Sean and Emma sat on the couch in Sean's apartment eating Chinese food for supper on the last day of school. "So Em, since it is the last day of school and I don't start on Snake's car until Monday, would you like to sleepover?"
Emma gave him look like she thought he was nuts, "Hey Mom and Dad. No I'm not coming home tonight. I'm staying at Sean's. Yeah I realize we're only 14 but apparently he doesn't," Emma said envisioning how the phone call would go before glaring at Sean.
"Call Manny first and see if she'll cover for you," Sean said pulling Emma close to him and nibbling on her ear. Sure, when they had been together in the past they hadn't done anything drastic but they have had some heated make out sessions and Sean knew just how to drive Emma wild.
"Fine," Emma began before dialing Manny's number, "Hey Manny, I have a favor for you... Okay, if my parents call cover for me I'm at Sean's... Yeah okay thanks." Emma hung up the phone and proceeded to dial her home phone number.
"Hi Mom, can I stay at Manny's tonight... I was with Sean but Manny called just a minute ago and asked if I wanted to come over... Yes Mom Manny has clothes for me... Okay goodnight."
Emma put her phone down and turned to Sean, "I can stay but don't try anything or I will put you on the couch."
Sean smiled showing his dimples that Emma adored so much, "I guess I can do that."
They finished the Chinese food they'd ordered and popped in a movie. That had paid attention for the first half hour, it was a romantic comedy so Sean quickly lost interest. He began kissing Emma's neck trying to distract her from the movie. Emma got the hint and turned pressing her lips to Sean's.
Sean quickly responded and pulled Emma onto his lap. She began kissing down his jawline and then down his neck. She pressed her lips to his again and then moved her hands into his shirt. She let her fingers roam over his chiseled stomach and chest.
"Em-" Sean broke off the kiss.
"What? I never said I couldn't try anything, besides you started it." Emma grinned slyly and pulled his shirt over his head. He obliged, how could he ever say no to Emma anyways.
Sean moved his hands up from her hips and into her shirt breaking the kiss only to remove her shirt. He stated at her in awe, he had never seen someone so perfect.
She began kissing his neck again but this time continued down his chest. He stopped her and looked her in the eyes, "Em, if you don't stop soon I'm not sure I will be able to but if you are sure then we can do this but of you need to stop tell me okay?"
She nodded, "I'm sure, and I'm ready. I love you Sean."
Sean pressed his lips to hers and picked her up bridal style, careful as not to break the kiss, and laid her down on his bed. He hovered over her for a moment before kissing his way down her chest. He went to unclasp her bra from the front but stopped and sat up for a second. She propped herself up on her elbows and looked at him.
"We're not doing this. You're still trying to give me what you think I want and need. I don't need this, and I don't want this if you aren't ready."
He crawled off the bed and pulled off his jeans. He handed her a t-shirt and track pants. "Em, we should just go to bed. I don't want to fight about this okay?"
She nodded and stood up at the edge of the bed. Sean flopped down onto the bed and she went to strip her jeans, "Whoa Em, you should probably go into the bathroom." Sean turned his head quickly in the other direction.
"No," Emma said with an attitude, clearly she was angry about the situation they had just experienced. Sean couldn't help but look back at Emma how was standing in her undergarments in his bedroom. She smiled when she caught him looking, "You know Sean, I know you think I am not ready for this but I think I am, and I can tell you want to. I'm not stupid and I want this."
She didn't bother putting the t-shirt or track pants on. She climbed on top of Sean in her pink lace bra and matching panties. Sean smirked and pulled her close to him, "Emma, unless you want to go all the way right now I suggest you remove your half naked self from me."
She nodded but didn't move, Sean took that as acceptance to take all of Emma. Sean unclasped her bra and removed it in one slick movement. He grabbed her breasts and she gasped. He crashed his lips to hers and teased her with his tongue as his fingers played with her hardening nipples. He then broke the kiss and began sucking on her nipples and he flipped them over do he was on top.
She arched her back and gasped. She knew it would feel good but never did she imagine it would be this good. Emma could feel Sean hardening up against her and she removed her hand from his hair and pushed his boxers away.
She began to stroke his member and he whimpered. Only she could do that to him, the realization made her smile. He then moved his hands down and removed her panties. He teased her wit is fingers awhile as she stroked him. "Sean, I need you... Now."
"Em, this isn't going to feel good at first you know that." Sean said in all seriousness, he did not want to hurt her. She nodded and he took a deep breath and pushed into her. She gasped in pain and a few tears streamed down her face.
