Chapter 5: Reactions

Nessie's POV

My heart was beating extremely fast. My breathing had sped up to a rate that I didn't even think was humanely possible. My hands were shaking and my palms were sweaty.

Right now I was terrified.

"Nessie, I am going to ask you again, can you please explain everything that I just saw in your dream right now?" If my dad was trying to remain calm he was failing miserably. The look on his face terrified me.

"Dad I just. I can't!" I shouted.

"Yes you can and you will" he stated firmly. Clearly he was not going to let this go. Why did he have to be here while I was dreaming of that horrifying night?! Just why?!

I finally found the will to talk. "It happened about a month ago. I decided to go out at night for some donuts and on the way back those guys came up to me and they attacked me. They hit me many times and they also took turns raping me. I couldn't fight them off. I just couldn't! There was to many of them! I just couldn't! I never told anyone about what happened either. Oh and one more thing, I'm pregnant" Might as well get everything out into the open at once.

What I saw a next was a side of my dad that I hoped that I would never see ever again in my life. My dad got this crazed look on his face and he completely lost it.

He got up and started destroying everything in his path. And I do mean everything. He punched my bed hard enough to leave a dent, and considering his vampire strength I consider myself lucky that a dent was all that was left in my bed. In his rage he also broke my lamp, a chunk of wood off of my nightstand, some of my movies, and he even tore apart my favorite stuffed animal. A Shamu that I bought at SeaWorld only a year ago. He even punched a whole in my wall. He destroyed cookie's bed. He nearly broke my TV in his rage to.

Cookie was now cowering in fear in the corner of my bedroom.

"Dad! Dad! Please stop!" I begged, for he was really scaring me as well. This was a side of my father that I didn't even know existed and it was a side of him that I never wanted to see ever again. I wanted my caring, loving father back.

My father didn't even seem to hear me. Or he was just completely ignoring me. I couldn't be sure.

Then I heard footsteps fast approaching my room.

"Dad! Someone is coming!" I tried my bardes to keep my voice down but it was almost impossible.

"I don't care" my dad said. His voice saturated in nothing but the purest of anger.

I tried to grab his arm to stop him but to my surprise he pushed me away so hard that I fell.

Two seconds later the anger disappeared from his face only to be replaced by what looked like immense guilt.

"Nessie I'm-"

"Dad just go please. I don't want them to catch you here"

"But Nessie-"

"Dad just go!" I shouted at him.

I watched him jump out my window and leave. A few tears fell down my face as he left.

I loved my dad. No matter what. I would always love him and forgive him. I knew that he was just upset and angry and he reacted very badly. I understood that. He didn't mean to destroy my things or to push me. The look on his face told me that he regretted it and that he was horrified by what he had done. I just hoped that he knew that I was not mad at him. That I loved him with all my heart and that there was nothing for me to forgive.

Should I do the next chapter in Edward's POV, Bella's, or still Nessie's? I'm trying to decide. Anyway, please review and tell me what you all think.