A/N: Hi! I'm back! Thank you so much for your lovely reviews :) and also being wonderful readers. I really do hope that you will like this new chapter. I had a really hard time writing this because my ideas got stuck in my head and I'm having trouble organizing my thoughts for this chapter. But I finished it and I hope that you will like it! So here is another chapter for you! Enjoy!
Chapter 5: Just have faith in US...
Previously on The love we have…..
Marian saw Regina walking towards them. So she thought it was now or never. She threw herself on Robin and kisses him. She was shoving her tongue down on Robin's throat.
Robin was caught off guard when Marian basically threw herself on him and started kissing him. He tried to push her but she was holding onto him so tight. She was forcing her tongue inside his mouth and he felt disgusted with the way she tastes.
Regina didn't know when her tears started falling and she couldn't help the sob that came out of her.
Robin's head snapped when he heard someone. He broke their kiss pushing Marian away from him. His head turned to look at the person standing a few feet away from them. Regina.
"Regina, this isn't what it looks like." Robin said. But Regina took off running before he could even catch her.
Regina was running so fast. She just wants to get out of that place but the image of Robin and Marian kissing is driving her like crazy. She can't get it out of her head. All she wants to do right now is to kill that bitch!
Why would Robin kiss that Marian! I thought he loved me! He chose that Slut over her!
She ran until her legs gave out. She was in the middle of the forest. The exact same place she and Robin shared their first kiss. The place that reminds her of the first time they confessed their love for one another and now it all just seems like a lie. A beautiful dream. Now she doubts the love that they share. Regina is crying her eyes out, the pain she is feeling right now just makes her want to wish she was dead and didn't witnessed the kiss that the man she love and the woman she totally hate shared.
She can't believe that Robin would choose to break her heart. She trusted him and now the heart that she has given him is broken and shattered into pieces.
Robin didn't know what the hell just happened. The last thing he remembered is that Marian threw herself on him and forced him in kissing her. And then he saw Regina. She was standing there, with tears in her eyes that didn't stop falling. She looks so broken. He can see in her beautiful brown eyes the pain she is feeling. And it was his fault. He hurt her. He was the reason she is hurt.
And then she was running. Robin tried to stop her but she didn't listen to him. And now she is gone. With her broken heart that he caused her.
"REGINA!" Robin called out her name. And the next thing he knows is she is gone.
"Robin, wait!" Marian reached out and grabs his arm to stop him. But he jerked away from her touch like he was burnt. His eyes were blazing with anger and fury that he feels towards her.
"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" Robin growled. "What the hell were you thinking?!" his entire body is raging right now.
"Robin, I'm sorry I didn't -"Marian said quietly. But she wasn't sorry at all. Her plan worked, first step is done. It will only take a matter of time for Robin and Regina to break up. He will be heartbroken and hurt and that will be the perfect time for Marian to enter the picture and execute the second step. And that is to make Robin forget about Regina. Of course she know that it will be a difficult task but she is determined that she will do it perfectly. When Robin is busy being all sad and hurt, she will come to the rescue and make him realize that he doesn't really love Regina and she is not worthy of his love. By that time he will be confused and she will make Robin change his mind about Regina and then when he realize that Regina left him and broke his heart, Marian is there and Robin will realize that she is the one who deserve his love and not that whore Regina.
"No Marian, I will not listen to your lies. I thought you understand that we are just friends. Marian, I love Regina with all my heart. And now she is hurt because of your stupidity! I can't believe I even consider you as a friend. Regina is right you are not to be trusted. I shouldn't have given you my trust in the first place. I don't want to see your face ever again or even talk you. I swear to God Marian I will never forgive you if something happens to Regina!" Robin said. He could never forgive this woman. The thought of what just happened made him feel sick!
And with that he left Marian standing there. He needs to find Regina! Where could she be! He went to their spot but she wasn't there. She thought of the places Regina could possibly go to. The forest! The place where they shared a very beautiful moment. It was a very special place for the both of them because it was where they confessed their love for one another. It was the best moment in his life. He got the most beautiful woman in the world and now he is about to lose her because of a stupid mistake. He could never forgive himself for hurting her and for giving her such a pain. And now she is all alone, God only knows where she is in this forest.
When Robin finally arrived at the forest he hears someone crying. He runs to where the sound is coming from, the closer he gets to the sound the more guilty he is for what he had done to her. GOD HE IS SO STUPID! REGINA ALREADY TOLD HIM TO NEVER TRUST THAT MANIPULATIVE BITCH BUT HE DIDN'T LISTEN! AND NOW HE IS SCARED THAT HE MIGHT HAVE RUINED THE BEST THING IN HIS LIFE BECAUSE OF THAT SNEAKY LITTLE BITCH. HE HOPE THAT REGINA TRUSTED HIM ENOUGH TO BELIEVE THAT HE WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING THAT WILL DESTROY THEIR BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP.
