As promised here it is.
BPOV
Paul offered no explanation as to why Edward and I needed to leave dinner early but I knew it had to be something important because this was our first official date since I told everyone the truth. Paul told me we needed to come meet him but then insisted he needed to talk to Edward instead of me. Edward quickly paid our bill and drove at a neck breaking speed. I thought we were going home until he shot right past the house and didn't stop until we were at the hospital.
"Edward, what are we doing here?" He wouldn't look me in the eye and didn't say a word. My heart rate picked up and I was starting to get worried I knew why we were here but I needed to hear it to believe it. I don't remember getting out of the car or going in the hospital but I do remember looking down at a very pale Alice who was unconscious with several tubes hooked up to her. I turned to Paul and he was in tears.
"What happened?"
He ran to me and gave me a hug, "She called 911, when they got there her room was trashed and she was lying on the floor in the hallway. They said there was a trail of blood from her room to where she was. From what I overheard the doctor said it didn't look self inflicted." I saw her bandaged wrist and had to grab Edward to keep from falling apart. Jake came into the room, "I called and told Rose and Emmett they are on the way. Jasper wouldn't answer. I did find her phone and laptop at your house. The last call she made was to Jasper and she was watching that video on youtube again."
My tears immediately dried because of the furry that engulfed me. I grabbed Edward's keys from his back pocket and stormed out of the room. Before I reached the doors going outside he grabbed my arms and turned me to face him. "Where are you going?" I didn't answer him but he already knew where I was going and that nothing would stop me. "Just be careful." I gave him a quick kiss before I ran out of the hospital and sped off to Jasper's house.
When I got there his car was in the driveway but there was also another car behind his. I took several deep breaths before I got out of the car. I was still trying to remain calm when I knocked on the door but it took every ounce of strength I had not to kill someone when some slut answered the door wearing nothing more than an oversized t-shirt. "Can I help you?" I pushed right past her and walked into the house and found Jasper sitting in the living room wearing nothing but boxers and a t-shirt.
"Excuse me, you can't just walk right in here. Who the hell do you think you are?"
Jasper turned to look at me and the slut. "Bella, get out of my house!" I slowly shook my head. "What do you want?" I took a deep breath, "Did you talk to Alice tonight?" "No." "Did she call you tonight?" "No." "Um Jasper, your phone rang while you were making dinner I silenced it." I glared at the slut but turned back to Jasper who went to grab his phone. "Shit, Maria you didn't dismiss the call you answered it." She sat down on the couch behind her, "I'm so sorry Jasper."
"If you came here to yell at me for talking to Alice then you can just leave because I didn't talk to her and I have no clue what she over heard." I thought about it for a moment and it all made sense. Alice must have heard Alice and the bimbo talking and flipped out realizing that Jasper had already moved on while she was still sitting at home waiting to hear from him. I turned and head towards the door, "Whatever Jasper, you and your friend have a good evening."
I made it out the front door and half way down the side walk before Jasper stopped me. "What happened?" I turned to see him now wearing jeans and leaning against the banister on the front porch. "I don't think you deserve to know." He turned and headed towards the front door. "Did you know that Alice tried to kill herself in high school?" He stopped and ran a hand through his hair before turning. "Yeah she told me before we left on the international tour." I saw the wheels turning in his head, "Oh my God, she didn't?" I shrugged my shoulders. "The doctor told Paul it appears that it wasn't self inflicted but we won't know until she wakes up."
Jasper ran into the house and came back out wearing some shoes, "Let's go." I didn't feel like fighting him because I knew Alice would want to see him when she wakes up. We were almost to the hospital before either of us spoke. "I don't think you should mention the girl at your place right away." He rubbed the heals of his hands into his eyes before sighing, "It's not what you think. She is my cousin Maria I went to visit her and her family every summer in Texas. Her parents kicked her out of their house while we were on tour and told her she could stay at my place until she found a more permanent place." I suddenly didn't seem to be as mad at him I was at his house.
Neither of us talked while we rode to the hospital and Jasper couldn't stop shaking his leg. I noticed he sent a couple texts on his phone but I didn't want to bother him by asking who and what he was texting.
I barely had the car in park before he jumped out and ran towards the door. He stopped suddenly and turned, "What room?" "514." He took off again like a bat out of hell. When I got to her floor everyone was waiting in the hallway and Emmett was forcefully holding Jasper away from Alice's room.
"Em what are you doing?" I tried to get him to let Jasper go but Edward stopped me. "Alice doesn't want him here." I stopped trying to free Jasper and looked around, "Paul?" Edward released me, "Inside." I Pushed past everyone and went in the room where Paul was holding a crying Alice. I slowly made my way to the bed and sat next to Alice who was now sandwiched between me and Paul.
"Alice, why don't you want to see Jasper?" She sobbed harder, "He's already moved on." I smoothed down her hair as she leaned against me. "What if he hasn't?" She looked up at me with tears in her eyes, "I went to his house, I intended to kick his ass but I didn't. At first I thought the same thing you did that he had already moved on but we were wrong Alice. She's his cousin and she just needs a place to stay. As soon as he heard you were in the hospital he jumped in my car. He's here because he loves Alice." She shook her head, "No if he loved me he wouldn't have stayed away from me like that. I know I hurt by lying but if he loved me he would have talked to me about it not avoided me like the plague." I heard a faint masculine sob come from the hallway and saw the tip of Jaspers shoe in the crack of the door. He heard everything Alice just said to us.