Sean didn't move as to not hurt her anymore. He wiped the tears away and soothed her quietly. He held her until she was ready, when she was he began thrusting and slowly picked up pace.
Emma went from extreme pain to extreme pleasure in just minutes. Her manicures fingernails digging into Sean's back but he didn't mind. They climaxed together and then collapsed side by side trying to catch their breath. Emma snuggled into Sean's chest and they sighed.
"Sean?" Emma asked to see if he was asleep.
"Mhm?" He responded half asleep.
"We didn't use protection," Emma said feeling the tears well up in her eyes.
Sean's eyes shot open and he sat up, "How could we be so stupid?" he ran his fingers through his hair. He was starting to panic a little bit. Emma cupped his face with her cheeks and kissed his forehead. "It'll be okay."
He nodded and pulled her close. He knew she was worried but somehow he was the one with tears streaming down his face and she was holding him. There was something about disappointing Christine and Archie that made him feeling like dying.
Besides the fact that Emma may end up pregnant and that alone is a huge responsibility when you have parental support.
"Em, what about the plan B pill?" He looked at her and wiped his tears away. She looked and him and shook her head no.
"Sean, I think that's way to much like abortion. I am not about to do that. If I end up pregnant, then I end up pregnant and I will have this baby," Emma said with fear seeping into her voice.
"Emma how can you say that? There are ways to prevent this now. It's not an abortion. We can not handle a child."
"Whatever Sean. What if my mom had done that? I wouldn't be here."
"Emma don't go there, please," Sean pleaded. She was crying now. She didn't answer and he was so shocked he didn't move when she collected her clothing and headed out the door. It was only 9 so her mother wouldn't be upset if she came home. Sean cursed to himself, why didn't he go after her.
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Emma wiped her tears away and tried to smile as she entered her home. She walked in and thankfully everyone was upstairs in bed already. She yelled up the stairs to inform her mother that she was home for the night and that everything was okay. She didn't feel okay though.
She made herself a cup of tea and made her way downstairs to her bedroom. She sat down on her bed without even turning on the light. She felt something move next to her. She nearly screeched but someone covered her mouth and flipped on the lamp. It was only Sean.
She set her tea down on the table and whispered, "How did you get in here?"
He pointed to the window and smiled pleading her to forgive him silently, "Emma I know what I said was wrong and I want to say sorry. Do I think we're ready for a child? Hell no but if that is what happens then so be it. I'm not going anywhere this time okay?"
She ignored his prior statement and pointed at the window, "Sean go home. I need to think about this. I will see you on Monday. Don't call or come over. I just need to think."
He sighed in defeat and climbed silently out the window and was gone. Emma closed and locked the window behind him. She grabbed her tea and curled up under the covers on her bed. She began to think everything through.
Sean and I have been together for a week now. We shouldn't have had sex, especially unprotected sex. Did she convince herself she wanted that because of Amy? Emma sighed because she did. What if she got pregnant? What would happen if Sean left again? Emma didn't want to think about that. She finished her tea and drifted off into a restless sleep.
For the rest of the weekend Emma insisted she was sick and didn't leave her room. She wasn't sick at all she felt just fine. In fact she felt great, she had gotten her period meaning she wasn't pregnant but didn't tell Sean. She would see him and tell him on Monday.
She also needed to tell Sean they had to slow down a little bit. They had moved too quickly which was what caused the arguments on Friday night.
Sean's weekend consisted of thinking of Emma, watching Emma's favorite movies, eating Emma's favorite food, and more thinking of Emma. He had been an asshole about the situation but when he apologized she kicked him out. He didn't really blame her but he was still upset. But more with himself.
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Sean arrived at the Simpson-Nelson home promptly at 8am on Monday morning. He knocked on the door and waited for a few minutes before knocking again.
"I'm coming," yelled a voice from inside the house. It was Emma. She was probably the only one home and he probably woke her up.
She opened the door and sighed, "Oh yeah, forgot you were coming. Listen I have to shower and stuff then we can talk. Here are the keys, you can get started. Simpson says thanks by the way."
Sean took the keys and nodded. He began his work under the hood while Emma showered and got ready for the day. She came out in jean shorts that we're insanely short and a red tube top that gave her Manny boobs. She stepped onto the porch and saw Sean shirtless under the hood. She walked over towards him and cleared her throat. He looked up and smiled, "You look nice."
