Authors Note: Happy Thanksgiving guys, heres a short little boring chapter, just to hold you off. I couldn't fit a shocker into it, so Im sorry. Hopefully I can fit one in the next Chapter. To the person that liked the fact that I made the drama around them, instead of involving them directly, thank you for noticing, I was getting rather bored of them myself too. Im doing it this way because I like to see happy Endings. Also I have two new Things to Share with you. 1- When ever I mention a song, I would really hope you guys open a youtube tab and listen to it while you read the scene, it honestly pulls everything all together, because those are the songs I listen to while writing the scenes. 2- Im already starting on a new story, This time their sisters, age 17 . I will be posting it up an a little while, hopefully sometime this week, but this Fic will have my full attention for now. Also for those who are read This Is Everything, I will be posting Chapter 30(The Last Chapter) pretty soon, just have to prefect their happy ending. Anyways, Im pretty busy with helping my mom with Dinner, Im 17 so I have no choice :c Please Re-view and Enjoy (:
P.S Last Chapter(14) was over 10,000 words, Just FYI :D
Chapter 15: Your The Only One Here
Sara POV:
When we woke up this morning, we decided to let Charlie sleep, Tegan said she would get her off for the day, even if it ment she had to talk ot her father. Right now were in 6th, the day went by pretty fast, we did the usual, ate breakfast and lunch together, same old same old. In only 10 minutes, the bells gonna ring, Tegans been asleep for this whole period, she didn't sleep well on the floor last night, she woke up with her back hurting. I keep looking at my cell phone, hoping the time will move faster, but it doesn't. Today we saw Paulie, Tegan pointed her out to me at lunch, because she wasn't at breakfast. When I saw her I remembered her from the day in the shower, when Molly beat me up, she was the girl behind Molly who just watched. But today, when I saw her, she looked horrible, her hair was rugged, she didn't have her usual make-up on Tegan said, and she just looked thrashed. She was hanging out with Molly and the girls, they were all laughing except for her, she was just staring at her food. She looked like a zombie, lifeless and cold.
The bell finally rings and I start to pack up my things. I walk to Tegan and notice that she's still asleep. I smile and tap her shoulder. She turns her head and looks up at me.
"Come on, lets go."
She lifts her head more, looking around and smiles.
"Class is over?"
I nod my head and she stands up from her desk. She winces at her back and I grab her hand.
"Back still hurts?"
She nods and I help her walk back to the dorms. We cross the courtyard and I see Paulie again, this time she was talking to Molly, Molly looked like she was showing off about something, and Paulie was just staring at the ground. I look at Tegan and she didn't notice them. We keep walking and we get inside the dorm building, making our way to the elevator. When we get to our floor, we head straight to Tegans room, to check on Charlie. When we get in front of Tegans door, she opens it slowly and steps in. I walk behind her and look around, Tegan stops and I look at her was gone, she wasn't where we left her,the sheets were still messed up and the blankets were on the floor.
"Shit."
I hear Tegan groan. She walks to her bed and falls down on it, I close the door and drop my bag down to her floor, next to the nightstand. I walk to the edge of the bed and climb over her, getting into my form, up against the wall. I turn on my side and face her, her face still stuffed into the pillow. She groans again and I smile, I place my hand on her back and bundle up the shirt, giving me direct contact with her skin. She lifts her head up from the pillow and looks at me. She smiles and turns her full body towards me. I keep my hand on her back as we stare at eachother, my fingers feeling the light fuzz on her lower back, feeling her two little back dimples she has. I notice her face starting to get serious, and she sighs. She reaches into her back pocket and pulls out her phone. I look down and watch her unlock it, as she messes up her code she finally unlocks it, she goes to her messages and starts to type, sighing away.
"What happened?"
She looks up at me, then back to her phone.
"Im just texting Charlie, making sure she's okay you know?"
