A/N: thanks for the reviews on the last chapters! you are great!

Kurt looked up at the sun bed where Blaine had sat last time he checked, merely minutes ago. Now the bed was empty. Kurt felt himself go cold inside. He looked around the bridge but there was no sign of Blaine anywhere. He quickly swam to the ladder and got up.

"Kurt!" He heard Puck's voice behind him and turned around. "He went inside."

"Oh, thanks!" Kurt said with gratitude. He took a towel and started drying himself before heading inside.

"Kurt? Can I join you?" Mercedes asked.

"Yeah, sure. Come on up when you're done. I'll go ahead, I need to see that Blaine's okay."

Kurt went inside and upstairs. He found his boyfriend changing in to his onepiece. He was still shivering and his lips were still blueish.

"You okay?" Kurt asked him while removing his wet swim trunks and changing into a pair of blue jeans and a t-shirt.

"I'm cold." Blaine said.

"Come on, I'll warm you." Kurt said and lifted the covers.

Blaine slide down and Kurt sat down in the bed, leaning on the headboard.

"You should go be with your friends, I'll be fine here." Blaine said.

"Sush! You're more important to me. And Mercedes is on her way up here."

"Oh, okay." Blaine said and scooted closer. He laid pressed to Kurt's leg with his head on his thighs.

Kurt started playing with his wet hair and massaging his scalp. Mercedes came up the stairs.

"Can I come?" She asked them.

"Of course!" Blaine said and scooted even closer Kurt.

Mercedes sat down on the bed in the other side of Blaine. Kurt remained where he was, sitting up while playing with Blaine's hair. It didn't take much time before he felt Blaine relaxing against him. He caught Mercedes's eye and nodded down toward Blaine. She nodded and smiled. She got what he meant; if you wait a minute, he'll be fast asleep and we can talk. Kurt watched Blaine fall asleep and felt his muscles twitching. He eased Blaine's head down on the pillow instead of his thighs.

"Why do people twitch like that when they fall asleep?" Mercedes asked in a low voice.

"I think it has something to do with the brain giving up the impulses to control the muscles or something like that, Carole explained it to me a while ago." Kurt said to her.

"So, how are you?"

"I'm fine. You're here, I'm here, Blaine's here and relatively okay." He smiled to her.

"So, it's been like forever since we talked. From your texts during bible camp, I take it that the last few weeks have been not so nice?"

"It's been hell, 'Cedes. But how was bible camp?"

"Fabulous!" Mercedes exclaimed. "But first your weeks!"

"Can I join you?" Rachel asked from the stairs.

"Sure, come on! It's a good thing we have such a huge bed here." Kurt said when Rachel sat down in the bed.

"So? Tell me about the weeks while Blaine was in the hospital." Mercedes asked again.

"It's been... Awful. Blaine has been... I don't know... I'm not keen on talking about details about him, as you know, but he's been in a bad, bad place. He's been talking to his therapist multiple times every day to process things that have been happening. When I've been there it has been during visiting hours, and it's in the afternoon. He's been so affected by the medicine he has been given, so either he's been sleeping, or he's been drowsy, slurring on the words, talked nonsense and started crying.

"I've felt so useless. Like, there has been times when he didn't know who I was. I know it was the medicine, and not him, but still. I've missed him so bad. I've felt so alone. And he's been so brave through this, he's been at it every day. I know Carole has had arguments with him when he decided not to talk anymore, but it always ended with him talking to Hannah anyway. He's my hero, he's fighting this and I'm so proud of him." Kurt said.

"Aw, Kurt!" Mercedes said and squeezed his hand which she had taken while he talked.

"But is he better now?" Rachel asked while looking at the sleeping man laying in the middle of the bed.

"Yes, much, much, much better. He's exhausted, obviously, from the time at the hospital, from being depressed, from his memories that keep demanding energy from him, and from the medicine he's taking just to be able to be here."

"To be able to be here? What does that mean?" Rachel asked him. "Where would he be otherwise?"

"I don't want to think about that. He's here, he's doing okay. And that's that. I can't even think about what could have happened." Kurt shrugged and looked down at Blaine.

"It really was that bad?" Mercedes asked after a while.

"Yes it was. But it isn't now." Kurt said with thick voice. He shook his head and looked at Mercedes. "So, bible camp, tell me, any cute guys?"

Mercedes started telling them all about Steve, one of the leaders at the camp. Kurt felt his sadness subdue while Mercedes went on about Steve. She was telling them about one of the times when he had flirted either when Blaine started mumbling in his sleep before he sat up with a jolt. He looked confused around the room.

"Mom?"

"She's in the big house, you want to talk to her?" Kurt asked him.

"Yes." He nodded.

Kurt pulled him down to a laying position before he took Blaine's iPhone from the bedside table.

"Carole? Blaine wants you here."

He nodded and hung up.

