Authors Note: Guys 5 reviews already :3 haha Here is Chapter 3, Chapter 4 will be up tonight, I just have to write it first. It usually takes me a couple of hours to write 1 chapter so, I know it will be up tonight. Anyways Please Review and Enjoy this Chapter. (Member Chapter 4 is up tonight :D )

Chapter 3: People Aren't Always What They Seem.

I woke up to a light tapping on my shoulder. I turned around to see it was Lizzy. She smiled and she spoke to me.

"Come on, you have to get up and shower before everyone else wakes up."

I nod my head, and rub my eyes. I hear our door open and close, I look around and see Lizzys gone. I get out of my bed and search for a towel. I find one in my closet, and grab my shampoo, bodywash, toothbrush, toothpaste and comb. I open my door, and see a couple of girls walking, towels in their hands. I step out of my room, and walk down the hall, where Ronnie told me the showers were. I walk into the big door and see some naked girls, and some girls, already fully dressed. I look away, not wanting to see them, and shake my head.

"Sara, I saved you a shower!"

I hear Lizzys voice. I walk in and see that each shower is seperated from one another. I sigh in relief and she peeks her head out of her shower.

"This one."

She opens the curtain of the shower next to her and smiles.

"Thanks."

I step inside the little stall and strip my clothes, hanging them in an already built in hamper on the wall. I turn on the shower and let the water run down my back. I grab my things and wash up, not waisting anytime. While Im in their I brush my teeth too, not knowing If I will get a chance at a sink. The sound of more girls comming in floods my ears, all the talking, all the laughing, two girls even arguing. I finish showering and turn off the water. I dry my body first, then wrap the towel around my chest, making sure no one can see my flesh. I grab my things and step out of the shower. I walk to the mirror, where 5 other girls are doing their makeup. Instead of doing my things here, I decide to just do them in my room. I start walking down the hallway, when I see Tegan comming out of her room, the room I thought I heard the moans comming from last night. I finally get to my door, and see Molly come out of Tegans room. I bump into my door and quickly get inside. My mind starts to thump as I think about the moans. They were from Tegan and Molly, they were having . . . in school? I feel the door trying to be opened, I step away from it and in walks Lizzy.

"I never do my things out there either, to many girls, to much breathing Eghh!"

I nod and laugh. I walk to my closet and get my uniform for the day. I set it out on my bed and turn around to Lizzy.

"Umm can you not turn around please?"

I ask her and she nods. She turns to her bed, and I turn back around. I quickly put on my bra, then underwear, my shirt, then my skirt.

"Okay, you can look now."

I tell her and sit down on my bed.

I put on my socks, liking the way they make my legs look. Lizzy starts to giggle when she see's my little sock dance. I laugh and slip on my blue and white converse. I grab my blowdryer and look outside.

"Does it rain 24/7 here?!"

I ask putting my blowdryer onto the bed.

"Right? Its bloody rediculous, but . . . you do get used to it."

I let out a breath and throw my head back. I stand up and walk to the wall, I plug in my blowdryer, and plug in my straightening iron. I decide to wear my hair up, except for my bangs, I'll let them sweep across my face. When I finish with my hair, I go into my little cubbies that I set up yesterday and pull out some white ribbon. I tie it around my bun, fixing the bow to stand out. When Im finished, I look at myself, in the body length mirror on our door. I look pretty cute. I hear a bolt of thunder and I jump.

"Better wear something warm today."

I nod my head and walk to my closet, I grab one of my warmest sweaters, my dads old college sweatshirt. Its always been my favorite, I dressed it up with some Pins, it looks pretty fashionable for a college sweater. I put it on, over my clothes and straighten out my hair again.

"Thats a pretty cute sweater, where did you get it?"

"It was my dads, he let my have it a while back."

She smiles and I hear a knock on the door. Lizzy opens the door, and in comes Ronnie a big smile on her face.

"Ready to go?"

I nod my head and grab my handbag. All three of us walk out of the room. As we get inside the elevator, I see Tegan, leaving the showers, nothing but a towel on, Ronnie and Lizzy to busy talking to notice her. I feel my knees start to shake as the elevator door closes. When we get to the first floor, we walk outside and onto the courtyard.

