Authors Note: Im so sorry for teasing you guys, you don't deserve it, but I have to. Im going to drag the tension on and on, till I feel its the right time. Btw, I have two things to mention about them. When ever Sara thinks about Tegan, its always innocent, shes not familiar with her "Hormones" yet, shes a little virgin, Im talking about Virgin Mary Virgin. She doesn't even know that the feeling shes gets around Tegan, has to do with Tegan. Also, both of them are in denial about the other liking them, even thought its obvious, their both stupidly in denial. Anyways, I hope you guys like this chapter, it took me all last night and this morning to write it, it was hard to plan out what they do. One last thing, Im writing with another Author, its also a quincest, but its a supernatural fic, so if you like things like that, be sure to check for updates on my future A/N's. Please Enjoy, and Review, I love hearing what you guys think of my stories, its my inspiration. Again ENJOY : D

Chapter 6: Brick By Brick, I Fall.

Sara POV:

I open my eyes as I hear a sharp bang. I sit up in my bed and look around. When I don't see anyone, I see the flash of lightening. I sigh in relief and lay back down. I look out the window, watching the gray sky. Last night was incredible. Tegan and I selpt together, not sexually, but actually slept together. Then she suprised me with dinner, and her leather jacket. I slep with it last night, her natural scent helped me to fall back asleep. Another bolt of thunder shakes my windows and I cover my ears. I have always hated thunder storms. Maybe I should call my dad, tell him about me staying and to see if hes okay. I turn over and look at my nightstand. I smile when I see a tray of food and a folded piece of paper. I sit up, pulling the covers all the way up. I reach for the note and pick it up, I open it and read it.

You were sleeping so good, I couldn't wake you up, so heres breakfast.

-Tegan

I chuckle and look at the plate. I see some jello, I quickly pick it up and toss a cube into my mouth. I place the note under my pillow and sit with my back against the wall. I grab my phone from the nightstand and scroll through my contacts. I stop on my dads name and press my little trackball.

"Uh Hello?"

"Dad?"

"Hey sweetie, how are you?"

I touch my nose at those words and lie through my teeth.

"Good, I was just calling you to tell you they said it was okay for me to stay in the dorms."

"Great, I was worried about it when you didn't call me back."

"Sorry I was busy, umm hey are you okay?"

I look out the window and see another flash of lightening.

"Yea I am, why do you ask?"

"Oh the storm, its pretty bad."

"Haha storms don't scare me, but I do know that they scare you, are you okay?"

I chuckle and he laughs.

"Not good huh?"

I laugh again and respond.

"I'm fine, I just called to see if you were okay, and to tell you about the dorm."

"Okay sweetie, have you talked to your mum?"

"No, but I'll text her right now."

"Okay, love you kiddo."

"Love you too."

I hang up my phone and toss it on the bed. My stomach starts to growl and I grab the tray, setting it down on my lap. As I eat my food, I think of ways to keep me busy, not only for right now, but for the weekend. Im going to get pretty bored, I already know it. Everyone is going home for the weekend, I know because I hear all the girls saying their going dress shopping for winter formal. I know im going to play my guitar, loud since no one will be here, I can sing loud too, but what else? I can watch TV in the lounge, I can blast my ipod pretty loud too. Maybe this weekend might not be that boring. I finish eating my food and set the tray on the floor. I grab my phone and look at the time.

"11:24!"

I can't believe I slept half of yesterday, and still slept in. I laugh and look around.

"If everyones in class, I can shower."

I say to myself and smile. Im still in my clothes from yesterday, so its going to be pretty refreshing. I stand up and walk to my closet, I grab some straight leg skinny jeans, a white long sleeve, and my bra and underwear. I set them down on my bed and walk back to my closet, grabbing a fresh towel. Thank god I packed extra shampoo and bodywash, extra toothbrushes and toothpaste too. I grab all my things and head to the showers. Before I step in I make sure no one is in here, simply by getting on the floor and looking under each stall. I stand back up and walk to the middle stall. I step in and go through my routine. Once the water hits my back I remember about my nose. I grab hold of the bandage and slowly peel it off,wincing everytime I feel it sting. When its off, I crumble it up and put it in the hamper. I go back to washing up. When Im done, I wrap the towel around my body, grab my things and walk out of the stall. I get to the sink and set all my things down. I look into the mirror and get a good look at my face. My nose isn't as bad as I thought, Its bruised of course, but a very light shade of purple, a little green but its fine. I grab my toothbrush and squeeze some toothpaste on it, I take my time, making sure I clean every tooth right. I mouth wash after, leaving my mouth sparkling clean. I walk back to my room and change into my normal clothes. I sit back on my bed and cover up. Taking a shower in rainy weather is always a bad idea, but id rather feel clean. I snuggle into my blankets and grab my phone. I might as well do something. I pull up my moms contact info and press call.

