Authors Note: I did this chapter really quick, and really short. Im gonna be posting chapter 13 in a couple of hours, I just need to finish it and edit it, it'll be cute. So I hope you guys do enjoy this chapter, especially the person who reviewed my last chapter, telling me it wasn't boring, Thank you (: Anyways, chapter 13, In a couple of hours, so stay tuned :D
Chapter 12 : My Girlfriends Dad
Sara POV:
Yesterday went by pretty okay, after school Tegan and I hungout, the usual , sleeping. Right now Im in 3rd. I still have to call my dad to ask if I can go dress shoping, and if Tegan can come over. The only thing im worried about, is my father finding out about Tegan and I. My dad isn't a homophobe, hes a person fully for equality, but every father wants their daughter to get married to her husband, have kids, a house, you know traditional. I know if I were to come out to my dad, he would accept me, but like I said, I don't know what I am.
Today Toby texted me, he said that he was going to the dance, if I wanted to meet up with him. Of course I said yes. Toby was nice, and I know that he doesn't have a date, apparently guys are totally different then girls, girls think if they onlyt recieve their not gay. Boys on the other hand, think that if they even touch a boy, their gay. Which is very confusing. But like I was saying, I said yes. I told him about Tegan and I and he was pretty happy for me, telling me that he seen the way I looked at her, because he looks at Tommy -The boy he loves- the same way. I 've been texting him all day, telling him everything about Tegan and I. I feel like hes become a texting buddie, I like it. In 5 minutes, the bell rings for lunch. I've been watching my phone for 10 minutes, texting back Toby, making the time move faster. The bell finally rings and I get up from my seat, packing my things and placing my handbag over my shoulder. Im meeting Tegan, Ronnie and Lizzy for lunch, the usual. I walk out of my class, after telling my teacher goodbye and head for the cafeteria. As im going down the stairs, I earn strange looks from people, some even looking, then whispering to their friends. Its not something that Im not used to, I was always considered strange at my onld school, so I learned to deal with it. I keep walking till I get to the outside halls. I make my way, passing the heaters. Today is pretty cold, its 58 degrees. Im wearing my uniform, my green college sweater, Tegans leather jacket, and my hair pulled up. It was so clod, I didn't shower this morning, but I did shower last night. I get to the cafeteria and spot my friends, and girlfriend. I love the way its sounds, Girlfriend. I slowly make my way up to them and Tegan has her back turned to me, facing Lizzy and Ronnie. I nudge Tegan and she turns around. She smiles big and hugs me, placing her hands on my waist.
"Hey."
I bite my lip and press my cheek to hers.
"Hey."
She giggles and pats my hip.
"Lets get some food."
We make our way to the lunch line and grab our trays. As we select our food, moving down the line, I spot Molly in the corner of my eye. I turn and look at her, shes eyeing me, literally staring me down.
"Sar?"
I turn my head when I hear my name and Tegans smiles.
"You okay, feeling sick again?"
I shake my head and smile.
"No."
She turns her attention back to the food. When we get to the desserts, I see only chocolate cake and Vanilla pudding.
"Tegan, they ran out of jello. . ."
She turns to me and smiles.
"Wanna try some chocolate cake, I know its not jello, but its worth a try."
I pout but nod. She laughs and grabs two chocolate cakes. She sets one down on each of our trays and keeps moving. I grab my lunch card and we all swipe our cards. We make our way to our table, sitting down in our seats.
The whole lunch was all about our weekend. What Tegan and I were gonna do, what Lizzy and Ronnie were gonna do, What dress style was I looking for, just all of it. When lunch was over, Tegan and I went on to our other class, then saw eachother at our last class, but my teacher moved our seats, two days ago, so its impossible to talk in that class, but we did stare at eachother alot. In 3 minutes, the bell rings, freeing us from hell. When it finally does, I grab my things, and Tegan meets me at the door. When we get out of class, she turns to me and smiles.
"I texted my dad, asking him if I could go over this weekend."
I smile and look to the floor.
"What did he say?"
"Yea, only if its okay with our dad?"
"I don't think he'll mind, but Im gonna call him right now and ask him."
