It's like a war in my mind.

Part of me wants to scream and kick and cry in pain that this is happening, that my father is dying.

But the biggest part of me is the one that hates him; that man, that man who abused me, tormented me and nearly killed me many a time but still thinks he has the right to call me his daughter.

Anger flares up and I feel like punching something… or perhaps being sick.

This is not how I want to spend my new life as Edward's wife, pregnant with his child.

My throat closes up and I look at Edward.

I feel like screaming, the mere thought of what I could say to Charlie makes my throat feel raw.

Even as I cry, I feel like laughing in his face just as he did so many times before.

Whose vulnerable now, father?


Yeah... who is?

The next chapters open a side of Bella that may shock most of you... it's a bitter, broken, hurt and angry one. Fiercella!

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