Tegan POV:

I told Sara last night that I would bring her breakfast, but when I did, she was still alseep. So I left it in her room, along with a little note. Right now, Im in 4th, class is going by pretty slow, and all everyone keeps talking about is winter formal. As every girl tells their friends what kind of dress their getting, I picture Sara in each and every one of them. In all of them, she still looks beautiful. When I seen Ronnie and Lizzy this morning at Breakfast, I asked them if it was okay that I have lunch with them, they said yea. So Im waiting for my class to go by. I like Ronnie and Lizzy, their actually really funny and friendly. I thought it would be awkward to hang out with them without Sara, but its not. They don't nervously laugh around me anymore, they, in my opinion are getting used to me, in a matter of a couple of days. I look up at the clock and see that theirs only a couple of minutes left. When the bell finally rings, I head down to the cafeteria. I see Ronnie and Lizzy, waiting for me in front of the doors.

"Hey guys."

They smile and say hi back. We all walk in and head straight to the line. When we grab our food, we go and sit at our table. I sit in my spot, Lizzy in hers, and Ronnie in hers. I look at my food and smile as the red jello sways side to side. When I look up, Ronnie and Lizzy are eyeing me.

"What?"

They both smirk and look at eachother, then back to me.

"Tegan, can I ask you a question?"

Lizzys says. I grab my fork and stab a piece of my pasta.

"Sure, whats up?"

"Do you . . . I mean do you maybe -"

"Do you like Sara?"

Ronnie cuts Lizzy off and my eyes grow wide.

"Do I like Sara?"

I repeat the question and they both nod. To be honest, I know I like her, but I don't think Im ready to tell her, or them. So I have no choice but to lie.

"Uhh as a friend yea, why?"

They both look at eachother shocked and shake their heads.

"No reason, Its just you never hang out with anyone, only Molly?"

Ronnie says. I nod my head and shrug.

"I don't know shes cool you know, we have alot in common."

I take a bite of my apple and they nod. We all go back to eating our food, as if we had never talked about Sara and I. Speaking of Sara I wonder what shes doing right now?

Sara POV:

Im bored out of my mind. Im so bored that Im going through the pictures on my phone, deleting the ones I don't need anymore. I wish I could just sleep, but Im not tired at all. I am cuddled up in bed though, with Tegans jacket. When I finish deleting all the pictures, I drop my phone to the floor. I hear it hit something and I look down.

"Tegans Ipod."

I pick it up and look it over. On the back, she has a couple of Stickers on the case. I notice that theres an M and a T on it, Obviously for Molly and Tegan. I flip it back over and press the button. The screens lights up and I look at the backround. Her backround picture is of Now, Now. I smile and slide the little scroller. Her things pop up and I look at the batterey. Its still on green. I smile and press her music. I scroll through it, noticing that she really does like ever band I like, especially Now, Now. I press the first song of her music, deciding to just go through all the song. As the song plays in my ear, I listen to the lyrics, its something I have a habbit of doing. Even if I know a song by heart, I still have to pay attention to the lyrics, I like to relive the pain they felt when they wrote the song. I have always seen music as an escape for me, I know Im not a girl who looks like she has problems, but I do. Through out my whole life, I have only had 1 friend, his name was Mike. We grew up together, went to school together, we basically did everything together up until I was 14. He moved away to Kansas, his dad got a job over there. When Mike left, I didn't go out anymore, I never liked having people around me, I was alone. So when I went to highschool, I started playing the guitar, once I started, I began to listen to alot of Indie rock, alot of punk, you know the good music. Even though I played acoustic, I still loved the sound of Mitch Lucker screaming his heart out. So music has helped me. Its my therapist, but I don't have to talk, its speaks for me. Thats why I love reliving their pain, because at some point it has happened to me, except for heartbreak. I have never been in a relationship before to know what that even feels like. I haven't even been kissed yet.

