But when he looks into those deep blue eyes, he forgets.
When he looks in the eyes of his Angel he feels like his torn apart soul gets put back together.
He remembers what he said: you think you don't deserve to be saved? Said in utter disbelieve. And then he started to believe.
He believes that even though he doesn't always succeed in saving people, he is a man.
Even though he shows his weakness, he is a man.
Even though he didn't get the girl, he is a man.
He has his Angel and that is all that matters.