Chapter Ten
***I'm sorry I haven't updated in awhile. My internet won't work. But everyday I work on two chapters so, the longer I'm gone, the more chapters you're gonna get when I come back. Alright, so in this chapter, it's Eddie's Point Of View and it's been two weeks since Fabian and Amber were kidnapped. Eddie's been freaking out and it's disturbing Patricia and everyone else. This has cutting in it so rated T for swearing/cursing, violent behavior, and self harm.***
Eddie's P.O.V.
They. Weren't. Back. They'll never be back. They left me. And they don't want me. Fabian's probably dead like Nina and Mick and Joy and Jerome. Amber's probably dead too. Why. Why? Why? Why them? It was dinner time. I went out into the kitchen and threw myself into a chair.
"You're not getting your own food?" K.T. asked setting her plate of food down on the table.
"I'm not hungry. I'll never be hungry. Neither will Fabian or Amber." I said.
"Oh stop thinking like that!" Patricia said sitting down. Soon everyone else did too.
"They'll be back." Patricia reassured me.
"When? When Patricia? It's been two damn weeks. Nina was gone for two weeks then we got her hand as a present! Next we'll get Amber's arm or Fabian's foot!" I yelled running into the bathroom. I slammed the door and took out my razor. I took my wrist and cut into it. I kept doing it. I didn't know how people even did it. It hurt. I only did it one more time. I started punching the mirror and then it shattered into shards into the sink. I screamed and Alfie ran in.
"Dude! What did you do?!" Alfie said running. He saw the blood on my knuckles and wrists and flinched.
"I miss them too but they wouldn't want this from you!" Alfie said.
"It's not just them! I've had some problems and I'm not comfortable saying anything about it." I said. Alfie cocked his head.
"I just have to, blow some steam." I said heading outside. Before I got outside I saw Mara, her eyes puffy from crying. And in her hands was a pregnancy test.