We walk across the courtyard in into a large building, where girls are sworming around.

"Let me see your paper?"

I pull out my paper from my bag and hand it to Ronnie. I follow them as they guide me to my first class of the day.

"Here we are, come on."

I follow her into a room, a room thats completely empty, except for the teacher, sitting at her desk. We walk up to her and she looks at us.

"Miss L, this is Sara Quin, the new girl."

Ronnie says. She instantly smiles and stands up.

"Well hello Sara, I am Miss L, your history teacher."

I smile at the subject.

"History is my favorite subject."

I say, my face turning red.

"Well, Im glad to hear that, please take a seat right there."

She points to a chair and I walk to it, dropping my things to the ground.

"We'll be here to pick you up after 1st is done."

Ronnie says, walking out of the class with Lizzy.

I smile awkwardly as the teacher walks up to me.

"Where are you from Sara?"

"Canada, Montreal to be exact."

She smiles and walks back to her desk. The school bell makes me jump, as I hear all the girls walk in to the classroom. I don't turn around, afraid that girls will pummel me.

After a minute or so, A girl sits next to me. She has long blonde hair, braces, and tons of freckles on her face.

"Hi, Im Emma."

I look at her and shes smiling.

"Im Sara."

I tell her. Miss L stands up and shakes her head.

"Tegan, your always late, might I buy you an alarm clock so you can be on time?"

I turn around and see Tegan, walking into the class, her famous beanie on. She sits down, the desk across from mines and speaks.

"Sorry Miss L, forgot."

She smirks and everyone laughs.

"Tegan, last time or detention."

She puts her head down, and I turn back around.

"Class, as you know we didn't have school yesterday, because we have a new student."

Everyone cheers at the no school part and I put my head down. I feel a tap on my shoulder and I look up to Miss L, smiling.

"Stand up."

She whispers, I sigh and stand turns me around, so Im facing the class.

"Everyone this is Sara Quin, our new student, from Montreal, Canada."

Everyone starts to mumble. I look down to Tegan, shes leaning back, looking at me. I feel my cheeks go red, and she smiles at me. My heart stops, as her smile widens. I nod my head and sit down. I feel someone touch my back, I turn around and a couple of girls are staring at me.

"Where did you get your jacket from, the thrift store?"

They all burst out laughing and I turn around. I drop my head onto the desk. I thought I would have made friends, not been made fun of.

"Hey Mandy, why don't you leave her alone yea?"

I turn back around and see Tegan, telling the girls to stop. They all shut up quickly and I look at her. I don't smile, I don't do anything. I just watch her as she twirls her pencil in her hand, not once looking up. I hear Miss L start to talk, telling the class what where going to do today. I can't seem to take my eyes off of her, the way she looks pretty down. She just watchs the the pencil, like shes waiting for it to solve her problems. I turn back around and stare at the board. The class goes by pretty fast, and soon the bell is ringing.I gather all my stuff and stand up, I turn around and notice that Tegans gone, I look at the door and see her walking out before everyone. I wait till everyone leaves, to exit the class. I see Ronnie and Lizzy standing at the door waiting for me.

"Hey, ready for breakfast?"

Ronnie asks me, I eye her and she chuckles.

"What?"

"Breakfast, don't we go to 2nd now?"

She shakes her head.

"No, we go to first, its like a role call, to get everyones attendence, then we go to breakfast, then 2, 3 and 4, then lunch, then 5 and 6. "

"Ohh."

We all walk to the cafeteria and I remember everything from yesterday.

"Oh, I forgot, here."

Ronnie hands me a card, I look it over and she smiles.

"I forgot to give you your lunch card yesterday."

Lizzy and I laugh. We grab our trays, and again select our food. When I get to the lady, I swipe my card and she smiles. I walk away, following Ronnie and Lizzy to the table from yesterday. I sit with my back to the wall, getting a full view of everyone in the cafeteria. I look up and see Tegan and her "Click" walk through the doors, arms around their girlfriends. I look at Tegan as she grabs her and Molly a tray, putting their food on it. I look down to my food and head for the jello. I take a couple of spoonfulls and shove them into my mouth. I munch on them as Lizzy and Ronnie talk to eachother.

