Note: I changed what I had written so far (well, more like pushed the event for day 11 to further in the show, found another event to make happen), and wanted to spice things up a bit too, so you get that as a chapter for now because I felt it was a normal progression between two guys in that situation :)
Sorry if there are typos, it's almost midnight, I don't feel like proofreading, but I do feel like keeping my promise to post this today and I only have 6 minutes left.
And now granny is going to bed with her flu and her lack of sleep XD


DAY ELEVEN – 4 contestants / 1 to be eliminated (part 1)

Matt couldn't sleep. He knew the show was still on, but the game was set, and thinking that things were now pretty much defined with Mello made his stomach twist. In a good way, but still, it made him nervous.
It was a happy feeling to know that Mello wanted to date him, even more so when the singer had made it obvious that he wanted to sustain him. Not that Matt would ever accept that situation, he had his pride, but the simple fact that Mello was imagining it a possibility, an evidence even, proved that he was seeing the relationship as something that would last, not just a hook up after the show and hasta la vista baby.

As little as the status of rockstar mattered to the redhead, this was something that made him anxious, though. He was in love with Mello for the guy himself, because he had come here despising everything that made the public figure, and still wasn't close to liking it. It was a fake persona and he knew better now, even if some traits of Mello's personality were still him no matter if he was on or off stage.
But it was one thing to have their relationship evolve in the vacuum that was the mansion, isolated as they were from the real world, and from Mello's real life somehow, and another to date as a couple with the rockstar life coming into play after the show would have ended. Matt wasn't sure he could handle it.
He would go back to his simple life, but Mello would still be in the eye of the hurricane, and the redhead would have to ride the rollercoaster with Mello at some point if he wanted to be with him. They were more likely to follow Mello's lifestyle than his, and it was normal, Matt wasn't a public person, Mello was one, with all the obligations, and he wasn't about to stop for Matt. Not that Matt would ever want Mello to stop. Music was his life and it would be like killing him.

Matt tried to fall asleep once more after finishing the book Mello had given him, a few hours later, but his brain wouldn't shut up. Glancing at the digital clock, he sighed. They all had gone to bed early since the event of the day had ended quite early as well, and it was only 1am now. Fetching his PS Vita, he threw it back on the bedside table when he saw that the battery was down. He was too lazy to find the charger in the dark anyway, and still frustrated with his anxiety.

Maybe he should discuss that with Mello...
Matt was about to get out of bed to check if Mello was awake, when someone pounced him, putting a hand on his mouth. Which had been a smart move because he almost shit himself and would have screamed bloody murder.
"Shhhh, it's me Mattie."
Matt stopped squirming, recognising Mello's voice.
"Fuck you scared me!" Matt whispered back, "For a moment I thought that the bandage on your hand was some cloth with chloroform or something."
Mello chuckled, diving for a kiss.
"Couldn't sleep?" the blond asked, breaking the exchange.
"No... you neither obviously." Matt sighed, pulling Mello to him for another kiss. He knew that was a dangerous thing to do considering his sex deprived state and the fact that he wanted to resist Mello for the moment, but he just couldn't help it, Mello hovering over him like that... And he didn't count on the singer to be the wise one since he was already grinding against him, his body placed between Matt's legs. They were both shirtless so really, it was becoming quite difficult to break away from each other.

Mello winced. He was forced to take support on his arms but the bandage on one hand, and the plaster on the other were not exactly practical.
"Lay down." Matt said, earning himself a wide grin from Mello, who complied quickly, both shifting their positions except that Matt was now straddling the musician. He pushed the door of the bedroom, which was right next to his bed, closed, so the others didn't hear them.

Matt was about to kiss Mello again when the other pushed on the redhead's lower back, their crotch touching. Mello pushed his pelvis upward at the same time, earning himself a surprised moan from the redhead, the move making his cock harden instantly.
"I like that sound." Mello teased him, pushing Matt's lower back again. The redhead was resisting rubbing himself against Mello, but the blond was obviously not ready to help, moving his hips again, feeling Matt's hardened member this time.
"Matt... I really, really want you right now." Mello muttered against the redhead's lips as they kissed, Matt not knowing what to choose between moving away and giving in.
"Do I look like I don't want you?" he chuckled, biting his lower lip, "But I'd really like to avoid that for now..."
Matt didn't even sound convincing to himself.
"Mattie... it's not just because I need sex, I mean, I..." Mello didn't say anything more, but Matt could clearly see his eyes glisten in the dark. Was Mello about to cry?

Matt's fingers found the blond strands, his elbows resting on each side of Mello's head, as he leant for a kiss, the exchange deepening slowly, tenderly, Mello holding on to Matt's neck to pull him closer. When Matt broke the kiss, he just let his lips hover over Mello's, still unable to either move away or just go for it.
Suddenly, Mello shut his eyes tightly, but tears started to roll down his face nonetheless.
"Hey..." Matt whispered, the back of his fingers drying the wet lines on the singer's left cheek, "What's wrong? Did something happen?"
Mello shook his head: "No... it's just... sorry."
Matt had no idea what to do. Mello breathed, trying to calm down, and finally regained control over his emotions.
"I'm sorry Mattie, it's just that I can't deal with what I feel sometimes... It's not that I'm oversensitive or anything, I..."
"Feel too much?" Matt replied, pecking his lips, "I read that." he simply said.
Mello smiled sheepishly.
"I love you Mattie."

