrow. My mom insisted on staying until the baby comes, but I certainly do not want that. I love her and she's so helpful, but with at least two weeks until my due date having her around will just make me anxious. I promised to call her the first sign of me going into labor.
"Whatever you feel like making is fine. Sof finish up, we're leaving soon." Callie says to our daughter who is happily perched in her chair nibbling on some fruit.
"Wait, why is Sof going with you today?"
"I just thought I would put her in daycare today." She says not looking directly at me.
"She's been staying with me since I finished work, I don't see why she needs to go into daycare today? Or for the rest of the summer for that matter."
"Just to give you a break."
"And why would I need a break, Callie?" I ask stopping her opening the refrigerator.
"Are you really going to make me say it?"
"Truthfully I don't even know what there is to say, so yeah spit it out."
"I say this out of love and respect for you, but your kinda slow."
"Excuse me?" I question cocking my head to the side.
"I just mean you're at the waddling stage now. Everything takes you an extra few minutes because of our boy growing inside of you. Sof is two, and she's fast and gets into everything. I don't want you running around the house trying to keep up with her, and I really don't want you bending down to pick her up. It's bad for your back and she's a handful."
"Huhh…" I say mulling over what she just told me. She does have a point, but no one wants to straight up hear that they are slow. I like to say I'm moving at a slower, graceful pace. "How about I keep her today so she can come with me to pick up my parents from the airport and then starting next week she can go into work with you."
"Fine, but call me if you need anything. I can try and come over on my lunch break if it's not too busy."
"I'll be fine."
"Okay, well I have to go." She gives each of us a kiss goodbye and then she's out the door. The rest of the morning went pretty smoothly. I marinated some chicken for dinner tonight and then Sof and I watched a movie. After her lunch and subsequent nap, we played in her room some and soon it was time to leave for the airport to pick up my parents. After getting her strapped in the car, which I'll admit took a few minutes longer then usual, I put on some Disney soundtrack and she was joyfully babbling along. "See Sof, your mom was worried for no reason. We had a good day, didn't we?"
"Mhmm!"
"You excited to see grandma and grandpa?"
"Yeah 'n baby!"
"Baby isn't here yet, soon though." She's been asking Callie and I about the baby at least once a day. One weekend we took her to a paint shop and let her paint something for her brother's room. The piece turned out to be a bunch of paint colors smashed together, but nonetheless her creative skills were put to good use and it's hanging nicely on one of the walls in his room. When we arrive at the airport we wait by the baggage claim for my parents to show up. Sofia is being her usual adorable self, walking back and forth on some sort of invisible line, and is waving at all the people that pass by her. Keeping an eye on her, I reach in my bag to answer my ringing phone.
"Hey Aria, what's up?"
"Hey Arizona, you excited for tomorrow?"
"Uhh, more or less I guess. Your flight comes in tomorrow morning right?"
"Yeah it does, but it turns out I won't be able to make it." She says letting out a deep sigh. "Something came up in Miami and it's kind of urgent. I tried calling Callie but she didn't answer and neither did your mom so that's why I'm calling you. This shouldn't effect the party, everything is paid for and ordered already but I just wanted to let you know."
"Thanks for the heads up, is everything alright?"
"Yes…no…I don't know. I hope so." I can tell she's debating with herself whether or not she should say anything.
"You know you can tell me anything, Aria."
"My mom is in the hospital." She says after taking a long pause
"What?"
"A couple of weeks ago she had a bad fall, the next few days she felt fine but then she started to complain of headaches. We took her to the hospital and they did a head scan. Turns out she has a tumor. They said it's small and can removed so we scheduled her surgery, but last night it got worse so I took her into the hospital and she's in emergency surgery right now. My dad is flying back right now from out of town. You can't tell, Callie though."
"Aria I can't not tell her. That's her mom."
"You and I both know their relationship is strained. Truthfully my mother doesn't want anything to do with you all. When she found out that you were having another kid she went to church to ask for forgiveness of Callie's sins. Believe it or not, she still wants her get her life back on track – her words not mine – and come back to Miami." Hearing that is very disheartening. It's one thing to want your daughter back, to her mother seriously wants to take her away from me when all I've ever done was love and accept Callie. "One minutes she hates Callie, and the next she praying for her return."
"Yeah well that fucking sucks, but Callie is a doctor. She's a great doctor! Maybe she can have someone look her scans and get another opinion."
"Trust me, my dad has the best people on this. The success rate is high, and the doctors expect her to make a full recovery. It'll be like nothing happened."
"But something did happen. I have to tell her. I don't care how much your mother doesn't like Calliope, she's still her mother and nothing can take that away." I'm not even sure why I'm defending her so much, but I know if the situation was reversed I would want to know about my mother's health scare. No matter how strained our relationship is. Callie can decide to be the bigger person or not and visit her mother, but she should at least make that decision herself.
"Don't Arizona. You guys have the party tomorrow and soon a newborn. You both have a lot going on. I'll tell her myself soon, but please don't say anything. I asking you as my sister."
"I don't like this. It's not right."
"I'll tell her everything myself, but just don't say anything yet."
"Fine, but tell her soon or else I will!"
"Promise…give my love to Sof."
"Of course, bye." I wish I didn't ask what was wrong, now I'll feel guilty every time I look at Callie. That's her mother, regardless of everything. The woman gave birth to her, and for that I'm grateful. "Sofia?" I look at where she was walking around and she's not there. Shit, shit, shit. "Sofia?!" Now I'm panicking and looking behind trashcans and seats, any place my daughter would hide. "Sofia?!" Walking up to a security guard I ask him if he's seen my daughter, "Excuse me, have you seen a little—"
"Mommy!" My head spins around at the sound of my daughters voice and I see her happily, and safely in the arms of my dad with my mom walking right beside them.
"Oh my god, don't do that again." I say taking her from my dads hold and brushing her soft hair.
"Do you usually just leave your daughter walking around a big airport, Arizona?" My dad says giving me a pointed glare.
"Oh hush up, Daniel. Sofia was fine. We saw you having a serious conversation on the phone so we took her to get a little snack. We thought we would be back before you got off, but I guess not."
"Next time give me a heads up! I thought I lost her." I say still frightened by the thought.
"Sorry dear, we didn't mean to scare you."
"It's a good lesson, you need to always be vigilant with your children. You're about to have another one you need to be prepared."
"Dad I get it. I just took my eye off her for a second."
"That's all it takes, Arizona. Especially at Sofia's age, they are young and vulnerable."
"Daniel, stop making her feel even worse. Sofia is safe. Now can we head out? I'm famished."
"Sofia and I were in the middle of a conversation about flowers, so if I may." My father says reaching out to take Sofia from me so they can continue chatting.
"Is everything alright dear? Sofia is fine, stop worrying. We've all been there." My mom says walking with me to the car. Sofia and my dad are a few steps a head of us.
"Yeah, I'm alright."
"You sure? That phone call didn't look too pleasant."
"It was Aria…she won't be able to make it. An emergency came up."
"Well isn't that a shame? I was looking forward to seeing her. We planned this together; I wish she could see it all come together. I hope everything is alright."
Yeah, me too.
Thanks for reading!
AN: Almost baby time! Also, right now I'm thinking about ending this story around ten chapters after the baby comes. Nothing is set in stone, but just a thought. If I don't end it, I may take a decent size break. As much as I love writing it, it can be hard to deliver updates on a semi-regular basis. And it takes a few hours to write each chapter. That being said, still more to come right now and I thank you so much for reading!
AN2: Baby name will be revealed at the birth. I did combine two name suggestions so thank you for those!