We both stayed with Alice until she fell asleep. When we left the room Jasper was sitting on the floor with dried tear tracks on his face and the rest of the guys were down the hall watching Jasper. Edward started coming towards me and I shook my head no and sat next to Jasper. "This is my fault." He looked at me confused. "If I hadn't lied to guys then you never would have gotten mad and ignored he and she never would have called you and Maria wouldn't have answer and Alice wouldn't be here right now." Jasper shook his head, "I shouldn't have ignored her. Ignoring your problems never makes them better they just fester and get worse. My problem now is how do I make it better?" I wish I had answer for him.
I leaned over and kissed his cheek before standing up. I was almost two steps from him when he spoke. "I was gonna propose." I stopped mid-step and turned to see him holding a signature blue box that screamed Tiffany's. "I bought it when we were in Paris. We walked by the store and she stopped and looked at this ring in the window. I saw this look in her eyes. When I asked if she wanted it she just shook her head no but I just knew that I had to buy it for her. I wasn't even planning to propose when I bought it but by the time we got home I just knew I had to have her by my side for the rest of my life."
I looked in her room and back at Jasper. "Leave." "What? No I'm not leaving her here." I sighed, "Jasper leave and figure out what you need to do to get her back. After you figure it out send me a text and I will get everyone away from her room so you can go in and see her, I can probably give you an hour." He stood and gave me a small smile, "Thank you."
A half hour after he was gone he sent me a text telling me he was ready and waiting in the parking lot. It didn't take much for me to convince everyone that we should go get something to eat. I saw Jasper sneak in the hospital out of the corner of my eye. Hopefully when we come back he and Alice will be better.
APOV
When I woke up everyone was gone and it was dark outside. I couldn't believe that I actually told Jasper to go away. He was the one person who I really wanted to see but when he came to me I hid away like the coward I really am. I couldn't stand the thought of him coming to the hospital just because he pitied me, but then Bella told me that he wasn't with some other woman that she was just his cousin. I was so confused about everything.
A nurse brought in my food which looked disgusting so I refused to eat it even though I was starving. I was watching an episode of Friends when my door opened causing me to jump. When I looked there was no one there. "Hello?" Nothing. I turned the T.V. off and waited to see if maybe it was just a nurse coming to get my tray of food but there was no one. I was just about to turn the T.V. back on when someone started strumming a guitar. I immediately recognized the song that was playing but tears didn't spring to my eyes until I saw Jasper standing there in the doorway wearing a cowboy hat, flannel shirt, tight blue jeans and cowboy boots playing the guitar.
Baby why you wanna cry?
You really oughta know that I
Just have to walk away sometimes
We're gonna do what lovers do
We're gonna have a fight or two
But I ain't ever changing my mind
Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you?
I wouldn't dream of going nowhere
Silly woman come here let me hold you
Have I told you lately I love you like crazy, girl?
I wouldn't last a single day
I'd probably just fade away
Without you I'd lose my mind
Before you ever came along
I was living life all wrong
The smartest thing I ever did was make you all mine
Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you?
I wouldn't dream of going nowhere
Silly woman, come here let me hold you
Have I told you lately I love you like crazy, girl?
Like crazy, girl
Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you?
I wouldn't dream of going nowhere
Silly woman come here let me hold you
Have I told you lately I love you like
Crazy girl, don't you know that I love you?
I wouldn't dream of going nowhere
Silly woman come here let me hold you
Have I told you lately I love you like crazy, girl?
Like crazy
Crazy girl
Like crazy
Crazy girl
Tears fell freely as I sat there watching Jasper who was still across the room from me. He set the guitar down as his chest rose and fell rapidly. "I'm sorry I lied for Bella." He crossed the room in three steps and grabbed my face in both hands before slamming our lips together. Our tongues fought for dominance and our teeth knocked together but I couldn't care at all. I finally had my Jasper back and I didn't plan to let him go ever again. "I love you Alice." He placed kisses along my jaw and neck before he laid a final kiss on my bandage where my stitches were covered.
"Alice, I …." I covered his mouth with my hand. "Not tonight, please. We can have this talk I promise just not tonight." He nodded and kissed the palm of my hand. "Can you do me one favor thought?" He kissed my forehead, "Anything." My stomach growled. "Can you get me actual food? This crap looks like something I would throw up." He laughed before stepping out of the room. When he came back right away I was confused until he lifted a bag showing me what he had. "I LOVE you so much." "I hope you mean me and not the food." I laughed, "No I love Outback's food but I love you more."
The rest of the night was spent eating the food Jasper brought and then we fell asleep together in my hospital bed. I woke up once when Bella stopped in to see if I was alright but she just smiled when she saw us together and left. I knew we still had a lot to work on but I wasn't going to stress over it right now, because I had Jasper.
song is Crazy Girl By Eli Young Band
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~SAM~