I stare out the window, the music drowning out the sound of the rain and thunder. I sit there, still, not moving. I watch as the clouds slowly move by, not taking the rain with them. Its peacefull, its relaxing. As the guitars play in the backround, I play my air guitar, knowing what notes they are. I get lost in my mind, when I feel a light tap on my shoulder. I quickly open my eyes and see Lizzy smiling. I take off the headphones and she laughs.

"I've been calling you, Schools over."

I look at Tegans Ipod and see that its 2:45. I eye Lizzy and she turns around, grabbing her bags.

"Why so early?"

I ask her, turning off Tegans ipod, and wraping it up, setting it down on the nightstand.

"Every friday, we get out at 2:30, so we can go home for the weekend."

I nod my head and look at her packing away her clothes.

"Im going Winter Formal shopping this weekend with my mum and Dad, what are you going to do?"

I sit up and lean against my wall.

"Im staying here, my dads going out of town for work."

She turns around and looks at me.

"Bummer, I would invite you over, but my mum said that my cousin are staying over, theirs barely enough room for them."

I nod my head telling her I understand.

"But thanks though."

She smiles and continues to pack up.

"Need some help?"

"Uhh sure, can you pack my soaps and things like that for me?"

I nod my head and she grabs her bag, and brings me all of her stuff to pack. She uses alot of perfumes, different bodywash's and shampoos. I open the bag, and start to neatly place everything in order.

Tegan POV:

Im on my way to Saras dorm, Im going to tell her goodbye before she leaves for the weekend. As Im riding the elevator, I notice all the girls with their bags, and small suitcases. Their all leaving for the weekend. Since I have been here for two years, no one has ever stayed for the weekend. They all go home, spend time with their familys, party. So when I stay I love to blast my music and just walk around the dorms in my muscle shirt and underwear. When the elevator doors open, girls walk in and girls walk out. As I walk down the hallways, all the girls are sworming, rushing to get downstairs to their waiting parents, or the school bus. From a distance, I see Saras dorm door open. I suddenly get sad at the thought of her leaving, but excited that I get to see her today. I walk up to her door and see Lizzy packing away. I knock on the door and she looks at me. She smiles and I walk in. I turn and look at Sara. Shes packing her bag of shampoos and bodywash's. She looks up to me and smiles.

"Hey, thanks for the breakfast."

I nod and smile back. She pats the space next to her and I sit down.

"I just wanted to say bye, you know for the weekend."

She looks at me and smiles.

"Don't worry, we'll see eachother on Monday."

I smile and nod.

"Yea, but still. I better get going, I'll see you Monday?"

I ask her, as I get up and walk to the door.

"Monday."

She smiles and I smile back. I walk out of the room and turn around.

"See you monday Lizz."

"See ya Tegan."

I smile and start to walk back to my room. When I get in my dorm, I close my door and wait for everyone to leave, to began my lonely weekend. I lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling, the sounds of every girl walking past my door, their mini suitcases rolling next to them. I know that the dorms are clear bye 4:30, so a nap might be a good idea. I grab my blankets and throw them over my body. I kick off my shoes to the floor and snuggle up into my bed. Enjoying the warmth they bring. I smile as my head rests against the pillow.

Sara POV:

After I helped Lizzy pack up, I told her goodbye and she left. Right now Im in my bed, Lizzy told me no girls stay passed 4:30. So thats only 1 hour away. Im in my bed waiting, I can hear the sounds of the girls rushing, cars honking. I pull out Tegans Ipod and stick the headphones back in my ears. I go through her music again, picking up where I left off. The time flies by and soon I feel alone. I take off the headphones and listen out. I don't hear girls talking, I don't hear the showers running, nothing, pure silence. I place the ipod on my bed and press the button, 5:25. I smile and stand up, I open my door and look down the hall, no one. I open my door all the way, and smile. I strip my clothes and walk to my closet. I grab and old cut up band t-shirt, The Smiths, and leave my boyshorts on. I dig in my closet and grab my ihome. I grab Tegans ipod and place it on the little stand. I plug in the ihome, and press play, resuming the last song It was on. I higher the volume, all the way up to 55. I start to dance in my room as the song bounces off the walls.

Tegan POV:

When I wake up, I look at my phone and check the time, 5:30. I smile and and stand up. I feel a tingle in my bladder and walk to my door. When I open it, I hear music, loud music. Someone stayed? I peek my head out and see Saras door open. She must have left her music on. I shake my head and walk to her room. I stop dead in my tracks when I see Sara dancing, in nothing but boyshorts and a cut up band T-shirt. My eyes grow wide and I think Im dreaming. I pinch my skin and keep my gaze on Sara, when I blink and shes still dancing, I realize that Im not dreaming.

