Don't own Twilight. AT ALL.
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"You're awfully distracted today"
Edward's voice made Bella jump. She was distracted, she was more inefficient, she had been since the salad incident. She had forgotten to send the mail to Mr. Hawkins, the elder guy from the fire hall who had trust Edward to manage his divorce. She also had thrown a glass full of cool water over the keyboard. Yes, Bella was awfully distracted indeed. Five days had passed, and she was miserable. She had seen her mother for supper the previous night and it wasn't pleasant. Bella's mother wasn't happy with her daughter's body, oh god how she wasn't. Diets, gyms, she had even gone as far as hiring a personal trainer. She could not understand why her daughter was as slender as her. The previous night, supper had been torture. Bella didn't look forward to meeting her mother again. For a long time, maybe she could wait for Christmas to have a not so lovely reunion.
"Bella?"
Oh, right.
"Yes Mr. Cullen, did you need anything?"
"Cut the crap Bella, there's nobody here but you and me, none of that Mr. Cullen nonsense. What's wrong?"
She wished she could tell him, but what she say? I wish I could eat, and never have to diet again? I wish I could eat dessert, chips and all those tasty things once in a while without thinking about gaining weight? I wish society wouldn't push me to be something I'm not? No, that wasn't happening.
"I'm okay Edward, nothing's wrong"
Oh the always useful being okay answer. She had used that so often in the past four years. Edward put his long arms over her desk, leaning in and looking into her brown eyes with so much force she felt like spilling her secrets right away. The man was a lawyer after all.
"You've been working for me for a year and a half, I've seen you sad, distraught even, before. So don't answer me that okay bullshit Bella. Don't you trust me?"
Edward wasn't playing fair. The line between employee and employer was blurred between them. Bella wasn't sure there was a line anymore. But he was friendly towards her, she also was but she desired him. Oh how she wanted to strip the man naked right there. If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't find her attractive she would have done it long ago.
"I'm just stressed. Work, trying a new diet, dealing with my mother. The usual Edward, nothing to worry about"
And right there Edward's expression changed and she was afraid. He was pacing and shaking his head. What has she said?
"I can't do this anymore"
"Edward? What are you talking about? Am I fired?
Bella was shocked, incredible so.
"Fuck! Of course not!"
He looked calmer then. He put his knees on the floor and sat on his feet right in front of a confused Bella.
"I can't watch you do this anymore. I hate that stupid salad you always eat, I hate the way your clothes hide your body, I hate it Bella!"
She didn't understand, what was he talking about? The confusion was obvious on her face and he saw it.
"I want you Bella, I want you so badly. You're an incredible girl and you'll be a stunning woman in a couple of years. This older man wants you. I desire you, I crave your body and I hate it that you've lost weight in the time you've worked for me"
Bella was stunned. This gorgeous older man desired her as much as she desired him. All those looks to her and her usual lunch were because he wasn't fond of her denying her bigger body and trying to make it shrink. He had liked her before, when she was much, much curvier…
"I want you too"
He stood up a little and reached for her creamy face and petal lips. Ever so softly Edward kissed her lips until the passion consumed them and the office's door was closed.
We're getting there. Don't expect me to upload every single friggin day, my boyfriend is busy so I'm spending my free time writing and facetiming with my mother and little brother who's insanely happy with the new christmas tree my boyfriend go them.
I don't have an actress in mind, Bella will be much curvier than average women. What people consider fat actually. Edward will like her body, no that "I love you despite your fat" thing most fics are about. Curvy women are just as gorgeous as skinny women. Same for tall and short, and dark and frigging pale. But anyway, this fic is about 'gaining' fetish, she will gain weight and be pleased by it. Edward will be turned on by her bigger body. I won't make her extremely obesse because I believe in being healthy ya know? One of my friends, my boyfriend's brother, is into all this thing and he told me a bit about it so lets see how it goes
Okay my friends, see you in the next. I don't have a schedule so just hit the follow bottom if you feel like it. And eat chocolate bars and drink tea because winter is officially here. Glad my man drives a truck.
T.