"Kurt what happened to you?" Blaine asked and couldn't hold back a sob. "We've been looking for you everywhere." The boys were staring at him and Finn's eyes were wide and Puck looked relieved whereas Wes was looking at Blaine with a concerned expression.
"I…I don't know,"
"Kurt…we really really want to see you, where are you right now?"
"I don't know!"
"Okay…okay…is there a street sign that can help us locate you?"
Kurt started to cry. It alarmed Blaine. He rarely heard his friend cry and it broke his heart
"Kurt….calm down it's gonna be okay…"
"No, no it's NOT OKAY, I DON'T KNOW YOU! I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, I feel sick, I have to go," Kurt hang up the phone just as Blaine was about to say something else. "Kurt…wait-"
Sebastian noticed something odd.
The school was quiet today. He frowned. Normally there was an impromptu performance by the Warblers at 10:00am sharp before the usual start of the day began, but nothing. Everyone was carrying on in their free periods studying in the school's study room. He noticed Jeff walking down the staircase that he was walking down and called out his name "Hey wait up Jeff!"
Jeff turned around and looked pensive but took time to notice Sebastian "Hi Bas, what's up?"
"Why isn't there a Warbler performance today?"
"Didn't you hear?" Jeff asked as though he should have known something.
"Hear what?" Sebastian asked, heart racing. No….this couldn't be happening.
"Kurt's missing. Blaine and Wes are out looking for him with his brother, they had to cancel their rehearsals so they could look for the boy, he is part of the Warblers after all and he's Blaine's best friend, have you seen him?"
Sebastian had a million thoughts in his head but one main one stuck. Blaine and Wes are out looking for him. Oh god…what if they find him? What if….what if Kurt gets out and someone see's him and then Blaine finds him and Kurt finds out he was lying all this time?
He'll go to jail if they knew he was behind all this. They'll think he's some sort of creep who took advantage of Kurt. He should have just taken Kurt back home and not lied about his name….maybe it's not too late?
"Seen who?"
"Kurt?"
He has to get back.
"I…sorry Jeff, I have to go,"
Jeff looked at him oddly when he all but ran down the rest of the staircase and towards the front door.
He can't let Kurt be found.
Maybe he should kill him …make it look like an accident. That way he won't go to jail.
Sebastian shivered at the thought as he got behind the wheel ignoring Jeff who had rushed after him.
Everything was spiriling out of control. He had to fix this.
Blaine tried to ring back.
Kurt didn't answer.
He groaned and almost threw his phone angrily out the window but restrained himself.
His best friend was confused, and scared and he couldn't do anything. He let out a cry of frustration.
"This is all my fault,"
"What?" Wes asked as Blaine put his head in his hands and mumbled the sentence again defeated.
"How the fuck is it your fault?" Puck asked as Finn agreed.
"If I had just talked to Kurt like a normal human being on Friday….and not stormed off like a child…he wouldn't have been upset, he wouldn't have gotten hurt and he wouldn't have forgotten who he was,"
"Blaine…you can't blame yourself for this….Kurt did get behind the wheel exhausted, that wasn't smart on his part, and we don't fully know what happened yet,"
"If only he'd let us know where he was," Finn grunted.
When Blaine had hung up. He had rung Kurt back. Music filled Kurt's ears as Blaine's number appeared on his screen with Blaine Anderson written on it…
Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever
Why did that sound so familiar…
The number rang again…he let it go
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
Oh, excuse me. Um, hi. Can I ask you a question? I'm new here.
My name's Blaine.
Kurt. So what exactly is going on?
The Warblers! Every now and then they throw an inpromptu performance in the senior commons. Tends to shut the school up for a while.
So, wait, the glee club here is kind of cool?
The Warblers are like rock stars. Come on, I know a shortcut.
Ooh, I stick out like a sore thumb.
Well, next time, don't forget your jacket, new kid. You'll fit right in. Now, if you'll excuse me.
Blaine: Woah…why are you so angry?
Kurt: Cause I look up to you of who you are and how proud you are!
Blaine: I'd say bye…but I wouldn't want to make you angry….
Kurt: So a gay guy can't be friendly to a straight guy without it being predatory?
Burt: You got to understand that most guys don't know how to deal with unwanted advances.
Kurt: So you're saying I shouldn't sing with this Sam guy because it might upset a couple homophobes? I thought you said no one pushes the Hummels around.
Burt: (sighs) No one does. I'm, I'm not saying that. I'm, I'm saying that maybe it's you who's pushing this kid Sam around, trying to take advantage of him because you're interested in him.