She nods and looks down. I feel her hand wrap mines and I smile. She wraps her arm around my shoulder, making our hands embrace on my chest. I place my hand around her waist and we walk back to the dorms. As we crossed the courtyard, again, we got dirty looks from girls, some smiled at us, but that was probably 5 girls, minus Lizzy and Ronnie. We get inside the dorm building and walk to the elevator. I press the button and look at Tegan.
"Hey, so whens the project due for Miss L?"
She looks at the ground for a couple of seconds, then back to me.
"Next month, we have time."
She laughs and so do I. The elevator doors open and we step inside, I press the 3rd floor button and the doors close. Since theres no one in the elevator with us, I lean up and place a kiss on Tegans cheek. She blushes and kisses my nose. The doors open and we step out, walking down the hall.
"My room or yours?"
She asks me, I shrug and she smiles.
"Yours."
I laugh and lead the way to my room. I unlock my door and we step inside. I instantly make my way to the closet, grabbing a pair of pj pants, and a big sweater. I set them on my bed and Tegan walks up behind me, placing her arms around my waist. I smile and rest my head on her shoulder. She rocks us back and forth, while kissing my neck.
"Tee."
She giggles and I turn around. I wrap my arms around her neck and rest my forhead to hers. I look into her eyes, and she shuts them, smiling sweetly. I lean in and place a small peck on her lips. She opens her eyes and smiles.
"Help me change?"
I ask her, knowing she loves to see my skin. She bites her lip and nods. I pull away and play with the hem of my shirt, slowly pulling it up. She helps me and pulls it up faster, She drops the sweater to the floor and looks at my chest. Only a thin polo T-shirt and bra covering it up. She grabs the hem on my tee and pulls it up, I lift my arms and she pulls it off. I look at her as she stares, never tearing her gaze from my breasts, and she reaches down and starts to unzip my pants. I bite my lip and she slowly pulls the denim down. The get to my ankles and I kick them off. I look to my bed then to Tegan.
"Can you hand me my sweater?"
She reaches her hand out and grabs my old softball sweatshirt. She unfolds it, and I grab it, slipping it on. Now my pj pants are a different story, I grab them myself, and step into them, folding them as soon as they hit my hip bones. I wrap my arms around her and smile.
"Im gonna call my dad."
I place a kiss on her nose and she nods. I grab her hand and lead her to the bed, I lay down on my back, and pull Tegan on top of me. I spread my legs and she puts her stomach between my thighs. She rests her head on my stomach, facing me. I Put my hand down in my handbag and pull out my phone. I press my trackball and go to contacts. I hover over my dads name and smile. I press his contact info and its calls. I look at Tegan and place my hand in her hair.
"Hello?"
"Dad!"
"Sar Bear! How have you been kiddo?"
I smile at the use of my two old nicknames.
"You know busy, and you?"
"Well, the same, decorating the house, working."
"Well do you work this weekend?"
I look at Tegans and shes looking at my sweater. She slowly lifts it up so its reveals my belly button. She leans down and places a kiss on my skin. I giggle and she smiles.
"Yea but only saturday during the day, other than that we have the whole weekend."
I smile at Tegan and she kisses my skin again.
"Dad, I wanted to ask you two questions?"
"Shoot kiddo."
"Well my school is having a winter formal . . . and I wanted to go, but I need a dress. Can y-"
"Done, you can buy a dress."
I laugh and so does he.
"Next question."
"Okay . . . I was wondering, if my friend could come over for the weekend?"
"Of course, its good because you can go shopping with her, I don't know how that dress thing goes."
I smile big at Tegan and nod. She lifts up her thumb and I nod again. She smiles big and leans down, placing more kisses on my flesh.
"Okay thanks dad, what time will you be hear to pick us up?"
"Around 3:30, be ready okay?"
"We will, have you talked to mom?"
"Yea, just yesterday, she said shes been calling you, but you never answer."
"Lies, I'll text her tonight before bed."
"Okay, love you kiddo, remember 3:30, tomorrow."
"Kay love you dad bye."
I toss my phone to the side and grab Tegans face.
"You my darling dear, are comming over to my house for the weekend, and were going dress shopping."
She smiles and crawls up my body. She lays her chest on mines and kisses my cheek.
