Authors Note: I hope this makes up for my cliffhanger in the last chapter. All I have to say is Im sorry and Review oh & Enjoy :3
*Chapter 10 hopefully up by friday (Still swamped with Homeowrk T_T )
Chapter 9: A Sign To Wait
Sara POV:
I let the words fall from my mouth, after the night that Tegan and I had, it seems wierd If she didn't kiss me. To be honest, Im scared. My stomachs turning and im trying not to be nervous at all, but im not very good at it. Because my hands are shaking, and so is my whole body. If I can stay still though, I can see that shes equally the same as me. Im closer to her then I was before, I can feel her breathing on my lips, our bodies aren't touching, but our heat is radiating off of eachother. Im searching her face, when is she going to kiss me, shes just staring at me, looking at my lips, licking hers. Suddenly the thunder roars again and she leans in. I feel her lips on mines, the first kiss, my first kiss. I feel my body tense, and slighty arch into her, then she wraps her arms around me, embracing my whole body. I sigh into the kiss and let my body melt. Her lips are soft and moist, and the feel so good. Even though she hasn't moved, and were just laying here, in one kiss, I love the feeling. She starts to pull away, but I know my lips will miss hers, I have never "Frenched" before, but I have seen people do it, numerous amounts of times. If I don't want this to end, Im going to have to do it. Shes pulling away and I lean in more, licking her bottom lip, she moans and parts her lips. I slide my tongue in, my body now again, shaking. When my tongue hits hers, I jolt at the spark that shot down through my whole body, and when I say everywhere, I mean my whole body, my arms, my legs, my hands, my back, my breasts, everywhere. She starts to massage my tongue and im gone. My bodys as light as a feather, letting her lead me. She removes her hand from my back and places it on my hips. As we move side to side, our noses hitting eachtime, but only fueling the flame more, she pulls away and before fully leaving, she takes my bottom lip between her teeth. I keep my eyes closed, enjoying the natural high that came over my whole body for a couple of seconds. She tugs on my lip and I fight the moan that wants to escape my throat. She lets go and it snaps back into place. I keep my eyes closed. She starts to raise the material on my hips, letting her skin touch mines. I jolt when her warm palm comes in contact with my cold skin. She places her hand on my skin, and with her finger, traces little figure eights into my flesh. My lips slowly start to curl. I open my eyes and shes staring right at me. I smile and she smiles back. I can't describe to you what Im feeling without its sounding unreal. My body does feel as light as a feather, I feel like I have a tickle from head to toe, and im no longer nervous. I bring my hand up from the bed and lightly cup her jaw. I push the hair off of her cheek and take my index finger to her jaw. I slowly trace it, feeling how hard her jaw is under my tips. When I trail my finger back up her jaw, almost near her ear. I go past her ear, and put my hands into her hair, taking a fist of it and lean in. I push my lips back onto hers and the feeling washes over my again. We start to move our lips at the same time, and we both part them at the same time, letting our tongues slip into eachothers mouth. We both moan and I get the feeling between my thighs. I want Tegan, right now. She places her hand on my back and this time, under the material.
"Tegan."
I say through the kiss, I don't want to stop, but I have something to say. She continues to kiss me but replies.
"Yea?"
I slowly pull away and sadly detach our lips from eachother. I sigh and lay my head back down on the pillow, inches away from hers.
"Did I do something wrong?"
She says. I giggle and laugh, playing with her hair in my hands.
"No. . . that was . . . unbelievable."
I smile as I recall the memory made just seconds ago. I look up and shes smiling.
"Tegan, can I be honest with you. . ."
She nods her head and I go back to looking at her chest. I sigh and prepare for it.
"That was . . . my . . . first kiss."
I close my eyes, afraid that shes going to laugh and maybe even regret it. Suddenly I feel her nose, hit mines. I open my eyes and shes right in front of me, our noses still touching. I see her smile and she leans into the little space dividing us and again kisses me. This time Its short and sweet, no tongue just a simple kiss that reasured me that she was okay with this. When her lips parted from mines I sighed, the biggest sigh of relief.
"Now that was your third ."
She kisses my cheek and smiles.
"That was your fourth."
She kisses my nose and speaks.
"Your fifth."