"She'll be right here, honey." He said to Blaine.

It didn't take many seconds for Carole to run down to the house and up the stairs. She laid down next to Blaine and rubbed his back.

"Blaine?"

"Mommy?"

"I'm here."

"I'm kinda sad and tired."

"It's okay sweetie." Carole said with a calm voice. "You're allowed to be sad here. Kurt's here, you want him to hug you?"

Blaine nodded and Kurt laid down and took Blaine in his embrace. Blaine started crying and cried for two minutes before he drifted off again. When he was fast asleep again Carole looked at Kurt.

"What happened?"

"I don't know, he woke up and asked for you." Kurt said.

"I don't think he was awake." Carole said. "Well, I'll leave you here. Dinner will be ready in a half an hour." Carole said and stood up and left them.

"Mom?" Rachel asked when they heard the front door close.

"Yeah, Carole has become mom." Kurt said with a smile.

"Is Finn okay with that?" She asked.

"Yes, of course. Why wouldn't he be?"

"I mean... He's moved in at your house and now he's taken Finn's mom from him?"

"Rachel, you're one of my best friends, but sometimes you say the most stupid things." Kurt said. "I think that Finn sees it like we all do; Blaine needs to have a mom right now, he's never had a good mother figure in his life, so we're just happy he found one now. I'm sure you can see that too?"

"Well, neither you nor Finn tells me anything about him and his mother, how am I suppose to know?"

"Well, you do see him now, you must see that he's not doing great. You do know he's been at the hospital for weeks. You should be able to draw some conclusions. But I know you sometimes act like you don't understand just to point out that there are things that you don't know. But, when it comes to Blaine, stop with that.

"He's not well, you know that. You know he's living with us, I'm sure you can draw the conclusion that he didn't have a good life at his father's place. You know he's tired and sleeps most of the day, that means he's ill. You can draw your own conclusions when it comes to this.

"He's not keen on sharing with everyone, and neither am I. And apparently neither is Finn. Well, then that's that. In the fall he'll start at McKinley, then you're not allowed to bug him about details. He'll tell you if he wants to. Otherwise, just threat him as usual. He's still Blaine. Okay?"

"Okay." Rachel looked down. "Sorry. I just don't like the feeling of not knowing."

"I know Rachel, but when it comes to him, you have to get use to it."

"Okay."

"Good. Mercedes, Steve! Go on!" Kurt said to her.

"Blaine, honey? It's time to wake up." Kurt voice brought Blaine back to consciousness.

Blaine groaned and turned away from the sound, he was so tired.

"Blaine? Sweety? I know you're tired, but it's time for dinner."

Blaine groaned again but sat up and rubbed his eyes. He looked at Kurt laying on the bed next to where he had laid.

"I'm tired."

"I know, but you need to eat."

"I'm tired of being tired, Kurt."

"I can understand that, but you didn't sleep during the night, then the day will be crazy. It's okay that you're tired."

"Dinner, huh?"

"Dinner." Kurt said and sat up.

Blaine leaned to him and smiled when he got a kiss on the cheek.

"Do I have to change?"

"No, of course not."

"Good, cause it's warm and toasty in my onepiece now."

"Well, good, let's go up."

They went up to the other house. Everyone was busy with setting the table, changing from swim wears into clothes and finding a place to sit around the big table on the balcony. Blaine sat down on a chair while Kurt went into the kitchen to see if he could help. Kristen came out on the balcony with a big salads bowl and sat down next to Blaine. She leaned to him and put her head on his shoulder.

"Hi Blaine."

"Hi."

"You okay?"

She felt him shook his head.

"I'm so tired." He whispered in a sad voice.

"That's okay honey." She told him back. "How about you eat, and when you're done, you snuggle close to me and relax for a bit?"

"You really like to snuggle, hu?"

"Blaine, you have no idea." Kristen smiled to him.

Said and done, Blaine ate a little of the food. He didn't take part in the conversation, and no one forced him. I was obvious for everyone that he needed to be left alone. When Blaine had finished eating he leaned back on his chair and waited. Kristen ate faster than normal before she leaned back as well. She looked at him and nodded a little. He moved his chair a little closer to hers and laid his head on her shoulder. It didn't take many minutes before she felt his head become heavier and she had to place her head on top of his to stop it from sliding down. She felt his body twitching when he fell in a deeper sleep.

"Why want me to move him?" Burt, who sat on Blaine's other side, asked her.

"Nah, it's okay. Let him sleep here. But, if you want you can get him a blanket."

Burt nodded and went in to get it. He spread it over Blaine.

They sat there for hours talking, laughing, enjoying the warm summer night. Finn and Puck got their guitars and they started playing and singing. Blaine slept through it all. He moved around on his chair some, trying to find a comfortable position. Burt leaned his chair down all the way so he was practically laying down, but then he had no psychical contact and started searching for that again. Finally they laid him down with his head in Kristen's lap and his feet in Burt's, that made him calm and he slept on.

