Ok so I am totally freaking out about posting this chapter. I put off updating for months because of this chapter, my anxiety was that bad about it. I really hope you like it. Please review. 10 reviews to update.

"I can't believe Spencer and Toby have a kid, like a full blown kid" Hanna said as the gang sat down to lunch.

"And Emily has just been helping raise her all these years?" Caleb added.

"I can't believe they kept this from us" Aria said.

Ali was quiet, as was Ezra.

"Emily had lunch plans with her mom, so that's why she's not here, where are Spencer and Toby?" Hanna asked annoyed.

…

"Oh god!" Spencer screamed gripping fistfuls of the sheet underneath her.

"See what happens when you hold out on me?" he panted as he kissed her neck. He ground himself into her filling her completely and she shook as a rolling orgasm came over her. They panted as they tried to catch their breath and cool down.

"We have to go to your parents' house and go see Addie." Toby reminded her.

"Yeah, I know" she replied "I'm not looking forward to it"

"It will be fine" Toby assured her.

When they walked into the Hastings house they saw Veronica and Peter sitting on the couch. They looked upset.

"Where's Addie?" Spencer asked wrinkling her brow.

"Wren and Melissa took her to the store so she could get some prints of the pictures we took for her book" Veronica said.

"Oh you took pictures, that's great, Addie loves pictures" Spencer said trying to lighten the mood.

"Yeah, so now she has a couple of her grandparents and her aunt Melissa. I mean it doesn't match up to the hundreds she has of 'Grandpa Dan and Uncle Jason' but hey at least she has pictures of us now" Veronica said before storming off upstairs.

"you know" her dad said standing from the couch "all those times you stormed upstairs spouting that you hated it here and that you hated being a part of this family, I always just thought you were saying it out of anger. Now I know I was wrong"

"Dad" Spencer called as he stalked off to his den "Daddy"

"This is going well" Toby joked. Spencer smacked him in the stomach as she scoffed.

"I'm going to talk to my mom and then I will talk to my dad" Spencer said.

Spencer trudged upstairs.

"Mom?" she called knocking lightly on the door. She pushed the door open knowing her mom wouldn't invite her in. Her mom was sitting on the bed with her back facing her.

"I want to explain" she said "Do you remember when the police finally caught Wilden? Everyone was so happy. A few days after Wilden was caught Toby and I spent the night together. We weren't thinking about the future, we weren't thinking about the past we were just celebrating being free. And no, Toby and I didn't use protection like we should have. I got pregnant. When I found out I was pregnant, I was going to tell you. I came home and you and dad were drinking and planning a trip to Hawaii for after I went off to college and I just….couldn't…tell you that I had messed things up again."

Her mom glanced back at her and Spencer took that as a hint to continue.

"Toby and I knew we were going to keep the baby and so we came up with the California thing. We were going to tell you that we got pregnant after we got married. I wanted to call you every day but I couldn't. I kept putting it off and putting it off. Then it was like I blinked and it was too late. I'm sorry that I hurt you and Daddy. All I ever wanted to do was make you proud of me"

"Why did you decide to tell us now?" she sniffled.

"Because we are older now, Addison has been asking about our side of the family, and we were tired of hiding it" Spencer explained. "Toby and I are trying to have another baby. We just decided it last night"

"You better call me the minute that strip turns pink, and I want to be there to paint the nursery, and I want your father and me to be invited for the baby's first Christmas." She demanded.

"Ok" Spencer agreed.

…

"Mr. Hastings?" Toby said walking into his den.

"Yes Toby?" he said dryly.

"When I filed the lawsuit against Radley you came over to my apartment early one morning, do you remember that?" he asked.

"You mean the morning when I found my daughter at your place in your t-shirt and underwear?"

"Yes, that morning" he smiled.

"I remember thinking 'maybe he just leant them to her to sleep in' and then you came down in a towel and told her the shower was ready and I knew. There was a part of me that wanted to kill you that day."