I giggle as she kisses my whole face, not leaving one piece of skin untouched by her lips. When shes finally done, she stops at my 23rd kiss. She looks at me and I look at her, her eyes are the most beautiful Hazel orbs that I have ever seen. She licks her lips and leans in. She kisses my lips again and the feeling of me floating comes out again. My body light as a feather. As she kisses me, I can feel her hands roaming my back, the way they slowly caresses my skin. I pull away and bite my lip. She keeps her eyes closed and speaks.
"Your tewnty fouth."
As she lets out a deep breath, I feel it warm my face. I went from being traumatized by being around her, to laying in her bed, having her kiss my whole face. I place my hand on her jaw and she rubs her cheek into my palm.
"Tegan?"
She finally opens her eyes and looks at me.
"Yea Sara?"
She looks at me and I drop my gaze down to her chest, not her breasts, but her collar bones. I bite my lip and shake my head.
"Nevermind."
She shakes her head and brushes the bangs away from my face.
"You have to tell me, you brang it up."
I chuckle and she does too.
"Its a rule?"
I ask her and she nods.
"Yea, if you bring it up you have to say it."
I smile and look back down to her collar bones. I bring my hand from her face, to them, slowly outlining the sharp bone structure.
"How did you know?"
"Know what?"
I look back up to her and look into her eyes.
"That I was crying because of you?"
She takes a deep breath and bites her lip.
"The way you looked at me in the kitchen . . ."
I look back down and memories of Tegan and I in the kitchen pop up. She could tell with just one look? I feel her hand slide down my back, and then it travels under my shirt. I shutter at her touch, the way she slides her hands up and down my back, never once stopping.
"I knew that I hurt you, I didn't know how, I just knew that I needed to fix it."
That sentence makes me think. Is she only kissing me because she feels guilty? She feels sorry for me? I pull away from her, and her hands fall to the bed. I sit up and look out the window. I see the dark clouds and I loose myself in them.
"So . . . im only here, in your bed, because you feel guilty?"
I ask her. I hear her bed springs coil and she sits up, looking right at me as I stare out the window.
"What?"
I turn my head and look at her.
"You feel bad that your the reason I was crying, and you did this to make me feel okay again. . . "
I say, my gaze drops to the comforter inbetween us. She places her hand on my chest and slowly pushes me down back onto the pillow. She removes the blanket from the bed, throwing it to the floor. She turns towards me and kneels. I watch as she climbs between my legs, one leg between mines, the other touching the outside of my thigh. She leans her body down and her face is hovering over mines. Her hair falling around her face.
"I didn't bring you here, to my bed because I felt guilty. I brang you here because I wanted you here, I wanted to do this."
She leans down and places her lips on mines. As confused as I am, as to why Im really here, I can't deny this kiss. Its a kiss thats making me feel better. She slowly pulls away and I miss her lips already. But when I open my eyes, shes looking at me.
"I wanted to kiss you, from day 1 Sara."
She says. I see her arms shaking from holding her own weight. I place my arms on her back and lower her onto my body. As her weight leans on mines, She keeps her eyes on me.
"From day one?"
I ask her and she nods. I push the bangs from her face and smile.
"Thats all you needed to say."
I place my lips to hers and let them dance together. As our tongues move together, making both of us moan I feel her hands trailing down the sides of my body. I get that tingly feeling again, but this time, I don't push it away. Im getting this way because of Tegan, she makes me feel this way. I place my hands on her back again, this time I place them under her shirt, feel her soft body under my palms. I slowly slide them up, going the full length of her back. Suddenly, I feel her push her thigh into me, I gasp into the kiss, the pleasure making my whole body spasm.
"Tegan ."
I moan as she continues to kiss me. Her hands are now under my shirt, on my stomach, laying flat. I feel my body starting to tremble, the contact only making it worse.
"Teg-"
Im cut off my her lips again, I don't want to stop, but im nervous and I've never done this before. I pull away and she pants. I look at her and she shakes her head.
"Im sorry, I didn't mean to . . I just."
I cut her off by shaking my head.
"I just . . . Im nervous Tegan."
She leans back down on me and nods.
"Im sorry, I didn't want to rush you, please don't think that your only here beca-"
I rush her, want to do this, I want to feel what everyone else feels, I want to feel what Molly feels. She moans and I feel the "Cum" sliding down my folds. She grinds her lips into mines and I moan.
"Oh god."
I can feel her smiling, I kiss her teeth and she giggles. I laugh with her, and she reconnects our lips,I let her take the lead. I feel her hands began to rub up and down my legs. I feel my clit start to throb and she presses her thigh back up against me. I open my mouth and then she stops kissing me and stops rocking. I open my eyes and look at her, she shakes her head and speaks.
