It did take a little more than two weeks until Blaine was released from the hospital. It was two weeks filled with intense therapy, anxiety, sedatives and tears. Hannah came in during the weekends Blaine was at the hospital. She was about to start her summer vacation the week after Blaine left the hospital and wanted him to be as okay as he possible could before that. They went through every thought and feeling he had leading up to him wanting to kill himself. Blaine was forced to look at every lie he had made to a truth and he had to find proof that these thoughts wasn't real. He had filled an entire notebook with these bad thoughts and proofs. They had also made an action plan for Blaine to follow when (not if, because it would happen) the thoughts came back.

For the first time Blaine felt uneasy being released from the hospital. He was released on the evening the first of July. He and Hannah had talked a lot about the upcoming release. Blaine did long to be at home, but he felt secure at the hospital. He knew it was a fake security, because he couldn't live at the hospital forever. He was released on a Monday and he hadn't been given a shot of sedatives during the weekend. They had increased the dosage of antidepressant and sedatives which had given a positive result for him, even though it made him tired, too tired to last an entire day without napping for several hours.

Blaine had been home during the Saturday and Sunday to pack. Carole's sister, Kristen, had invited the family to celebrate the fourth of July. Blaine, Kurt and Carole were going direct from the hospital to her summer house in suburbs of Cincinnati. Burt, Finn, Puck, Mercedes and Rachel were coming the third of July. Kurt and Blaine would then stay at Kristen for two weeks. She had a guest house at the private bridge where they would be staying.

Hannah had had several conversation with Carole during the hospital stay as well, and Carole had started to digest everything Blaine told her. Hannah had also explained to both Blaine and Carole that right now he needed time to digest everything that had happened in order to heal, he was at a point where he needed time without therapy and without any demands. It would do him good to go away with Kurt for two weeks. And if he needed to, he was always welcome back to the ward.

Kurt came to the ward to pick Carole and Blaine up before the two hours drive to Cincinnati at 4 pm. Blaine was anxious and tense, he hadn't been able to relax all day because of the discharge. Both Hannah and Carole were convinced Blaine would do fine outside the hospital. It would be good for him to be outside of Lima as well. He had been given a phone number to a therapist in Cincinnati if he felt he needed to speak to anyone while he was there. Hannah had spoken to Blaine several times during the day to make him relax, but he wasn't able to. He got more anxious the closer to 4 pm it got.

Kurt came in to Blaine's room with a smile. He was excited for this trip. First a week with family and then two weeks only with Blaine, and with Kristen of course, but still. He hadn't slept next to his boyfriend in over two weeks now and he longed to be close to him again. Blaine could sleep for the entire two weeks and Kurt would still be happy to be with him. When he came into the room however, his smile disappeared as he saw how unsettled and worried Blaine was. He went up to him and hugged him. Blaine didn't relax in the touch as he normally did. Kurt pulled out of the hug and saw that Blaine wasn't focused on him. His eyes darted around the room and didn't stay long at anything. Kurt changed a look with Carole who shrugged and took their bags.

"Come on, Blaine, let's head to the car and start the trip to Cincinnati."

Blaine nodded but didn't say anything. His hands were shaking when Kurt took one of them in his hand.

"Blaine?" Kurt said and got his boyfriend's attention. "you're gonna be fine."

Blaine nodded again but didn't say anything.

They walked in silence to the car. Carole put their bags in the trunk and took her seat on the driver seat. Blaine and Kurt climbed in to the backseat. Kurt took the seat in the middle.

"I want to be close to you, Blaine." he said and smiled when Blaine put his head on his shoulder and took one his hand. Carole started talking about what they were going to do the next day. They had some baking to do before the fourth of July. Kurt came with some ideas. He felt Blaine starting to relax next to him.

"Blaine? How about I move to the door and you lay down in my lap?"

"That would be nice." Blaine said and they moved.

Kurt smiled down at Blaine and started combing his hair. It was one of his favorite things - playing with Blaine's hair. Blaine smiled back at him and shifted so he was laying on his back so he could look at Kurt while he spoke to Carole. I'd didn't take many minutes before Blaine's eyelids started drooping and he fell asleep. Kurt kept playing with his hair and talking to Carole. Their conversation paused when Blaine started snoring loudly. Carole giggled in the passenger seat.

"He snores!" Kurt said with a smile. "I've never heard him snore."

"He usually snores during the night, but never this loud. But he hasn't slept at all today."

"Not at all?"

"No, he has been so anxious, he couldn't even lay down for ten minutes."

"Poor thing." Kurt said and smiled at his snoring boyfriend.

"If you want you could sit here. He'll be sleeping for a long time now. He usually sleeps at least three hours every day."