"Sara!?"

I scream over the music. She whips her head around and her eyes grow wide.

"Tegan!?"

I walk in and press pause on her ihome. I turn back around and eye her.

"What are you doing here?"

I ask her and she shrugs.

"What are you doing here?"

She asks me back and I reply.

"I live here Sara?"

I laugh and she smiles.

"Well my dad is out of town, so I just stood here."

She walks to her bed and sits down. I turn around and see her sitting on her bed, her legs criss crossed, hands fixing her hair. I look at her thighs and my fingers start to twitch, wanting to run them up and down her creamy skin. She pats the space next to her and I shake my head.

"Let me go pee first."

She chuckles but nods. I walk out of her room and into the girls bathroom. I sit in the stall and do my business. I walk to the sink, turning on the water. I splash some water on my face and look at myself in the mirror.

"Be cool, your going to be alone with her for a whole 2 days."

I grab some paper towels and dry my face. I exit the bathroom and walk back down the hall. I look into her room and she smiles.

"Wanna come and hangout with me, you know if your not busy or yea."

She says nervously. I chuckle and she smiles big.

"Can I shower first?"

She nods and I smile. I leave and walk back into my room, I grab all my things, my towel, my pajamas, my phone, toothbrush and toothpaste. I walk out of my room, leaving my door open and walk to Saras room.

"Keep me company?"

I ask her, looking into her room. She bites her lip and nods. She stands up and looks down to her bare legs, and smiles.

"I'll be right there."

I nod and walk back to the showers. I quickly take off my clothes, setting them on the counter. I step into the stall and turn on the water. I hear footsteps and I smile to myself behind the curtain.

"So what do you want to do?"

I hear her sweet voice and I reply.

Sara POV:

"Wanna watch some movies?"

Shes answers back and I play with my fingers.

"I don't have a TV in my room, wanna go to the lounge?"

"I have one in mines?"

"Ohh, then yea sure."

I hear her humming in the shower and I chuckle. I thought I would be spending my weekend alone in my room, but Im not, Im going to spend it with Tegan. Oh god. . . alone . . . with Tegan. As it barley hits me, I start to get nervous. What happens if she makes a move? I know she won't though, she doesn't like me. To be honest I don't know how to flirt, or know what it looks like? No ones ever flirted with me, not even for me to flirt back. Of course I've watched movies, you know the girl hits the boys shoulder, the boys always mean to the girl, then they fall hopelessly in love, maybe run away together, but two girls? I haven't seen a movie like that, to know what that kind of flirting is, is it even any different than straight flirting?

I hear the shower curtain open and I look up. I see Tegan, wraped in a towel. Her hairs dripping wet, the water falling onto her pale skin. I start to get that wierd feeling again, the tingling between my thighs. I squeeze my legs together, but its still tingling. She walks up to the counter and sets her things down. She grabs her toothbrush and turns on the sink water. I watch her as she brushes her teeth and combs her hair. Her hair, her soft smooth hair, its dark chocolate brown, the sides are short, she has bangs, and the back is about up to her shoulders. I've never seen anyone with a haircut like that, but if I did, they can't pull it off like Tegan can. She looks at me and smiles.

"Im gonna go change, I'll meet you in my dorm for movies?"

I nod my head and she rushes out of the showers. I step off of the counter and exit the room. I see Tegans door close and I walk into my room. I look around for anything I can take, when I see nothing, I shrug it off and walk back out to the hall. I remember about my cell phone and walk back in, grabbing it from the nightstand. I walk back out to the hall and see Tegan, standing in her doorway, motioning for me to come over. I smile and start to walk over to her room. When I get there, she moves to the side, letting me go in first. I walk into her room and notice that shes only has 1 bed, meaning she doesn't have a dorm mate. Lucky.

"You can sit down, I'll grab some movies."

I nod and sit down on the bed. I move all the way back so my back is against the wall. Tegan closes the door and walks to her closet. I watch her as she goes through her things. She bends down and I look away, looking at her room. Her walls are covered in the same bands posters that I have. She has one that I want, a Now, Now poster. I drop my jaw as I see Jess, Cassie and Bradleys signature. Tegan plops down on the bed and hands me a couple of movies. I look at her, my mouth still hanging, and she laughs.