"After Spencer left and we talked about Radley, you asked me if I loved your daughter, and I said yes, and you told me that if I loved her I would be responsible and take care of her." he said.

"You told me that you and Spencer always used protection. That you had discussed what would happen if she did somehow get pregnant."

"I did what you told me, I took care of her. We both took responsibility for what we did. We decided long before the pregnancy that if we got pregnant we would keep the baby. I proposed. I told her she would move in with me. Spencer was the one that wanted to move to California. I respected her decision. I only told my dad because he had a hunch she was pregnant and when I needed him to sign the papers to get my trust fund I had to tell him. Jason only knew because we moved in with him when we first got there until we could find a place."

Peter nodded

"Spencer doesn't hate her family, she just didn't want to disappoint you" Toby added.

"We're back!" Addison called into the house. Veronica and Spencer came downstairs and Toby and Peter went into the living room.

"Daddy!" Addison yelled running over to Toby and flinging herself into his arms. He picked her up and hugged her tightly.

"Good morning little bear" he said kissing her on the nose.

They all sat and talked for a few minutes and then Spencer and Toby said they had to get going as they had some things to do for the wedding.

"You're leaving?" Addison asked pouting.

"We talked about this Addison." Spencer said "You're spending the week at grandma and grandpas."

They both hugged and kissed her before leaving.

"So Addison, what would you like to do now?" Veronica asked.

"I think I would like to go to my room" she said.

"Ok" veronica said.

With that the five year old climbed up the stairs to her bedroom.

Toby and Spencer met the gang as they were just finishing lunch. The girls were getting fitted for their bridesmaid dresses. The guys were getting their tuxes today as well.

"Caleb and I are going to exchange our own vows. I think that is so romantic." Hanna gushed.

"So what are you going to say" Emily asked with a smile.

"I'm going to say that we have had our ups and downs, but that we were always there for each other, taking care of each other. We saw the best in each other when we couldn't even see ourselves." Hanna said as she daydreamed off into space.

"That's beautiful Hanna" Ali said.

"Aria, when are you going to stop torturing Ezra and except his marriage proposal?" Spencer asked.

"Every time he asks I think I'll say yes for a split second and then I don't" Aria said.

"You love him though right?" Emily asked

"Of course I do, it's just after everything my parents went through, it has made me a little gun shy when it comes to marriage" Aria said.

"Ok Spence" Ali said "tell us what married life is like"

"It's hard, and fun, and scary" she started. "I'm sure it is different for everyone but I know for me there was just so much Toby and I didn't know about each other before we got married. It was like every day was a new adventure. Add on top of that, that I was pregnant. It sounds cliché but I love him more every day. It is the little things, like when he is tying Addison's shoes or he brings me a cup of coffee in the morning, or he records a show we watch because I am putting Addison to bed and he doesn't want to watch it without me"

"Awe, I can't wait to be married" Hanna said. "Hey Em? When are we going to meet Remy?"

"Soon" Emily said "Remy is dying to meet you guys it's just that works been so crazy"

"Ah yes, the toils of an in-office romance" Aria said jokingly

"Well you need to get her out here as soon as you can because were dying to meet her too" Hanna said.

"Yeah" Emily said "well I have to go. I am meeting my mom for dinner"

"But you just had lunch with her" Hanna complained.

"Yeah but she is making my favorite meal tonight and with everything you have planned she may not be able to do it another night." Emily explained.

"Fine" Hanna huffed.

Spencer, Toby, Hanna and Caleb all went out to dinner after their fittings. They made small talk and discussed Hanna and Caleb's upcoming nuptials and what they would do after.

"Our parents think we should wait but Caleb and I want to start trying to conceive once were married" Hanna said.

"Well" Spencer said "I agree with your parents, you should wait"

Toby nodded his head "absolutely wait"

"How can you say that?" Hanna asked baffled.