Carole pulled over and got out of the car. She helped Kurt to switch his lap for a pillow. Blaine didn't notice them moving him around. He kept snoring and Kurt could easily sit in the passenger seat next to Carole and keep discussing baking and cooking for the entire trip.

The drive took two and a half hour, they got stuck in traffic jam in Cincinnati. When they arrived they were greeted by a happy Kristen who came running out of the house to meet them.

It was a big white tree house in three floors. On the bottom floor were two large guest rooms, a large bathroom and a lot of storage space. On the middle floor was the kitchen combined with a dining table, where 15 people easily could fit, and the living room with exit to a large balcony. The top floor had the master bedroom and two guest rooms. Kristen had owned the house for five years and she had renovated each room with care and love.

Kurt had been here a weekend every summer, but never only with Kristen. But he wasn't worried, he and Kristen had always had easy to talk with each other and he looked forward to get to know her even better. Kristen hugged Carole and Kurt.

"Oh, I'm so glad you're here! But aren't we missing someone?"

Kurt opened the door to the backseat and revealed the still sleeping, but now quiet, Blaine. Kristen smile at the sight.

"How about if you and I go and fix dinner and we leave Kurt to wake Blaine?" Carole said and took Kristen under one arm. They disappeared in the house with chatter. Kurt leaned in to the car and shook Blaine who stirred and groaned.

"I'm tired..."

"I know, but let's get you out of the car and in to the house. We're about to eat dinner and after that you can go to sleep if you want."

"Okay, but first come here. I need to show you something." Blaine said and pointed to something on his clothes. Kurt leaned in to see what it was. Blaine was quick to put a hand on Kurt's head and pull him closer. He kissed Kurt on his mouth before letting go off him.

"Dinner you said?" Blaine said with a smile and climbed out of the car.

"Yeah..." Kurt said, trying to catch his breath. He looked at Blaine who had stepped out of the car and was stretching. As he stretched his arms up in the air, his shirt went up and revealed some of his flat stomach and happy trail. Kurt shivered by the sight and took a step forward. He took hold of Blaine's face with both his hands and pulled him closer and kissed him hard. He shoved his tongue in his mouth and heard Blaine moaned. Kurt smiled when he pulled away.

They stood breathless for a while looking at each other. When they both were calm, Blaine reached out a hand.

"Show me the grounds." he said.

Kurt nodded and they went in to the house.

"So here on the bottom floor is usually where Finn and I sleep, in separate bedrooms. Now it will be Rachel, Mercedes, Finn and Puck who sleep here, the rooms are really big. Here's also a bathroom and washer and dryer." Kurt said before they climbed the stairs.

"Here's the kitchen, which is a dream to work in with the view of the water and all the equipment Kristen has bought. Here's the living room and where we eat if don't sit outside." Kurt said as Carole and Kristen came in from the balcony.

"Hi Blaine! Welcome to my house! Hope you'll enjoy it!" Kristen said and pulled him in for a hug.

"Thanks for having me!"

"No problem! You can go upstairs and finish the tour, then dinner is served!"

Kurt pulled Blaine upstairs.

"Up here Kristen sleeps. Here's where dad and Carole sleep as well. And then there's another guest room here."

"Wow, this is a big house!" Blaine said.

"Yes, it is. And it's been Kristen's dream to own a house like this forever apparently, so I'm happy she has it now."

Blaine nodded and they went downstairs. Kurt lead Blaine out to the balcony. It was a huge balcony which held a table for eight. Carole and Kristen were already sitting and sipping on some wine. Blaine and Kurt sat down and was served a glass of Coke.

"Cheers for Blaine been released from the hospital and for your vacation here." Kristen said and they all cheered together before diving in on the dinner Kristen had prepared. It was homemade pizza, and it tasted divine.

Blaine looked at the pizza, it was a bit of a struggle for him at every meal. He hadn't had a full meal for over two weeks. He hadn't been able to eat three meals per day during the hospital stay, most days he hadn't been able to eat at all. He had been given iv drip every night, but he had lost even more weight. He was mostly wearing sweats right now, all his jeans were too loose for him. Kurt would be surprised if Blaine weighed more than 100 lbs at the moment. But Kurt knew this wasn't anything Blaine did on purpose. When he had been at the hospital he had been to sick to eat and now his stomach had shrinked. Kurt had decided that during these two weeks he would serve Blaine small, but tasty meals every third hour during the day.

"This is so good, Kristen, but I'm afraid I'm full." Blaine said and blushed after half a slice of the pizza.

"That's fine honey." Kristen said and smiled to him. "So what are our plans for tomorrow?"

