I freeze, my eyes wide as the realization comes to me.
With everything I've been through… all that has been done to me… how could I possibly be a good mother?
For all I know, I could this to our baby.
I look up at Edward, and he immediately sees the naked fear in my eyes. His hold on me tightens and he leans down to kiss my cheek, my nose.
Tears start to prickle and before long, I'm sobbing like Esme.
But it's not for pain… it's for the possibility that I could do what has been done to me to the child that I'm having with Edward.
And the fact that I have that fear in the first place sickens me.
Sad, isn't it?
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