I nod my head and she continues to text away. She sends the message and puts her phone down between us. Shes tired, yesterday was too much, her dad, his "Fiance", then Charlie, I could see her muscles staying tense, even as I rubbed her back. I leaned in and placed a kiss on her nose, she closed her eyes and smiled, enjoying my eskimo kiss. I pulled away and smiled, it made me happy to see her lips curl. She opened her eyes again when the vibration of her phone went off. Our eyes both flew to the phone, she grabbed it and picked it up. I watch her again, unlock the screen and click on her messages.
"Im with Mika, I needed to talk to her. Im fine Tee, I'll be back later."
Tegan read the text out loud and I looked at her. She gave a little sigh of relief and smiled.
"Now I can relax. . ."
I smile, thats exactly what she needed. I stopped rubbing her back and lean over her, so my lips were at her ear.
"Get on your stomach."
I whispered to her, she looked at me and smiled. I sat up and she did as I said, getting on her stomach, flat across the matress. I climbed over her, resting my bum to hers and she turned her head back. She smirked and I rolled my eyes, shaking my head, she giggled and put her head back into the pillow. I looked down to her leather jacket and sighed.
"Tegan can you take off your jacket."
She lifted her upper body and began to take it off, she had a little trouble because of her hand, so I helped. When her jacket was off, I tossed it to the side and looked down at her shirt.I placed my hands at the hem and slowly lifted the material, revealing her bare back. I bunched it up to her neck, she lifted her body making it more comfortable and I stopped at her neck. I look at her back, all tan, with a set of two bra straps connecting. I reach down and unclasp it, making it pop open and fall to her sides. She jumps when I do that, I giggle and places my lips at the start of her spine. I gently place tender kisses all over, the sounds of her moans filling the room, is the only thing motivating me, making me want to make her feel so good. When I get to her lower back, I place two kisses on her back dimples, making sure to swirl my tongue into them, making her grab a fistfull of her sheets. I smile and bring my body back up. I place my hands on her back and slowly knead into her back, feeling the knots under my finger tips. She turns her head to the side, and I can see the right side of her face, shes totally relaxed, her eyes are closed, her mouth is open and her hair is all in her face. I make my way down to her lower back and she winces. I work the spot and look down to her back.
"Right here?"
She nods and I ease up, slowly working at it. When she stops wincing, her face returns to normal, making me feel slightly half accomplished. When I have covered her whole back, even doing her sides, I lean down and whisper in her ear.
"Better?"
She opens her eyes and nods, smiling at me. I smile and kiss her cheek. She starts to slowly turn around, on her back, I lift up my body, making it easier for her to turn over. I keep my eyes on hers the whole time, watching them sparkle as they look into mines. I feel her hands grip at my waist, slowly pulling me back down. I smile and cup her face. I feel a light tickle on then lining of the hem of my shirt, I start to look down, when I see Tegans chest. Her black bra, slightly up, revealing the bottom part of her breasts, her nipples still covered by the black material. Im curious, as to what hers look like, I didn't see them the night I caught her and Molly in the shower, because they were pressed against Mollys skin, making it impossibble. I look at Tegan and she searches my face, wondering whats going to happen next. I look back down, the tickling feeling still on my stomach. I bring my hand down from her face and bring it to her cup. I look at her and shes staring at me, watching my every move like a hawk. I grab the cup, and slowly move it up, watching her face as I do it. Her breathing is getting a little rugged, and her chest is starting to rise and fall a little faster. I take my eyes off of hers and trail them, down her sharp jawline, pass her tight neck, scimming through her delicate collar bones. When I get to her chest, I slowly move my eyes down, taking a first look at her bare breast. Her nipple a light shade of pink and tan mixed together, the perfect size.I bring my index finger to it, and slowly move my finger around, feeling and looking as her nipple stiffens to my attention. When I look up, her eyes are staring right into mines, her lip slightly twitching. I lean down, my face now hovering over hers, and look at her lips. She crashes them together, and I take her whole breast into my palm, she gasps and I deepen the kiss. She moans lightly into my mouth and I can't help but smile.