"If it's okay, I would really need to go and shop for some clothes... I can't really have any of my clothes right now, and even though I hope I soon gain some weight, I would appreciate if I had something other than these sweats to wear." Blaine said and blushed again.

"That's sounds goods, we need to pick up some ingredients as well. So that's perfect! There's this mall outside of Cincinnati we could drive to!" Kristen said. "If you want you can go down to your house and get settle in."

"Our house?" Blaine said.

"Right, I never got to that... Down by the bridge is a house where we will be staying." Kurt said.

"Really?"

"Yes, it isn't big, but I think it's enough for the two of you." Kristen said.

Kurt and Carole had talked about the house with Blaine several times at the hospital,but he hadn't been able to process anything else than what he and Hannah talked about at the therapy. Anything else slipped his mind as soon as they had dropped the subject.

They cleaned the table together before Kurt and Blaine said good night to Carole and headed down to their house. Kristen followed them to show them the house.

Kristen opened the front door to them. Kristen had lit the lights throughout the house which was nicely decorated. The walls were painted in white. The small, but fully equipped L-shaped kitchen was also in white with tile in light blue and a kitchen counter in oak. The bottom floor in the house was one big room with a big u-shaped couch in dark brown with blue and white pillows. An oak dining table with six chairs was next to the kitchen. The entire wall facing the sea was in glass. Kristen went ahead of Blaine and Kurt up the stairs. The stairs led up to a loft where a king size bed was in front the glass wall.

"And there's the bathroom." Kristen pointed to a door in the other side of the loft. "Hope you'll enjoy it!"

"Wow, Kristen, this is... This is amazing!" Blaine said.

"Thanks, yeah, I like it. I made so Finn would like it but he hasn't been here much, and when he was here he wanted to sleep in the big house since there is no tv here, and to be honest, I don't think he likes being here down by himself."

"Well, we can manage without a tv." Kurt said and smiled. "This is awesome Kristen."

"Well, sleep tight. If you need anything don't hesitate to come up to us." Kristen said before going down the stairs.

Kurt and Blaine looked around the room. The walls were with here as well. Opposite to the bed were three wardrobes with oak doors. The bed was made with white sheets. Over the over was a large blueish painting. Even here the wall facing the sea was in glass.

They heard the front door shut close and Blaine took a step towards Kurt who already had taken five steps toward Blaine. They met and their bodies crushed together. When their lips met, they both moaned. They kissed sloppy, urgent while undressing each other. When they were naked Blaine took a couple steps backwards and when he felt the bed with his legs he pulled Kurt with him. They landed in a pile of sweat, hormones and wanting. Their naked bodies crushed together.

They hadn't done anything while Blaine was in the hospital so it didn't take much for them to come. Blaine took Kurt's hardness in his hand, and Kurt did the same. They kissed while they took the other closer to the orgasm. They were panting, moaning, sweating, enjoying. Blaine pulled his head away from Kurt's to look at his boyfriend. Blaine had never seen Kurt so sexy. His hair stood in every direction and as sweaty, his pale skin was flushed and his lips were swollen from the kissing. He opened his eyes and looked at Blaine. They were blown with lust.

"Fuck Kurt. You're so fucking sexy." Blaine said and bent down and traced his tongue along Kurt's collarbone. Kurt moaned and flexed his hips in to Blaine's hand. Blaine took a tighter grip and increased the speed on his hand. He looked at Kurt.

"Come for me baby, let me see you come." he whispered.

Kurt did exactly that, he came and screamed Blaine's name. Blaine came seconds later screaming Kurt's name before he collapsed on Kurt.

Kurt came back to the reality some time later. He became aware of this weight on top of him. He opened his eyes to look at Blaine, who was fast asleep on top of him. He smiled at the sight. He laid still a little longer before shifting so Blaine could slide of him. Blaine opened his eyes at the lost of contact.

"I love you so much." he mumbled before closing his eyes and drifting off to sleep again.

Kurt went in to the bathroom and took a shower. He put on one of the robes hanging in there. He went to the bed to make sure Blaine was okay. He hadn't moved and he was clearly fast asleep. Kurt pulled the cover over him before he went downstairs to get their bags. He invented the kitchen, they had everything they could need. The fridge was filled with stuff, on the counter was a nespresso maker with several different coffee sorts. They had fruit and bread and a lot of candy. Kristen had provided them with a lot of stuff. Kurt took their bags with clothes and went upstairs again. He changed into pajamas. He looked at Blaine, still in his nude. Kurt shrugged, he had no problem sleeping next to a naked Blaine. He might even sleep naked he too.

