A/N:
ACK! Writers block on full mode!
I'm kind of having a "Why did I turn the story so insanely annoying with that Alice girl? Aah!" Kind of moment.
By the way, sorry if your name is Alice. It's nothing personal!
This is all going to be improvised so don't say I didn't warn you!
And oh yes, I plan for some Phan in this because...
BECAUSE I LOVE THEM TWO TOGETHER SO MUCH! :D
And so...
Without much further ado!
I present some Alice, some denial, some regret and then you shall have to read on to know what happens further on!
Dan's POV
I can't lie, that girl knows how to sort things out. By the time I arrived home, dismissing all the interrogations on my mother's part, already Alice had made it clear that we were together. Multiple texts were already on my phone, which was getting on my nerves after the first ten minutes or so of non-stop vibrating, and my inbox was being repeatedly spammed with the same question.
'Are you with Alice?'
'Dude, is it true? There's load of rumours going around...'
'Hey I heard that you and Alice are...'
'Is it true that...'
'Alice? Dude, for real?'
Well then. That went... surprisingly well, more so than I expected anyway.
With a small jump I found myself being pulled out of my thoughts by my ring tone loudly playing, Alice's name popping up on the screen. Well, she is my girlfriend, I guess.
"Hey sweetie" She snickered down the phone.
"Alright, alright Alice, don't get too cocky. This is just a play act, remember?"
Just silence down the phone, "You can't blame a girl for trying," She muttered.
"Well..." I trailed off awkwardly looking back at the laptop, "thanks Alice. You've... you've really helped me out here,"
"I'm too nice," She yawned, "Anyway I'm going out tonight with the gang, you want to come out? It will be the perfect opportunity for the two of us to show off our new status,"
"I would" I replied checking my watch, "But there's something I've got to do first. Someone I need to speak to"
"Fine. But one day I'll get you out. As long as you don't fry up in the sun like the vampire you are," She laughed.
"Well as long as I don't sparkle. I've got to go Alice, but... thanks a million again."
"Anytime," She replied and I ended the call.
Which is why I'm now driving slightly over the speed limit to Phil's house. I sure have got a lot of explaining to do. About pretty much everything, I guess. For the first time though, I feel nervous about meeting up with someone. But then I've never screwed up things as much as I have done with Phil and although I try to coax myself, the tell tale habits begin to appear.
As soon as I'm parked outside his house I'm beginning to regret my actions. What am I doing? He's not going to want to talk to me.
But I want to talk to him.
Reluctantly, I stepped out of the car and began to walk down the narrow path to his house. Each step bringing me more and more anxiety until I'm standing on a doormat with my fists raised above the wooden door. I inhale deeply and then knock.
A laborious minute passed.
And then another.
And then another. Then I decide to give up walking away feeling down. I really wanted to make things up. I guess I've screwed things up more than I imagined.
Unwillingly I climbed back in the car and belted myself turning to look at the house once more. I could see movement coming through one of the windows, so someone was in, but still the door didn't open. Why am I doing this to myself? Why can't I accept the fact that I need to move on from my mistake?
"Dan!"
See! Now I'm imagining his voice! At this rate I'll be visioning him right next to me.
"Please!"
That doesn't sound very make belief to me.
"Dan, for the love of God, don't move the car!"
There's no denying it. When I turn around to look back at his house there's a figure running up to the car, one with dyed black hair and piercing blue eyes. It's my Phil.
"Phil?"
"Dan! What are you doing here?"
"I came to... I came to talk to you, to apologise Phil," I knew I had hit a nerve when he refused to look up at me, his grip on the car door immediately becoming tighter.
"Forget about it," He muttered.
"No," I shook my head to enforce the point, "No because it isn't fair to you Phil. You're straight, I shouldn't have done that and I... I made it seem like it was your fault even though it was me who kissed you. Phil, I'm so sorry!"
"I'm sorry too," With confusion I could only stare at him, "Dan, I lied. Really, I'm about as straight as a roundabout. I don't know why I said things differently. I was confused and surprised by the sudden question that I panicked."
This caught me off my guard, "Does that mean that-"
"That kiss?" He interrupted me, "Dan, I don't want to ruin our friendship by saying this but that kiss was the best moment of my life. You've made me the happiest person in about three days. I told you once that you would never be able to pay me back but I was wrong, so very, very wrong."
"You could never ruin our friendship," I whispered, "Never in a million years, Phil"
"But I always ruin good things and you're the best thing that's ever happened to me," He mumbled off, beginning to ferociously blush.
"Phil," He looks up at me, his blue eyes sparkling and I feel like I'm sort of melting into them, it sounds cheesy but it's true, "Phil. You've got me and I've got you. I won't loose you, not again,"
He pulls me in for a hug, his arms wrapping themselves around over my shoulders and I return the hug almost greedily. One of my hands snakes around his dark hair, the other one lies gently on his cheek.
"Phil?" I ask after minutes of just gazing in his blue eyes.
"Yes?"
"I think I love you"
We watch each other for what feels like forever and then he's leaning in and I'm quickly pushing my lips to meet his and it feels like we're on fire. The feel of his lips on mine, his scent overpowering my mind, every touch making me desperate for more. Finally, we need air; although it's pointless on the height I'm experiencing right now.
He smiles at me but with a small sentence, everything, including the mood, has vanished, "What about your girlfriend Dan?"
A/N:
OH MY GAWD. I actually like this chapter, it's bearable!
I have to go so I don' have time to write a full authors note. I hope you love this!
CIAO FOR NOW!
