Chapter 11: All I can do is Care

Look. Fuck you. Fuck the plane you flew in on. Fuck them shoes. Fuck those socks with the belt on it. Fuck your gay ass fairy faggot accent. Fuck them cheap ass cigars. Fuck your yuckmouth teeth. Fuck your hairpiece. Fuck your chocolate. Fuck Guy Ritchie. Fuck Prince William. Fuck the Queen. This is America. My president is black and my Lambo is blue, nigga. Now get the fuck out my hotel room, and if I see you on the street, I'm slapping the shit out of you.

Riley Freeman

(The Fundraiser)

Riley's POV:

I had rushed to the hospital as soon as I heard the news. No way, no fuckin way was she dead she couldn't, Cindy just couldn't die. I felt so dumb why had I broken up with her? Right now my brain was all messed up and I couldn't even figure it out. I ran down the hopsital going pass all the twist and turns like I knew the place. I heard some nurses telling me not to run in a hospital but I could give a rats flying ass about what they had to say. I turned to corner out of breath as I stared into my friends face searching to see any sign of anything really. Jazmine jumped up and ran to my arms crying.

"Riley!" she sobbed into my shoulder as she hugged me tighter.

I hugged her back but my eyes darted around the room then finally landed on her. I walked over and sat next to her, Natasha. She had her knees up to her face so she couldn't see anything. I was about to say something but she spoke before I did. "Hi Riley." she said softly.

I didn't take to time to say hi back to her considering how I was still pissed off at her. "What da fuck happened?" I asked.

She lifted her head pushing her hair back as she stared at me. She looked restless and scared. "We found Cindy on the ground with her throat slit open. Sh-She was bleeding...badly and there was a note next to her head. I think Theo did it." she added whispering.

My eyes narrowed as I listened to what she said. "Theo?" I asked.

She nodded. "She was following him." she explained.

I let out a groan and leaned back in my seat. Only she was dumb enough to follow the guy who was dangerous, I swear sometimes I think when they say all white blond haired girls are dumb they aren't kidding. Then I thought about how she said her throat was slit open. Was it a deep cut? Deep enough to kill her? I tried to stop the tears rolling down my face. Please, Please, Please don't let her die. If she had followed him earlier and they found her still bleeding there was a big chance. I heard hollering and opened my eyes as Mrs. McPhearson and Ed ran down the hall.

"Oh my poor baby!" Mrs. McPhearson cried covering her mouth to quiet her yells. "Oh Ed what if she died?"

Ed looked around the room and I saw something in his eyes smething I hadn't seen since he went all "In love with Cindy's mom". His green eyes flared with intensity and I could tell he wanted to start cussing and screaming right then and there so why didn't he? I heard more cries from Mrs. McPhearson on how no one would tell her anything and suddenly I was angry too. Why won't they tell us how she's doing? I want to know right now! I stormed up to the counter and banged on it to get some attention.

"Somebody beta bring dey lazy ass right hurr!" I yelled continuing to bang.

"Riley..." Jazmine said trying to stop me but I shrugged her off.

"I said I need somebody hurr now!" I yelled.

Slowly a short lady with a red bun made her way to the counter and glared at me before reaching forward and stopping my hand before I could bang again. "Sir could you please stop making-"

"No you shut ta fuck up!" I yelled at her. "I want some god damn answers right fucking now!" I said.

She rolled her eyes but grabbed her clipboard and looked it over. "Name?" she asked.

"Cind- I mean Cynthia McPhearson." I said recalling her real name.

Her eyes got wide as she stared at the clipboard. She looked up at me with sad and surprised eyes before putting the clipboard back down. "Um Ms. Cynthia is in critical condition sir." she explained trying her hardest to keep a blank stare like all doctors seem to have.

I didn't give a fuck about any of that shit. Only one thing was running through my mind right now. "Will she live?" I asked trying to ignore the hopefulness in my vioce.

She looked at me blankly but I saw the moment of sadness flash across her face. Then it was gone as fast as it came. "Chances are slim." she explained. She reached over to me and gently rubbed my arm. "I'm very sorry sir." she said softly. She pulled away forgeting her clipboard as she walked away.

I stood there with my head hanging down as she walked away. I didn't even try to hide the tears slidning down my face. This hurt, I never felt something like this it was like half of me was getting ripped away. Then something in my head made me smirk slightly I never knew Young Reezy could become whipped especially over some hoe, but then again like I've said many times Cindy's not a hoe. I couldn't sit around like the other though and do nothing that was not me that was not how Young Reezy acted. Acting on impulse I picked up the clipboard and read what room it said she was in. Without so much as a word to the others I ran down the hallways to her room. Room 802B. When I finally spotted it I slipped in silently. I looked at Cindy and lost my breath. She had several wires hooked up to her and one of her arms was in a cast. She had some weird object shoved down her throat that looked really painful.

I walked over to her slowly not exactly sure what to say or what I was doing here. I mean me and her had broken up so why did I care so much? I pushed my thoughts away and walked over to a chair pulling it closer to her bed. I only hesistated for a second before grabbing her hand. "Hey Cin..." I said softly. I rubbed her fingers with my thumb softly. "Girl ya know ya dumb right? Only you would follow some dumb nigga." I stopped there to smile. I would probably never do this for anyone cuz I know I looked crazy but I had heard people could still hear you and well it was worth a try for her.

Suddenly I became serious as I glared angrily at her. "I just don't know why you went alone. Come on you couldn't grab not at least one of us? Girl I just don't get ya sometimes." I admitted shaking my head. Then sitting there all alone I felt myself getting deeper and deeper into sleep. I held onto Cindy's hand as I dirfted off. Then I was awoken by this weird feeling. I looked down at me hand and saw that Cindy was gripping it softly. Was this an improvement? Should I call for the doctors? Then I looked into her eyes as they fluttered open staring at me surprised.