Dad, you have no idea what it's like. I am the only openly gay kid at school, in this town. I mean, why can't I walk hand in hand down the hall with a person that I like? Why can't I slow-dance at my prom?
Come here. Kurt sits down next to Burt: You think I don't want those things for you? I do. You know, until you find somebody as open and as brave as you… you're just going to have to get used to going it alone.
….
Don't touch me! What is your problem, Finn? It's just a moist towelette! I'm gonna finish in the laundry room.
Grow up, Finn!
Why are you getting angry about everything? I worked hard on this.
That's not a privacy partition Why is it so hard for you to understand? I don't want to get dressed in front of you.
I put my underwear on in the shower before I come out when you're around.
I don't wanna have to worry about that kind of stuff in my own room, man!
- And what "stuff" are you referring to?
- You know what I'm talking about.
Don't play dumb.
- Why can't you just accept that I'm not like you?
I have accepted that.
No, you haven't.
You think I don't see the way you stare at me, how flirty you get? You think I don't know why you got so excited that we were gonna be moving in together?
It's just a room, Finn! - We can redecorate it if you want to! - Okay.
Good! Then the first thing that needs to go is that faggy lamp! - And then we need to get rid of this faggy couch blanket
- Hey! What did you just call him?
Oh, n-n-no.I didn't call him anything I was talking to the blanket...
I wanna thank you, Kurt. I realize I still have a lot to learn.
But the reason I'm here right now in a shower curtain is because of you. And I'm not gonna let anyone lay a hand on you.
- Oh.
Really, dude? 'Cause I'm pretty sure we can take both of you.
Yeah, but can you take all of us? Okay.
Okay, I get it. I took biology.
You know what? We done disturbed the freak hive. The worker freaks is tryin'to protect the queen freak.
Next time we'll bring some friends too.
I'm tired of everyone calling us freaks.
Well, look at us. We are freaks.
(All Laughing) But we're all freaks together and we shouldn't have to hide it.
(Applause) Nice job, Finn.
Think you just figured out what the lesson was.
Kinda makes me wish I'd planned it.
Mr Schue: But Mercedes is right. You do all look incredibly insane.
-All: Thank you.
- You're so welcome
Kurt gasped.
He remembered.
He remembered….
He called Blaine back straight away. He felt disgusted that someone had kissed him and it wasn't Blaine…once again someone was taking things from him and making out like it was something he wanted.
Blaine picked up on second ring.
"Kurt?"
"Blaine…I remember. I'm sorry...I'm so sorry.. I..." Kurt broke down into tears. He remembered the other boy...whoever he was who must have kidnapped him or something and now he suddenly didn't feel so safe.
The boy had also kissed him when he didn't even know him.
He felt sick at the thought of how he had enjoyed it, when really he wanted it to be Blaine.
He was coming back too...what if...what if he plans on doing something to him? Why did he lie to him and say he was Blaine? What was he up too..."
"Blaine...if anything happens to me..."
"Nothing will happen to you Kurt I won't let it, let me know where you are, please Kurt..."
"Just let me talk...if anything happens to me...the reason I was so upset on Friday about you wanting to date Rachel...was a different reason to what I made it out to be...you can be whoever you want to be Blaine...I had no right to say what I said to you on Friday... I just...I had wished it had been me...and I was selfish and I'm really sorry and I care so much about you, I wish I hadn't gotten so angry...about that fight...but..." Kurt heard the car door slam.
"Oh god he's back...Blaine...I love you, and It's okay if you don't love me back. I don't know what going to happen to me or what he's gonna do to me..I don't know this boy...but tell dad, Carole and Finn I love them...and remember...none of this is your fault," He whispered the end part as he said goodbye finally. Blaine heard someone else call out "Kurt you there?"
"COMING! I'M JUST IN THE BATHROOM,"
"Goodbye Blaine," He whispered.
"Wait...Kurt!"
Blaine looked horrified. He had tears falling down his face. They had started when Kurt began apologising.
He had wanted to say sorry too.
He never got a chance to tell Kurt he did have feelings for him.
All the memories of their coffee dates, the way Kurt had turned and spotted him on the staircase. The many nights they spent talking on facebook.
That moment Kurt said he loved him.
He felt it too.
It hit him like a tital wave. He loved Kurt. Loved the way he looked. Loved the way he smiled brightly upon seeing Blaine in the Lima Bean. Loved his laugh...his voice...why had he been such an idiot and now Kurt was in danger and he didn't know Blaine felt any of this. "We have to find him..." He said with a sob.
"He needs to be safe,"