"What?"

I point to the poster and she looks.

Tegan POV:

I look at the poster, and smile.

"Oh yea, I met them at a meet and greet in La."

She looks back at me and starts to ramble.

"Were they cool, I mean of course their cool but did they have a conversation with you?"

I start to chuckle and so does she. I look at the movies in her hands and grab one.

"Yea, I just talked to them about the show."

She nods her head and starts to laugh.

"I probably sound like an obsessed teenager huh?"

She tucks a strand of hair behind her ears, and looks up at me. I look into her eyes and smile.

"No, you don't."

I hold my gaze, and so does she. She blinks her eyes and I smile bigger, she clears her throat and looks down at the movie in my hand.

"That one."

I tear my gaze away and look at the movie in my hand. It was Hard Candy, a movie with Ellen Page. I nod my head and get up. I walk to my TV and turn it on. I pop in the DVD and grab the remote. I walk back to the bed and see Sara shivering. I chuckle and grab my comforter, I pick it up and sit down next to her. I place it over her and she smiles. She grabs the other side and places it over my legs. I chuckle and look at the screen. I watch the opening credits and look at her.

"Have you ever seen this movie?"

She shakes her head and I look back at the screen.

"Its really good."

I say and she nods.

We keep our gaze on the TV never tearing at away to look at eachother. Its in the middle of the movie now, where Ellen Page is doing that surgery on that guy, cutting off his balls. Sara turns to me and I chuckle.

"Shes fucking crazy! Turn it off I don't want to see this Tegan!"

She shields her eyes and I laugh. I grab the remote from in between us and turn off the TV. My rooms pitch black, no light what so ever.

"Uh Tegan, can you turn on a light."

I hear her chuckle and I do too.

"Oh yea, my bad."

I reach for the lamp and turn it on. The room lights up and I see Sara smiling. I look at my phone and see thats its 9:00. Still pretty early.

"So, since the movie was a fail, what do you want to do?"

She says. I look at her and shrug.

"Wanna just talk?"

She smiles and nods.

"Yea, that sounds good."

I look back at the TV and wait for her to start. She looks at me and I look back at her.

"Aren't you gonna say something?"

She asks me and I start to laugh.

"I thought you were going to first?"

She shakes her head and smiles.

"Okay I'll start, why did you move here?"

She looks down then back up to me. Her face starts to get serious and I see her biting the inside of her lip.

"Well, my dads always had this thing about London. Him and my mom traveled hear alot. When they split up, may dad wanted to have a life changing moment. So he decided to come here, and well . . . I came with him."

I look at her hands, and watch as she plays with them.

"Ohh, sorry about your parents."

She shakes her head and looks back up.

"Im used to it already, I just ignore them when they fight sometimes, but most of the time were okay."

I nod my head and she smiles.

"What about you, why are you here, cause I know your not from here, you don't have an accent."

I chuckle and look at the ceiling.

"Im from California, my dad was the principle for some private school. He was always good at his job, always caring about his students. Before we moved here though, we found out that he cheated on my mom. They offered him a job here as principle, so he took it as a way to get away from her. So I came with him too."

I look at her and she looks shocked.

"Wow, so he didn't talk, he just left?"

I nod my head and she does too,

"Wait. . . Principle here, your dads Principle Hart?"

I nod my head. Sadly he is my dad.

"Oh shit, I thought the last name was just a thing you know, . . . wow."

I again, nod my head and she looks down.

"So how come you didn't stay with your mum?"

Its my turn to play with my hands, the feeling of my walls slowly starting to come down, brick by brick.

"My mom didn't really handle it well. She was drinking alot, doing drugs, I just . . . I didn't want to stay there and watch her ."

She nods her head and I just sit there. As the night goes on, we talk alot. We talk about our childhood, our parents, our old schools, everything. I even talked to her about Molly, when I explained to her how our relationship was, she shook her head and called her a bitch. I laughed when she said that. I hear my cell phone battery chime go off and I look at the screen. 1:23. I show Sara and her eyes go big. She starts to yawn and its like a domino affect, cause seconds later I yawn too.

"Wanna go to sleep?"

She nods her head, already a sleepy look on her face and I smile. I pull back my blankets, and pat the space next to the wall for her. She lays down, facing me. I get under the blankets and lay down, facing her. She smiles and I pull the blankets over us. She laughs and I do too. As she keeps laughing, I stare at her face, her beautiful face. The way her nose crinkles when she giggles, the way her eyes close halfway. How her teeth show everytime she laughs, she was truly beautiful. She starts to calm down and looks at me.