"Were exactly the ones to say this" Toby said. "We love our little girl to death but if we had the choice we would've waited"

"Once you have a child, you are never alone again. You can't just decide to go to the club or the movies…" Spencer began

"Or sleep in, or have sex whenever you want" Toby added. "Once you have a child that child needs to be factored into everything you do"

"You should enjoy being married and enjoy each other just the two of you for a while, believe me kids change everything" Spencer finished.

After dinner Spencer and Toby went back to their hotel. Spencer straddled Toby opening her silk robe revealing her naked body underneath. She held him close as he kissed her chest.

"I love you so much" Spencer panted in his ear. "I need you inside me"

"Spencer!" came Emily's distressed voice as she knocked furiously on the door.

Spencer got up off the bed tying the robe around her body once more.

"You can't just say something like that to me and then get up and leave" Toby complained. "Em can it wait like ten minutes?!" he yelled.

Spencer scowled at him.

"I will fulfill your needs when I get back" she said through clenched teeth. Spencer opened the door and slipped out of the room but not before Emily caught a glimpse of Toby lying in bed.

"You guys were having sex, I'm sorry, I can come back" Emily stuttered.

"no, its fine besides there is a good chance that once I get back in that bed I won't be getting out for hours" Spencer said and Emily smirked.

"I couldn't tell my mom" Emily cried fiddling with the ring on her finger. "I couldn't tell her I'm engaged. I tried all day, I just couldn't"

"She will be happy for you because she is your mother and she wants you to be happy." Spencer reassured her.

Emily nodded.

"We good here?" Spencer asked.

"Yeah" Emily said "thanks"

Spencer went back into hers and Toby's suite closing the door.

The next day Emily was at her mom's house and called Hanna over.

"She's up in her old room" Mrs. Fields said.

"Hey Em, what are you doing here?" Hanna asked.

"Just remembering" she said.

*Flashback*

Emily bit her lip as she set Toby's therapist file down on the bed "why did you think I would take Maya to the dance?" Emily asked.

"What?" Hanna asked trying to pretend she hadn't heard the question right.

"You thought I wanted her as my date, why?" Emily pressed her. She knew that Hanna knew but she had to know how and why.

"A' sent me a picture of you and Maya kissing" Hanna finally admitted. Emily sighed she had figured that something like that had happened.

"So can I just ask" Hanna said with a slight smile. She wanted Emily to be happy more than anything. God that was all any of them deserved after all they'd been through. "I mean…you took Toby to the dance but then you took that picture with Maya?"

Hanna let the technically unasked question linger in the air knowing Emily would tell her if she was ready.

"I think I know what I want, but if I say yes to Maya, everything would change you know it would" she said.

"Yeah you wouldn't have to pretend you're someone you're not"

"But what if I'm wrong, what if I'm not that person" she asked her brow wrinkled

"Emily, you're not signing a contract, you were Emily dating Ben and now you're Emily dating Maya we love Emily, no one cares who you're with." Hanna said.

*End Flashback*

"Do you remember after the homecoming dance, when we thought Toby was A?" Emily started.

"He was, you know" Hanna said cracking a smile. It was one of the things the girls had never let him live down.

"I hadn't come out yet but "A" sent you a picture of me kissing Maya" Emily went on.

"I remember" Hanna said furrowing her brow.

"You told me that I wasn't signing a contract. That I was 'Emily dating Ben and now I was Emily dating Maya'" Emily recounted.

"Yeah that sounds like me" Hanna said.

"Remy….uhh…Remy is short for Jeremy, as in Remy is a guy, as in I am in a relationship with a guy, engaged actually"

"You're engaged that's great!" Hanna gushed.

"Yeah, except I have no idea how to explain it to my mother" Emily said "it took her so long to accept me being into girls and now"

"You love Jeremy?" Hanna asked

"Yes, I do" Emily said.

"Then your mom will love him too" Hanna assured her.

Okay so I went the way of the books and made Emily bi. Hopefully that doesn't ruin the story for anyone. Please review. 10 reviews to update.