"Im going to be the envy of every boy at that dance."
She whispers, right before leaning in and taking my bottom lip between her teeth, She puts more preasure on it and I whimper. She lets go and it snaps back into place. I place my hands on her stomach, and feel her muscles tighten. I gasp and she smirks. She leans back down and pulls down the sweater from my neck, and attacks the vulnerable flesh, sucking and kissing. I hear the door open and I quickly turn around. I see Ronnie and Lizzy. I sigh and Tegan rolls off of me.
"Knocking!"
I say to them. They chuckle and Lizzy relplies.
"Sorry, but were gonna be here for a while, we have to study for a test."
I sit up and look at them.
"Lizz, you can't do it in Ronnies room for a little while?"
Tegan hits my arm and smiles.
"Sorry guys, shes just a little . . . rattled up."
They all look at me and start to laugh. I look at Tegan and shake my head.
"Im not the only one . . ."
They nods, admiting it. I chuckle and lay back down. Tegan wraps her arms around me, and I look at the girls.
"So, what class is the test for?"
Ronnie sits down on Lizzys bed and sighs.
"History, I swear Miss M wants to kill us!"
I laugh and look at Tegan. When I look into her eyes, I swear that I can get lost in them for seconds, maybe even minutes. Shes beautiful, funny, smart, and everything I said before. I don't fully understand how Molly couldn't touch her, or cuddle with her, or well . . . just be with her. I understand though, the whole thing about Molly not being gay, or just being curious, shes probably just scared, but thats better for me, because I have Tegan now. Im going to fix her, even if it breaks my back.
I lean up to her and move her face so shes not looking at the girls and looking right at me. I smile and put my face, centimeters away from hers. Shes smiling, she pushes the bangs away from my face and I rub my cheeks into her arm.
"Come here."
She whispers, I lean down and place my delicate lips on her strong ones. I moan at the way we move, together yet so different, both strong, but weak at eachothers touch. I feel her hands creep down, slowly making their way to my bum. I smile and continue to kiss her. Her hands squeeze my butt and I get a shock of electricity. I deepen the kiss, massaging my tongue with hers. I feel her gently sucking on my tongue, her lips putting more preasure each second. God I want her, so bad. I just want to ravish her, right here, but I know she won't and the girls are here. I pull away slowly, letting her lips linger on mine, then we detach. I keep my eyes closed, enjoying my addiction high. I feel another quick peck on my lips and I open my eyes.
Tegan POV:
As the day went on, Lizzy and Ronnie kept asking us questions, and we helped them. Sara and I snuck in some kisses, but let me tell you, Every kiss makes me nervous, and bothered. Nervous because Its Sara Im kissing, Im nervous just with her touch, but bothered because I can't take her like I want. I want to wait for the 4 day weekend, which reminds me that I have to plan it. Im probably gonna make her a CD with romantic songs, and give them to here, we'll listen to them and then the moment will just happen. Thats kind of how Im playing it in my mind, its cheesy, but cheesy shit is romantic.
Right now its 9:45, we just came back from dinner, Sara Lizzy, Ronnie and I. They finally had jello, apparently they ran out in the morning. Were walking back to our own dorms tonight, Sara in hers, me in mines. We agreed to sleep seperately tonight, just to see which one would cave. It was more of a funny bet, but turned serious, Lizzy and Ronnie said we couldn't go one night without eachother, so when Sara and I got into it, she agreed that she could sleep by herself, and that I couldn't. So me and her made a bet. I know theirs gonna be a storm tonight, I just didn't tell Sara. I know shes gonna flip out, and come to my room, Im kind of hoping she will though, I hate sleeping without her now.
We step out of the elevator and walk down the hall, my rooms first. Sara stops, and Lizzy keeps walking with Ronnie to her room. I turn and look at Sara. I pull her in to me and she smiles.
"Are you gonna pack? My dads gonna be here at 3:30."
She says, looking straight at me.
"Yea, I'll pack right now."
She smiles and leans in, placing an innocent peck on my cheek. I smile and look at her.
"So, tonight when you come into my room, can you try not to wake me?"
I joke with her, she laughs and shakes her head.
"Try not to wake me, when you come crawling to me."