"I've never talked to anyone like that before. . . "

I mumble and she smiles.

"Well Im glad you told me . . ."

I nod my head, glad that she is the first one I've opened up to. She yawns again and I smile.

"Lets sleep."

She smiles and slowly lets her eyes close. Minutes pass by and her breathing becomes normal, her body lays still, shes asleep. I spend my last minutes, watching her sleep. Her breathing becomes my lullaby, and seconds later Im asleep.

"Sara I really like you . . . alot."

I tell her and she smiles.

"I really like you too Tegan."

I smile and she grabs my hand. She pulls me in and wraps her arms around my waist.

"Kiss me Tegan."

I don't hesitate. I lean in and place my lips on hers, I feel her breathing on my skin, I slide my tongue across her bottom lip, asking for entry, she accepts, and I slowly inch my tongue in. When her tongue touches mines I jerk, at the spark that shot through my whole body. As our saliva mixes, I moan at the feeling.I start explore her mouth, she starts to walk, leading me back onto my bed. She detaches our lips, and pushes me onto my bed. She straddles my waist and leans down.

I lean in and capture her lips again, we battle eachother, moaning when one hits a good spot. I place my hands on her hips and she starts to slowly grind into me. I moan out loud as she attaches her lips to my neck, loving the new feeling of being dominated. She leans back up and looks into my eyes. I smirk and flip us over, laying her on her back. I situate myself between her legs and slowly grind my hips into hers. She gasps at the friction and I smirk into her skin. I lean up and inch my hands up her shirt, slowly bundling it up above her breasts. I lean down and take one of her hard buds into my mouth, swirling my tongue, teasing her more by the second.

"Please Tegan."

She moans, and arches her back. I gently nip at her bud and she jerks. I quickly sooth it with my soft tongue. I feel her body relax under mines. I climb back up her body, and start to unbuckle her pants. She helps me pull them down to her thighs. I place my hand between her thighs and feel her heat radiating onto my hand. I place my finger at the top of her slit and drag it all the way dow, collecting all of her juices. When I stop at her entrance, my hands are covered in her cum, dripping with it. I look at her and she nods. I slowly push two fingers into her and she gasps.

"Ohh Ahh god."

I bury my head into her neck and she grabs onto my back, clawing at my shirt. I feel her walls slowly starting to clench. I feel the pool between my legs starting to form. I lift my head up and look at her.

"Touch me Sara."

I tell her. I see her shake her head.

"Im not gay Tegan."

I stop pumping into her and blink.

"Please Sara."

I take her hand from my back and place it inside my pants, before I can even put her hand all the way inside, she retracts it and shakes her head again.

"No Tegan."

She pulls me down and starts to kiss me again, grinding herself into my fingers.

"Tegan."

I bury my head in her neck.

"Tegan."

I feel my shoulders starts to shake.

"Tegan."

I open my eyes and look around. I turn to my side and see Sara, shes curled up in a little ball. She looks scared.

"Tegan."

I let out a a deep breath and sigh. That was a really good dream, until she busted a Molly on me.

"Yea Sara?"

She looks at me and I see her shaking.

"Whats wrong?"

Suddenly I boom of thunder shakes the window and she jumps, covering her whole body with my blanket. I dip my head under the covers and see her looking at me.

"Are you scared of thunder storms Sara?"

I ask her and she nods frantically.

I chuckle and pull the covers over both of us. I pat the space next to me, and she moves up, wiggling her way into place. She smiles at me embarressed at the way shes acting.

Sara POV:

I can't believe Im this scared that I had to wake Tegan up. Plus shes was making wierd noises in her sleep so I i guess it was acceptable to wake her up. As Im laying here, her face to mines, I hear another roar of thunder. I grab the blankets and throw them over the both of us. She chuckles and speaks.

"Sara its fine, Its just thunder."

"But I hate thunder storms, their one of my biggest fears."

A flash of lighting strikes and it shines through the white blankets, giving me a perfect view of her face. As quickly as it flashes, It gets dark again. I feel the bed moving, and then I feel her hot breath on the top of my forhead.

"Im here, don't worry."