She smiled, "Thank you. Not so bad yourself. Do you want to come in and talk. I'm not sure the neighbors want to listen to us."
She glanced at the neighbors playing with their children on the front lawn. Sean nodded and followed her into the house while pulling his shirt back on.
They sat down at the table and started rambling aimlessly and stopped and giggled. Emma smiled, "You first."
Sean took her hand and brought her closer, "Em, you have no idea how sorry I am for how I reacted. I guess I'm just scared. We're no where near ready for this. Whatever it may be."
She nodded, "I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have brought it up like that. But it's going to be okay, I'm not pregnant. I got my period," he sighed in relief and she continued, "But I think we need to slow it down. I did a lot of thinking. As much as I convinced myself I was ready, I wasn't. I did it because of Amy."
He looked at her with sadness in his eyes, "Em, you need to stop with this Amy crap," he pulled her onto his lap and held her tight, they were forehead to forehead, "Nothing I did with Amy came even close to just holding you. I don't need anything else."
She kissed him lightly, "I love you Sean Hope Cameron, never let me go."
"I promise but I have to go work on your dad's car right now but you can come outside and we can talk. I miss just talking to you."
She nodded and sat on the porch when Sean went back under the hood. She watched him work and smiled to herself, how did she get so lucky? They took a lunch break and ate in the backyard.
After they ate Sean did not go back to work right away, he laid with Emma in the back yard. Just holding her hand and listening to her breath was comforting for him. But he knew he had to get back to work. "Em, I have to go finish up for the day, you coming?"
She nodded, and they padded out to the front lawn. Emma sat on the porch and read a magazine while Sean worked under the wood. She sighed, "Sean I'll be right back I'm going to get a water, you want one?"
Sean smiled and nodded. Emma skipped into the house and got some water for her and Sean. Meanwhile outside, Amy was walking down Emma's street and noticed a topless Sean who was completely alone. She smiled and walked towards him, "Hey Sean."
"Amy, get lost. I mean it." Sean said not even bothering to look up. Amy ignored Sean's demand and walked right up next to him and began touching his arm.
Emma then came back onto the porch and saw Amy uncomfortably close to Sean. She set the water down and walked over to the car. She tapped Amy lightly on the shoulder, "Hey Slut, why don't you go find someone to hit on that isn't my boyfriend."
Amy slapped Emma across the face and took off. Sean stood by shocked both by Emma's comment and Amy's violence. Emma was still in shock about the slap until Sean's voice broke her concentration. "Em, did you just call someone a slut?" Sean said half in shock and half teasing.
She hit him lightly on the arm, "Yeah, well I didn't appreciate her all over you."
Sean smiled and pulled her close. He kissed her still red cheek from Amy's slap, "You know Em, I don't think I've ever seen you jealous before. It's kind of hot."
She laughed and wrapped her hands around his neck, "Just don't go draping girls all over yourself just so you can gawk at my hotness."
He smiled and kissed her passionately, "Em, I don't need to do that to gawk at your brilliance or your hotness or your beauty or anything. I see it every time I look at you."
Her cheek's flushed red and she smiled, "Finish up grease monkey and we can go to your place for double cheese pizza and a movie."
He laughed and began finishing up for the day, "Why at my place? We're already at your place."
She wrapped her small arms around his waist from behind and whispered in his ear, "Because you have an entire apartment to yourself. We'll be with Snake, Spike, and Jack all night if we stay here much longer."
He closed the hood of the car, "Well anything to get you alone with me Miss Nelson."
She giggled and they took off towards Sean's apartment.
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On Wednesday morning Sean saw the note on the door when he arrived. Sean, Don't wake me up, just come in. You know where everything you need is. I'm sleeping let me be. Love, Emma
He smiled and entered the house quietly. He went for the keys to the car but changed his mind and as quietly as he could went to Emma's basement bedroom. He crept across her room to he bed where she was fast asleep.
He crawled on top of the most beautiful girl ever and began trailing kisses down her neck and stopped in the crook of her neck and shoulder and sucked just enough to leave a mark before continuing back up to her nose where he had began.
He sighed, it hadn't woken her up. He began tickling her sides and she giggled and squirmed under him until she opened her eyes and he stop and crawled off of her and stood next to her bed.
"Did you see the note or just ignore it?" She asked sitting up in bed.
He shrugged, "Ignored it."