She kisses my cheek again and pulls out of my embrace.
"I'll see you in the morning."
I pull her back in, kissing her hard. I pull away and she opens her eyes.
"See you in a couple of hours."
She shakes her head and walks away. I watch as she walks to her room, entering it, and closing the door. I smile and unlock my door. I step into my room and suddenly, a flash of lightening shines. I smile and think about Sara, her poor little face, bundled up under the covers. The roar of thunder shakes my window and I know she won't last long. I walk to my bed and squat down, grabbing my duffle bag from under the bed. I set it on my bed, and unzip it. I walk to my closet, and turn on the light. I go through my things, finding my clothes for tomorrow, and for the weekend. I grab a couple pair of pants, 6 t-shirts, 4 pair of boxers, 4 pairs of socks, and 4 pairs of underwear. I put all my clothes into my duffle bag and grab 2 thermals, maroon and gray, then 2 jackets, my army jacket, with my gray sweater under it, and my leather jacket. I toss them into the bag too and grab my black and white vans, and my maroon converse. I zip up my bag and place it on my floor, next to my bed. I quickly change into my pajamas and get into my bed. Im pretty excited, Im gonna meet Saras dad, as her friend of course, and Im gonna be spending the weekend with her. I always wanted to go with Molly on the weekends, but she said no, and that she didn't want me to meet her family and all that crap. A roar of thunder shakes my windows and I smile. Sara won't be able to last the whole night. I snuggle into the sheets and smell her scent, Sars smell lingering on my bed. I smile and feel my eyes starts to droop. I let them fall and dream about my weekend with Sara.
I open my eyes when I hear the window shaking and the thunder growling. I rub the sleep from my face and look to the side. I grab my phone and press the button, the screen lights up and tells me that its 3:25. I sigh and a huge thunder bolt shakes my windows again. I jump up and walk to my door, If im shaken up from this storm, can you imagine Sara? I grab my keys and open my door, walking out into the dark hall. I lock my door and close it. I quickly rush down the hall, knowing that Sara needs me. I get to her door and slowly twist the knob. It pops open and I shake my head, Sara never locked the door. I walk in to Saras room, quietly and close the door. I look over to Lizzy first, she has her headphones on and shes sound asleep. I look over to Saras bed, her whole body under the covers, I can see her shaking under the blanket. I smile and walk to her bed, slowly making my way on the matress. She throws the covers off of her and gasps when she sees me. I smile and she imediatley wraps her arms around my neck, pulling my into her. I laugh and kiss her neck. She buried her face in my neck and kisses it.
"Im scared Tegan!"
She whispers, I nod and place my hands on her back, under her shirt.
"I know, thats why Im here."
She pulls away and looks at me, I smile and she smiles too. She leans in and connects our lips, I let her take the lead, slowly leading me into a high. As her tongue passes my lips and into my mouth, I moan and rub her back. Her soft skin under my palms. She jerks and pushes her body into mines, I feel her hips grind into me and I grunt. I pull away and look at her.
"Not yet."
She sighs and nods, placing her head into my neck. She takes a deep breath and I can feel her smile in my skin. On the back of my neck, I can feel her hands, tracing figure 8's into my flesh. After a couple of minutes, I hear her breathing grow steady, I look down and see her eyes closed. She finally fell asleep. I smile and place a kiss on her forehead. She snuggles in more and I chuckle.
"Goodnight Sara . . ."
Sara POV:
I open my eyes and see nothing but blurry figures. I try to move my hand to rub them, but find that their stuck. I blink my eyes a couple of times, when I see a piece of her flesh, I smile. I pull back and see Tegan. Shes lightly snoring, her mouth a little open, and a trail of drool hanging from her mouth. Last night she caved, she came to my bedroom cause she new I was scared. I look down at our bodies under the blankets. Our legs tangeled together, her hands around her stomach, and her arms wraped around me chest. I smile and lean in to her chest, placing a soft kiss on her skin. She shifts slightly, but stays asleep. I smile and lean in again, this time sucking on her flesh, She moves and unwraps one arm from around me, bringing it to her eyes. She slowly rubs them and yawns. I keep smiling at how adorable she is, My Tegan. She goes back to her former position and I kiss her lips, inches away from mines. She smiles into the kiss and I pull her into me more. I bring my hands up to her neck, and twirl the strands of hair on her neck. I pull away and give her a quick peck.
