Title: Lost memories

I'm so sorry! D': I know it has taken like forever but my school tried to kill me with all these homework, God! It ridiculous! Anyways I wrote this now in the middle of the night, just for you guys : ) And I'm warning for the first (real) sexual scene. I hope you enjoy ^^

Chapter four: We found love

The rain pattered on the car as Luka drove. Yuki lied pressed against the window and observed the storm outside. The silence was unbearable, but Yuki swallowed his questions. He wanted to confront Luka, force him to tell why he left him, explain the damage he had done and finally get an apology… But deep down Yuki knew that he was already forgiven. Lukas scent covered the space of the car and Yuki deeply inhaled. He couldn't help to feel safe with Luka on his side, like nothing in the world would ever hurt him again. But the gap between them were too far, Yuki sought after Lukas warmth and strength, felt like curling up on Lukas lap and drown in his arms. Yuki tilted his head so he could study Lukas face. Despite his wet hair he looked beautiful, so beautiful it hurt.

Suddenly Lukas eyes found his and Yuki's heart jolted. "It's quite a bit left, you should get some sleep" Speechless Yuki stared back at him, remembering the covered passion in his eyes. A weird lust took form deep inside of his body as he watched his love, his life. He started to regain those hidden feelings that have been trapped inside his body for so long. He knew him. "Yuk…" Luka got interrupted as a pair of lips met his. Lukas lips were still separated as Yuki pulled back and kept staring into his dazzled eyes. "Yu…" "I love you" Luka was stunned. "I may not remember you from before, but my feelings… they, or I feel them, but Luka please…" Suddenly Luka threw himself over the smaller boy, attacking his lips with his own, let his hands tilt the inexperienced boy's head in order to gain more entrance. After a few seconds the kiss began to get more passionate and the both bodies of the males started to respond. Unwillingly, Luka pulled back and grabbed the steering wheel. Once again he met his lover's eyes. "Not now, I'll have to show you something."

The rest of the way went slow, especially when the pair had to use every bit of self-control in order to stay away from each other. Yuki, in other hand couldn't help to feel embarrassed over his actions, he had never experienced such passion before, not even once. Even though Yuki's body screamed of excitement he couldn't help the tiredness that shut his eyes and forced him to deep slumber.

When he once again opened his eyes he wasn't in Luka's car as before. Slowly he sat up, still shocked by the view. The ground underneath him was firm and the wind shouted at him, unwilling welcoming him home. He began to look around and spotted a cross, he was in a graveyard. Unbalanced, he made his way up and looked down at his feet. They were bare and bloody, but they didn't hurt. He stared to walk towards the cross and wasn't surprised when he spotted another one. He has been here before. Without a hesitation he began to follow the crosses slowly getting deeper into the graveyard.

Suddenly he could see a girl lying on the top of a hill. He started to run, not caring about the scratches his feet gained. He slipped a few times but kept going until he came to the top. He went directly to the girl and was shocked of what he saw. Her long orange hair was curled against her body as she breathes deeply. Yuki sat down in order to study her face and just as he thought. It was him. Slowly he let his hands caress her dusty cheeks as he watched her. Her expression was peacefully but he could still feel her covered pain. As he brushed aside a lonely hair on her face she opened her wide eyes and stared directly at Yuki.

Silently they studied each other, both waiting for the other to speak. "You…" The girl smiled. "You…" Yuki returned her smile. "Where am I?" "You're nowhere" "What do you mean?" He studied the orange haired girl with startled eyes. "You're deep inside your soul, your body is in deep sleep." "Then who are you? What is this? What…" Yuki got interrupted by a finger that crossed his lips, telling him to be quiet. "I'm your past memories, everything is maintained in me. This place you know very well, right?" The girl removed her finger to his temple and looked him deeply in the eyes. "Try to remember, just breathe deeply and close your eyes. Feel it" Yuki did as he was told and it was simple, very simple. How could he forget? "We died here." Yuki opened his eyes and looked around. "Yes…" A sad nod left the female before she once again opened her mouth. "To regain your lost memories you'll have to return here, but not today." "Wait!" Yuki shouted as his view started to fade. "Where will I find you?" "Only you know that, I will always be waiting" Another smile left her face as she spoke. "And I know someone else who is also waiting" Then suddenly everything went white and with a scream Yuki fell into nothingness.

"Yuki! YUKI!" Yuki woke with a jolt as he stared into Luka's worried face. "Yuki, how are you?" Yuki sat up and stroke his hair from the face. "I'm okay, just a dream" He smiled when he saw Luka's still not convinced face. "Really" "Fine" Luka looked backwards before he took Yuki's hands and said. "We're here" Slowly the pair made its way from the car and out to the wild. Yuki inhaled, he knew this place. "Oh, it's really dark. Follow me so… Yuki?" Yuki began to walk upwards the path he had walked so many times. Even though he barely saw a thing, he could separate the powerful sakuras from the dark. Then he saw it, the little cottage on the top of the hill, just as before it stood there, patiently waiting on its owners. Yuki turned around and smiled at Luka "We're home."

Inside the cottage Yuki decided to look around while Luka lightened the fireplace. It was quite small but cozy, but he liked that. There were two rooms, one room with a built-in kitchen and living room and one bedroom with two beds. As Yuki kept admiring the house Luka watched him, he felt like it was now or never. "Yuki…" He turned around and met Lukas eyes. Before Yuki even utter a word Lukas lips were pressed against his and Yuki's hands found Luka's neck and held him closely. Softly Luka pulled him closer and let the boy get used to the new feelings that rushed throw his body. Then Luka gently lifted the boy and carried him to the bedroom.

Yuki feel on the bed and Luka landed on top, their lips never broke apart and they started to breathe deeply. Suddenly Yuki could feel Lukas tongue pressed through his lips, asking for permission to enter. Then Yuki opened his mouth and felt Luka's tongue began to explore the inside of Yuki's mouth, slowly caress Yuki's own. Small moans started to leave his mouth as the kiss became more passionate. Then suddenly Yuki felt something hard pressed against his crotch. "Luka, what are you…?" "Yuki" Luka moaned in his ear, making him shudder. Then Luka started to stir against him, which made Yuki trembling of lust. It was a weird feeling, like he wanted Luka to touch him. As Luka started to get fastened paste, his lips made its way to Yuki's neck, carefully nibble and licking the sensitive area. Luka listened to Yuki's moan and couldn't help to do let out a heavy grunt himself. He wanted this, he wanted this so bad. He pushed Yuki harder against the madras as both of their arousals pressed against each other. "Wait, Luka" Yuki whimpered. "We can't" He's voice was not convincing at all and Luka answered by licking the saliva from Yuki's chin. "I need you, please" Then Luka began to once again grind against Yuki's crotch "Oh. Ah." Yuki lost control over his mouth and had no intention to gain it back. "Ah… Luka. Faster" Yuki felt embarrass over his order but forgot it as fast as Luka thrust against him. Yuki moaned and watched Luka's eyes which were filled with lust. Fast pants started to leave their mouths as their hands started to touch each other. Yuki had never experienced this feeling before, his heart was pumping so fast and he had trouble to breathe. But god, it felt so good. Luka began to thrust harder and harder, feeling all sense of control leaving his body. "Yuki" His mouth fell open as he started to reach his limit. "LUKA!" Yuki screamed as he reached his. A few more thrust and Luka cried out "I love you" as he also came.

They lied still for a few minutes before Luka gently kissed his lips and rolled of him. They began to breath calmer as tiredness came upon. Side by side, hand in hand they closed their eyes and fell to sleep.