Amanda looked at him, she had tears in her eyes now. She had told him she didn't want talk about it, but why being up now? She was trying to get over it. Of course it tore her apart, she couldn't work for 3 weeks because of the whole situation. She got up from the table and went to the bedroom.

Nick followed Amanda into the bedroom. He wanted to talk about it and it tore him apart when Amanda told him to never talk about the situation. He couldn't tell anyone a thing because that meant at the time to admit about his relationship with Amanda. Nick knew from the start having a relationship with Amanda was gonna be hard, but not so hard that they had to hide a major secret.

Amanda was on the bed crying. Of course he'd bring something like that up now. There was never a time she hadn't thought about the situation. It bugged her knowing she couldn't tell anyone unless she was looking for a for trouble. Maybe now was a good time to talk about. She had just been back at work for two weeks and just last week they told her coworkers about them. It tore her apart when the doctor told her the news. Now was a good time to talk about what happened. It wasn't going anywhere and putting it off more would make it worse.

"Nick." Amanda said softly.

"Hey, if you don't want to talk about its fine, but we should soon." Nick said barely above a whisper.

"That's the thing, I do want to talk about it. It's just hard talking about a something that blindsides you. I didn't even know." Amanda said.

"We both didn't know Manda. I guess make-up sex does give you surprises after all." Nick chuckled lightly.

"I guess it does, doesn't it. If I'd known, Nick I would have been more careful and aware of stuff." Amanda said.

"Hey, let's not play the if game. It won't help. How do you feel about it now. I know I feel like shit for not noticing anything." Said Nick.

"Oh, well…I'm trying to get over it, but it's not easy, it never is. I just wished I knew I was pregnant." Said Amanda.

She was crying again and Nick went on the bed and wrapped his arms around her. He hates to see her cry. She was the most beautiful girl in the world and yet she was crying. It was natural to cry over a lose no matter how long ago it was. Nick gently kept kissing her head, he was trying to comfort her in a soothing way. It seemed to work because 5 minutes later she asked for a glass a water. When Nick came back Amanda was fast asleep. He put the water on the nightstand and went to bed with her.

When Amanda woke up Nick wasn't beside her. She got up and walked towards the kitchen to see a note. The note said: Had to be into work by 6:30. I'll see you later and leftovers are in the fridge. Love you. She glanced at the had another 5-6 hours before she had to be at work.

Amanda went home to go change, then she needed to pick Frannie up from her friends since it was Saturday, then needed to go food shopping because the only eatable food in her fridge was ice cream and then get ready for work. Amanda went food shopping first because she wanted to be able to walk Frannie and take her to her neighbors. The By 10:30 Amanda had everything done and was ready for work.

Amanda heard her phone buzzed, it was a text message from Liv. She wanted to meet up with Amanda before shift. Amanda groaned. She didn't want to deal with Olivia at all. Olivia had yelled at her, didn't approve of the relationship and to make matters worse Liv already didn't trust her. What did Liv want from her? Amanda didn't reply to text.

It was know 11 and Amanda has been staring at the text for about half an hour. She knew she should reply and she told Olivia it would be okay if they met before shift. Within 5 minutes Olivia replied saying they should met up at the coffee shop around 1:30. She got up to get ready for work.

Amanda saw Olivia at a booth drinking something, coffee maybe?

Amanda ordered and donut with coffee and walked towards her. Almost scaring Liv when she entered the booth.

"You wanted to meet with me." Amanda said.

"Yeah, I do. I wanted to apologize for my actions a couple of weeks ago. I shouldn't have been so pissed. It was just a surprise." Olivia said.

"I understand. Its just we didn't want any of you guys to get in trouble with IAB, but then Nick got demoted. I didn't find important to tell you if Nick wasn't apart of the squad. I should've told you about us. You had every right to be pissed." Amanda replied back.

Olivia nodded her head and then said, "Well, I'm glad we have an understanding. I do have a question though."

"Ask away." Amanda stated.

"If Nick were to come back will the relationship continue? I want to be prepared just in case." Liv said.

This question took Amanda by surprise. She almost chocked on the donut she was eating. The she swallowed the donut and said, " To be honest, I don't know. That's a question you want to ask Nick not me."

Olivia simply nodded, glanced at her watch and said, "I think we should head over to the precinct now and try to finish the case that's on our shoulders."

Amanda agreed getting up from the booth. She was surprised that her CO was apologizing to her. Olivia NEVERapologized to anyone. Clearly she had seen her mistake to be apologizing, but Amanda still had this feeling that something was missing. She shrugged it off thinking it was nothing.

Olivia still felt a little guilty for asking that question and then to see Amanda's response to the question. Clearly her and Nick were taking things slow, she didn't mean to ask the question, but she had to being her CO. Olivia still didn't get why Amanda said to ask Nick. They both were in the relationship and then it hit her. Amanda was hinting that maybe she should talk to Nick. Had she heard their conversation a couple of nights ago? She made a mental note to call him later.

Olivia had just sat down on her chair when she heard screaming. She jumped out of her chair to see who was screaming and when she saw who was screaming and why she nearly dropped her cellphone.

Where the hell was Fin? Why isn't he here with the rest of them? Olivia's head was swirling with thoughts. Then Amanda's screaming brought her back to reality.

"If you let her go we can help you. Just let go of her please." Olivia was trying to bargain with the man holding a gun to Amanda's head.

"Don't try that bullshit with me. Amanda knows what she has done wrong. Don't you peach?" Said the man.

"If I'd known what I did wrong I wouldn't be asking, right?" Amanda retorted back.

"Does your Sargent know the exact reason to why you weren't working?" Asked the man.

"What does this have to do with you? How is my detective's life is your problem?" Asked Olivia.

"You want to tell her or should I?" The man asked.

"She knows it was for personal health reasons. My life stays between me. How is my life connected to yours?" Amanda said,

"I guess I should tell her. One more chance or else." The man warned.

"What happened to me is not your concern so shove it where the sun don't shine." Amanda retorted back.

Amanda saw this was her chance. She elbowed the guy in the chest, trying to get his grip lose around her. He let go of Amanda falling to the ground. She was about to grab his gun when it happened. It wasn't supposed to, but it did.

The gun went off.

TBC...

A/N: This is probably a long chapter. I feel bad for not updating, but I've been busy with school and shit. As you probably noticed I no longer write at the top or bottom. It makes me think I wrote a lot when I didn't, so I stopped doing that. Now you what the situation was. Amanda was pregnant and had a miscarriage. I feel evil for doing that, but there wasn't a lot of drama in this so I added more. Here's my question for you guys: Do you think Amanda is gonna make it out alive and who is this guy? Till next time! Tah tah!