"Good Morning."
She smiles, her gummy smile.
"Great Morning."
I chuckle and rest my forhead on hers.
"Sara?"
"Yea . . "
I bite my lip at her voice, her low husky morning voice. I close my eyes and fight back the urge.
"I caved . . ."
I open my eyes and shes smiling. I chuckle and kiss her teeth. She places her hands on my waist and grabs at the flesh.
I hear lizzys alarm go off and I can hear the sound of her rustling around in her bed. I look over and see her sitting up, smiling at us.
"So who won?"
She asks, We both look at eachother and smile.
"I did, I had to be here with her . . "
Tegan says, I kiss her nose and she scrunches it up.
I look back to Lizzy and shes standing up, walking to her closet. I look at the window and see the rain, I sigh and look at Tegan.
"I don't want to shower, its gonna be cold."
She smiles and kisses my cheek.
"Don't, Im not. Im just gonna throw on my beanie and go, I can shower when I get to your house right?"
I nod and she shrugs.
"So just shower when you get home."
I climb over her and get off the bed. I walk to my closet and look through my uniforms, I wish I didn't have to wear skirts. I grab my stupid uniform and place it on my bed, I walk to my bed and look at Tegan.
"I don't wanna go to school, lets just runaway and join the circus, I can do tight rope? You can be an animal tamer."
She chuckles and pulls me down on top of her.
"After highschool."
She whispers into my ear. I smile and kiss her cheek. I sit up, so Im straddling her waist. I reach back and grab my uniform shirt. I hear the door close and I look around the room, Lizzy went to take a shower. I look down to Tegan and smile. I grab the hem of my shirt and pull it up and over my head, revealing my black bra. She smiles and I grab my uniform shirt, pulling it over my head. She bundles up the material in her hands and pulls me down. She kisses me and I smile, I feel her tongue, and the familiar wetness comes back. I know Tegan won't take me right here, right now, so I pull away. I climb off of her and stand up, I pull down my pajama pants, and let them fall to the floor. I see her smile and I look down, my red boyshorts, perfectly hugging my shape. I blush and grab my skirt. I slip it on and look at Tegan. She chuckles and so do I. I walk to my closet and grab my socks and shoes. I sit down on my closet floor and slip them on. I stand back up and walk to the mirror. I tussle with my hair, messing with it.I decide to wear it up, in a bun. I finish my hair and Tegan smiles.
"Go get ready, I have to brush my teeth anyways."
She nods and gets up from my bed. She walks to me and smiles.
"You wear bras to bed?"
I smile and nod.
"They shape your boobs."
She laughs and kisses my cheek.
"I'll see you at first okay."
I nod and she walks out of the door. I smile and sit down on my bed. Shes gonna drive me crazy. I shake the thoughts of me and Tegan away and get up. I grab my toothbrush and toothpaste, making my way out of my room, and down the hall. I get inside the bathrooms and turn on the sink water. I squeeze a large amount of toothpaste on my toothbrush and start to brush my teeth, each tooth. When Im done, the girls are starting to form inside, brushing their teeth and hair. I grab my things and walk back to my room. I get inside and head straight for my bed, Lizzys already dressed, and ready to go.
Right now im in 1st, Tegan came late, because when she went back to her room, she fell back asleep. Poor thing, she was sleepy. Shes sleeping right now too, her heads down on the desk. I smile and pay my attention back to our project. Our project id due in a month, we have to do A big poster board on anyone we want, Im gonna let Tegan pick.
Tegan POV:
Im so sleepy, I've slept in 5 classes so far. Right now Im on my way to 6th. I have Sara for this class, it sucks though, our teacher moved us, so we can't talk. When I get into my class, I see Sara, sitting in her seat. I smile and go to mines. All we talked about is MLA Formats and shit like that. I never understood why we need to learn this stuff, what I wanna do is tattoos. I love the look of them, how is MLA Format going to teach me how to draw? Its not. So I slept through that class too. I felt a light tap on my shoulder, I lifted my head and seen Sara. She smiles and I smile back sleepily.