"I . . fuck . . I don't want to do this . . . not yet Sara."
She drops her head and looks at me. I search her face.
"Why not?"
Am I not good enough, or is it because shes afraid?
"Because . . . I want your first time to be special."
I feel my lips start to curl, shes not thinking about her, cause I can see that if she could, she would keep going, but shes thinking about me. I smile and nod. She places a kiss on my cheek, and rolls off of me. I sit up and look out the window. I pull the rubber band from my hair, and redo my lose ponytail. I look back to her and she smiles. I smile back and lean down, my body hovering over hers.
"Thank you, for thinking about me."
I place a kiss on her lips and she nods. I sit back up and look at her. I can't seem to get enough of her. Its like, I need to look at her, it keeps me from thinking that this is a dream.
"Wanna shower?"
I look at her and eye her. She starts to laugh and shake her head.
"Not together, seperately, just at the same time, in the same shower room."
I laugh and nod. She gets off of the bed, grabs her blanket from the floor and tosses it onto the bed. She extends her hand and I take it, letting her stand me up. She walks to her closet and I open her door.
"Im gonna grab my things, I'll meet you in there."
She nods and I walk into the hallway. I get to my room and open my door, I walk to my closet and start to grab my things. I pick out my outfit, laying it out on my bed. I decide to wear matching underwear and a matching bra, just in case. I grab my things and walk out to the hallway. I can hear the shower running. I smile as I walk into the pink room. I see the only curtain closed, and bite my lip. Just behind that curtian, that thin piece of material, Tegans behind there, naked, with soap all over her hair and body, washing away all the evidence. I shake it away and step into the stall next to hers.
"Sara?"
She calls out, as I strip my clothes.
"Yea?"
"Just checking."
I chuckle and turn on the water. I sigh as the cold water hits my back, slowly warming up. I grab my bodywash and lather it up in my palms. I spread it all around my body. When I get to my crotch, I can feel the steam heating up between my thighs. Im still turned on. I grab my bar of soap and massage the white bar into my hand. I set it down and place my hands between my thighs. I gasp when I come into contact with my button, its throbbing, making my whole body ache. I quickly clean myself, wanting to hurry it up. When I finish cleaning my body from head to toe, I turn off the water and grab my towel. I dry my body off and wrap the towel around my chest. I grab my things and open the curtain. I step out of the shower and head to the sink. I grab my tooth brush and tooth paste, I turn on the sink water and squirt the toothpaste on my toothbrush. As I brush my teeth, Tegan turns off her shower, and seconds later is standing right next to me, her hair dripping wet, the towel wraped around her chest. I bite my lip as she turns the water on and copies my actions. She keeps her head in the sink, brushing her teeth. I look into the mirror and brush my teeth, while watching her. Her hair is dark brown, but it looks black when its wet, her skin is a little more tan than mines, her breasts are more bigger than mines, shes a C, Im a B. Her legs are muscular, from either sports or just staying in shape. I look at her arms, their so toned, like she works out. She starts to mouthrinse and I go back to my teeth. I spit out the paste and rinse my mouth. I grab my mouthwash and swish the burning liquid around in my mouth. I spit it out and look at my teeth in the mirror. I smile and see my pearly whites. Suddenly I see Tegan walk behind me and smile bigger than mines, her teeth showing too. I laugh and turn around. I lean back on the sink and place my hands on her hips.
"We look pretty cute together."
She says, still looking in the mirror. I smile and turn around, I look into the mirror, I see us. We do look cute together. I smile and turn back around.
"Tegan, what happens next?"
I ask her, curious as to where were headed. She leans her forhead on mines and smiles.
"Lets just take things slow. . ."
I feel my body relax, I felt like we were already jumping into a relationship. I nod my head and she kisses my cheek. We grab our things and walk out of the showers. We make our way to our own dorms and change. I make sure to lather my body in baby lotion, and spray a light coat of perfume. I put on my bra and underwear. Then I grab my skinny jeans, step into them, and pull them up, I grunt as they go up my thighs. I grab my shirt and pull it over my head. I look at myself in the mirror. What to do with my hair? I look at the wet locks and shake my head from side to side. I grab my rubberband and throw it up, including my bangs. I walk to my closet and grab a sweater, just in case. I put on my socks and walk out the door. I walk back to Tegans room and knock on her door.