"Sara . . ."
I slowly detach our lips and nod,already knowing her response, as much as she loves the feeling of being touched, I still want to give her the pleasure of my first time being special. I rest my forhead on hers and keep my hand in place, she rubs her nose to mines and I smile.
"I just . . . I want to feel you Tegan, I want you to feel what I feel . . . when you touch me."
I open my eyes and shes smiling. I feel her other hand leave my hip and they both end up on my back, lowering me down, so my bodies on top of hers. I shift a little to the side, and place my head at her chest. She brings one hand up to my hair, and slowly plays with it, running her fingers through my brown locks. I bring my index fringer back and just trace the circle, her bud still as stiff as can be.
"Sara."
I nod my head into her chest and she stops playing with my hair, I look up and shes looking down right at me.
"I . . . think I might be in love with you too . . ."
I feel my heart stop, than start back up again, speeding up ten times faster. She smiles weakly and I let out a little sob, she grabs my face with both of her hands, not caring about her bruised one, and pulls me up. I smile and see the water in her eyes, slowly breaking free and falling down her cheek.
"Am I crazy for that too?"
I chuckle, on the verge of tears and shake my head.
"No, your not crazy."
I smash our lips together, feeling our tears now mixing together, making our cheeks slide across eachother, and our mouths move without hesitation. She brings her hand up and laces it on the back of my neck, the other still on my jaw. I brind my hand up and put it to her jaw, feeling it move in my palm, the hardness of her bone slightly clenching. I pull away slowly, and look at her.
She smiles, and suddenly yawns, I giggle at her face and wipe the tears off her cheeks.
"Sleepy?"
She nods and I smile, I place a kiss on her nose and rub our noses together.
"Then go to sleep."
She shakes her head and I smile.
"Why not?"
"Because . . . I don't wanna leave this moment."
I smile and brush my palm against her cheek.
"I'll be right here when you wake up."
She closes her eyes slowly and smiles.
"Promise?"
I lean up a little and look at her whole face, her beautiful face, her defined cheek bones, her sharp jaw, her cute big bottom lip, her perfect little button nose, her labret, her eyebrows, her eyelids, everything about her, is beautiful.
"I promise."
She smiles and I climb off of her, she turns to her side and I pull down her shirt. She snuggles into me and I wrap my arms around her neck, bringing her as far into me as she can go. She buries her head into my chest and I can't help but smile. She might be in love with me.
Tegan POV:
I felt the feeling of being safe for once, it surounded me like a bubble, never once leaving me. Thats what put me into the greates sleep I have ever had, Sara did it.
I hear the sound of buzzing, and I open my eyes, my bed slightly shaking, then stopping. I slowly pull away and see Sara, sleeping. I smile and look down to my phone. I pick it up and look at the screen. The picture of my dad and mom, next to the signal of a new message. I had to text my dad today, just to get Charlie off the hook, I told him she was sick, and needed the day off, he hasn't texted me back, until now. I look at the time, 7:25. I unlock my phone and click on the text. The screen loads, and I read the words.
Okay, tell her to get better.
Tegan I think me and you should talk, just us alone.
I close my eyes and take a deep breath, I knew what he was already going to say, I love her Tegan, shes the one for me, I trust her and you should too, all that crap. She didn't fool me though, I know well what this woman was capable of doing, she was strong enough to have this hold on my father, she could break him like a toothpick in her hands, one simple snap and he was gone. That scared me, I didn't want to see my dad hurt, even if he didn't show me he cared, I always tried my best to show him I care, but it never got through to him, now that Im tired of showing it, he wants it, its too late.
Theres nothing to talk about Dad, I already told you, if you marry her, you choosing her.
I lock up my phone up and place it on the bed. I look at Sara and just like she promised, she was right here when I woke up. I take my index finger and bring it to her lips, lightly tracing the shape of them, so perfect, so moist. She starts to stir and I smile, seeing her eyes flutter open. She looks at me and smiles sleepily, I chuckle and run my fingers through her hair.
