A/N: here's another chapter! Sorry for the wait, it's crazy at work affecting it good for me... This chapter have been read by my beta, but she's too much at uni, so she won't be able to beta anymore. Is there anyone reading this how could considering being my beta? Since English isn't my first language, I feel so much better when someone else reads it before posting.


After lunch, they walked slowly on the sidewalk and went in and out into different stores. Kurt bought some clothes and Blaine bought some books. They stopped at a café where they bought coffee and shared a chocolate cake. They sat at a table outside enjoying their coffee and watching people.

Kurt could see how tired Blaine was starting to become. He could also see him trying to hide the signs, but he knew Blaine too well.

"Blainey? Should we head home?"

"No, no, we talked about looking at shoes!" Blaine said and smiled to Kurt.

"Blaine, I can see how tired you are."

"No, no, I'm not!"

"I'm not sure if you're trying to convince me or yourself, but I know you well enough to see that you need your nap."

Blaine sighed.

"I'm so sorry Kurty."

"About what?"

"About being tired, about having to cut the day short when we had more plans."

"Blaine, you don't get it. I've been looking forward to being here with you. You could sleep all through the day or we could be staring at the ceiling all day and I'd still be happy because I'd be close to you. I missed you so much when you were at the hospital. I'm just so pleased to be able to see you outside visiting hours.

"Sure, we talked about looking at shoes, but we can go back here tomorrow or the day after that. Let's get home so you can get some sleep. I really don't mind, I promise."

"I love you."

"Love you too, sweets. Let's head to the car when we're done here."

"Okay. Thanks for being so understanding." Blaine smiled to him. He wanted to lean in to Kurt and give him a quick kiss on his mouth but they were surrounded with too much people for him to take that chance. He sighed inwardly. He wished he didn't have to think about these things. He wished he didn't have to worry about other people's reaction. But at the same time he would never do anything that could possible harm Kurt. Instead he squeezed his knee quickly under the table.

When the cups and the plates were empty they got up and headed to the car. They loaded the bags in the trunks and took their seats. Kurt started the car and drove out of Cincinnati.

"I wish I could drive." Blaine sighed.

"When can you drive?"

"I'm guessing when I'm off the anx-meds... Who knows when that will be?"

"How are you feeling about starting school with meds?"

Blaine yawned before he answered.

"The meds specifically doesn't bother me at all, I have no issue with taking medicine, but the tiredness is a bit concerning though..."

"What are your thoughts about it then? How worried are you about it?"

"It sucks that I can't be awake an entire day. I can't nap during school days obviously. And I haven't stayed awake an entire day since that Friday. But, I'm not stressing about it. I figure that I'll be in school maximally half time, and the other time I'll be at the hospital. I have one semester left as a junior, and I guess I'll do that during the next year. And the year after that I'll be a senior.

"Hannah and I have talked about it. There was a time during the spring when all I could think about was getting back to school. I can see now that it's not really important at the moment. I need to focus on healing before I head back to school."

"That sounds good." Kurt said. After a short while he continued. "So, you'll be one year after me?" Kurt tried to hide the disappointment in his voice.

"You don't like that idea huh?"

"I'm so selfish... But no, I loved the thought of us graduating together and then going to New York together."

"Kurt..." Blaine said and laid a hand on his knee. "I loved that thought as well. But I don't even know how I'm supposed to study in New York. I don't have any money saved for it. And if we figure that part out, then you'll go a year before me and I'll come after."

Kurt sat quiet for a moment and thought about moving to New York without Blaine. To live a year without him. That wasn't something he could fathom. If Blaine stayed in Lima one year, then Kurt would do the same. He didn't want to move to New York without him, it was their thing, their future and he didn't want to start it without Blaine. He felt Blaine squeeze his knee lightly and smiled. When he stopped at a traffic light shortly after he looked over at him. Blaine hadn't squeezed his knee as much as his muscles had twitched when he fell asleep. Kurt smiled at the sight of Blaine sleeping in the front seat. Kurt turned on the radio while driving back to the house.