He put in their clothes in the wardrobes while humming to himself. His alarm beeped telling him it was 9 pm and time for Blaine to take medicine. He went downstairs again and picked up Blaine's book bag and his own satchel. He took out Blaine's medicine and poured a glass of water before he climbed the stairs again. He sat down on he bed next to Blaine who had shifted in bed and laid now on his back. He had kicked off the covers and everything was visible for Kurt who couldn't stop staring. He licked himself unconsciously around his mouth before shrugging and shaking Blaine to wake him. Blaine woke up and looked at Kurt. He could immediately see how turned on his boyfriend was and smiled. He sat up on the bed and saw that he had kicked off his covers and was in full-on-display. He cupped Kurt's face and pulled him close.

"Enjoying the show?" he said with a grin.

Kurt went red and opened his mouth to apologize for staring but Blaine took advantage of his open mouth to kiss him. Kurt responded immediately by kissing Blaine back. Blaine took the water glass and medicine and put them on the bedside table. He shifted so he sat on his knees on the bed. He pulled the t-shirt over Kurt's head and pushed him down on the bed.

"Wow, Kurt, you're so sexy. The things you do to me..." Blaine said while looking down at him. He leaned down and kiss Kurt. This time it wasn't sloppy, it was slow and sincere. Blaine pulled himself up from Kurt again to look at him. It didn't matter how long time Kurt spent in the bathroom in the mornings, he was at his most sexiest like this - sweaty, panting, flushed. Blaine felt his arousal increasing as he leaned down to press kisses on Kurt's jaw line, neck, collarbone. He took a nipple in his mouth and felt it become hard. Kurt moaned and flexed his hip.

"So eager." Blaine teased. He let his mouth wander further down. He stopped at the hem of his pajama pants and licked his stomach from one side to the other. Kurt flexed again and moaned loudly.

"Yes, Kurt! Scream as loud as you want, no one can hear you here!" Blaine said to him, which let to Kurt moaning even louder.

Blaine pulled down Kurt's pants and boxers and discharged them at the floor. He looked at his boyfriend, naked, wanting, hard, aching for his touch. The slowness and the sincerity disappeared, Blaine needed to reach release now. He took a grip of Kurt's hardness and guided Kurt to do the same. He watched Kurt's long fingers around his hard dick. It was so sexy and it took Blaine over the edge, he screamed out Kurt's name while pumping has hand up and down along Kurt's long, hard dick and took him with him over the edge. He heard Kurt's screaming from far away in his daze. He heard him screaming his name and it was so hot and it took Blaine over another edge and he came again, during his orgasm. He collapsed on the bed and left reality. The increased amount of oxytocin made them both fell asleep.

Blaine was the one to wake up this time. He woke up with a jolt. It took a while for him to understand where he was, why he was looking at a huge window. He shifted in bed and it became clear that he was sleeping on top of his boyfriend. Kurt laid on his back, legs and arm were spread, he laid like a X. Blaine laid with across him, also as a X. He smiled and untangled himself from Kurt who groaned when he got up from the bed. Blaine looked at him and pressed a kiss on his temple. Kurt sighed and smiled in his sleep.

Blaine went to the bathroom before he took the medicine that Kurt had brought to him. He put on Kurt's pajama pants and laid down next to Kurt again. Kurt shifted in his sleep and cuddle close to Blaine who took him in his embrace and closed his eyes. He fell asleep with a smile on his face for the first time in a long time.

Carole and Kirsten sat on the balcony for a long time, sipping wine and chatting about everything and nothing. It was a two years difference between them. When they were younger, they had fought a lot, Carole had been convinced that Kristen was the worst little sister ever. She even had tried to sell Kristen at a yard sell once. But as they grew older they had found a true friend in each other and they now talked every day.

Kristen had had a lot issues with her sexuality and it had been only with Carole she had talked about it. There had been many hours over the phone and like this, with Carole listening to her going on and on about how she likes both girls and boys, and how she had wished she could be gay or straight. Now she had come to agreement with herself about this, she was bisexual and that was that. She had had relationships with both boys and girls and she was drawn to both.

Carole finished the last of her wine and looked at Kristen.

"Maybe I should go down and make sure they are okay." She said and started to get up.

"No, no, no." Kristen said and pulled her down again. " They will manage or they come and get you."

"But, still... I just want to make sure they are okay, they aren't watching tv, since they don't have one, what are they doing?"

"Seriously? Two teenagers who are in love and haven't slept together for two weeks? What do you think they are doing Carole?"

"What? Kristen!"

"Just telling as it is sis." Kristen said and smile. "Here, take some more wine and relax. They will be fine. Let them be."

Carole sat back and took the glass from Kristen. She glared at her.

"Don't talk about my sons sex life again."