"Told you I'd be here when you wake up."
She whispers, I smile big and lean in, placing a kiss on her cheek.
"Your always here. . . your the only one here."
She rubs her cheek to my lips and I smile. I lay back down, and we look at eachother. Each time she bats her eyes, I feel a tiny dragon in my stomach wake up and fly around my stomach, making me feel like the first time I ever kissed her, nervous. I reach down and grab her hand, bringing it up between our faces. I hold them together, and press them against eachother, our palms connecting, our fingers the same size and length, they fit perfectly. I slowly take each finger and lace them together. She smiles and I drop them back to the sheets. I hear a knock on my door and I turn around. Im about to get up and answer it, when Sara shakes her head.
"I don't want you to get up."
She giggles, I smile and lay back down.
"Come in!"
I turn around, and Sara wraps our hands around my stomach and we look at the door. It opens and I hear two very familair voices.
"Tegan, Sara?"
They walk in with their eyes covered and we giggle.
"We weren't doing anything guys, you can uncover your eyes."
She both peek through their fingers and sigh in relief. Ronnie closes the door and smiles.
"Wanna come eat dinner with us?"
I nod and look back to Sara, she smiles and I answer for us.
"Yea, just give us a couple minutes to freshen up?"
They both nod and I smile, they open the door and before leaving I hear Lizzy.
"We'll be outside."
The door closes and I turn around looking at Sara.
"Wanna borrow some clothes?"
She smiles and I get up, I detach our hands, and walk to my closet. I look through my drawers and find the smallest jeans, and a band t-shirt. I show them to her and she smiles. I hand them to her and she stands up. While she changes, I decide to just put on a new shirt. I quickly grab my jacket and put it on. I turn around and see Sara pulling up my pants, her shirt off, only her bra showing. She turns to me and groans.
"The zippers stuck."
I laugh and and walk to her. I look down and see it tucked in, and to the side. I hate it when that happens. I bring my finger down and start to fiddle with it, I look at her, and she has her eyes closed, the furthest I've gone down there. I smile and finally grab hold of the zipper, I pop it back into place and when I zip it up, she smiles and opens her eyes. I smirk and shake my head, she starts to laugh and I grab her shirt,I put it around her head and she pulls away.
"I can do it!"
I laugh and walk to my closet again, grabbing her a jacket. I grab her my green army one with the gray sweater underneath it, she accepts it and smiles.
"Ready?"
I nod my head and grab my keys, wallet and phone, she grabs her wallet and phone from her bag and heads to the door. She opens it, and we walk out into the hall where Lizzy and Ronnie are waiting. The smile at us, and I close my door. I grab Saras hand, and she clings to me, wraping her arm around mines.
"You two spend like, every second of the day with eachother!"
Lizzy says, we both smile and nod at the same time.
"At least you can't get pregnant, otherwise you two would be fucked!"
We all laugh and Sara looks at Lizzy.
"Believe it or not, but we haven't done it yet."
They look shocked and we step into the elevator
"Seriously? You guys look like you already planned out your future together, kids names, a dog, a house, you two are practically attached at the hip."
She points to our hips, close together from Sara clinging to me. We all laugh and the doors open.
"Lizzy, I swear we haven't, but when we do, it'll be special."
I look at Sara and she smiles, knowing that Im talking about this weekend. She squeezes my arm and I kiss her forhead.
"Well either way, your still lucky."
"Bloody hell, its raining !?"
I look out of the doors and push one open, the rain smacking down on the cement.
"Yea, its pouring,"
The girls groan and I smile, I grab Saras hood, and pull it up, making sure she doesn't get wet. She smiles and does mine. I open the doors up again for them, and they all walk out one by one, Sara last, waiting for me, so we can walk together. As we make our way pass the slightly muddy courtyard, slipping and sliding, the sound of thunder shakes Sara. When we get into the halls, I wrap my arm around her and she shakes her head.
"Im not sleeping alone tonight, you already know that."