She opens it and I drop my jaw. Shes in nothing but a white wife beater, her black sports bra showing right through it, and a pair of tight black skinny jeans. She smiles and I walk in. I go and sit on her bed. She closes the door and walks to the edge of the bed. She smirks at me and I bite my lip. The feeling comes back and I can't help myself. I reach out and grab Tegans shirt. I pull her down on top of me and we laugh. I start to calm down and look at her. She keeps chuckling and I stare at her she finally stops, she looks into my eyes. I want her, I need her, I need to feel her. I slowly lean in and capture her lips in a kiss. She situates herself between my legs and I wrap my arms around her. As we move our heads, clashing our tongues together, she whimpers. She pulls back and shakes her head. She pulls away and looks at me.
"Sara . . ."
When she says my name, my whole body starts to tense. I look into her eyes and make sure shes see's the feelings I have for her in them.
"Please."
Tegan POV:
"Please."
Her eyes are begging for it, her voice is pleading for it, and I can feel it all. I bring my hand up and push back the falling baby hairs in her face.
"Are you sure Sara?"
She places her hands on the back of my neck and pulls me down, as she kisses me, I feel the answer in her lips. She needs this. I detach my lips from hers and trail them down, I stop on her neck and gently suck on her pulse point. She whimpers and and I feel her hands flinch. I continue to make my way around her neck, lightly nipping at sweet spots. I go down to her collar bones, her sharp collar bones. I lay my tongue on them and slowly lick her skin, letting her natural taste sink into my taste buds. She gasps and I smile. I lean back up and look at her. She looks at me and I sit up. I play with the hem of her shirt. She bites her lip and nods. I take my time, gripping the material. She raises her body and I pull it up, slowly removing it from her skin. I pull it over her head and toss it to the floor. I look at her body. Her black bra, pushing up her breasts, just the right amount of cleavage. I grab her hands and pull her up, so shes sitting up. I keep my eyes on hers as I wrap my arms around her chest and undo her bra. When the bra pops, she jerks and I kiss her cheek. I lightly pull the straps down from her shoulders and they fall to her lap, taking the cups with them. I lean away from her face and look down. Her breasts, the right size, her nipples a light tan. I attach my lips to hers again, and guide her back. She lays down, and I pull away, giving her bottom lip a quick tug. She moans and I sit up, I look at her bare chest. It rises and falls, the falls are shuttering, shes nervous, its her first time, I would be too. I lean down and look up at her through my bangs. She throws her head back and I lean down further, taking her hard bud into my mouth. I feel her back imediately arch into me. I bring my hand to her other breast and slowly palm her. She places her fingers into my hair and tugs on it, sending shocks up my spine. I groan and bring my other hand to her side, my nails digging into her skin, leaving red marks. I trail my tongue between her cleavage, tatsing light soap. I stop every second to place a kiss on her smooth stomach. When I've covered her whole stomach with my saliva, and lips, I stop at her pants. I stare at the zipper. Deciding whether or not to do this, I want to. Oh god do I want to, but Im still not sure about her. I look up and shes watching me, probably wondering whats happening. I let out a deep breath and move my hands to her zipper. I move them up to the button first and it pops open. She raises her hips and I grab her zipper. I slowly pull it down.
"Tegan!"
I hear a punding on my door, I turn and look at it. That voice, its sounds familiar.
"Tegan Rain, open your door."
My eyes grow wide and I look at Sara. Her eyes are big too and I climb off of her. I panick, I grab the blanket and cover her body with it.
"Pretend to be asleep."
She nods and turns over. I hear the knocking again and look at myself in the mirror. I walk to the door and make my eyes lood droopy. I open the door and he looks at me.
"Tegan, were you still asleep?"
I rub my eyes and fake a yawn, and nod.
He shakes his head and I look at his hands. Hes carying two trays of food. He extends one to me and I grab it.
"Im gonna take this one to Sara, what dorm is she in again."
I shake my head and speak.
"We took care of eachother last night, so shes in my room."
I step aside and he walks in. He looks at my bed and he can easily make out the figure. He look at me and hands me the other tray of food.
"Okay, well If you guys need anything, call me or go down to the nurses office."
I nod and set the two trays down. He walks out of my room and I walk him down the hall. He presses the elevator button and turns to me.
"Your not faking it right?"
I shake my head and he nods.
"Well, you should have told me, I would have let you stay with me."
I shake my head and reply.
"I wanted to take care of Sara, she was worse than me."