He turned off the car at the same moment as Carole came out of the house to greet them. She opened the passenger door and smiled to Kurt over the sleeping Blaine.

"I didn't expect you so early, but now I can see why." She said with a smile

"Yeah, I didn't really think we could be away until dinner, and apparently I was right. But he didn't wanna go back."

"Well, let's wake him up and get him to a bed."

"Can he sleep in the big house? I want to help out with dinner."

"Of course. Do you want any help?"

"If you wake him up and take him to a bed, then I can go down with our shopping bags?!"

"Okay." Carole said and laid a hand on Blaine's sternum and shook him lightly.

"Blaine?"

Blaine grunted and frown his eyebrows before turning his head away from Carole.

"Blaine!" Carol said a bit louder and shook him with a little more force.

"Hmmm?"

"You're home now, if you wake up you can go to sleep in a bed instead."

"Imnottired."

"Oh, that's good, then you can help with dinner?"

"Mmmhmmm."

"You still have to open your pretty eyes for me."

"Mmmmm..." Blaine forced his eyelids open and looked around him. He started getting out of the car but was stopped by the car seat.

"'m stuck." He mumbled and closed his eyes again.

"Come on Blaine, don't go back to sleep. I'll help you with the seatbelt."

Carole reached in and unbuckled Blaine who almost fell on the ground when he was released. He opened his sleepy eyes and looked confused around him. Carole put a hand on his shoulder and led him to the big house. They climbed the stairs together. Blaine saw the couches in the living room and slumped on one of them.


Blaine slept for two hours before he woke up. He sat up and looked confused around him. He had fallen asleep in the car and woke up in the living room. He didn't like when he was moved when he wasn't aware of it. He shrugged and got up and headed to the bathroom. When he emerged he was surprised by Kurt who was waiting outside the bathroom.

"Hi hon!" Kurt said and hugged him.

"Hi my love!"

"It's an hour until dinner. Do you want to take a swim with me?"

"Yes, I'd love to!"

"Good, come on!"

They went down to their house and changed to swim trunks. Blaine was the first one into the water; he jumped in while Kurt made his way outside. Kurt looked at Blaine surface again and smiled at him. Kurt dived in and surfaced next to his fiancé. They smiled at each other and kissed.

"This is nice." Kurt said.

"Yes, it sure is!" Blaine smiled to him.

"Wanna see who can dive the longest?" Kurt asked and started swimming towards the latter.

Blaine followed him slowly up the latter and looked at Kurt when he dived in and swam under water a long time before he surfaced.

"Come on! You're next!" Kurt shouted to him.

"Kurt..." Blaine shrugged and looked down.

Kurt swam towards the latter and climbed it. When he came up Blaine had wrapped himself in a towel and sat on a sun bed. Kurt took a towel and sat down next to him. He leaned against Blaine.

"What's wrong hun?" He asked.

"Ummmh... I can't dive..." Blaine whispered and looked down while blushing.

"Oh." Kurt said.

"Yeah..."

"Who taught you to swim?"

"I... Well..." Blaine cleared his throat and looked at Kurt before looking down again.

"It was Mr. Harrison." He said quietly.

"Mr. Harrison? At Dalton?" Kurt asked him.

"Yeah. I couldn't swim, and I asked for his help and he taught me."

"Well, that's good."

"Good?"

"Yeah, good that you asked for help."

Blaine shrugged and pulled the towel closer around him.

"Yeah, I guess..."

"You understand that I don't care if you can dive or not?" Kurt asked him.

Blaine looked up at him. He looked into Kurt's eyes before smiling a small smile.

"Really?"

"Yes, I don't care. But, if you want, I can teach you how to dive."

"Really?" Blaine said again. "You'd do that?"

"Of course."

"Wow, thanks Kurt, that would be awesome."

"Anything for you. Do you wanna start right now?"

"I'm kinda cold, can we start tomorrow?"

"Sure, wanna take a shower before dinner?"

"Will you join me?"

"I'd love to!"

Kurt stood up and held out his hand to Blaine who took it and stood up. He squeezed Kurt's hand and followed him upstairs.