"Come on, you can sleep at my house."
She smiles at the last part. I can see from her face that shes just excited in general about me comming over, spending two days with her. I stand up and put on my backpack. Sara pushes in my chair and we head out the door. As we walk down the halls, I pull out my cell phone, I look at the time. 2:50. I place it back in my butt pocket and hold out my hand. Sara grabs it, and links our fingers together. I smile and imagine what everyone is thinking, looking at me and her, together. When we get to our dorm floor, we go to my room first. I open the door for us and let her go in front of me.
"So you packed already?"
I close my door and answer her.
"Yea, I just need to change out of these clothes."
She nods and goes to my bed, laying down, watching me. I smile and walk to my closet. I take off my jacket and beanie, throwing them to my closet floor. I look down at my shirt, should I just wear a thermal? I guess. I grab the hem of my shirt and pull it up, revealing my black sports bra. I toss my shirt to the floor and hear a hushed whimper. I turn and look at Sara, shes laying on my bed, her legs squeezed together, and her whole bottom lip in her mouth, biting it hard. I chuckle and go for my pants. I unbotton them, and slowly move my hands to my zipper, teasing her. No ones ever looked at me this way before, with such infatuation. Her eyes roaming my entire body from head to toe, never skipping an inch of my skin. I look at the clock on my alarm, we have a couple of minutes. I stand at the edge of the bed, only in a black bra and boyshorts, Sara smiles. She sits up, grabs my hand, and seconds later, Im laying own on top of her, my lips on hers. I let out asoft chuckle as her cold hands find their way onto my back, making me jump. I put my right hand on her stomach, and slowly lift the material, my palm comming in contact with her flesh.
"Tegan . ."
She moans through our connected mouths.
I nod and continue to kiss her.
"Don't tease me . . ."
She whispers. I pull away and smile, she knew. I kiss her nose and she smiles innocently, batting her eyes at me. I sit up and climb off my bed, walking back to my closet and continue to change, with Saras eyes on me. When I finish changing, I grab Saras hand, and my things, locking up my room, for the first time in 2 years, to leave for the weekend. I smile as we walk to her room, her hand pulling mines through the crowd of girls. We get to her room and I see Lizzy.
"Hey Lizz."
"Hey Tegan, ready for your weekend with Sara?"
I smile and nod. She smiles and winks. We both laugh and I close the door. Sara goes to her closet and pulls out a blue nike duffle bag. I walk to her bed, and sit on her messy sheets. I watch her as she gathers up some last minute things. Her and Lizzy talk and I just sit there. Finally Sara walks up to me and smiles.
"Ready?"
I nod and she laughs. She reaches for my hand and I connect it with hers. She helps me up and I kiss her cheek. She smiles and I turn to Lizzy.
"Wanna walk down with us?"
She nods and grabs her things. When shes all packed, we leave Saras room, I double check it, making sure she locked it. We walk to the elevator, hand in hand again, earning strange looks from the girls. I shake them away and just focus on this weekend. We ride down the elevator, walk through the courtyard and outside the front doors. When we get out there, I look around, all the girls with their bags, talking to their friends. I lean into her and whisper.
"Ready for a great weekend?"
She smiles and nods. She kisses my cheek and I suddenly blush. She looks around, when Lizzy taps her.
"My folks are here, I'll see you two on monday."
She hugs Sara and then me. I watch as Lizzy walks away and gets into a big truck. I feel Saras hand detach from mines and I look at her.
"My dad."
She points to a semi tall man. Hes chunky and has salt and pepper hair. (Gray and White) She looks at me and smiles. I chuckle and start to feel nervous. Im going to meet my girlfriends dad. Holy fucking shit! My palms start to sweat as she drops her things and runs to her father. He picks her up and swings her around, shes laughing and he finally sets her down. I grab her things and walk over to them, stopping a few feet away to let them talk. Saras talking and he looks at me. She turns to look at me too and they smile, exactly the same. I giggle and walk when they tell me to come. I extend my hand and he extends his.
"Hello, Im Bruce, Saras dad."
I smile and shake his hand.
"Im Tegan, Saras friend."