I laugh and nod, I have no problem with her sleeping in my bed, or me sleeping in her bed, even though hers is smaller than mines, still comfortable. We get to the cafeteria and finally feel warm with all the hot air. I grab Sara and I's tray, we all move through the line, grabbing our food, and swiping our cards. As we wait for Ronnie and Lizzy, I search the tables, looking for Charlie. What shocks me, it that at the table, its only Molly and the girls, none of my friends. I look and see that all of them look pretty sad or pissed off, and Mollys just sitting there, looking at her food. I feel Sara tap me and I turn around.
"You comming?"
I nod and follow her to the table. We take our usual seats and Sara begins the conversation.
"So, girls night wednesday right?"
Ronnie and Lizzy smile and I look at her.
"Girls night?"
She nods and takes a bite of her pizza.
"Were gonna figure out how to do our hair and make-up for the dance, I'd tell you to come, but you can't see me until the dance, when we meet up."
She smiles and I do too, just picturing Sara in her outfit, and her make-up, her heels, that take the innocence out of her walk and replace them with the most sexiest look ever, I was literally going to be the topic of the night, the butch with the beautiful woman in her arms. I couldn't wait, only 3 more days, and counting. I grab a peice of my pizza and take a bite, the hot cheese burning my tongue. I wince and Sara looks at me.
"Whats wrong?"
I motion to the pizza and she grabs my Sunny D opening it up and handing it to me. I take a drink and feel my tongue instantly cool.
"Better?"
I nod and then shake my head.
"It was just hot, so for girls night, do you guys just sit around in your underwear, give eachother make-overs, have sweaty pillow fights?"
They all laugh and Sara nudges me.
"Of course, what is a girls night without a sweaty set of girls, beating eachother up with huge pillows?"
She rolls her eyes and I laugh.
"So I really can't go then?"
Ronnie and Lizzy laugh nervously and I smile.
"No, I want you to be suprised when you see me, so no!"
Sara repeats, I nod and pout.
"Sorry, but I want you to be suprised,so Im not gonna fall for the puppy dog face."
She takes another bite from her pizza and I start to wine like a puppy. She turns to me and shakes her head.
"Fine, I won't go, I'll just hang out in my room then, alone."
She laughs and shakes her head.
"You can still sleep with me, you just can't see me with my make-up on."
I smile, feeling a little bit more happier and she chuckles. We continue to eat our Dinner, talking about everything, like usual. We talked about the dance mostly, and how Ronnie and Lizzy have been texting their dates non stop since they met them. Ronnie and Rodney seem pretty cute, they have a lot in common she said, they love the color orange, Go figure, they both love movies, their both red heads, Ronnie likes his height, he likes Ronnies height, they sounded like a cute pair. Lizzy on the other hand, was really skeptical about her guy, she thinks hes somewhat of an asshole, and he is, he told her that he kinda had a problem with the color that she picked out, and when she sent him a picture of her in the dress he said some pretty mean things. I didn't like the fact that he called her fat, he said she looked really big in yellow, and should have gotten black, because everyone knows black slims you. I asked her why she was still going wth him, and she said because she already told him. I knew it wasn't going to go well, if I see him at the dance, and he tells her anything mean, what so ever, I won't hold back.
After Dinner we all got up and threw our trash away. I wraped my arm around Sara and we all started to walk out of the cafeteria, and back to the dorms. Suddenly Sara tugs on my arm and I look down at her.
"What happened?"
She points to the building where I went, the time Molly and I faught, I look closely and see Paulie, I know her figure just by looking at her. She had her head down, and she was looking at the ground. I look down at Sara and shes looking at Paulie.
"Come on."
She shakes her head and looks at me.
"Im gonna go talk to her."
I sigh and look at her in the eye
"Your not Molly Sara, she won't listen to to you."
She looks down and I sigh again.
"What if Molly shows up, what if she tells you something and Im not here? How am I gonna protect you?"
"Come with me, just let me talk to her."
