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A/N- Sorry it took so long to update, but here is my next chapter.

Chapter Thirteen:

Dear Diary,

I can honestly say I've regretted every single one of my decisions I've made for the last few weeks. I should have told everyone what Stefan did, but I didn't and that in and of its self has led to several other problems. It's what has caused no one to trust me, my friends to hate me, and "Stefan" to do the same thing all over again.

Stefan is possessed and there's nothing I can really do to help him at this point. My plan to save him like I did Damon backfired… that is why I hate the kintsune twins so much. However, I can't blame them for me kissing Damon that was my fault. I can't take that back. I hurt my best friend and I KNOW she will not forgive me this time.

-ELENA GILBERT

Fells Church

Dear Journal,

I don't even know where to start except to say that I've ruined everything. I hurt my brother and the girl I loved. They're trying to cover for me although I can't fathom why. Now here I am letting them try to cover for me… what kind of brother and friend am I? I've never felt guiltier in my life than I do now. How can I live out this eternal life hurting the ones I care about? I'm possessed but I can only blame myself for that too. Maybe I should turn off my emotions, but that would just give Sinichi more power. I'm not sure what to do.

-STEFAN SALVATORE

Fells Church

Dear Diary,

I am so beyond angry. I wish this group from Fells Church never came!

I take that back.

I just wish that other Elena never came… or that she'd stayed dead. That girl leaves a path of destruction where ever she goes! She's hurting everyone but really I wish Damon, my Damon, hadn't been involved. I don't really understand why he got involved anyway. It just hurts so much because… I love him.

-ELENA G

Mystic Falls

Dear Journal,

I'm hurt. I never thought I could be hurt like this until Elena. I mean the Elena from Fells Church. I loved her. She died and I thought I might die too, but then she came back and everything changed. Then Bonnie tried to seduce me… she might have succeeded too…. Oh God… Did I just say that?! Oh no….

-TYLER LOCKWOOD

Mystic Falls

Dear Diary,

I feel betrayed. Elena kissed Damon, my Damon, again. I swear I feel like I'm just second place to him. Elena finally wants him so she gets him, just like she gets everything else… By stepping all over someone else. I swear the worst part is that she doesn't even know or care who she hurts. I'm so tired of her and of Damon. He kissed her too… and I don't think I can trust them ever again… How can I get through this? It's times like this when I almost regret bringing Elena back.

-Bonnie McCullough

Fells Church

Dear Journal,

I don't write in journals, but this is something I had to get out. I kissed Elena. Again. After all this time I can't help but think maybe she's choosing me… but at what cost? We both lost Bonnie today and I don't think we'll get her back.

I still love Bonnie, but I have feelings for Elena. I think I always did. That being said I was never fair to Bonnie. I regret so many things and this is one, but maybe I'll figure things out this time.

-Damon S

Fells Church

Dear Paper,

I don't have a journal, nor will I ever but I needed to tell something about what's been going on… to be honest I made this girl, Elena, from Fells Church like my own personal blood slave. Why? Well have you ever had blood from someone who's come back from the dead?

No, you're a piece of paper… not even… you're a napkin. All I can say is WOW. It's like nothing I ever experienced. I felt so powerful, so alive. I'd wanted her blood since the first time I smelled it when she stabbed herself. I knew something I wasn't supposed to, so I took advantage of it.

Now, making Bonnie and Damon break up… that was to help both of them. I saw the way Damon snuck glances at Elena… it was bound to happen anyway.

I kind of feel bad for the redhead Bonnie, but she would have ended up hurt eventually and so would have Tyler. I see it as me doing them all a favor.

-Damon

Mystic's Damon signed his name to the napkin before crumpling it up and then balled it up and threw it into the fire. He stood and watched it burn until it was all ash. He stood there for a moment longer before gulping down the last of his bourbon and going to bed for the night.

A/N- I know it's short but I hope you liked it and I hope it cleared some things up… until next time

Xoxo Salvatoregirl