He nods and looks at the bags in my hands and on my shoulders. He grabs them and I thank him. As we walk to Saras dads car, he walks in front of us.
"Im really nervous now."
I whisper to her, she laughs and nudges me.
"You shouldn't be, your gonna have fun, I promise."
I nod and we stop in front of a silver car. Bruce puts our things in the trunk, and walks to his side. When the doors unlock, Sara opens the back door, and climbs in. Im about to get in when she shakes her head. I eye her and hear Bruce.
"In the front."
I laugh and close her door. I open the front door and sit down, closing my door. Saras dad starts the car and pulls out onto the street.
"So, how did you two meet?"
I stay quiet, hoping Sara will pick up my flow, and luckily she does.
"The first day, I went to get lunch and I didn't have my card because Ronnie forgot to give it to me, so Tegan gave me her lunch."
I turn to him and smile. He smiles and thanks me. I chuckle and nod, I remember that day. I saw how embarressed she was, her cheeks were red, and her body was practically shaking. So I felt bad and gave her my lunch, but took her apple. The rest of the way was silent, no one spoke to eachother, I just looked outside and watched the cars and trees pass me by. When we finally did stop, we stoped at a huge house, it looked like a 4 bedroom. Bruce parked in the drive way and we all got out of the car. I opened Saras door and she smiled. She was about to kiss my cheek, but I eyed her and she remembered. She did mouth a word to me though Later. I helped Bruce with our things this time, as we walked to the front steps. When he opened the door, and we all got inside, I was amazed. The spiral staircase, the large living room. It was one of those old, beautiful houses.
"Well, go show her upstairs Sara, Im gonna get started on dinner. And I have to talk to you about this weekend and next weekend, so I'll call you down."
She nods and looks at me.
"Come on."
She grabs her things and we walk up to staircase to the second floor. When I stop at the top, Im huffing and puffing. She laughs and walks to the first door on the floor. I follow her and step into her room. The first thing I notice is a huge wall window, taking up the whole wall. I drop my things and so does she. I walk to her window, it overlooks the hills and her backyard, the light rain hitting the grass. I smile at how beautiful it is, but its really cold. I hear her door close then I feel a pair of hands on my stomach. I smile and she rocks us back and forth.
"You like my view?"
I nod and she laughs, placing a kiss on my cheek. I smile and turn around in her arms, she places her forhead on mines and I smile. She suddenly pulls away and jumps on her bed, cuddling into her sheets. I smile and walk to her. I sit down on her bed and place my hand on her thigh. I rub up and down and she lifts her head up from the pillow and smiles.
"I thought I said don't tease me."
She smirks and I laugh. I lay down on my stomach, facing her. She faces me and smiles.
"Sleepy?"
I shake my head and she closes her eyes.
"Well thats great, cause now I am."
We laugh and I smile at her sleepy form. I turn on my side and scoot into her, molding my body into hers.
"Then go to sleep. . ."
She smiles and leans into me, placing her moist lips onto mines. I can feel her body moving, shifting to her side. Her hands come up to my jaw and I smile into the kiss. God, a simple kiss can have this affect on me, shes making my heart race, and when her tongue hits my sweets spots, my body shutters. I wrap my arm around her, and place my hand on her lower back. Her soft skin, its burning under my palms. She brings her hands around my neck and pulls me in, further than I already am. I feel her body start to rise and soon shes straddling my waist. I place my hands on her hips and rub them, slowly making my way down to her butt. She moans into my mouth and I smile. I don't plan on taking this any further, I can't have sex with her, in her dads house, while her dads downstairs, thats just disrespectful. I slowly start to pull away and she keeps pulling me back in.
"Sara . . ."
I ment it to be stern, but it came out as a moan, due to her biting my bottom lip.
"Sara."
I say this time, more clear. She pulls away and looks at me.
"What?"
I shake my head and she drops hers. She buries it into my neck and I feel her lips on my skin, right over my pulse point.
"Still not ready?"