She says. I have the urge to wrap my arms around her and squeeze her tight, But I don't I enjoy her body heat and close my eyes. I try my best to fall back to sleep, but the sound of the thunder isn't helping. Right now, Im looking up at Tegan, Even though its pitch black, and our full bodies are under the blankets, whenever a flash of lightening hits, I can see her face perfectly. I notice that the storm is starting to move away. Tegans fast sleep, lightly snoring, her chest rising and falling with her breaths. I smile and cuddle into her more, not letting our skin touch though. I close my eyes and start to fall into a deep sleep.

I try to move my body, and open my eyes, when I can't. Im met with skin, I slowly pull my head back and smile at the sight. My face was buried into Tegans neck, her arm wraped around my body, my body moleded with hers. I look up at her face and see her mouth slightly open, a little drool falling onto her pillow. She looks so adorable. I try to pull away, trying my best not to wake her, but I feel her arm wrap around me tighter, she starts to stir, as she moves her body more into mines. Our bodies touching, skin against skin. She wraps her legs around my thighs and I smile. I have never cuddled with someone before, except for my dog back at home, but he wasn't this good haha. I snuggle my face back into her neck and take in her scent. The smell of coconut filling my nostrils. I smile and curl up. I close my eyes and relax, feeling all my worries wash away. I feel Tegan starting to move. I make it seem like Im still asleep, keeping my eyes closed, and steadying my breathing. I feel her hand leave my waist and I hear her speak.

"Shit."

I feel the bed moving, then I feel the warmth of her neck leave my face. I feel the bed loose weight, then I hear her door open. I peek my eyes and see her door wide open, but shes not in here. I hear her footsteps down the hall, and wonder where shes going. Maybe she got mad because I was snuggled up into her, but why would she pull me into her, and wrap her arms around me? I hear a toilet flush and chuckle. She was just using the bathroom. I hear her footsteps comming back. I quickly turn over, facing the wall and pretend to be asleep. I feel the matress sink, and I feel her body heat once again. I smile to myself as the warmth covers my body. Suddenly, I feel her hand wrap around my waist again, I bite my lip and look down. Her hand is grabbing at my shirt, balling it up in her fist. I feel her body move closer to mines and I start to silently flip out. Does this mean she likes me? Is she making a move on me? I wish I new what this ment. I hear her breathing start to go steady again. I feel my forhead start to sweat and Im getting the feeling of wanting to throw up. Im nervous as hell. I have to get out of this situation, before I wind up making a fool out of myself. I start to turn over, facing her again. She starts to stir and I keep my eyes closed. I start t slowly open them, making it seem like Im just waking up. When I look at her, her eyes are open and she smiles at me. I smile back, and lift my head, looking at our touching bodies. She quickly retracts her hand and lays on her back.

"Sorry, you were . . . mumbling in your sleep last night, so I held you and you uhh stopped."

She says nervously. I smile and sit up. She seems embarressed, If only she new how much I enjoyed it.

"Yea, I was having a bad dream."

I humor her, so she doesn't feel embarressed. She smiles and nods. I lay back down and look at her.

'What time is it?"

She reaches to her nightstand and grabs her phone. She yawns and presses the screen of her iphone. Her phone lights up and she closes her eyes shut. She groans and I grab her hand, showing me the phone.

"Its 10:30."

She tosses her phone to the bed, and looks at me.

"Your nose looks better."

I smile and grab her phone, looking in the screen.

"Yea, I hope its better before school, or else Im going to have to put some makeup on."

Tegan opens her eyes and shakes her head.

"Please don't put make up on."

I giggle at her and reply.

"Why not, I wanna look like every other girl here. Maybe I'll bleach my hair blonde, or -"

"Please STOP! I don't want you to be like everyone else here!"

She snaps and I eye her.

"Sorry I was just joking-"

"I didn't mean to be mean, but Sara your different, I don't want you to change, don't even joke about it."

She says sitting up and chuckling. I sit next to her and look at her. Oh god how I want to kiss her, I've never looked at someone lips before and wanted to caress them with mines. She turns to me and smiles.

"Wanna get ready, and meet me back here, I wanna show you something."

I nod my head and smile.

"Yea, Im gonna shower and get ready."

She nods her head and I stand up, getting up from under the covers. I feel a breeze pass my bare legs and I shiver.

"I'll be back later."

I run out of the door and into my dorm. I close the door and fall on my bed. Tegan and I were cuddling, her arm around me, my face in her neck. God Is it to soon to be in love?