"So Sara, are you going to try out for softball or la cross?"

I look at Ronnie and she eyes me.

"Uhm Softball yea, when are the tryouts?"

"1 month, but I don't know why new girls even try out, they always give them to Molly and her girls, then to the athletes."

Lizzy says, scooping up her soup.

"Well hopefully they have more room this year."

Ronnie says, droping her head. I feel my body start to sweat, and I don't know whats wrong with me. My hands are shaking and my breathing has become hard to do.

"Im going to go outside really quickly, I'll be back."

They both nod and I stand up. I walk outside and walk to the courtyard, the pouring rain not stopping me. Whats going on with me, I sit down on a bench near the courtyard. Suddenly I hear some one arguing, I turn around and through the rain, I see Tegan and Molly, standing outside of the cafeteria, arguing. I see Tegan hit the wall, then she walks away. Molly flips her off then walks back into the cafeteria. I see Tegan, still walking, now cluching her fist.

"Its none of your business Sara."

I tell myself as I see Tegan turn into the back of the building. I shake my head and stand up. I walk down the hall, and stop at the building. I already hear the sobbing. I peek my head and see Tegan, blood dripping from her knuckles, as her head rests against the wall. I look up and see the tarp, protecting her from the rain.

"Uhh Tegan?"

I say, stepping into plain sight. She turns her head around, not letting me see her face.

"Im busy!"

She says stern. I hear her sniffling, and wincing as she moves her hand. I ingore her voice and walk up to her.

"Can I look at it?"

I ask her, her back still facing me. She slowly turns around and I see the tears in her eyes.

"Look at what?"

She says, the cold already getting to her. I motion for her hand and she looks at it.

"Its fine."

She says, she tries to prove it and shakes it, she winces and I reach for her wrist.

"Their starting to bruise already."

I tell her, looking them over. She looks at me and then drops her head, taking her hand away from me.

"I said Im fine!"

She raises her voice and walks by me, shoving me in the process. I turn around and watch her as she walks away, not even looking at me. For being like a god here, she sure does have problems. I hear the bell ring, and I sigh walking back to the cafeteria. Lizzy and Ronnie are standing outside, My stuff in their hands.

"Hey, where were you, we saved you some things."

They hand me my bag, and some wraped foods.

"Thanks, I just got sick really quick, Im fine though."

After that interaction with Tegan, I didn't see her for the rest of the day, I have her for one more class, my last class. When the teacher called her name, she shook her head, thinking Tegan ditched. All day I thought about her, the look in her eyes, the way she tried to hide her pain, but I could still see right through her. When I got back to my dorm, I fell onto my bed, on my first day, my teachers told me they wouldn't give me any homework yet, not on my first week. That made me pretty happy, so you know, I have free time. I skipped lunch today, I just came back to my dorm, I don'tknow why but I keep over analyzing the situation. Why was Tegan crying? Did Molly break up with her? As the day went on, I still didn't see Tegan at all, not even in the halls of our dorm. Right now the time is 8:30, I just got back from eating dinner with Ronnie and Lizzy. I didn't see Tegan or Molly sitting at their usual table, but the rest of their friends were there. Apparently tonight from 9 to 12, is movie Night. Everyone gathers in the gym to watch a Movie. They hold these every two weeks. I wanted to go, but I thought whats the point, Im not going to see Tegan there Either. So while Ronnie and Lizzy went, I stayed in my dorm. Maybe I might write some music or something. The dorms are pretty quiet, they girls are leaving to the gym. When it hits 9, I look out of my door, the halls are empty, you can here a pin drop. I close my door and pull out my guitar from under my bed. I grab my book, and place it on the bed. I strum the chords from yesterday by memory, and look at the book. As I sing, letting my voice free, I start to let go, I feel my body relaxing. After a while of playing, still getting no where with new lyrics, I feel my bladder tingle. I set my guitar down in its case and push it back under the bed. I open my door and walk to the bathroom. As I get closer, I hear a shower running and a couple of hushed moans and grunts.