I look at Lizzy and Ronnie.
"You guys can go ahead, we'll meet up with you later."
They nod and Ronnie looks at Sara.
"Everything all right?"
Sara nods and smiles,
"Yea, just wanna talk to her really quickly."
They smile and start to walk back to the dorms, leaving the halls and entering the courtyard. I turn and look at Sara.
"Are you sure?"
She nods and grabs my hand.
Sara POV:
I lead us down the hall and look at Tegan. Even though I wanted to talk to Paulie alone, I knew she was right, what if Molly did see me, and tell me something, maybe even go for round two. Tegan at least would be here to stop her. We make our way pass the cafeteria again and I look at the ground.
"Sara, be carefull okay, Paulie can get pretty heated."
I look up and realize were only a couple of feet away from the building. I nod my head and we turn the corner. There she was, sitting on the wet ground, the tarp doing its best to protect her, but slightly failing. I turn to Tegan and signal for her to stay, she nods and I turn back around. I take a couple of steps and look down at her.
"Paulie?"
She looks up at me and then drops her head back down. I walk closer to her and squat down. The tears are visible in her eyes, shes not sobbing, their just running down her cheek, no emotion, just a blank expression.
"Paulie, are you okay?"
She lifts her head and eyes me.
"Do I fucking look okay?"
I look at Tegan and remember her heated tip. I take a couple of steps back and sit down on the only piece of dry floor I can find.
"Paulie you don't wanna get out of the rain, you might get sick?"
I ask her, she looks at me and shakes her head.
"Why the fuck are you here? What do you want huh? "
I sigh and drop my head.
"I just want to help Paulie."
She looks up and starts to laugh.
"HELP? Your not my fucking friend! Why do you want to help me?! Why don't you go fuck yourself!"
Why did I come over here, I should have listened to Tegan, but its too late.
"I wanna help because look at you Paulie, you look like shit, your sitting in the rain, Crying! Your hurt! I don't have to be a friend to help, I just have to care."
She looks up and eyes me.
"Your really gonna sit there, and act like you know me? You have no fucking clue what I've been going through, No fucking clue!"
"God Damit Paulie will you shut the fuck up! You know shes right!"
I turn and look at Tegan, shes walking towards us. Paulie looks at her and shakes her head. She drops her head back down and I look at Tegan. I move closer to Paulie and look at her.
"Im may not know anything about you, but I do know that your stupid for letting Molly run your relationship. I don't care what you've been through Paulie, I could give a shit about it, but all I know is that I found your ex girlfriend in the shower last night, and I helped her, Tegan and I helped her. She was crying over you, because you hurt her. Yea I may not know you personally, but one thing I do know is that your ashamed to be with Charlie, you don't deserve her."
I stand back up and look at her. It was the first time I was ever so straight up with someone, I didn't care that I didn't know her, all I cared was about Charlie, the girl who I found crying. Tegan grabs my hand and looks at me.
"We should go."
As she leads me back into the hall, my body almost fully wet, I hear Paulie.
"Im not ashamed of her . . ."
I let go of Tegans hand and turn back around. Pauie looks up and shakes her head.
"Im not ashamed of Charlie Sara. . ."
I make my way back to her and notice her hard exterior slowly fading away, as if her wall she had built was made out of mudd bricks, and the rain was slowly turning them back into mudd. I kneel down in front of her and look at her.
"Then what are you ashamed of?"
She looks back down and I already know, but I need to hear it.
"Ashamed because your gay? Because you actually love her?"
She chokes on a sob and starts to cry harder, the expression on her face finally showing. She slowly nods and I wrap my arms around her soaking body, the water comming off of her clothes soaking through mines. She wraps her arms around me, and grabs at the back of my jacket. She buries her head into my shoulder and cries, not caring anymore.
"I fucked up."
She mumbles into my skin.
"I let her go, I told her that I never loved her,and that it was all bullshit."
I rub her back and rock us back and forth.
"You shouldn't be ashamed Paulie . . . we love who we love."
