DCM A/N: This week we have something very unique from SammieLynnsMom. This OS is in combination with her entries for 30 days of Emmett, so make sure to check out her profile to get in on this multi-lemon, she is in our favorite authors. Ready, set, squeeze!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Squeeze My Lemon~~~~~~~~~ 12.08.10~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Title: The Missing Link Future Take
Penname: SammieLynnsMom
Pairing: Emmett & Rosalie (RPOV)
Summary: When you think you've found what you were looking for, sometimes you find something you never realized you actually needed. This is the story of a girl, who finds the boy she never knew she needed.
Disclaimer: If references to femslash upset you, you've been warned. I do not own Twilight.
I sighed looking at myself in the mirror.
How had my life become this?
Did I really let it get this far?
Today was my six month anniversary of leaving the arrangement I had with Edward and Bella. It wasn't easy standing on my own and walking away, but then I had to remind myself that I wasn't exactly alone. At the end of that night, when I walked away from my sobbing best friend and her stoic husband, I had my own soulmate to get me through...I had Emmett.
Bella shattered at the news that my life was changing. I told her we would always be friends, but instead of renewing our friendship account we were just going to let it cancel out. It wasn't that I didn't love her, or that I no longer cared; the problem was that I was no longer blinded by my own failings in life to see what was really in front of me the entire time...Bella was selfish. I fit into a need she had and as a result, I allowed her to abuse my own insecurity.
One night out of every week I felt worthless. I went from experiencing an extreme high at the peek of my climax that she gave me, to the pits of despair when I was thrown aside like an old toy you no longer play with. Edward would always be first and foremost in her life, and on a very basic level I knew that the entire time. It wasn't until Emmett that I saw the truth for what it was worth.
Edward, of course, took the news in stride. He acted with indifference, as if he was finally alleviated of a burden he no longer wished to bare. Maybe I was a burden to him, but now they were no longer a burden to me.
When I looked at my reflection in the mirror I reminded myself that I should be thankful for where I am today. Not only did I have an amazing boyfriend, who I knew already had a diamond ring stashed away, but my job was stable, our house was gorgeous, and I finally started to fill my life with friends...true friends. However, that knowledge did not fill the small gap inside me. The one Bella had opened up the first time we made love.
I'd never forget the original thoughts I had when Bella offered herself to me as a way to overcome my fears of sex. Royce had done more than a number on me and I was terrified. Through love and patience we found our niche and once a week for almost two years we made love.
Growing up, I always thought I was a heterosexual female. I had never been attracted to women, and I always favored male attention. The first night Bella slid her tongue across my clit I was done. Several years later I now no longer consider myself heterosexual, but bi.
When I settled down with Emmett and fully opened up with my story he took it all without blinking. He was there when I cried, when I needed a hug, and when I just needed silence. Physically he was gorgeous, but it was his mind that drew me in.
In high school, I had always assumed Emmett was nothing more than a dumb jock. Of course, the first night I saw him in Seattle I knew I stood corrected. He could easily articulate his thoughts and feelings, his understanding of computers and software blew my mind, and his perception of those around him always floored me.
The secret that I had been holding from him had slowly started to eat me alive. I knew it was only a matter of time before I faced up to it and that would be tonight. Emmett had been asking questions for the past week and I didn't want him to have any second thoughts about us.
Unlike my situation with Bella, I didn't want to find a woman to love. I knew my love was with Emmett and him alone, but I craved the touch of another woman. I didn't want strings or friendship or drama, I wanted one night every so often where I could let go and just live. I needed to feel waves of hair touching my inner thighs as her tongue worked my pussy, long manicured fingernails grazing over my skin, and thin slender fingers that knew exactly what buttons to push.
Now, I just had to figure out how to explain it all to Emmett.
"Hey babe, I'm home," Emmett called out and I heard the front door click behind him.
He had been working hard on a program and tonight was the first night this week he had made it home before dark.
