In the morning, my outlook – and I can tell Edward's too – is lighter.

There had been no dreams the night before, for a change but it makes me feel hope.

Hope that… that maybe I won't always be so damaged.

That maybe, one day, I can say without a doubt that I am happy and content within myself… that I have no fears and that my parents don't have any hold over me.

That I have control over my life… not others; that thought makes me smile.

Edward leaves for work and I take the opportunity to go out with Alice and Esme for some wedding dress shopping.


I'm excited about the next few chapters... I just have to find her dress now!

I've got a good site and there's a few possibilities. :D

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Good night

bexie25