She clings to me tighter and I feel another hand on my shoulder. I look up and see Tegan.
"We should get her out of the rain and back to her dorm."
I nod my head and look at Paulie, Pulling away from her.
"We need to get you out of the rain, come on."
She nods her head and I stand up, I grab her hand and lift her. I wrap my arm around her waist and help her walk to the halls. As we make our way through the halls and pass the courtyard, we don't speak, it wasn't an awkward silence, It was a comfortable silence. We finally get to the dorms and Tegan presses the button for the elevator.
"What am I gonna do . . ."
I hear Paulie whisper. I rub her waist and smile.
"Your gonna talk to Charlie okay? And your gonna stop being ashamed."
The elevator doors open and we all step in. Tegan presses the 5th floor and we ride up. When the doors open, Tegan helps Paulie walk to her dorm. I follow behind them and look around, the quiet empty halls. Tegan stops at a door and knocks on it. I make my way to them, and the door opens. I see the a blonde girl, who Ronnie said was named Mika, when she described all the girls.
"Mika, wheres Charlie.?"
Mika looks shocked, her eyes are wide as she looks at the state Paulie is in, she slowly steps away from her door and we all look inside. Charlie's asleep on Mikas bed. I look at Tegan she she lets go of Paulie. I watch as Paulie walks inside and sits on the edge of Mikas bed, tears slowly sliding down her face. Paulie places her hand on Charlies thigh and she turns over. The look on Charlie face was a look of pure happiness. Without saying a word, Charlie sat up and wraped her arms around Paulies neck, Paulie buries her head into Charlie's neck and cries. I look at Tegan and shes looking at them.
"Were gonna go, make sure they get back to their rooms yea Mik?"
Mika nods and closes the door. Tegan turns to me and smiles. I sigh and walk up to her, resting my head on her chest. She brings her hand up to my hair and scratches it, kissing my head.
"You got them back together."
I snuggle into her chest and nod.
"Lets go back now, Im wet, my clothes are sticking to my body and my body temperature is below 12."
I start to shiver and she kisses my head again.
"Okay, come on."
She grabs my hand and leads me back down the hallway to the elevator. When we get to our floor, we walk out of the elevator and I feel my body shiver.
"My room or yours?"
She asks me, I shrug and just keep shivering.
"Mines."
I nod my head and we rush to her room. She opens the door and I quickly step in, she closes the door and drops her keys, wallet and phone on the nightstand. I make my way to her bed and before getting on it, I take off my jacket. I feel a pair of arms around my waist and I smile. I turn around in her arms and she smiles.
"Your amazing you know that?"
I try to hold back my teeth chatters but I can't they chatter away and I nod. She laughs and reaches for the hem of my shirt. She pulls it over my head and drops it to the floor. I smile as my cold skin starts to dry. She grabs the zipper on my pants and pulls it down, unbottoning the buttons with her other hand. She squats down and pulls them down my legs, they peel off my skin and I feel my body starting to slowly warm without the wet clothes on me. I place my hands on Tegans shoulders and step out of them, she tosses them to the floor and I smile. I turn around and climb into her bed, not changing into her pajamas. She smiles and I reach out for her, shes not as wet as I am, she was mostly under the hall ceiling, I was under a worn through tarp. She grabs my hand and kneels on the bed, I grab her jacket and push it off her shoulders, she lets it drop to the floor and smiles. I grab them hem of her shirt and pull it up and over her head. Her black sportsbra covering her chest. She lays down on the bed and I crawl in between her legs. I place my hands on her button and zipper, slowly undoing them. She watches me as I loop my fingers inder the waist band and pull them down, her boxers, sightly going down, revealing a little peice of her area. I bring them down to her ankles and she kicks them off. I smile and lay back down on my side facing her. She grabs the blankets from the floor and covers us up. I snuggle into the heat and she wraps her arms around me. I smile as her skins heat melts into mines, quickly making my body warm from head to toe.
"Is this better?"
