Don't own twilight. at all.

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Bella could feel Edward's hands touching her hips, they went under her shirt into her belly, touching her waist, feeling her breasts. He was loving, but oh so passionate. His fingers left feather touches with a strength she didn't know was possible. Edward was extremely turned on, he had dreamt of this for so long. He was fucking her mouth, with passion, lust and so reverently. But He knew he hadn't wanted it to happen this way.

"Stop, beautiful girl. We need to stop"

"I don't want to… you said"

He kissed her lips as softly as he could, trying to stop his dick of hardening even more. Edward didn't want her to think of this as him regretting his words. He desired her, but Bella deserved better than a quickie at the office. He had fucked girls on washrooms, cars and even at the cinema, but Bella was special.

"I want to give you something better than a fast fuck Bella. I want to be able to taste every single moment, every single part of your body. I want to see you naked and touch, and lick, and worship every part of you"

Bella was in awe of this man. The way he felt towards her size 12 body was something she had never encountered. She had only slept with two men and the experiences had been less than satisfactory, hurting her self esteem deeply. She felt tears come to her eyes. It was ridiculous, really, but she was happy, and sexually frustrated.

"What's wrong pretty girl?"

Edward was anxious. He felt he had said too much. For someone in his thirties he was still a little bit insecure when it came to girls like Bella. Not because he thought any less of them, but because he knew society had made them more insecure, because men had led them to believe they couldn't be desired. Edward had tried to date some bigger than average girls in the past, but they all didn't give him a chance, they thought he was probably going after them because of some bet. They all thought he was too handsome. Edward thought they were extremely wrong.

"You're so wonderful… they way you speak to me. You've always been so kind but I never thought you could want me. Thank you"

She kissed him softly. Bella was grateful for this man. She was grateful because she felt like she could have a new life, with so much less pressure. She wanted to be happy.

"Thank you, Bella. For not thinking I'm being dishonest. And hey, I'm close to my fourth decade young lady, why would a pretty girl want me, eh?"

She had to giggle there. Yes, she was much younger, but he was hot and experienced. Bella had an idea.

"Did you think I didn't want you because of our age difference'?"

Edward looked away, slightly embarrassed. Yes, he had felt not so comfortable about his feelings for such a young girl. It had took him a long time to come to terms with his fetish, and then she had come into his life… she was only 20 back then. A baby.

"Maybe… you were far too young"

The phone rang and they both went back to the real world. The bubble they had been wrapped on succumbed to the sound of a phone, to the daily demands of clients.

"Want to come to my place tonight for supper?"

Edward was hopeful. He wasn't the successful lawyer then, he was a man in need.

"Sounds great"

If there was something in common between them in spite of their differences in that moment was the huge smile they both had on their faces.

My boyfriend is coming back next week, I miss him. That's probably why I'm online a Friday night. I'll stay awake until midnight so I won't feel pathetic. You go have fun. Did I tell you I have the flu? Friggin cold...

Someone can give me suggestions with sizes? Our girl is a size 12 now, for a 5'3" young lady, what do you think will be the top I should write? There's a lot of women out there with big beautiful bodies, I want to include them all. Being shorter and thinner myself is hard to have an idea of proportions.

I don't have an update schedule, I might not update in a while... or update tomorrow. Hit follow if you are liking this.

Good night beautiful ladies.

T.