Matt's heart jumped in his chest. Mello was nothing like the redhead thought he was in the beginning, but more than that, Mello was nothing like anyone he had ever known before. His quirks, the way he looked all tough but would give all he had for a kid to be happy, his smart brain, and this insane fire...
"I love you too Mello."
Matt had no doubt concerning the words he had just uttered. It was all kinds of crazy and his rational mind screamed for him to temper his words, but deep down, he was sure he wasn't making a mistake.

Mello pulled him down for another kiss, this time a lot more needy, and Matt could clearly feel his erection through the fabric of his pants. This time he was the one to grind on it, unable to refrain himself.
Mello moaned softly against his lips, shoving his tongue further in the redhead's mouth. They were too far gone and Matt knew it.
Leaving Mello's mouth unattended, he went for his neck, sucking and nipping the skin, licking along his clavicle before reaching down to his left nipple, twirling his tongue and biting softly.
"If you don't want anything to happen, your message is not really clear Mattie..." Mello whispered, his voice midway between a chuckle and a moan.
"Shut up, that's your fault." Matt bit the nub a little harder.
"Too bad I like it rough Mattie." Mello teased him as a response to the small punishment, "But how on earth is this my fault?"
"You're hot and I love you. That's all your fault." On that, Matt went even lower, his tongue tracing the hem of Mello's pants.
"Point of no return Mattie." Mello said in a shaky breath, warning the redhead that there was no turning back if he went further.

Matt hesitated for a few seconds. He wanted this so badly. Was it so wrong to give in now?
He hadn't wanted to fuck in Mello's bed for obvious reasons, but it wasn't even valid here, and fuck, who was he fooling? They were both grown ups and both wanted this, and there was no wrong or right, it wasn't just a quick fuck. They loved each other...

His fingers hooking on the hem of Mello's pants, Matt pulled the garment open and down, freeing the singer's erection.
Matt loved giving head, but he had never wanted it as much as right now... he was even salivating.
Mello kicked his pants off and Matt didn't waste another second, he took as much of the erection as he could in his mouth. Mello's cock was perfect. A good seven inches, the thickness of it fitting between Matt's lips perfectly, the slight upward curve... perfect.
As Matt imagined the member lodged in his ass, he couldn't help but moan around Mello's cock, and began pumping the base of it with a hand, the skin slick with his saliva.
"Holy shit Mattie where did you learn to suck like that?"
Mello was panting heavily. The treatment his cock was receiving was the best blowjob he had ever been given, and it was saying something considering the amount of guys he had fucked.

But he realised he had seen nothing yet when Matt continued to work his cock with a skilled hand as he began to suck on Mello's balls, his other hand sliding between the blond's buttcheeks, a finger wet with saliva stroking his anus in little circles.
The words of Matt's ex came back to his mind at that moment, and Mello could already tell that Chris hadn't lied. The musician had so much going on at once that it was driving him insane.
He stiffened a bit though, when he felt the slick finger slide into him.
"Don't worry, I'm not planning on topping you, I want that cock in my ass too badly for that." Matt raised his head a bit to smirk at Mello.
"Oh fuck Mattie... don't say things like that..." Mello almost whined, his head falling back on Matt's pillow. He was going to explode if Matt went on with the ministrations and talked like that on top of it all.
"Not just saying it." Matt teased him, brushing Mello's prostate with his finger in the meanwhile.
"Oh shit..." Mello moaned, trying to keep it down although it was getting a little difficult, "Mattie I'm not going to last long if you go on like that."

Matt stood up, removing his pyjama pants, Mello still on the bed, staring eagerly, resting on an elbow. The redhead was a little self conscious, but he was past caring, he was just too horny for that.
"Nice one..." the singer commented, his hand already reaching for the object of his attention.
Matt's cock was only slightly smaller than Mello's but still a nice size, and Matt thought he would burst when Mello's palm closed around his member, even with the fabric of the bandage between their skin. It left as soon as it came though, Mello kneeling on the bed.

"Come on Mattie." the blond pulled Matt in front of him, face to the wall, both resting on their knees on the mattress. Mello molded his chest against Matt's back, the redhead's hands resting at arms' length on the wall above the bed head.
"Is it uncomfortable?" Mello asked as he began to masturbate Matt with his bandaged hand.
"N... no." Matt breathed. It was weird, but it felt so good...
Even more so when Mello began to slide his cock still slick with saliva along Matt's buttcrack up and down.
"I'm not going to fuck you Mattie." Mello said in the redhead's ear, licking his earlobe.

Matt turned his head slightly to look at Mello behind him, his eyes questioning.
"I'll wait."
"You don't have to." Matt said, but he knew it was his hormones talking. He was grateful that Mello wouldn't go all the way. Somehow, it was probably the best proof of him being serious, compared to everything else.
"I know. But you're worth waiting."
Mello kissed his shoulder, speeding the movement of his hips in rhythm with his hand.
Matt pushed harder on the wall, feeling his knees weaken. He was so close to completion already...
With a half repressed moan, the redhead came, coating Mello's bandage.

Coming down from his high a few seconds later, feeling that Mello was very close too, Matt turned around and pushed Mello on his back, the blond landing upside down on the bed. He took his member back into his mouth, and swallowed every drop of semen as Mello came, his voice coming out in a low, deep moan.
Matt crawled up Mello's body and kissed him.