"R-Riley?" she asked her voice sounding hoarse.

I beamed at her happy to see her awake. "Cin-" Then I stopped as I heard the montior speed up. It was cute to know her heart went faster when I talked to her but this was going super fast maybe dangerously fast. "Cindy calm down!" I said as the monitor speed up even more (if possibly).

She looked it my eyes fearfully obviously not knowing what was going on. She loked around then her eyes landed on the red button near her bed. She reached over and started to click on it rapidly.

"Cindy whats wrong?" I asked.

Then there it was the sound I had always hated hearing. The monitor went dead as her eyes fell back close. I stood up abruptly opening the door. "DOCTOR! AYE HURRY UP SHE DYIN!" I yelled down the hallway.

Almost imediately doctors were running down the hallway towards the room. One of the ladies was the one from the counter.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" she asked covering her mouth as the word "fuck" slipped out. I didn't say anything and she turned her back to me focusing on Cindy. "Ok we're going to need full charge!" she ordered. Another doctor put to things to her chest as it sent her chest flying forward. "Again." the doctor ordered gritting her teeth as she tried to keep Cindy alive. They did again and again her chest flew foward. Then I heard the monitor beep then stop then beep then it came back to a steady heartbeat. It was the most amzing thing I've ever heard. The doctor looked at me glaring before shoving me out the door.

"Do you know what you almost did?" she asked angrily.

"Is she ok?" I asked ignoring what she just said.

She punched me in my arm. "You idiot you almost killed her!" she continued to hit me until I grabbed her wrist and stopped her. She took a deep breath before snatching her wrist away. "Cynthia is very unstable right now she has woken up and fell back asleep many times. She can barely stay awake under 5 minutes." she explained.

I felt so guilty as I nodded my head. "When we gon be able to visit her?" I asked.

She turned around and looked into the room. "Proabably later tonight. She won't be awake but you still will be able to see her." she said.

I nodded and turned my back ready to go tell the others. I walked into the room and all eyes sifted to me. "How's she? Is she alright? What happened? Are you alright?" Jazmine asked frantically.

I walked past her and sat down in a chair. "Da doctor said we can go see her later." I said.

Jazmine nodded and sat back down. "I hope she's going to be ok." she mummbled her lip quavering.

"Me too..." I thought.

Cindy's POV:

I don't know how to explain how I felt. I felt as light as air and so fragile like with one blow I would crumble. I hated that, I never felt like this and didn't want to start. All I could do was sit here alone in darkness not sure what to do. I was scared that if I went the wrong way I might get lost and never make it back to the others.

"HEEEELLLLLLOOOOOOOO?!" I screamed tilting my head back like I had been doing for awhile now. "CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?" I asked. No reply. I let out a sigh and sat back down.

"You know you don't have to yell." a voice said.

I turned around startled and saw a girl standing in fornt of me. She looked no older than 6. She had long blond hair which were flowing down her back in ringlets, she had icy blue eyes that seemd to pierce into your soul, and she wore a light purple strapless dress that made her blue eyes pop.

"Who are you?" I asked.

She smiled showing off her deep dimples and her eyes sparkled. "I don't know actually." she said sweetly.

I raised one eyebrow at her confused. "How don't ya know how who ya are?" I asked.

She shrugged and sat next to me toying with my hair. "I forgot I guess." she said. "Or maybe I never even knew to begin with." she added softly.

I pulled away from her and stood up. "So are ya like ma spirit guide?" I asked.

She laughed and it was the sweetest sound I ever heard. It was like how you would imagine honey sounding. "Spirit Guide? I don't know you called me here." she said. I shook my head and she nodded. "Just a second ago you called for anyone to come."

"So your name is anyone?" I asked sarcastically.

She giggled and shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know." I rolled my eyes. Great I was suppose to follow some girl who didn't even know who she was. How did that fix anything? "What's your name?" she asked.

"Cindy." I replied.

She stared at me intently and suddenly I felt awkward it was like in that one stare she was seeing my whole life. Then she stopped and smiled at me again. "Are you sure?" she asked.

I nodded my head. "I think I know my own name." I said.

"Then how come you said Cindy instead of Cynthia?" she asked.

"Because that's not my name." I said crossing my arms.

"Yes it is." she said matter of factly.

I rolled my eyes. "Ok since ya know soooo much how don't ya know ya own name?" I asked.

She stopped smiling and this time rolled her eyes like I did a couple of mintues ago and crossed her arms over her chest. She looked alot like me. "Fine call me Anabelle." she said.

"Annie it is." I said.

She shook her head. "No, no, no its Anabelle." she said.

"A second ago you didn't even know." I said. She started to walk away. "Hey wait where ya going?" she didn't reply as she continued to walk. "Wait!" I let out an annoyed huff. "Anabelle could you please come back!" I asked. Then just like that she was back standing in front of me smiling again sweetly.

"You can just call me Annie." she skipping away motioning me to follow her. I rolled my eyes but walked with her. This little girl was going to be difficult to deal with.

Author's Note: I'm am very surprised nothing turned out the way I originally wanted it to but hopefully it was still enjoyable. Aw Riley he so obviously still love Cindy. And what the heck was with that doctor? Aren't doctors suppose to always remain calm? Then with Cindy and that strange little girl named Annabelle. I wonder what secrets she hold. Next chapter you'll find out! Hope your ready. Also I know my usually quotes are more than one person but that quote was too funny to pass up lmao!

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