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Chapter Thirteen-Finn and Santana?
Everything was changing, they kept it to themselves for the longest time, and now Finn knew. It was not something he wanted to happen. At least it was Finn and not someone else, that could have been the only good thing that could have happen out of this.
Kurt walked into the house, Finn was already home sitting on the couch in the living room.
"Finn could I talk to you please?"
"I was hoping that you would want to talk. I am sure of what I saw."
"I need you to keep quiet about what you know, please Finn. Could you at least do that for me."
"Brother I don't want him hurting you. He has a girlfriend. Everyone knows that he has a girlfriend."
"Finn I know they do. But please listen to me. I have been helping him out these past few months. I just need you to please be quite about it. He does not need this right now; he needs to stay where he is at. He is scared, he is not like me Finn, he does not know what will happen if his father finds out about him. Please Finn."
Finn sat there, he already said something to one person, well sort of, she knew already. Finn did not know what to think right now. He did not want his brother getting hurt. He might look like he does not care at all, but he does. He cares for Kurt; he always stood up for Kurt. There were things that Kurt did not know about Finn.
"I just don't want to see you get hurt Kurt. I know how you fall in love easy. Remember you were in love with me."
Kurt laughs he does remember that.
"I know Finn, but I'm being safe with this one here. I am being a friend; he needs a friend that understands the truth, one that will not judge him. Someone that understands what it is like, he is lost. Something I was a long time ago. I know what this feeling. I know what he is going through"
He knew all about being judge, remember when Kurt first came out that so many people bullied him and he almost stopped coming to school. That Finn did not try to stop it at all he was letting it happen.
"Just be safe please Kurt. I might not show it, but I truly care about you."
"Thanks Finn."
Blaine did not want to go home at all; he just wanted to be somewhere else. He drove to The Lima Bean. He did not know where else to go. Coffee sounded like the right thing to get. He walked into the shop, and ordered his cup of coffee. He went to find a seat knowing that he needed to clear his head. Wondering when Kurt was going to message him.
As he was sitting there someone walked up to his table and sat down with him. He looked up and saw that it was Santana. Santana took a seat in front of Blaine.
"I know Blaine, about you and Kurt."
She said in a voice that only he would be able to hear.
Blaine now was thinking in his head, how many people knew. First Finn and now Santana could this day get any worse. He knew something was going to go wrong.
"Don't worry hobbit, I have not told anyone. Because I know what it like."
"Know what it is like? How would you know what it is like, you are knowed as the school slut."
Blaine knew what he said was not the right thing to say, but it was the truth. At least the school thought it was true and he believe it, because it was just easier to do that. Though he hates to judge people, because he was never honest when himself.
Santana knew that it was coming, it was something that she was used to. People talking about her, she just would not let people talk about her.
"I know hobbit, but I'm just like you, I play for the other team, people just think I am the school slut. This might have been the truth. When I started high school, I'm just mean to people so they do not question me. But Blaine, I know I see how you look at him in glee. Just no one else can see it because they just do not pay attention. But I see the way he looks at you also. I can tell that you two are in love."
Blaine just looked at her; he just did not know what else to say. She knew the truth, knew everything about him.
"Well there is nothing that I can do about it Santana, it would kill Rachel. My father would kill me if he knew."
"I am not tell you to come out, how could I tell you that if I won't come out. Just watch out, because people might find out. I don't want to see you get bullied like Kurt did. Those football members are just mean. They only care about themselves. And what they don't know is that I have something on almost all of them. Just please be careful."
"Thanks?" Blaine did not know if that was the right thing to say.
"Don't say I never helped you."
She got up and walked away. She did something nice, that was not like Santana at all to do something that was nice. She left, and then he looked at his phone. Seeing that there was a message waiting for him from Kurt.
Where are you?-K
He texted him back right away.
At The Lima Bean-B
Need company?-K
Mind if I come over there?-B
Sure, everyone is sleeping, so I will wait for you outside-K
Thanks, I really need to see you tonight-B
Blaine walked out of the coffee shop and got into his car, he just could not believe the day he was having. He did not know what he was going to do at all, he was scared. Knowing that Santana said she was not going to say anything at all. As he walked into his car he did not know what to do, if she was able to find out how much longer until someone else finds out. Blaine did not know what to do if someone else found out at all.