"In the kitchen," I hollered back as I finished sauteing onions and mushrooms to top the chicken I was currently baking. I also had homemade garlic mashed potatoes and baby carrots cooking on the stove; all part of Emmett's favorite dinner.
"Wow, Rose," he kissed the back of my neck. "What did I do to deserve you?"
I knew his question was rhetorical, but an internal pang shot through me as I feared what his reaction would be tonight.
"Hmm," I sighed as his hands ran up the sides of my body causing goosebumps to rise along the way.
"I'm gonna go clean up." His voice was laced with seduction.
I let my body rest against his chest for a second before letting him know to expect dinner in about ten minutes.
Dinner was a quieter than normal affair. I listened to bits and pieces from Emmett's day, but overall he was quiet...eerily quiet. I was surprised I had kept my secret as long as I had, but I could tell Emmett wasn't going to take being pushed off tonight.
As we both stood and quickly took care of the dishes, I was surprised when Emmett suggested we go swimming. One of the many perks to the house Emmett had chosen was the pre-built in-ground pool with a privacy fence along the backyard. Attached to the pool was a hot tub that was also extremely relaxing.
When I turned to go put on a swimsuit he grabbed my hand and lead me straight onto the porch.
"You don't need anything," he whispered into my ear before firmly cupping his hands around my ass. "I love you."
"I love you," I whispered.
Each one of us took our time undressing the other before taking the stairs into the pool. The water felt amazing as the gentle ripples spread across my body and for a second, I felt completely at ease.
We lazily swam around a bit, both dancing around the conversation we both knew was coming.
"What are you doing?" I asked when I noticed Emmett's expression from troubled to passionate. A not so subtle fire blazed in his eyes as he stared hungrily at my body.
"Have you ever had pool sex?" he asked as he stalked up closed to me. I shook my head indicating that I had never had any sort of sexual experience in a pool.
Between moving, work, and business functions the only other time, beyond tonight, that we'd both been in the pool was during a barbecue. My first thought upon entering the pool tonight was that we needed to come back here more often.
"Well then, let me make love to you," he breathed over my lips. As if I could ever resist him I answered with my eyes, simply letting him know I was his for the taking.
Two strong, muscular arms tightly held onto my body as his lips crashed into mine. There were no words to describe the emotions I felt pouring out of me. Emmett and I had been kissing for months, but never had it felt so desperate, so primal.
My legs went to wrap around his waist, but he gently pushed them away.
"Patience, Rosalie," he whispered against my neck. "Let me make love to you."
I freed my mind as I laid back in the water. Emmett's lips trailed down my chest until they rested above my right nipple. As ripples of water washed over me I felt a tingling sensation of Emmett lightly sucking and biting. My body felt like it was fire and the only cooling remedy was the slow water ripples that slid over the parts of my exposed body.
Emmett used one hand to help my body float on top of the water while I felt his other slide between my legs. Two long fingers slid inside me while his thumb circled my clit.
"Oh God," I hissed. I could feel Emmett's body vibrate as he held back a laugh.
"God, can't save you now, Rose." His tone was seductive. My eyes rolled back in my head as Emmett's fingers came into contact with my g-spot. My body began to convulse from the immediate onslaught of pleasure. Water shot up around us as I tried to control the movement of my legs, but resistance was futile. I looked into Emmett's eyes as I gave into my own climax. As my own internal liquid shot out coating Emmett's fingers so did the pool water as my body arched in a feeling of euphoria.,
My body went limp in Emmett's arm and I heard him chuckle.
"I'm not done with you yet," he boldly announced as he quickly thrusted me up and onto the tiled patio floor. I was thankful the house was built with a slick, cool tile versus concrete. Emmett shot out of the water second behind me and in a flash, the only view I had was of dark curled locks between my legs.
"Ahhhhhhh..." I screamed as Emmett's teeth came into contact with my sensitive skin. "Ughh...yesss..." I moaned when I felt his hot, wet tongue slide within my walls. Without much conscious thoughts my hips bucked into his face on their own accord. I wanted to feel closer to him any way that I could.