She laughed and got out of bed and headed for the bathroom to get ready. She was just about ready to come out of he bathroom when she realized she had brought in a shirt instead of the dress she had planned to wear.
Shit, Sean was still in her room, she thought to herself. She took and deep breath and looked down at herself. Great, g-string and a black lace bra to match. Well it was now or she was never leaving this bathroom.
"Sean, I left my dress on my bed and I need to come out and get it. Please ignore the fact that I might as well be naked right now," She pleaded opening the door.
"I suppose I can try. But-" he was cut off by Emma dashing across the room in her thong and bra. She quickly threw the dress over her body and blushed.
He walked swiftly over to her and pinned her up against the wall behind her. She giggled when he crashed his lips to hers. His hands were planted firmly on her hips and hers entangled in his hair. They broke away breathless, "Em, I know we said we'd go slower but what you just did and the fact that we've already done it kind of makes it hard for a guy."
She giggled at his choice of words and he grinned, "In that way too I guess."
She leaned and put her forehead on his for a moment, "Sean, I want to do it again."
He didn't need to be told twice this time. He crashed his lips to hers and she wrapped legs around his waist. The heat between her legs was getting to be too much. She grinded her pelvis against Sean's and whimpered.
It was then that they heard the front door open and close. "Em, I'm here to give Sean the money for parts! Where is he?" Snake yelled from the top of the stairs.
Emma and Sean broke apart and straightened themselves out, "He's down here Dad! We're coming."
They both headed up the stairs and saw Snake standing he kitchen impatiently, "Sean's not aloud downstairs anymore okay? Besides this summer he is here- Emma what is that on your neck?" Snake questioned noticing the hickey Sean had left when waking her up, "You know what never mind. Sean's here's the money I'm leaving." And with that Snake was gone again.
Emma looked in the mirror in the living room at her neck and saw the hickey, "Oh my gosh Sean!" she punched his shoulder and he chuckled.
"Sorry Em, just trying to brand you. You're mine." he said wrapping his arms around her tiny waist from behind. She leaned her head back to rest on his shoulder. "I don't need a hickey for that. I know that I am 100% yours. Forever."
"That's right Emma Nelson, you're not getting rid of me," Sean said with a smile. "I brought Jay's car so I could get the parts from Wasaga today. You up for the ride?"
She smiled, "Wasaga Beach here we come! I'll go grab a few things and be out in a minute," she said and kissed Sean's cheek before going back inside.
She tried to pack light but it didn't work. She packed shorts and a t-shirt and a bathing suit just in case. She also grabbed her wallet, some snacks and drinks for the ride and left a note for her parents.
She hopped into the front seat of Jay's orange civic and they took off down the road.
At first the silence was comforting but then it got to him, "Em, we need to figure everything out, especially after this morning."
"Sean, I feel so stupid for having to run out like that. Can we ignore that part?" Emma put her head into her hands in embarrassment.
Sean laughed, "As much as I enjoyed it fine. I mean the other part. I know I said I don't need that stuff and I don't it's just different now that we've already done it. If you say no I won't bring it up again but we got to talk about it."
Emma nodded into her hands and lifted her head, "Sean, I meant what I said this morning, I want to do it again. I am ready this time, I had all weekend to think about it and how I wasn't ready but when I saw you I knew I really was. I said I wanted to take it slower just because I didn't know how you felt about the whole thing. I should have just been honest on Monday but I couldn't."
He nodded at her confession, "Em, are you really sure? I swear if you tell me no I won't touch you. You're in control here Emma."
She giggled and pressed her lips to his cheek then whispered in his ear, "I want you to touch me."
"Em, that's do not fair while I'm driving you can't do that . It's totally distracting nor can I do anything about it," Sean said shaking his head.
Emma giggled again and moved her over to his thigh and then up to the button of his jeans and opened it. She stuck her hand inside and found his growing member. He gasped when she pulled it out and began to stroke it. "Emma, stop it now. I'm serious."
"What you don't like it, fine then I guess I'll just have to work a little harder to please you," she said with a sly grin. He gripped the steering wheel tighter and took a deep breath. She took off her seat belt and leaned over to him.
She kissed his cheek before moving down and sucking him. He groaned and pulled off to the side of the road. He couldn't drive like this. He groaned again and came. She swallowed every last drop. He couldn't help but chuckle, only the love of his life would do that for him. She finished and returned to her seat.
"Emma Nelson, did you just suck me off in Jay Hogart's car?" Sean said in a joking manner. Her cheeks flushed pink and she smiled, "I totally forgot it was Jay's car. We can't tell him though."