Kurt felt bad for not being there, next to Blaine, for not being the one Blaine was leaning on, the one who tried to made him calm. But Carole, as the wise woman she was, saw it and took him aside to speak to him about it. She encouraged Kurt to enjoy himself, to leave Blaine to Burt and her this evening, they were his parents. He listened to her and did enjoy himself. He joked with his friends, talked about starting at McKinley in the fall, sang along with the others.

Burt tried to wake Blaine up when it was time for the adults to go the bed. He wanted him to sleep on in his bed. Blaine groaned and stir a little, but didn't wake up properly. Burt realized he had to be carried down to their house.

"Finn? Puck? Can we together get Blaine down to their house? I'm not strong enough to carry him by myself."

"Yes, of course." Finn said and stood up, as did Puck.

"I'll go with you." Kurt said.

"No, you stay here." Burt said.

"No, I'm tired as well, I want to go to sleep."

"Okay." Burt said.

"Blaine, bro, I'm gonna pick you up now." Finn said before he picked Blaine up. Blaine groaned but when his head found support on Finn's shoulder, he sighed and slept on. Finn started descending the stairs while Kurt said good night to everyone.

"Kurt, why is he so tired?" Finns asked when he had caught up with them on the way down.

"He didn't sleep during the night, and the usual."

"Oh, right, the increased sedatives." Finn said.

"Yeah."

"You want me to take over?" Puck asked Finn.

"Nah, it's fine, he's really thin. I think he weights even less than Rachel right now."

Kurt opened the front door and showed them in. He went ahead upstairs and pulled the covers of the bed. Finn laid Blaine down on the bed.

"You want help with his clothes?" Burt asked.

"No, I'll handle it. You go up, see you in the morning." Kurt said. They hugged good night and then they left Blaine and Kurt on their own.

Kurt removed Blaine's green converse and opened the onepiece. It was really easy for Kurt to get Blaine out off the onepiece compared to the skinny jeans he had struggled with yesterday. Kurt went to the bathroom before he changed on to pajamas and a tanktop and laid down next to Blaine.

He shook Blaine roughly. Blaine stirred and Kurt kept shaking him until he opened his eyes.

"Mmmm..." Blaine said.

"You need to take some medicine Blaine."

Blaine nodded and sat up. He swallowed the medicine that Kurt gave him before he sank back on bed and fell in to a deep sleep. Kurt followed him shortly after.

Kurt woke up in the middle of the night. Blaine was laying on his back next to him. He smiled at the sight of his beautiful sleeping boyfriend but had too much of a need to stay long. He went to the bathroom before he went back to the bed. When he laid on the bed Blaine shifted and got close to Kurt. Kurt turned so Blaine was spooning him. Kurt had started to drift off when he heard Blaine moan and felt him pressing tight against his back. Kurt became fully awake within seconds. Blaine kept pressing himself tighter against Kurt and started to slowly rub himself up and down. Kurt could feel Blaine's hard dick against his ass and he become as hard as Blaine was in an instance.

Blaine moaned again and started caressing Kurt while he kept rubbing his hard dick against Kurt's ass. Kurt let a moan slip his lips as well, this was so fucking hot. Blaine froze in his movements.

"Kurt?" He said with a thick voice.

"Yeah?"

"You awake?"

"Hell yeah."

"Remove your clothes. Now."

Kurt did as he was told. When he was naked he started to turn to face Blaine.

"No, don't move." Blaine whispered in his ear.

Kurt stayed on his side. He felt Blaine's strong, warm hand roaming his body, he felt Blaine kissing his neck, his shoulder blades. Blaine moved his hands to his ass. He kept kissing him on his back. He wandered down until he came to his behind. Blaine let him tongue go down in Kurt's between his ass cheeks. Kurt moaned loudly and pressed his ass back.

"Blaine!" He moaned.

Blaine left his ass and went back to his ear.

"You like that?" He whispered.

"Yes!" Kurt exclaimed.

Blaine pressed his hard dick in towards Kurt's ass and took a hold on Kurt's hard dick. He moved himself up and down against Kurt to create friction while moving his hand up and down along Kurt's dick. Kurt moaned and threw his head back. Blaine took hold of Kurt's head with his other hand and held Kurt's head back while he pressed kisses on his throat.

"Blaine. I... Fuck... You... Soon..."

Blaine moaned and pressed his dick harder against Kurt's ass and increased his speed, both with his hand and his body. They reached climax in the same time. They both came hard, screaming, moaning. For them both this a whole new level of orgasm, neither of them had been so high during their orgasms, and they both blacked out afterwards. Their blackouts turned to sleep, Blaine pressed against Kurt's back, with one of his hands still around Kurt's dick. Kurt with Blaine's cum on his back and his own on his stomach and torso, with his head thrown back.