"Why couldn't you love me, daddy?" I ask, wiping at the tears as I sobbed, looking down at him. "Why couldn't you be the father I needed? Why are you making this so hard for me? I don't know how to feel. God, why do I fucking care so much after all you've done to me?"
But then, the desperate anger comes up again and I thump my fists at his chest. "I hate you! I hate you, dammit, I have to hate you! Why did you do this to me?"
Edward's arms wrap around me, prying my fists off my father. I fight him in vain. He hushes me, turning me around. I'm thumping on Edward's chest, crying, though not nearly as hard as I had to my father.
Then, when it all becomes too much, the sobbing, the pain, the anger; I collapse.
And then I collapse.
Yes well... I was hoping to stay up to read some more of your reviews and thoughts on these past few chapters, but it doesn't seem that that'll be happening.
Goodnight now, :)
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