"What the?"

I whisper as I sneak into the room. I peek my head and drop my jaw. I see Tegan and Molly, naked. . . fucking. The shower water running down their bodies. Tegan has Molly pinned against the wall, one hand between Molly's legs, the other between her own legs. I watch as the water splashes to the floor, falling from their connected faces. I study Tegans body, her tight muscles, her pale skin, the way the water droplets make her glow. Im cut off when I hear her speak.

"Molly touch me."

She tells Molly, her eyes squinting from the water.

I look at Molly and I watch like Im in a movie. In my head Im screamin "Touch her you idiot!"

I see Molly shake her head and she looks at Tegan.

"Im not gay Tegan."

She states, still grinding her hips into Tegans hand.

"Please . . ."

Tegan says kissing her, begging Molly to give he a release. Tegan removes her hand from between her own legs and grabs Mollys hand, she places it over her mound and Molly removes it.

"No Tegan."

Tegan tries to speak but Molly kisses her, not letting her. She grabs onto Tegans back and I see her head drop back to the tile.

"Oh god."

She says. Tegan removes herself from Molly and grabs her towel. I quickly turn around and run back to my room, closing the door as quietly but as quick as possible. I place my eye through the looking hole and see Tegan walking passed my door, Soon I see Molly walking behind her, both dressed in a white Towel. When they disappear from my sight, I hear their door slam shut. I walk to my bed and lay down, facing the ceiling. I feel my thighs began to tingle and my body start to get chills. I shake it away, not knowing what this feeling is, and get under my blankets. My bladder suddenly stops tingling, the feeling of my having to pee quickly leaves my mind. As I close my eyes and picture Tegans naked body.

When I wake up, its 4:50, almost 5 oclock. I decide I might as well shower, instead of having to rush. I get out of my bed and grab my things. I open my door and close it, slowly making my way to the showers. I step in and go to the last shower, way at the back. I close the curtain, strip my clothes, place them in the hamper and turn the water on. The steaming hot makes my breathing flushed. I water down my whole body, making sure my whole body is covered in water. I reach into my bag and pull out my razor and shaving cream. I shave my legs, that I have neglected for 2 days, and wash my body. I shampoo my hair, leaving it in for a minute, then washing it out. Since no ones awake yet, I turn off the water and wrap my only towel around my head, drying my hair. I grab my things and open the curtain. I drop my things when I see Tegan, sitting in front of my stall. I drop all my things to the floor and cover my naked body. She covers her eyes and speaks.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."

I grab the curtain and wrap it around my body.

"Tegan what are you doing in here?"

She peeks through her eyes and when she see's me covered, she removes them from her face.

"I uhh I just . . . I wanted to apologize, about yesterday."

Memories hit me, when Tegan shoved me and walked away.

"I didn't mean to, I was pissed you know."

I look at her as she drops her head.

"Its fine, you wanted to be alone, I understand."

She nods and looks up to me.

"And Im sorry for scaring you right now."

I bite my lip and giggle.

"Its uhh fine."

I close the curtain and start to silently flip out. Tegan saw me naked! She saw my body, my breasts, my "area" she seen it all! Thank god I decided to shave today. I remove the towel from my hair and wrap it around my chest. I grab my things from the floor and open the curtain. She still standing their, A smile on her face. I smile and walk to the mirror. I turn on the water and grab my toothbrush.

"Well, I just wanted to say sorry, and thanks for trying to help."

I look at her and nod.

"Tegan, if you need to talk, Im . . . Im here. If you need to, you know like if you have no one else to talk to, like I can be your back up or whatever."

I feel myself start to ramble and she chuckles.

"Thanks Sara."

She smiles and walks out of the shower room. I look into the mirrow and shake my head.

"Your backup? good going Sara!"

