Hey guys!
Quick update, and this is me experimenting with a soft Mello.
Next chapter is gonna be funny XD
Peace out bitches!
Yeah, I'm a bitch.
I know I'm not the nicest person in the world. I know I'm kinda mean to Matt. I know I'm terrible to Near (difference is, I don't regret that). I like to think I'm made of ice. I'm hard and cold and no one can break through me.
Well if I'm ice, then Matt is fire.
When I'm angry, when my icy cold wall is thrown up in front of me and no one can touch me, Matt can just reach his warm hands in and warm me up. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile. Even when he's not with me, he makes me smile. He's my fire, my warmth, my light. Sometimes I feel better just when I look at him.
So when I woke up in the middle of the night and my Matty was lying in my arms, his fiery red hair all tousled and messy, his lips parted slightly, soft breaths trailing across my skin, his cheeks still slightly flushed. When I looked at him, really looked at him, and he pressed closer to me, humming gently in his sleep, murmuring my name in his warm, rich, amazingly incredible voice, I nearly started crying.
This is mine. He is mine.
I didn't even have to claim him as mine to know it. And even if he didn't know he was mine, he still would be, because everything about him, from the light, barely-there freckles on his cheeks to the harsh, angry scars that his father gave him made me love him so much more.
I pulled him closer to me, nuzzled my face into is soft, sweet-smelling hair, feeling a sudden fierce protectiveness over him. He's had so much hurt in his life already, with his parents and his... cutting. I suddenly felt the need to keep him safe, keep him soft and protected, like my Matty was. I kissed his head and wrapped my fingers tenderly in his hair.
"I love you Matty." I whispered. "No one will ever hurt you again." Matt stirred a bit, wrapping his arms around my waist. He tucked his head against my chest and sighed,
"Melly..." My heart swelled in happiness. I stroked his hair, looking at each strand as a separate part of Matt.
"I promise..."
Oh, and reviewer Michel Keehl (you know who you are) Why shouldn't you have read it? I'm sorry!
I'd like to give a good shoutout to Mail JeevasXMiheal Keehl, brightnight003, lawlietlivesforever, Rinka Kagamine, AngelKitty135, Explaoding albino potato, wishingbell and all you other gorgeous people, as well as the first reviewer, Kira Yokai! I love all your comments, they make me so happy :3 Thanks guys!