And then he sees her there. She was curled up like a little girl who is lost in the world. She was sobbing so loudly, her head is leaned up on her knees and he can see the pain he had caused her. He gets closer to her, he reached out to touch her but the second Regina felt his presence she put a distance between them. It hurts him to see that she doesn't want to be close to him. She doesn't trust him anymore.
"Regina, my love" Robin whispered. it took all his will power to not take her in his arms and make her feel safe again.
"What are you doing here? i thought you were busy making out with that slut" Regina spat quietly. He can hear the pain in her voice, she sound so broken and it kills him to hear her like this.
"My love, that wasn't what you thought it is. Please, you have to believe me." Robin begged. he doesn't know what he will do if he lose her.
"What are you going to say now?! that she accidentally slipped her tongue down your throat! That you chose that slut over me!" Regina said. She tried to sound angry but she can hear in her own voice the pain and hurt she is feeling right now. She trusted Robin but he just hurt her. She could never trust him again.
"Regina, I love you. I would never chose Marian. What you saw is a big mistake that I will forever regret. I will never forgive myself for what happened, for hurting you. Please Regina, forgive me. Don't leave me. I promise you that i would never talk to her ever again. Just please forgive me. I love you so much." he begged. he tried to reach out for her hand but she flinched the moment she felt his touch. It is killing him that he couldn't comfort her with his touch.
"Why should I believe anything that you would say. Robin, you kissed Marian. You basically cheated on me! What can you possibly say that will make me want to trust you again" her voice broke. Regina can't take all the emotions she is feeling right now. She love him so much but she could never forgive him for what he had done.
"Regina, you know that I would never cheat on you. What happened was a mistake. And will always be a mistake. Marian basically threw herself on me. She was forcing me to kiss her and then you came and the next thing I know is that you were running away from me. You didn't even let me explain. And to be honest, it hurts me to know that you would think that i could cheat on you. When will you realize that you are the only woman that I love. The only woman that i want to spent the rest of my life with. But clearly don't trust me enough. you just accused me for doing something that i could never do" Robin said. He can't help but feel hurt that she could instantly think that he could do that to her. But he couldn't blame her. He just hope that she can forgive him.
"I honestly don't know what to think right now Robin. I need some space to process everything that just happened. And most importantly, I need time to heal. You hurt me Robin. Something i never thought you would do to me. I know that none of this is your fault but this is all just too much. So maybe it would be best if we just take a break." Regina saw that he was about to protest so she put her hand up to stop him and she continued "This isn't what I want too. But we need to do this. We both need some time apart to think everything through. Trust me Robin"
"Okay, if that's what you truly want. But for long this separation will be? Regina, you know that i could never stay away from you for too long." Robin said with fear in his voice that it would take longer than he thought. Just the thought itself is already killing him.
Regina smiled sadly at him and then she finally reached for him. She cupped his cheek before she said " Don't worry it won't be too long. I can't stay away from you for a long time too. We just need to do this. this will help us."
Robin simply nodded " Okay, but do you forgive now?" robin asked quietly. He just want to know is she forgives him now.
"Like I said Robin I need time. But i'm pretty sure that i will forgive you not now. But I promise you I WILL." Regina promised Robin.
"You're still staying at the apartment right. Please tell me you're not moving out." Robin begged. He just wasn't ready for any of this.
Regina sighed "I think that it would be best if I crash into Mary Margaret's for a while. I wouldn't be able to have the time and space that I need if we're still living in one apartment. Please Robin, you have to understand" She tried to make him understand.
Robin nodded then he stood up and offered his hand and she took it. He gave her a tight hug, she felt like she couldn't breath but she understood that this is their last hug for now. Then he took her face in his hands and gave her a deep kiss. A kiss that will make her remember him for a long time.
"I love you so much." Robin whispered. This is their goodbye for now.
"I love you too. We will get through this. Just have faith in us."
He knows that they will get through this together. He has faith in them. And that is all he needs right now.
A/N: AND THERE YOU HAVE IT FOLKS! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER! WELL NOT REALLY CAUSE I KNOW THAT THIS CHAPTER IS PRETTY DEPRESSING BUT YEAH! OF COURSE THERE WILL BE CHALLENGES FOR THE TIME THEY ARE APART. I DON'T REALLY WANT TO GIVE SPOILERS SO YEAH! PLEASE LEAVE SOME REVIEWS! I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOU LOVELY THOUGHTS! THANKS AGAIN FOR READING!