"Em, calm down. I won't say a word. Come here," Sean said. He pulled her close and kissed her passionately. He slid his hand in between her legs for a moment and touched her briefly before pulling away. He turned the car back on and drove towards Wasaga.
"Sean! What was that?" Emma hit him on the shoulder.
"Teasing," he said with a grin and continued driving. She crossed her arms and turned on the radio. He laughed at her frustration. They were half an hour away from Wasaga and Sean thought they were making good time.
Then the back tire of Jay's car blew out. Sean sighed and pulled off the road. He got out and went for the trunk. Emma followed behind him. Sean started rummaging around in Jay's trunk and pulled out a tire and some tools.
"Do you need any help?" Emma asked looking into the trunk, "Wow, Jay is like a secret boy scout with all this stuff. Is that a tent?"
Sean laughed, "Yeah we slept in there one night when we got totally plastered and didn't know how to get home. We slept in the ravine."
Emma closed the trunk and sat down on top of it, "You two really do get along don't you?"
Sean smiled and nodded, "Yeah he's a good guy you just got to give him a chance I guess."
Emma laughed and did her best Jay Hogart impression, "Hey Greenpeace, you wanna come down to the ravine tonight? Seany will be there."
They both laughed, and Emma continued, "I'm not sure I want to give Jay a chance, he did steal from me after all."
"Emma, what are you talking about?" Sean said and walked over to her.
"He took you away from me for too long, I missed you a lot. I don't think I can forgive him for taking the best thing I have going for me," Emma said looking down at her hands.
Sean stood right in front of Emma, "Em, I'm here now and I'm not leaving this time. I promise."
"I know, I know it was just really hard for me seeing you with Amy and then watching Ellie watch you," Emma said still looking down.
"Emma you have to stop with this, I love you and only you forever. Who kept me out of trouble in grade 7 at the dance? Who did I take on a disastrous first date? Who did I take not one but two awkward pictures with? Who did I kiss at your mom's wedding? Who had the worst hair at the wedding but I still thought it was cute? Who's heart did I break and broke mine in the process? Who gave me a second chance? Who just sucked me off in Jay's car? Who am I never letting go of again? You, Emma Nelson."
Emma laughed at all of their memories, "Oh god, we have the worst relationship stories ever."
Sean laughed and kissed Emma, "The memory in Jay's car stays between us but all the others are free to share."
"I think that's a good idea. Can you please stop teasing me now? It's so not funny," Emma nearly pleaded with Sean.
"Well then don't distract me while I'm driving, but almost any other time is okay," He laughed a little. She nodded and kissed him lightly. He walked back over to the car and finished up with the tire. Emma got back into the front seat. They made it to Wasaga by noon and went straight to the garage.
"It's not much, but I know him. I was good friends with his son," Sean said commenting on the garage. They walked in and Emma found a seat in the waiting room. She flopped down and picked up a dirty old magazine. Sean rang the bell and waited for someone to come to the counter. A man walked up to the counter, "Hi, are you here for Billy? I'll go grab him."
The man left and Emma gasped and ran out to the car. Sean was concerned and followed her out. "Em, what's the matter?"
She pointed a shaking hand at the garage. She was in tears now, "That- that was 'Jordan'."
His eyes grew wider, "That pervert that you talked to on the internet?"
She nodded and sobbed into her hands. Sean pulled her in close and hugged her tightly, "Em, it's okay. I'll get the parts quick from Billy and we can take off."
He turned and went to walk away but she caught his arm, "Sean, don't leave me alone. I'm sc-scared."
She saw hurt in his eyes, he interlaced his fingers with hers and they walked into the garage. Billy stood at the counter with the parts.
"Wow, man these look great. I'll take them all," Sean said and he let go of Emma to get the money to Billy and get the parts. Emma hung back a little bit so Sean could get by with the parts.
Emma felt someone standing behind her, "Hey Emma," said 'Jordan' with a sly grin. She ran outside to Sean as he was loading the last of the parts.
"Sean can we leave now?" Emma had tears in her eyes again. Sean glanced at the door and 'Jordan' was standing in the doorway with a grin. It took all Sean had not to beat the shit out of him but he needed to get Emma out of there.
He pulled Emma into the car and they sped off. Sean pulled into the parking lot near the beach. Emma was still in tears when he got out of the car and pulled her out into a hug.