Kurt led them to the bathroom where he turned to face Blaine. Kurt took a step closer to Blaine. Blaine met him halfway and embraced Kurt. They hugged a while before Blaine turned his head up and met Kurt's lips with his lips. Kurt deepened the kiss by slipping his tongue in Blaine's mouth. Blaine granted him entrance and met his tongue with his. They slowly they let their tongues met and dance together. Kurt opened his eyes and looked at Blaine while kissing him; Blaine was so hot like this. Kurt moved his hands up to Blaine's wet hair and pulled him closer by tugging his hair.

Blaine moved his hand to Kurt's back and pressed him even closer. He felt Kurt's hardness pressing against his and moaned. He slipped off Kurt's towel while they kept kissing. Kurt let go off Blaine's hair and pulled off his towel as well. He grabbed the hem of Blaine's swim trunks. He slipped them off Blaine's thin waist and smiled when he had to ease them over Blaine's hard dick. He took a step back to take a look at his fiancée. Blaine opened his eyes to see why Kurt stopped kissing him. Kurt was watching him in awe. Blaine felt extremely sexy and desired by the look Kurt gave him.

Kurt couldn't believe how incredibly lucky he was who had such gorgeous fiancé. Blaine was standing there, in the nude for him to watch. His hair was wet and stood in every direction. Kurt let his eyes wander down along Blaine's body. He had gain some of the weight he had lost during the hospital stay and was now slim but not alarmingly thin. Kurt took in the sight of Blaine's well defined stomach muscles. Over them was a fine layer of dark hair. He followed the happy trail down to Blaine's hard dick. He licked himself unconsciously around his mouth when he saw it, standing tall and wide among the dark, curly hair. He couldn't stop watching. Blaine was so hot and the sight of his hardness standing there, waiting for Kurt, made Kurt achingly hard. He closed the small gap between them and pushed Blaine into the shower. Blaine chuckled at this but followed Kurt's demand. Kurt turned on the shower and looked at Blaine.

"Remove my swim trunks." He demanded.

Blaine did as he was told before he took a grip on Kurt's hardness. Kurt swatted away his hand.

"Did I say you could touch me?" He asked.

"No, no you didn't. My bad." Blaine said and held up his hands.

"Your bad indeed. Go down on your knees." Kurt said and threw down a cloth for Blaine to place his knees on. Blaine got down on his knees and looked up at Kurt. Kurt moved so Blaine's face was right in front of Kurt's sex. He could feel Blaine's breath in his pubic hair which made him shower. He took a deep breath before he grabbed shampoo and started washing Blaine's hair.

Blaine sat there and felt his fiancé washing his hair while his dick was so close to Blaine's mouth. If he put his tongue out just a bit he would be able to taste Kurt. This was the hottest thing Blaine had ever experience. He placed his hands on Kurt's ankles and let them travel up along Kurt's muscular legs.

"Did I say you could touch me? Huh?"

"No." Blaine whimpered and let go off Kurt.

When Kurt had rinsed Blaine's hair he moved so he was standing behind him. He pressed his body against Blaine's back while he put conditioner in Blaine's hair and shampoo in his own. Blaine pressed his body backwards and Kurt heard him moan when Kurt's erection was pressed closer to his back.

He rinsed their hair before he took shower gel in his hands and started cleaning Blaine. Slowly he let his hands move along Blaine's body. He washed his torso and his back.

"Stand up!" He demanded.

Blaine obeyed. Kurt met his eyes and saw them blown with lust. He pressed Blaine back so he was leaning against the shower wall before he sat down on his knees. He washed Blaine's legs starting from his feet. When he reached the crotch he took a grip on Blaine's butt. He took a deep breath to relax his throat before taking Blaine's hardness in his mouth. He sucked while letting his tongue play with the slit. He moved his mouth along the dick and he tasted Blaine's precum.

"Fuck." Blaine panted.

Kurt increased the speed and the pressure and it didn't took long before Blaine came with a scream. Kurt felt his knee buckle and caught him when he slid down to the floor. Kurt looked at Blaine sitting there while he stroked his own dick. He came all over Blaine and collapsed on top of him.