Indunga answer the last trivia question correctly so here is the chapter she wanted to read from Edward's POV.

EPOV

I took my car and dropped it off at home after taking Alice and Jasper to his place for the night. I was content with staying sober for the night that was until Bella yelled at me outside of the club. I hailed a cab and went to the bar closest to my house.

Immediately after I sat down and ordered my drink women started hitting on me. I signed countless napkins, shirts, and even tits for people before my drink actually came. The bartender was a tall blonde named Lauren. She chased away most of the girls so I could actually enjoy my drink. Of course being in the mood that I was in I had to have more than one so I kept Lauren pretty busy. After my third shot of vodka I was feeling much better but I kept on drinking. From there I vaguely remember what happened and I wasn't proud of my actions.

I used Lauren to try and get over Bella because she was the absolute opposite of the goddess known as Bella Swan. Bella was kind and witty she had gorgeous brown hair and chocolate eyes. Lauren was as dumb as a brick, a bitch, tall, and she had bottle blonde hair. I knew Bella deserved better than me and Ben would kick my ass if, no when, I hurt her so I just fucked Lauren hoping to forget about Bella. The only bad thing with that plan was that I didn't want Lauren, even when she was on her knees giving me a blowjob I couldn't help but wish those lips were Bella's instead of Lauren's. While I fucked her against the wall she chanted my name but I had to bite my tongue as I wanted to scream out Bella's name.

The next morning I woke up in Lauren's bed with her next to me trying to cuddle against me, but you could tell I had been moving away from her during the night. I tried to slip out of the bed to grab my clothes and leave but Lauren was wearing my shirt and she was sleeping on my jeans. I pulled at my hair trying to think of how to get out of this but Lauren began to stir and sat up.

"Good morning Edward."

She ran her finger down my chest as she tried to purr my name in a sexy manner, which she failed miserably at. I could tell she was hoping for a repeat of last night but I was drunk then and completely sober now. Luckily I was saved by my cell ringing. When I looked at the screen I saw it was Emmett and answered it. "Hey man what's up?" "Hey I'm hanging out with Rose and she got a phone call about you and some girl last night, she wants you to come over and clear up all of the rumors." I scratched the back of my head before agreeing to meet her at her house in an hour.

Since I had no car and Lauren lives off the beaten track she offered to give me a ride. I was hesitant at first but it would have taken too long to wait for a cab so Lauren took me to Rose's. Of course once we got there Rose decided since the rumors were about Lauren then she should be there as well. We told her what really happened and the rumors were lies. Apparently someone had told the paparazzi that I paid Lauren to sleep with me in the back room of the bar and they also had some pictures of me doing body shots off of other women but those pictures were from a long time ago so Rose already discredited them.

When we were done I thought maybe I could get away from her but then Emmett had to show up and invite us both out to lunch. Of cause Lauren immediately agreed so we all went and got some food. Lauren and Rose talked the entire time about fashion and clothes while Emmett and I talked about our new CD. Jasper has been working over time trying to write lyrics and as soon as I would receive them I would write the music. Emmett was anxiously waiting for us to get done so he and Jake could do the art work for the cover. We've always been like this. Jasper and I do the music and Jake and Emmett to the cover.

Yet again after lunch I tried to get rid of Lauren but now she and Rose were too close so it was nearly impossible. I had no clue why Rose gets attached to the women we date they never last. Before Jasper met Alice we used to be with different women every week and Rose would always befriend them and get mad when we moved on. I don't know why she thought this time would be any different.

I'm not sure how, but we all ended up going to meet with Jasper and Jake at Ben's house. I was hoping to see Bella but she wasn't there and neither was Ben. I hoped they were out doing brother and sister things but something told me they weren't. We all sat around talking about insignificant things and Lauren kept trying to grope me in front of everyone.

We all turned to look at Ben when he walked in the front door. Everyone was in shock to see that he got his hair cut since we have been back. Rose was the first one to speak, "Holly shit! Ben what possessed you to cut all of you hair off. Do you realize how many women liked the long hair on you? Damn it!" I looked over at Emmett when Ben laughed at Rose and saw him grab her hand to keep her from killing Ben. "Rose at the time I didn't care what any woman but the one sucking my cock thought about my hair, and she liked it short." All of us guys nodded in agreement because we had all been in that type of situation at least once before.

Rose smacked Emmett on the back of the head before returning to yell at Ben, "Well I hope she was worth it because now I have a lot of shit to do." I stopped paying attention to them bickering because Lauren's hand that was on my thigh had worked it way up till she was stroking me through my jeans. I grabbed her hand stopping her when I heard Rose mention my name talking about off spring. I would have to tell Rose she needed to keep her mouth shut about that shit. I didn't need everyone knowing my business, especially Lauren.

Ben and Alice talked for a little bit about Bella and I tried to look like I wasn't listening to them talk. Apparently Bella has been missing and hasn't talked to anyone. This worried me a little but Ben and Alice didn't seem worried so I tried to push the nagging feeling away. Ben announced that he had something to show us so we all followed him down the road until he stopped in front of a huge house. He announced that he was moving him, Bella, Alice, and Paul into it. Which then, somehow, lead to an awkward make-out session between Paul and Jake.

Lauren joined Alice and Rose in discussing decoration plans while I talked to Ben. "So what made you buy the house for everyone to live in?" "Bella told me that she loved that house and when I saw it for sale I couldn't help it. Besides what good would it do me to buy a place of my own? When we go on tour she would always be there taking care of the place anyways. It just makes more sense." I nodded in agreement.

I knew exactly what he meant, I used to have Vera come take care of my place but that quickly changed. Now anything that needs constant attention goes to my parent's house before we leave and all of my mail gets forwarded to them as well.

Eventually we were able to get the girls to quit talking about their plans and we headed back. Lauren snaked her hand in mine while we walked but the entire time we were walking I was thinking about where Bella could be and who she was with. It really bothered me that Ben didn't care enough to find out where she was or just to make sure she was ok.

Once we were back at the house I was so frustrated between not knowing where Bella was and Lauren's teasing earlier the only think on my mind was fucking someone. I pinned Lauren against the car before I attacked her mouth with mine. I could hear Rose asking Ben about a duet but he shot it down almost as quickly as Bella had.

I said a quick goodbye to everyone before Lauren and I got in the car and she drove as fast as she could to her house. I made sure to have an escape plan this time and put all of my clothes in a place where they would be safe. After fucking her against her wall in the front hall, once in her bed and receiving a decent blowjob Lauren fell asleep. As soon as she was out I got dressed and called a cab company to come pick me up.

I was thankful that I would never need to see her again. I hadn't given her my phone number and we only went to her house all I would need to do was avoid that bar.

That night after a shower I fell asleep in my bed dreaming about Bella. I just hoped she was ok and that all of my worrying about her today was pointless.

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~SAM~