Her voice is mumbled and I smile. Im ready, I just want her to be ready. I want her first time to be memorable. Unlike her, mines was horrible. I had no idea what I was even doing. I was in 8th grade, back home in california. She was my bestfriend. Back then I was a total tomboy. I never wore make up, I had short spikey hair, everything was a blurr, but I do remember Myra. Myra was my first time, of cousre, since I was a dyke, she didn't touch me, but I touched her. When she came, it was weird, I didn't know what to do with it. But then when I would talk to my guy friends about it,when I got older, they told me what I had to do. Now its all girls want from me, I've been hit on so many times, since I've been here in england, and let me tell you, I had sex with some, probably about 5 girls. Then I met Molly, and well, I stayed totally commited. But now, I want Saras to be prefect, so she won't remember hers, like I remember mines. I rub her hips and smile.
"Yea . . ."
She lifts her head back up and smiles.
"Okay, Well Im gonna sleep. . . hold me?"
She says sweetly, how can I deny that. She turns over, so her back is facing me, and I wrap my arms around her. I feel her stomach flutter as I place my palms under her shirt. I laugh and she snuggles into me. I feel her hands on mines and I smile.
"Go to sleep."
She nods and I close my eyes.
When I wake up, Saras not next to me. All there is are cold sheets. The room is almost pitch black, except for the light shining under the door. I yawn and stretch my bones, feeling them crack under my skin. I sit up and crawl to the edge of the bed, getting off and walking to the door. I place my hand on the knob and turn it slowly. When the door opens a crack, Im instantly met with the smell of Mango.
"Sara . . ."
I whisper into the air, I already know the smell of her hair, Mango. I smile and walk out of the room, closing the door behind me. I look around the hall, and see Saras dad, walking out of his room.
"Hey Tegan right?"
I nod and he smiles.
"Well Saras in the shower, if you want to take one, theres another one downstairs, but dinner will be ready in an hour."
I smile and he walks away,
"Thanks ."
He waves me off as he walks down the spiral staircase. I hear the sound of the water turn off and I smile. I walk back into the bedroom and close the door. I lay back on the bed and wait for Sara. I hear the sound of wet feet, walking down the hall. I smile bigger and keep waiting. I hear the door knob turn and I close my eyes. The sounds, I can only hear her wet feet again. She bumps into something and curses. I open my eyes and look at her. She has a towel wraped around her head, a pair of short shorts on, and a big sweater on. I smile and she has yet to notice me awake. She walks to her mirror and looks at herself, touching her face, turning from side to side. She sighs and drops her head. She takes off the towel and her brown, wet locks flow. She shakes her head from side to side, letting the water fall. She looks back into the mirror and messes with it. She puts it up in a bun and looks down. I see her grab a bottle, a little glass bottle, filled with a tan cream thing. I look closer and realize its make up.
"Sara?"
She drops the bottle and whips her head around. She smiles and walks up to me, laying down on the bed.
"Hey, when did you wake up?"
I kiss her nose and smile.
"Couple minutes ago, hey where you gonna do your makeup?"
She looks back to the little stand and then back to me.
"Well I was gonna practice if for Winter Formal?"
"Your gonna wear make up?"
I know I sound mean, but I honestly didn't want her too, Sara is really beautiful, and Im afraid that with all that stuff on, shes gonna look just like them.
"Well, maybe just some eye shadow, and lipstick, mascara, and Chapstick?"
I imagine it in my head, either way, Sara will always be beautiful.
"Okay, just not to much , I don't want you looking like everyone else."
She smiles and nods, I give her one last kiss and she climbs off of me. She walks back to the mirror and then turns around.
"Well, I'll wait till tomorrow, when we find my dress."
She smiles big and I laugh.
"Okay, my dad gave me some money so I could buy my shirt, if I want to."
She nods and I get up. I walk to my bag and get out some clothes.
"Can I take a shower?"
"Yea, come on I'll show you how it works."
I follow Sara out of the room and into the bathroom. I set my things on the counter and watch her.
"This is hot, and this is cold. If you want, you can use my things, just not my dads, he goes crazy."
She chuckles and I nod, signaling that I understand.
"Okay, well I'll be in my room, dinner should be ready by the time you get out."
"Okay."
She kisses my cheek and I watch her as she walks out of the bathroom, closing the door behind her. I strip my clothes and get into the tub. When the water hits my back, I feel my body instantly relax.