Chapter 17:

"I have to go." Emma said suddenly, climbing off Killian. He looked at her get changed, shocked and confused.

"You just got here." He said, getting changed as well.

"I should really be getting back, ton of work to do." Emma said quickly, she noticed that Killian hadn't brought up him saying her name. Maybe he just didn't notice that he had said it, she thought to herself.

"Let me drive you to your car."

"No! I mean, I will just a cab." Emma said sharply, her hand raised to stop him. Killian looked at her even more confused, he had no idea why she was suddenly acting like this.

"Don't be stupid, just let me drive you." He said, his dominant look filling his eyes. Suddenly Smee knocked on the door and looked in, ignoring Killian and Emma trying to fix their sex hair.

"What?" Killian demanded, he wasn't done fighting with Emma yet.

"Call on line five. Walsh." Smee answered said shortly, his body shaking at the sudden anger in Killian's voice.

"Damn it, fine, Emma stay where you are." He said, picking up the phone. Emma watched him until he started talking on the phone then rushed out of the office, ignoring Killian's yells for her.

"Taxi." Emma yelled when she was on the street, waving her hand for one. As soon as one pulled up in front of her, Killian came storming through the front doors.

"Swan!" He yelled but Emma just quickly slammed the door and told the driver to drive. As they pulled back onto the street, she gave directions to her car then turned around to see Killian shrinking in the distance.


"Here you go, miss. $20 even." The driver said and Emma handed him the money before climbing out of her car and into her other car. She sat in silence, slamming her hands on the steering wheel. First Graham and now Killian, it was supposed to be just friends with Graham and just sex with Killian but no, they had to go mess it up.

"Damn it." She shouted, finally turning on her car. As she was about to pull out of her parking spot, Killian drove behind her car so that she was trapped in.

"Fuck!" Emma yelled slamming the emergency park on and locked the doors so that he couldn't get into the car as she watched him climb out of his car.

"Swan! Open the window." He yelled, slamming his hand on the driver's window making the car shake a little.

"No." She shouted, crossing her arms over her chest. She knew that she was being stupid and should just talk to him but she really didn't want to.

"Blood hell. I am not moving till you fucking talk to me." He yelled, glaring at her through the window. Emma sighed and rolled her window down a little, just enough so that they didn't have to scream at each other.

"What?!" She demanded, looking straight ahead instead of at him.

"What the bloody hell was that?! I told you to wait for me." He said, looking at her with anger and confusion.

"You said my name." Emma shouted, making Killian freeze and look even more confused.

"What are you talking about?" He asked, leaning against the frame of the car so that he was looking down at her through the window.

"During sex, you moaned Emma instead of Swan." She explained, still refusing to look at him. She didn't want to look into his deep blue eyes, knowing that once she did it would bring all the feelings that she could have for him would come rushing to the surface.

"No I didn't…" Killian said, unsure of those words as they left his mouth. He tried hard to think back to when he climaxed at the office, sure enough he could only remember him moaning her name instead of Swan.

"I can't do this anymore. I wanted just sex, nothing else. I am out." Emma said, bringing the silence. Killian's heart felt tight, like it was breaking.

"Emma…you have to look at me when you say that. If you tell me those words while you look me in the eyes, and mean it, then I will leave. He said, kneeling so that he was eye to eye with her through the window. Emma took a deep breath and turned to him, looking into his deep blue eyes.

"I want out. We are done." She said, quickly looking away as soon as those words came out of her mouth. Her heart started to break as she listen to Killian say ok and walk back to his car, driving off without another word. Emma sat in silence, fighting back the tears that threatened to come to her eyes. She pulled out of the parking garage, driving over to the station with music blasting to help clear her mind.


"Emma. We need to talk." Graham announced the second that she walked into the station. She sighed and walked over to her desk, sitting down and pretended to be hard at work.

"Emma." Graham said, leaning on her desk with his hand on the paper that she was pretending to read.

"What?" She demanded, trying to make it clear that she really didn't want to talk.

"Where did you disappear to after the crime scene?" He asked, looking into her eyes.

"Went to go see Killian." Emma answered shortly, crossing her over her chest.

"How is he?" He asked, trying to keep the conversation light so that she would be less uncomfortable.

"We aren't talking anymore, if that is what you are wondering." Emma said sourly, trying to ignore the happy look in Graham's eyes.

"How come?"

"I don't see how that is any of your business." Emma said, she was finally done with this conversation.

"Ok, ok. I can take a hint, but I still want to talk about this morning." He said, reaching out to rub Emma's cheek before walking back to his desk. Emma sighed and returned to work, keeping her mind busy from thinking about all her personal problems.


"Fuck!" Killian yelled when he arrived to his office, slamming the door shut. His fingers pulled at his hair as he passed back and forth, trying to figure out what went wrong. He never got feelings for any of the other girls but yet Emma was different from them. She was dominant and submissive at the same time, plus she was also interesting at the same time.

"Smee, cancel all my other meetings. I am taking the day off." Killian shouted, leaving the office with anger pouring out of him, he was in desperate need of a drink.