A/N- wow I'm actually updating. It's as shocking to me as it is to you.

I have work tomorrow so I'll probably be too lazy to write after that but I'm going to be in a car for like 5 hours on Friday so I'll try to write then.

Enjoy the chapter.

Disclaimer- I own nothing

Tris' Point of View:

Luckily, today is a Saturday. Tobias and I broke up yesterday and I won't have to see him, or anyone else, until Monday. I really don't want to see anyone right now. Johnnie and Kyle are worried about me because I haven't left my room since I got home. I haven't answered my phone either. I've succeeded at avoiding all contact with people. I just don't want to see other people who are in happy relationships because it reminds me of when Tobias and I were happy together. Why couldn't have I just been born gay like everyone else? It would be so much easier if I was.

Sighing, I roll over in bed and turn on my sad Spotify playlist. I put the volume up to max and shut my eyes, slowly letting the tears start to fall again. Ever since yesterday all I've done is cry and sleep and it doesn't look like that's going to change at all anytime soon.

Burying myself deeper into the blankets, I drift off to sleep once again.

"I love you." I whisper as our lips meet.

He smiles at me. "I love you too." He says after we pull apart. "Want to dance?" He holds out his hand.

"Of course." I take his outstretched hand in mine and he pulls me over to the clear floor and we begin slow dancing to the love song that is playing.

"You're so beautiful, you know that right?" I blush at the compliment and look down at my feet, noticing the gorgeous, white gown that I'm wearing.

I look up at Tobias who is wearing a fancy, black tuxedo that he looks absolutely incredible in. We both have shiny rings on our fingers. We're married?

Tobias spins me and then pulls me close against his body. "I've said this all before but opposites attract, we try and run away, but end up running back." He sings to me, along with the song that is playing. "All I want to do, all I want to do is lie down and crash, fall down, I'll wrap my arms around you now, just crash, it's our time now, to make this work, second time around."

I stand on my toes to reach his height and I kiss him. Our lips mold together perfectly. His tongue explores my mouth like its his own. My fingers run through his hair pulling him even closer to me.

"I love you so much, beautiful." He says against my lips before closing the space between me again.

Our kiss is interrupted by a door slamming shut. We jump apart and turn to find Johnnie, Kyle, and Marcus at the door, all three of them looking furious.

"Tris, you're such a disappointment to us. Why couldn't you just be normal?" Kyle yells, Johnnie standing beside him nodding in agreement.

"I'm really not surprised by this with you, Tobias." Marcus says calmly at first, but rage grows in his voice. "It makes sense that Zayn left. Who would want to claim to be your parent? You're a disgrace to all of us."

After that, the doors open again and all of our friends enter the room.

"I've been disgusted with you ever since you came out to me, Tris." Christina lasphes out. "Same with Four."

"I can't believe I was ever friends with you." Uriah says, shaking his head. "I'm so mad at myself for ever being friends with someone who's straight." He shutters at the word.

"You know what, Uri?" Zeke asks. "You took the words directly out of my mouth."

"You're not actually in love. It's just fake." Lynn tells us.

Marlene nods, putting her arm around her girlfriend. "You're just looking for attention."

Everyone else says something similar, letting us know how disgusted they are by us.

"You're all right. This was all a joke, Tris. I never liked you. You're revolting to me." Tobias rips off his ring and joins my ex friends.

I start crying even harder than before, falling to the ground, unable to hold myself up for any longer.

"Tris!" Christina calls to me.

"What?" I respond with tears in my eyes.

"Tris!" She yells again.

I bolt awake, noticing Christina standing next to my bed with her hand on my shoulder. Remembering my dream, I start crying even more, tears roll down my cheeks faster.

Christina sighs and turns my music off. "Whats wrong?" She asks, climbing into bed next to me, holding me as I cry.

I'm unable to answer her for several minutes, just crying into her shoulder, not being able to do anything else. She holds me, rubbing my back comfortingly, until I'm able to talk. Everyone needs a Christina.

"Why are you here?" I ask, my voice croaky from not talking and only crying for the past day.

"Your dads called mine asking if I could come over and try to talk to you. They're worried about you. Now will you tell me what's wrong?"

"Four." I cry. "I broke up with him."

Christina gasps. "What? Why?"

"He doesn't care about me."

"I'm sure that's not right. Even I can see how much he cares about you just by the way he looks at you." She assures me.

"Would our friend be okay with us together?"

"Of course the would. That wouldn't change anything."

I grab a tissue and dry my eyes. "Why wouldn't he let me tell them? We've been together for how long? I don't want to have to hide our relationship from them anymore. I want to be able to hold his hand in public and show everyone that I'm lucky enough to be with him. I feel like he never actually even liked me. I think I love him. I just want him to feel the same."

"I'm sorry, Tris. I don't know what to say. You should probably try to talk to him. Once you've both calmed down. You two are meant to be with each other. You should be able to talk it out." She tells me.

"What if he doesn't want to talk? What if he's happy it's over?"

"Now you're just being ridiculous." Christina shakes her head. "If he wanted it to be over, he would've broken up with you ages ago."

I sit in silence for a moment, thinking about what Christina said. "I guess. I'll talk to him on Monday."

"Okay." She stands up and pulls the blankets off of me. "Get up we're going to go do something. I'm not letting you sit around here crying all weekend."

Groaning, Christina grabs my arm and pulls me to my feet. She looks me over and shakes her head.

"There's no way you're going out in public looking like that. Go shower and put on some clean clothes. We're going to lunch and then to the mall. Your dads will be happy to know you're alive." She pushes me towards the bathroom before skipping downstairs. That girl has way too much energy sometimes.

I take a quick shower and put on a pair of skinny jeans and a random shirt from my closet. Looking at what shirt it is, I realize it was Tobias' favorite. Sighing, I pull the shirt off and put on a different one. I need something to distract me from Tobias.

"Tris!" I hear Johnnie exclaim as they hear me walk down the stairs. They come over to me and Kyle wraps his arms around me in a comforting hug.

"Are you alright?" He asks. "We've been so worried."

I nod. "I think so. Christina and I are going out for now. We'll be home for dinner."

"Okay. Have fun girls." Johnnie waves goodbye before him and Kyle go back into the living room, probably for another make out session because I know that's all they do when I leave the house.

"Where would you like to go, Tris?" Christina asks.

"Anywhere. I'm starving."

"Alright. Let's just go somewhere in town."

I nod in agreement and follow Christina to the car. I really hope we don't see Tobias. I know I have to talk to him at some point, but I'm not ready to do it yet.

A/N- I hope you enjoyed this terrible chapter.

The song Tobias is singing to Tris during her dream is called Crash by the band You Me At Six. They're perfect.

Hopefully we'll have an update on Friday. Let's just hope for the best.

Thanks for reading. Goodbye everyone.