"Emmett, please..." I slurred out. I was loosing my voice as a wave of emotion hit me. Leading the wave was fear. Every touch, every word, every sigh sounded like a goodbye. This couldn't be our end...I needed him. Forever.
"Please what?" I heard him ask before he tongue went back to work bringing me to my peak.
"I can't...I need..." Tears began to pour from my eyes as I dreaded the end, I wanted to hold onto this...onto us for as long as I could.
"Just let go," I heard him command. So I tried...and tried...but I couldn't.
Time began to slip away and I didn't even realized Emmett had stopped what he was doing to hold me as I sobbed.
"Just talk to me," I heard him plead. His eyes, while normally bright blue were rather dull. Apprehension and fear swirled around his face.
"I can't," I sobbed into his chest.
"You don't want me anymore, do you?" His voice sounded broken and my heart stopped. Shock laced my face as I snapped my eyes to his.
"What?" I croaked.
"You've been so distant and then now...and I just want you to talk to me, Rosalie. Whatever it is we can fix it, but God just talk to me," Emmett begged as we both lay naked together on the tiled patio floor.
"I need..." I whispered. "I need to sleep with women."
"So that's it, we're done then?" He sounded so lost.
"No!" I snapped. "I need women, I want you." I sat up and stared at him, praying that he would see what I meant.
"Like Bella?" he asked and I shook my head. I was not Bella.
"Emmett, I am so in love with you, and I don't want us to end ever," I was slowly finding my voice. "But I have this small gap in me that is empty and I didn't even realize it had been opened until we stopped and I don't know what to do." I began crying again. "I feel like I'm denying a part of me, but I can't lose you and I don't know how to balance. God please, please don't hate me."
"You just want sex?" Emmett sounded like he was testing my words.
"Yes. I don't want a relationship. Fuck, I don't even want to be her friend, and not often...every few months maybe, I just need to know it can happen. If it means losing you though, it's not worth it, but I don't know how much longer I can deny this part of me," I rambled.
As the sun continued to set and wind began to pick up, the once warm outside air began to cool, causing me to shiver. My eyes continued to stay fixated on my feet as I feared looking up into Emmett's eyes to see the disgust I knew he'd hold for me now.
"Look at me, please," Emmett pleaded. "Rosalie, I'm not mad, please look at me."
So I did and was astonished to find him smiling.
"I can deal with just sex," he announced as shock overtook me.
My body involuntarily leaped up and into his arms causing Emmett to fall backwards as we crashed into the pool. Water spouted up as the once stagnant current waved violently around us.
Lips crashed as hands grabbed anything and everything we could to feel the other. My legs wrapped around Emmett's waist sending his dick into my pussy in one quick motion. As he reached my center my back arched into the wall as I let go of Emmett's body to find a place to hold onto.
Ten fingers wrapped around my hips as my body was extended out to form a rigid board. As Emmett's dick impaled me I no longer felt scared or ashamed...for the first time I felt free.
"Ughh...fuck...yes...harder..." I moaned out. With every thrust I heard deep groans being emitted from Emmett's mouth. One peak up and I watched his entire silhouette glow as the parting sun shines out it's last few sunny rays for the day.
"Yes," I sighed as my body took off flying. Lights flashes before my eyes and my hands held stronger to the mix of cement and tile they were holding onto. The friction of our bodies sent me over such a powerful hill I didn't want it to end. I could feel euphoria in every inch of my body as streams of Emmett's cum shot within me.
When I had finally lost all of my strength I crashed into the water only to be picked up and held closely by the two arms that belong to the only man who had saved me.
A/N~
This one-shot was written in conjunction with a o/s I wrote for the 30 Days of Emmett.
DCM A/N: *raises hands* we want pool sex with Emmett too! Leave some love and make sure to check out the rest of this multi-lemon.
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