Tegan POV:

Im walking out of the showers, I just seen Sara naked. Her body was amazing. When I first saw her, her first day here, I noticed that she was different. She was the only other brunette hear too. Not that I don't like blondes, but brunettes always do it better. I walk into my room and close the door. I smile as her body crosses my mind. I look at my bed and see a sleeping Molly. Molly and I have been "Together" for 2 years. The reason I say together like "Together" is because the relationship is mostly me. I like Molly alot, shes cute and a sexy moaner. When I came to this school, I wasn't the first Dyke, but apparently I was every girls dream? It took me a while, But I embraced it. Then I started hanging out with my best pals Amy, Romey, Tammy, Monica, Mika, and Charlie, who are also huge dykes. They introduced me to Molly, and from there we just meshed. Out of our 2 year relationship, I have asked Molly to be my girlfriend 5 times, every time she says no, she says thats shes isn't gay. Which brings us to the sex, apparently if I am the only one who does it, and she doesn't touch me back, shes still not gay. So I haven't came with Molly, not once, she never wants to touch me down there.

I walk to my bed and sit down on the edge, her naked body covered in my blankets. I place my arm on her shoulder and she stirs, shrugging it away. Lately I've been trying to talk to her, Im having tons of family problems. Like yesterday, outside of the cafeteria I tried to talk to her, but she kept saying she didn't want to hear it, that she wanted to go back inside the cafeteria and eat her breakfast. So I hit the wall, then I ran. Thats when Sara tryed to help me, tryed to talk to I couldn't let her, I had to hide myself away from her, so she couldn't see me weak. But tonight, after I gave Molly what she wanted, I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about Saras face, how I must have looked in her eyes. So when I heard footsteps down the hall, I opened the door and saw her walking to the showers. Now, I feel better, I dont feel like I hurt her.

I climb into my bed, and turn on my side. I look at Molly. I ask her all the time if she loves me, but she always avoids the answer. I push the bangs out of her face and look at her smooth skin.

"Will you ever love me?"

I whisper to her, knowing she won't answer. I let out a breath and close my eyes.

I wake up to the sound of my alarm, telling me to get up. I look to my side and see empty sheets. Molly must have left. I reach for my phone and silence the alarm. I get up and walk to the window. This rain isn't helping my mood. I hear all the girls outside, roaming the halls, getting ready. I open my door and peek out. All the girls are walking to the showers. I close my door and quickly change, I showered last night. I put on my polo tshirt then my straight legs kacki pants. I grab my Obey leather jacket and throw it on. I put on my black and white converse then grab my beanie. Molly hates my beanie, she says its an ugly color. But I love it, plus it comes in handy when I don't want to do my hair, or rainy days. I open my door, grabbing my things and lock it. I walk across the hall and go into the kitchen. I see a familiar body, standing next to the coffee maker, trying to figure out how to work it. I look her up and down, getting the image from this morning in my mind. I walk up to her and smile.

"Hey."

She jumps and looks at me.

"You scared me again, you really have got to stop sneaking up on people!"

She says, turning her attention back to the coffee maker.

"Need some help?"

I ask her, she turns to me and nods.

"Please?"

I nod and reach for her hand. I touch her skin and feel a spark shoot through my body. I smile as I set it down on the counter. I mess with the settings and the coffee starts to pour.

"WALLA!"

I tell her, she laughs and smiles.

"Thanks, want some?"

"She can't have none, it makes her hyper."

I hear a familiar voice and I roll my eyes.

We both turn around and see Molly, already dressed, her arms crossed, looking at both of us. She walks up to us, and smiles bitchy at Sara.

"Im Molly, we have to go."

She says, grabbing my hand and trying to drag me away. Sara looks at me and I look down. I let Molly take me. As soon as we get into the hallway I pull away from her grip.

"Whats your problem?"

She asks me. I look away and wait for the Elevator. Once we step in she grunts.

"You know Tegan Im getting real tired of you shit, whats up with you lately, You don't wanna drink or smoke with us anymore, you always want to talk. Youve been asking me touch you? Are you going mad?"

Haa shes mad because I don't drink or smoke, shes fucking crazy. As soon as the elevator door opens, I quickly run, I run away from her and head to my class, where I know I'll see Sara.

"If you need to talk, Im here."

I whisper Saras words to me as I walk in front of my class.

"Hi Miss L."

I walk into the room and notice I still have 30 minutes before class starts.

"Tegan Quin, your early."