He nods and smiles.
"Im glad shes got a couple of friends, cause when I met with her father, he said she was always alone, and never ever went out. And after this first week shes had, she needs a friend."
I smile and the elevator door opens. He walks in and I wave him off. I walk back to my room and see Sara still laying on her side. I chuckle and close my door. I walk to my bed and climb back in. I place my arms around her, feeling her flesh under my palms. She turns over and smiles. As much as I want to continue, I can't help but think that was a sign, for us to wait. She wraps her arms around my neck and nods.
"What?"
I ask her, wondering why she nodded.
"I think we should wait."
I feel a weight off of my shoulder and I smile. She pulls me into her and we hug, My face to her chest, her bare chest. In that moment, her breasts right in my face, I didn't want to lick them, I didn't want to suck on them, I just wanted to hug her, and hear her heartbeat. I wrap my arms around her body and squeeze her tightly.
"What made you decide to wait?"
I ask her. She chuckles and I can feel the vibrations from her chest, as each laugh comes up her throat.
"Almost getting caught by your dad, it was like a sign."
I smile as I realize, she was thinking what I was pulls away and looks at me.
"Why do I smell food?"
As if on time, her stomach growls. I smile and point to the nighstand, two trays of food. Her eyes grow wide. I laugh and sit up, she sits up and I turn around, grabbing the two trays. I set them both down on the bed, and notice that Sara has her shirt back on. I smile at her and she looks at the trays. Theres a problem, only 1 bowl of jello. Sara and I already established something, we both really like Jello. So when we both set our eyes on the wiggling red cubes , we eye each other.
"We'll just have to share."
I smile and nod. She grabs the bowl and pops a cube into her mouth. She extends the bowl to me and I smile, shaking me head. I bite my lip and she eyes me.
"Come here."
I grab her shirt and she leans over to me, slowly chewing the jello. I smile and attach my lips to hers, the taste of cherry on her lips make me smile. She parts her lips and I slide my tongue in, tasting her saliva and jello mixing together. I moan and take a couple of chunks into my mouth. I pull away and she giggles.
"Well thats one way of sharing."
I laugh and flash her a gummy smile. I smile I rarley do, only when Im honestly happy. She covers her mouth and I can see her cheeks rising.
"What?"
She uncovers her mouth and smiles.
"Do that smile again."
I flash her my gummy smile and she squeels. She laughs and looks down.
"Its cute."
I take both of my lips into my mouth, sucking on them. Shes so adorable. We go back to our food and when were done, I set the trays on the floor. Im full, I have a beautiful girl in my bed, and Im happy. I lay down on my back, and suddenly Sara straddles my waist. She giggles as she grabs my arms and lifts them up. She reaches down and starts to tickle my rib cage. I start to squirm, my giggle fit turning into full blown laughs. I try to stop her but, when ever I remove my hands from my side, she attacks me with her fingers. She leans down and kisses my nose, when she leans back up, and her hands are on my stomach, I smirk and grab her hips, flipping us over. She laughs and I start to tickle her, no mercy. She starts to cry and scream my name.
"Tegan! Tegan Stop!"
I keep going and she places her hands in my hair, pulling me down and crashes our lips together. I stop, I grab her hips and for a second, Im vulnerable. She flips us back over and pins me hands above my head.
"I win."
She says. I giggle and try to break free but she holds onto me harder.
"Nope."
She leans down, and hovers her face over mines. She smirks and leans further down, placing the first kiss ever to my neck. I never new why this drove girls crazy until now. Molly never touched me back, except for kissing my lips, no where else. And the other girls I've been with never even bothered with me, as long as they got there part, they didn't care. I shutter as her lips come in contact with every soft spot. I squirm under her. I feel her nip at my neck and I jolt.
"Sara!"
She lifts her head and smiles.
"I know, I know."
She sighs and rolls off of me. We went from her having her firt kiss, to almost having sex. I feel myself starting to slowly pool. I toss my head back into the pillow and groan. She laughs and places her head on my chest.
"Was that moving to fast?"
She asks sarcastically, but I still reply.
"Shh!"
She laughs and wraps her arm around my body. I place my arm on her back and she speaks.
"You know, this is probably . . . the best day of my life."
I smile and she looks at me.
"Its really is."
She says again and I rub her back. She lays back down on my chest and I here her yawn, as if domino affect, I yawn too. I start to get drowzy and soon Im fast asleep.