Jasper knows something is wrong as well, but unlike Alice, he keeps it to himself and does not even try to get involved.

Secretly, I'm relieved. I don't need the added stress of not only pregnant, snoopy Alice but her fiancé as well.

Fiancé, I think jealously. God I want that.

I do have that though; with Edward, I have the chance of a happy, normal-ish life. That's all I want. Happiness and normalness – to the best that we can have.

But… with everything that has happened to the both of us… can we really have that?

Can we really grow old together and when we die, will we look back on our lives and be happy?

Or will we always be… not happy?


Jeez... you and your reviews. Some nearly made me cry...

Seriously, they did. *sniffles*

please review

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