She starts to clap and I laugh. I sit down in my seat and look at her.

"Hey Miss L, can I . . . Can I ask you something?"

She walks up to me and sits down on the desk.

"Everything okay?"

I look down and play with my intwined hands.

"Have you ever felt . . . fake?"

She turns her head and nods.

"Everyone feels it once in their life."

She states simply. I nod my head and she speaks.

"Why, do you feel fake?"

I look up to her and nod, dropping my head.

"No so much fake, just I feel like my outside doesn't match me on the inside."

She looks at me and nods.

"Like, I put up a wall for people, I act all big and bad. . . but Im not."

I feel my walls slowly start to come down. I feel like everybody wants something from me, Molly wants me for her sexual frustration, My friends hang out with me because Im Popular. Girls flirt with me, but they don't even know anything about me. And everytime I try to break my walls and talk to Molly, she always has something better to do.

"Well Tegan, I do know that If your not happy with your appearance, or yourself, change, not for the bad, but for the better."

I nod and she pats my shoulder. I drop my head to the desk and wait for the bell to ring. I hear footsteps and familiar voices getting louder.

Sara POV:

Lizzy, Ronnie and I are talking about Now Now's tour dates for the summer. Their comming to London for 5 shows, at least thats what Lizzy is saying.

"I think that would be pretty cool, I mean I have never heard of Now Now, but they sound pretty rad."

Lizzy and I stop in front of my open classroom door and I almost yell.

"How have you not heard of Now Now, their amazing, I'll lend you my ipod tonight, Listen to them. As for you Lizzy, were going to one of theur concerts, even if I have to beg my dad."

She smiles and nods.

"Deal."

"Alright, Meet me at the cafeteria for breakfast?"

They both nod and walk away. I walk into my class and see Tegans figure, slumped over her desk, her head down. I look at Miss L, and she places a finger over my mouth, signaling me not to make noise. I sit down and look at Tegan. She looks like shes sleeping? Suddenly the bell rings, she jumps up and looks around. She lays her eyes on me and smiles. I smile back and sit forward. We wait for the girls to get into the room to began our lesson.

"So who can tell me, when exactly World War 2 started?"

Miss L asks us. Everyone stay quiet. I look to the sides and raise my hand.

"Yes, Sara."

"1939."

"Good, and when did it end?"

I see Tegan raise her hand, her head still in her arms, laying on the desk.

"Yes Tegan?"

"1945"

"Good." I look at Tegan and not once does she lif her head up. Miss L goes on with her lesson, explaining everything about WW2.

When class is over, I stand up and gather my things. I turn around and see Tegan standing at the door. I tell Miss L bye, then head for the door.

"Hey."

"Hey Tegan."

I stop and she smiles.

"Wanna walk to the cafeteria together?"

On the inside, I want to jump up and down, and say yes! But I just smile and nod.

"Sure."

She smiles, and we walk out of the class. As were walking down the hall, Im waiting for her to speak.I feel the butterflies dwim in my stomach. Everytime I look at her body., I see her naked form, her wet skin. Finally she turns to me and speaks.

"Sorry about Molly, she can be a . . . well she can be a bitch sometimes."

I smile and look at her.

"Its fine, I just hope shes not that way with you."

What the hell did you just say Sara!

She looks at me and I imediatley regret my statement.

I shake my head and start to apologize.

"Im sorry, thats none of my business."

She shakes her head and smiles.

"No, its fine. Umm hey, I was wondering. . . . maybe you want to hangout afterschool? You know just to talk?"

I smile and look in her eyes. She imediatley drops her gaze to the floor.

"About random things, maybe just get to know eachother?"

I bite my lip and nod.

"Yea, sounds good. Since we have our last period together, we can just walk from there?"

We stop in front of the cafeteria and she nods.

"Wait we have last period together? Miss H?"

I chuckle and nod.

"Yea, so we'll walk after class then?"

She nods and smiles.

"Yea, its a date."

I blush and nod.

"Not a date, but just a hang out session . . . Im going to go now, see you in 6th."

She walks into the cafeteria and I bite my lip harder. Were going to hang out, after school, just us, alone, me and her.