I nod and she giggles.
"Good."
I bring my hand to her stomach and place my palm on her skin, flat. She giggles and I circle her belly button with my index finger. As I trace it, I feel light goosebumps cover her skin, even the little fuzz on her chest rising. I laugh and pulll away from her.
"God Im grazy about you."
I whisper low, and she smiles.
"Im crazy about you too, maybe a little too much."
I smile and lean up, face to face with her. She gazes into my eyes and I swear, that in that moment, I saw the real her, the her that I have almost fixed, the happy Tegan, the one that's crazy about me. I leans in and I kiss her, pouring my heart into it, showing her just how much she means to me. She whimpers and I pull away.
"Something wrong?"
I ask her, she shakes her head and just crashes her lips back to mines. I gasp and feel her hands on my bum, slowly palming me through my underwear. I moan into her mouth and she pulls me on top of her. I straddle her waist and tuck a piece of lose hair behind my ear. She brings her hands up to my sides and I feel her grab at my skin, making me moan out loud.
"Tegan."
She whimpers when she hears her name escape my mouth.
"Sara. . ."
I continue to kiss her and nod.
"I want you so bad rig- right now."
I pull away and look at her, I try my best to catch my breath but it keeps comming out ragged.
"I do too . . ."
She smashes her lips back into mines and she whimpers pulling away.
"Fuck."
I drop my head to her chest and she looks at the ceiling, we want eachother, but don't want to wait anymore. The sexual tension between us is strong, we've see eachothers bodies, now we want to explore. I bring my head up and smirk.
"Theres nothing wrong with making out all night though."
I bring my lips back to hers and she nods. I smile and she deepens the kiss, sliding her tongue in. I moan and feel her hands caress my sides again.
"Don't."
I choke out, she stops and looks at me.
"Thats making me too hot, I won't be able to stop."
She smiles and brings her hands around to my stomach, feeling my skin. I take her bottom lip between my teeth and tug on it hard.
Tegan POV:
God, if she keeps this up I won't be able to last. Even if I don't get anything from it, I just wanna feel her, from the inside. I reach my hand down more and stop at her underwear. She tugs on my lip and shakes her head.
"No. . ."
I whimper and pull away, her grip on my lip hard. My lip snaps back and I see Sara wince. My lip starts to sting and she sits up. I bring my finger to my lip and wince. I look down and see a spot of blood on my finger. She gets off me and walks to my desk, she grabs a couple of tissues and straddles me again, she leans down and places the tissue on my lip.
"Im sorry . . . I shouldn't have bit you so hard."
"I shouldn't have pulled away so fast."
She leans down and I smile.
"Im fine, its just a little cut."
She nods and takes the tissue off, she looks at my lip and I take it into my mouth, I taste the small amount of blood and feel the cut with my tongue. Its not that deep, I smile at her and she lays back down on the bed, facing me.
"We should just stop, not touch eachother till the weekend."
She laughs, I turn on my side and shake my head.
"Cold Turkey? Are you trying to kill me woman!?"
She giggles and brings her hand to my hair.
"Everytime we try, something goes wrong, we get interupted, someone calls, I hurt you, I just give up!"
I wrap my arms around her and she sighs.
"So you can really go for 4 days, without kissing me, touching me, sleeping next to me?"
She shakes her head and giggles.
"No, but I mean, no more naked sleeping, no more getting heated, we just need to calm our selves."
"You mean control ourselves?"
She rolls her eyes and laughs.
"You say tomato, I say potato. Either way you get what Im saying right?"
I sigh and nod my head.
"Yea, I do."
"Last night, tomorrow we sleep, fully clothed."
I laugh and so does she. I place a quick peck on her cheek and she smiles.
"Cause I can't sleep without you now, Its highly impossible."
I smile and place another kiss on her nose.
"Lets go to sleep Sar."
She nods her head and smiles.
"Goodnight."
I smile and snuggle her warm body into mines. She wraps her arms around me and sighs.
"Night baby."
