Third chapter a day. Fuu. Just like in the old days of the golden week.
This chapter make me sad, because it's sad. Maybe you'll think of Kinorri as a bastard, but I actually understand why he had acted like that and feel sad for him, even if he doesn't exist. I'm tired... And this is kinda an emotional chapter.
So, don't forget to review and enjoy this chapter!
Kamlyn P.O.V.
"Kinorri."
"Kamlyn. Watch out, next time I won't be here to pick you up and a fat men will probably crush under his fat ass." He said, serious as ever.
"You're stupid. It will never happen." I replied, fighting to keep a neutral face. What Kinorri was doing here?
"Stupid? I'm realistic. Fat people always fell where they shouldn't. By the way, it had been a long time, bro." he continued, a slight smirk on his lips.
"Realistic? Unrealistic fits you way better. A long time ago, indeed. Tell me, what happened to you these past years? What are you doing here?" I asked.
"So much of questions and no time to answer…" he replied, his smirk growing a bit.
"No time? We had all the time we want!"
"Our ladies are waiting for us, Kam. In the order of being a gentleman, you can't let your lady wait." He added, his smirks growing again.
"Our ladies are occupied right now." I remarked. Hoshi was talking to Megumi when Sakurai was talking to Kurai.
"Tch. Wanna heard my story little bro?" he asked. Hey! He wasn't truly older than me. Maybe taller but… Anyway, we had just 6 minutes of difference. His birth happened 6 minutes before mine! He isn't truly older!
"Shout." I replied.
"Okay!" he shouts. I face palmed as he laughed. "Ok. I leaved, survived, ate, drank, breath and slept, along with going to the bathroom and bathed. This is the story of what I did in my absence."
"Seriously Kinorri."
"Ok… I went to Kimiko house. She hadn't died in the mansion; she only had been badly injured. She had recovered. So, I had gone to her house, to learn how to fight correctly and the art of killing someone without leaving any evidence. Therefore she teach me and I became a pro at hiding, killing, spying, running, fighting, running away and others useful thing like that. Then, I went to do my principal objective, killed the gang of our family murderers. I had infiltrated their hiding place. Then, I killed the guards quietly, using katana and shurikens. It was simple. Then, I entered the leader's office after had killed all the others and killed him with his own katana's, the one he used to kill our family." He said, shrugging.
"You didn't tell me everything, right?" I asked.
"True. I didn't say that I steal his wife, that he loved and cherished truly, away. She was pretty good in bed. And I also had killed all of his family, to the parents and the kids. While, I more got him to kill his own kids. I falsified some data and he bombs the park where his children were. Then, his wife quits him to be with me, well supposedly. I didn't like her at all; it was only for the revenge. I annoy him with that, then obligated him to kill her himself before I killed him." He said, as if it was nothing.
"You're a sadist!" I shout.
"And they were to kill our family. You know that they killed Kasuga? And I saved Kane and Ito from being killed by them, as well as for Ine, before I killed them. They were still tracking us down, hiding the murders with some suicide for the Medias. If I wouldn't have done this, all of your little friends would probably be dead now, as well as all of our family. All of it, even Rintaro. All of our friends, people we know or are close to would be dead, as well as us. They showed no mercy, no pity. Why should I have showed some for them? I make his death as horrible it was to killed the parents, uncles, aunts and cousins of seven years old kids right in front of them." He said, an angry looked on his face. I didn't know they had killed Kasuga; I had only thought, as everyone else, that? she had suicide herself. But Kinorri could see through all the lies. He always had protect us, even becoming something horrible to protect us. He deeply knew that it wasn't right and was disgust at himself, but always shrugged it off to stop thinking of it, to forget it and pass over it. He had the darker past of all of us, and he had gained it to protect us.
"I needed to go back to Hoshi." He said, all emotion gone. He had walled himself.
"Wait! What was the microchip? Do you know it?" I asked.
"Something way too complicates to explain. It had been changed. It's now dangerous." He explained.
"And what is it?" I wondered.
"A virus, which a girl had add an artificial intelligence in it. It became a dangerous weapon, that everyone lost the trace when the girl died, killed by one of the gang's puppet. Forget that. You shouldn't get yourself in this shit as I do." He replied, shaking his head. He laughed. "This will bring you a lot of shit, if you ever got stuck in this. So stay away, for your own well-being."
"I guess that it's too late for you, right?" I asked.
"Yes. I'm already stuck in that. And I'm not the only to search that microchip. They, they search it to use it against the government. Me, I search it to destroy it. To save some innocent in all this mess."
"You're still trying to have a normal life, don't you?" I wondered as he smiled and laughed lightly.
"Indeed. This is why I go at this school, went to the ball with Hoshi." He answered.
"Who's Hoshi for you?" I asked.
"Officially, she's my friend. And for real… I envy her simple life. She has everything she need: a shelter, friend, family, hope, a clean past and a bright future. I have no shelter, I lost my friend while moving, no hope, the half of my family dead, a horrible past and a dark future with no hope to love someone and being able to protect that person. True, I could use Hoshi as a toy, as I do to a lot of other girls. But she worth better. She's smart, beautiful and kinda optimist. She have a future and in no ways I can darken it. I wouldn't accept it." He said.
"You know that's called love?" I replied.
"This is called admiration, nothing else. She does the right choice, as I did the bad one. We are doomed to be different, to be apart." He continued.
"And it affects you, the fact of being torn apart from her. I see it. You have feeling for her, but you won't admit them… To protect her." I said as he smiled sadly.
"Indeed. Even if it's hurts, I'll keep going and protecting the persons I care about, forever." He replied, leaving.
"Maybe it's time you care about yourself. You also need a happy ending, Kinorri." I added, even if he was probably too far to hear it, with the crowd and the music. I closed my eyes. "You'll have to stop scarifying yourself for others. You hurt yourself, but also the person around you."
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I can't take care of myself when others need me. Not when I had to protect you from an imminent destruction. Even if it hurts, even if it kills me, I shall keep going. I can't show her my love. I don't want to hurt her. I want her to be safe, as for all of you, even if I have to sacrifice myself. I know I'll have to leave again, in the unique goal to protect you all. I know it'll make you sad, but you'll get over. Then, I'll found the way to keep you safe, safe and happy. And maybe there, I could have my happy ending.