It didn't take him long at all to get to Kurt's house, he hated that when everything happed to him he would go to Kurt, but he was the only one that understood him. He never judged, maybe it was because he loved him and he was caring, he just did not know. Right now though he knew he did not want to be anywhere else but where Kurt was.
He parked his car and got out of his car, and he saw that Kurt was sitting there already. He hoped that he had talked to Finn, it already hurt that there were two people that knew about him and Kurt and one of them was his brother.
When Blaine walked up to him, Kurt gave him a quick hug. Knowing that he needed it, after their hug was over they sat in the chairs that were outside. Kurt did not want to go inside just in case someone might have waked up.
Kurt was staring at him, he looked very upset.
"Blaine, I talked to Finn, he told me he was not going to say anything. You are in the clear; Finn might not be very bright. But I can trust him; he might act all mean and tough, well not really."
Blaine could not look up at Kurt, he had not told him about Santana knowing at all. Though he did not know how to come out and tell Kurt that she knew. He just had to, not knowing what will happen at all.
"I get that, but he is not the only problem that we have. Finn is not the only one that knows, Santana also know. She sees the way I look at you. I…" He did not know what else he should say; he trailed off and just left it there.
Kurt just sat there, he understood where he was coming from, Kurt had always been there for Blaine, and he was not going to stop now. Not after everything that has happen. He was in love with this boy and he did not want to see him get hurt at all.
"Blaine, stop. Maybe this is something that is supposed to happen, and maybe you should break up with Rachel before it gets out. I mean I don't know what Santana will do at all; she might tell she might not. But before this gets out, you might at least not be in a relationship with someone."
Blaine could not believe what he was hearing. He knew that Kurt always told him this he just did not know he would bring it up again.
"She told me she was not going to tell, and how could I just break up with Rachel."
"You do not love Rachel, and you can't keep lying to her about how you feel, I am not telling you to come, I will never tell you come out unless you are ready to come out, but then again you might get forced out also. You need to think about everything that could happen."
Blaine was upset, and this was not making it any better at all. He was hoping that Kurt would just hold him and tell him that everything was alright. But he kept talking about coming out and breaking up with Rachel.
"Please Blaine, you just need to listen to me, I did the same thing my freshman year, I pretended to be in love with Rachel to get out of dating Mercedes. I did not mean for it to happen that way, I was looking at Finn and she was there and Mercedes just believed it was her. I lied just so I did not have to tell her the truth. But after a few weeks, I came out. I could not lie to the ones that I loved. Mercedes was my only friend at that time, before glee. Then I became friends with a few other people. Once I was out I might have gotten bullied, but I had my true friends there to listen to me, help me out. If people are starting to find out, then you might want to do something about it. "
Blaine just looked up Kurt had never told him this before. He was right though, he was hiding behind Rachel, who knew that they both hid behind the same girl.
"But you never dated here for two years; she is going to freak out when I break up with her. You saw how she acted when she did not get a part."
"True Blaine, but listen you need to. You are not happy with her you pretended to be, but let's get real. You have not really spent any time with her at all unless it is at school. We are the ones spending more time together then you and her. So what she will be heartbroken. She is rude and no one likes here and no one understands why you even date her. Sure a lot of guys think she is hot like Finn, but she is so annoying. I am not going to tell you what to do I am just trying to help you out."
Blaine knew it was the truth he wanted to just be happy and when was with Kurt he was happy, not with Rachel.
"I know I need to get it over with. I need to just end it with her. I just don't know how to do it at all."
"Just do it Blaine, you have to tell her that you are done. I will be there for you, only where no one is able to see us. I still hate the fact that we have to hide this. My father has been wondering why I am s happy, and I just lie to him telling him it's because I am the lead in the musical. He believes me but I know that I am lying to him."
Blaine did not like that Kurt had to lie about their relationship. They were in love and they should be able to show that love to one another. Tell their parents the truth, even if his father did not approve at all. It was just something that he would not be able to do at all, not right now. He could start out by breaking up with Rachel, and just be 'single' for a while.
"I am Kurt I am going to do it this week and I am glad that you will be there for me when I do break up. Though I'm not going to need the support unless she hurts me."
Blaine let out a laugh; it was the first one of the night. Knowing that is was getting late. He should head home.
"Thanks Kurt." Blaine leaned in and gave him a kiss.
"I am always here, just remember that I love you."
"I love you too."
Blaine walked back to his car and started to go home. Playing in his head how he was going to break up with Rachel.